otp: i will always love you no matter what happens

Oh my god I am actually crying. EVERYTHING HAPPENED SO FUCKING FAST. I NEED TO PROCESS THIS OMG. OKAY SO FIRST LET’S TALK ABOUT EMMA IN NEVERLAND. SHE NEARLY FELL OVER BUT SHE’S LIKE “NOPE MY HUSBAND NEEDS ME” AND EVERYONE’S LIKE “WTF” AND SHE’S JUST SAYS “KILLIAN?!” AND THEN SHE FUCKING SHOVES THAT LOST BOY

LIKE NO ONE’S KEEPING HER FROM HER TRUE LOVE AND IN THE BACKGROUND KILLIAN AND TIGER LILY AND FIGHTING THE OTHER BOYS. I MEAN WHO NEEDS SWORDS WHEN YOU’VE GOT HANDS RIGHT?!?! AND THEN THEY OVERPOWER THE LOST BOYS (APPARENTLY 3 VS 20 AND THE 3 WIN) AND THEY COME BACK TO STORYBROOKE IN LIKE TWO MINUTES. IT’S LITERALLY IN-AND-OUT.

SHE’S ALL WORRIED FOR KILLIAN’S WELLBEING AND GIVES BACK THE HOOK AND EVERYTHING AND I’M STILL REELING FROM HOW QUICKLY THAT HAPPENED LIKE IT FEELS LIKE A FUCKING DREAM I CAN’T

AND THEN HE APOLOGISES FOR EVERYTHING AND IS ALL “I SHOULD HAVE NEVER EVEN CONSIDERED RUNNING AWAY” THAT SPEECH OMG IT WAS WHAT I WANTED FOR AGES AND EMMA’S REACTION LIKE “IT’S FINE I FORGIVE YOU I DIDN’T REALLY GIVE YOU TIME TO TALK” AND I WAS LIKE YASS

AND THEN SHE’S LIKE WE GOTTA PATCH YOU UP AND HE’S LIKE “W8 I NEED TO TELL YOU SOMETHING” AND YOU SEE HER APPREHENSION LIKE “WHAT’S GOING ON WITH THIS GUY HE’S HURT AND HE’S PUTTING OFF GETTING BETTER KILLIAN R U OK”

AND THEN

AND FUCKING THEN

HE PULLS OUT THE FUCKING GODDAMN RING, MAKING ME SCREAM LIKE A FUCKING PTERADACTYL AND REGINA AND HENRY ARE MY SPIRIT ANIMALS IN THIS SCENE, NOT WANTING TO BE A THIRD WHEEL

AND THEN THE FUCKING SPEECH THAT WE WERE ALL CHEATED OUT OF IN THE FIRST ENGAGEMENT HAPPENS. YOU KNOW WHAT I’M TALKING ABOUT. THE ROMANTIC SPEECH THAT HAPPENS BEFORE EVERY FUCKING ENGAGEMENT THAT NEEDS TO BE PLANNED AND BEAUTIFUL AND I WAS SCREAMING AND CRYING JUST LIKE EMMA

LOOK AT HOW SHE LOOKS AT HIM THIS IS THE LOOK OF TRUE LOVE PEOPLE PASS IT ON. THIS IS THE LOOK OF HAPPINESS AND I CAN’T EVEN. AND KILLIAN IS LIKE “I WILL ALWAYS BE BY YOUR SIDE NO MATTER WHAT” AND I WAS FUCKING BAWLING AT THIS POINT BECAUSE THIS RIGHT HERE IS MY OTP 

AND THEN HE GETS DOWN ON ONE KNEE AND IS LIKE “WILL YOU MARRY ME” AND AT THIS POINT I’M BASICALLY A HOT MESS

AND THEN THE YES HAPPENS

AND YOU SEE THE LITTLE LAUGH OF RELIEF/PURE HAPPINESS THAT HE DOES WHEN SHE SAYS YES AND HER SMILE IS SO WIDE AND BEAUTIFUL AND OML THIS SCENE IS LITERALLY EVERYTHING I EVER WANTED.

I DIDN’T EVEN KNOW I NEEDED THIS EXACT SCENE UNTIL IT HAPPENED. AND I DIDN’T KNOW I NEEDED IT TO HAPPEN IN THIS WAY. THE ANGST IS OVER; THE TRUE LOVE IS BACK; AND CAPTAIN SWAN IS FUCKING ENGAGED WITH TRULY NO WALLS, NO SECRETS THIS TIME AND I CAN’T I’M GOING TO PASS OUT FROM THIS

THIS IS MY OTP. MY FUCKING OTP OVERCOMING THE ODDS AGAIN AND AGAIN. MY OTP GETTING A FUCKING WEDDING AT THE END OF THE SEASON AND MY OTP BEING FUCKING BRILLIANT IN GENERAL IT PAINS ME HOW MUCH I LOVE THEM GUYS I CAN’T.

I need to lie down for a while. 

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|| 3x12 

20 Years ago

I was in third grade and my friend asked if I wanted to play Buffy in gym class. I didn’t know who Buffy was but it sounded like fun. I agreed to be Willow and we ran around the jungle gym with sticks catching vampires.

Little did I know, Buffy would change and shape my life for the next two decades.

In middle school, when kids were having sleepovers and discovering parties and boys, I would wrap myself in a blanket in my room and rewatch the episodes of Buffy I had painstaking taped week after week.

My first crush was Angel, my heart breaking when Buffy had to sacrifice him to save the world.

Willow was my best friend, my heart racing when she finally found love with Oz, my heart soaring when she met the one with Tara.

Xander taught me that sometimes people will judge you but that doesn’t mean they don’t love you. Accept people’s flaws because they can learn and grow if you help them.

Despite all odds, I fell in love again when we re-met Spike in season 4, discovering my first “OTP” and never looking back.

Buffy herself was the hero I needed. She was strong but she was flawed. She could save the world in one moment and give in to her selfish desires the next. We don’t need role models who paint a picture of perfection. We need role models who show us that the path isn’t always clear or easy to follow. You will make mistakes and you will fall. Keep fighting. No matter what happens. Never let anyone underestimate you.

Buffy went off the air when I was in the 8th grade. It was heartbreaking to say goodbye to 7 years of my favorite show, and daunting to enter high school without the safety of the Scooby Gang to welcome me home every Tuesday night at 8.

Buffy taught me to be strong and to embrace who I am.

Seize the day, cause tomorrow you might be dead.

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What is a soul mate?

Well, it’s like a best friend, but more. It’s the one person in the world that knows you better than anyone else. It’s someone who makes you a better person. Actually, they don’t make you a better person, you do that yourself because they inspire you. A soul mate is someone who you carry with you forever. It’s the one person who knew you and accepted you and believed in you before anyone else did or when no one else would. And no matter what happens, you’ll always love him. Nothing can ever change that.  [x]

There’s this moment where I think no matter what show is up and running, never ever will I get knocked off my feet by a pairing that could be an OTP. Because I don’t want any other. I have my ships Marvey and McDanno and I’m the most loyal person. And so in love!

Until it happens and I’m doomed. Never expecting it and I always get attacked out of the blue.

At first it feels weird, as if I cheat on my other OTP (such a silly thought!) But it already happened and actually I want to thank you @summernightdream70 for your sweet, convincing way to catch me with your dedication for Leedus and Rickyl.

It’s a sealed deal, because I’m lost. I fell down another rabbit hole. Jesus! Within a week I have become a TWD ‘Walking Dead’ junky, drinking the seasons like ice tea at a hot summer day!

Norman and Andrew/Rick and Daryl…their my ship, my love. And they fit in perfectly! I won’t flood my dash…not yet…I don’t know. And my next story will be all about McDanno and my Shapeshifter AU idea.

But look at the guys??? You know what I mean? Geez! How can I not fall in love with them?!

Originally posted by grimesdixonn

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It’s a.. Well, it’s like a best friend, but more. It’s the one person in the world that knows you better than anyone else. It’s someone who makes you a better person, well, actually they don’t make you a better person… you do that yourself- because they inspire you. A soulmate is someone who you carry with you forever. It’s the one person who knew you, and accepted you, and believed in you before anyone else did or when no one else would. And no matter what happens.. you’ll always love them.” - Dawson’s Creek

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one tree hill meme: 7 otps [7/7]

1. Nathan & Haley

You know, my father said that today would be the greatest day of my life. And you’re right, dad. It is. But it’s not because of basketball. You see, today I learned that my wife, Haley, is pregnant. And while it’s an absolute honor to be recruited by Duke University, I guess what I have to say to you today is this. Where I play basketball - if I play basketball - is no longer a decision for me to make alone. It’s a decision that I’ll make with my wife and my family’s best interests at heart. And when I do, I’ll let you all know. And my wife couldn’t be here today, so I just wanted to say one thing to her. Haley, no matter what happens, we’ll face it together. But I promise you, I’ve never been happier. Everything’s gonna be okay. I love you.”

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Dair Appreciation Week #3 / Day Seven: The reason you still love them.
“What’s a soulmate?”
““It’s uh… Well, it’s like a best friend, but more. It’s the one person in the world that knows you better than anyone else. It’s someone who makes you a better person. Actually, they don’t make you a better person, you do that yourself because they inspire you. A soul mate is someone who you carry with you forever. It’s the one person who knew you and accepted you and believed in you before anyone else did or when no one else would. And no matter what happens, you’ll always love her. Nothing can ever change that. Make sense?”
Dan and Blair, they are soulmates.

  • otp: it's a pretty name.
  • otp: i'm a friend
  • otp: it looks better on you
  • otp: i was hoping to find you
  • otp: it was lucky you came
  • otp: when he's around it's like the lights dim everywhere else
  • otp: maybe i like you
  • otp: i don't wanna get you dead
  • otp: you even look pretty when you go to sleep
  • otp: sleep tight
  • otp: that is so romantic
  • otp: perfect gentleman
  • otp: when i'm around you all i can think about is how badly i want to kiss you.
  • otp: you're in love with a vampire
  • otp: it was unbelievable
  • otp: he's never done anything to hurt me
  • otp: i have feelings for him
  • otp: i just wanted to see if you were okay
  • otp: i care about him
  • otp: i have to walk away
  • otp: it's painful
  • otp: it's too hard for me to be around her
  • otp: a vampire in love with a slayer
  • otp: do you think i could stand it if anything happened to you
  • otp: i really like your dress
  • otp: i missed you
  • otp: i'm not gonna fight you
  • otp: you can't just turn and walk away from me
  • otp: i can walk you home
  • otp: one thing already has led to another
  • otp: i'm just trying to protect you
  • otp: when you kiss me i wanna die
  • otp: you're never gonna get between those two
  • otp: things used to be simple, then she came along
  • otp: yeah, i get jealous
  • otp: do you love me
  • otp: i love you
  • otp: i wanted to make sure you were okay
  • otp: you're the one freaky thing in my freaky world that still makes sense to me
  • otp: let's get you some place safe
  • otp: nobody messes with my boyfriend
  • otp: you shouldn't have to touch me when i'm like this
  • otp: i didn't even notice
  • otp: you stay away from her
  • otp: he's good
  • otp: what did you do to him
  • otp: if we don't go now he could die
  • otp: kiss me
  • otp: finally something i wanna do
  • otp: when I look into the future all i see is you
  • otp: all I want is you
  • otp: i'm right here
  • otp: surprise me
  • otp: i like seeing you first thing in the morning
  • otp: the part where we say goodbye is getting harder
  • otp: what if I never feel this way again
  • otp: i'll be back
  • otp: i have something for you
  • otp: it's a sign of devotion
  • otp: where it with the heart pointing towards you
  • otp: it means you belong to someone
  • otp: don't go
  • otp: take me instead of her
  • otp: you almost went away today
  • otp: i love you, i try not to but i can't stop
  • otp: just kiss me
  • otp: she made me feel like a human being
  • otp: i was so worried
  • otp: my first instinct is to run to him
  • otp: you're still the only thing he thinks about
  • otp: i need her
  • otp: i'll die without her
  • otp: i can't stop thinking about her
  • otp: you made me the man i am today
  • otp: he was the first, i mean the only
  • otp: i wanted to say goodbye
  • otp: you are the one thing in this dimension i will miss
  • otp: you can't kill me
  • otp: i know you loved him and he proved more than once that he loved you
  • otp: i love you
  • otp: close your eyes
  • otp: i'm gonna keep helping you get better
  • otp: i worry about you
  • otp: be careful
  • otp: you'll be in love until it kills you both
  • otp: what i want from you i can never have
  • otp: there's got to be some way we can still see each other
  • otp: tell me you don't love me
  • otp: i had to see you
  • otp: i'll never hurt her
  • otp: stay with me
  • otp: forever
  • otp: i'll never leave
  • otp: i want you so badly
  • otp: i want to take comfort in you
  • otp: you have the power to do real good
  • otp: i love you so much
  • otp: i tried to make you go away, i killed you and it didn't help
  • otp: i hate that it's so hard and that you can hurt me so much
  • otp: i wish i wished you dead, but i don't, i can't
  • otp: if I can't convince you that you belong in this world, i don't know what can
  • otp: strength is fighting, we can do it together
  • otp: it's important to keep fighting
  • otp: it's sweet and thoughtful
  • otp: you could never be hopeless or boring, even if you tried
  • otp: you walked down the steps and i loved you
  • otp: i could see your heart
  • otp: more than anything I wanted to keep your heart safe, warm it with my own
  • otp: i can't watch you die again
  • otp: i love you, nothing can change that, not even death
  • otp: i am not ready to lose you
  • otp: i like you
  • otp: i wanted to take you out somewhere fun
  • otp: it feels nice just to feel
  • otp: i love her
  • otp: you were a real soldier
  • otp: is there anything i can do to make it better
  • otp: you still my girl? - always
  • otp: i just wanna make sure you're safe
  • otp: i won't let anything happen to you
  • otp: no matter what i'll always be with you
  • otp: i love you, even if you're covered with slime
  • otp: you look good
  • otp: i hated hurting you, more than i could stand
  • otp: i've been with dozens of girls and more and there's no comparison
  • otp: in exactly 243 years i've loved exactly one person
  • otp: i can help you
  • otp: we'll be okay
  • otp: i think you look perfect
  • otp: you're all she can see of tomorrow
  • otp: i've been thinking about our future
  • otp: you deserve more
  • otp: you know how much i love you
  • otp: don't love you? i didn't know i had a choice in that
  • otp: i want my life to be with you
  • otp: how am i supposed to stay away from you
  • otp: right now i'm just trying to keep from dying
  • otp: i feel like i can't breathe
  • otp: i miss you
  • otp: it's a big night, i didn't wanna miss it
  • otp: dance with me
  • otp: you're gonna be okay
  • otp: i can't leave you
  • otp: i need you
  • otp: i didn't wanna go without seeing you
  • otp: you have to live
  • otp: it is never over
  • otp: i won't let you die
  • otp: i'm not going to say goodbye
  • otp: if I was blind i would find you
  • otp: forever, that's the point
  • otp: i was there to protect her
  • otp: she will always be part of me and that's never going to change
  • otp: when you're around i feel you whether i see you or not
  • otp: as far as kisses go i thought it was well above average
  • otp: it was incredible
  • otp: i need to be sure you won't get hurt
  • otp: i'm not saying i don't want you, you know how much i do
  • otp: this is the dream
  • otp: it feels pretty amazing
  • otp: we'll make it work
  • otp: i want to stay awake so this day can keep happening
  • otp: this is the first time i ever really felt this way
  • otp: it's perfect
  • otp: we're together
  • otp: how can we be together if the cost is your life
  • otp: i won't just stand by and watch you fight, maybe die, alone
  • otp: more than ever i know how much i love you
  • otp: how am i supposed to go on with my life knowing what we had
  • otp: i felt your heart beat
  • otp: i'll never forget
  • otp: his moment of true happiness occurred because he was with her
  • otp: i loved him more than i will ever love anything in this life
  • otp: i would have given everything i had to be with him
  • otp: do you have any idea what it was like for me to see you with her
  • otp: i see you again and it cuts me up inside
  • otp: in all those years no one ever mattered, not like she did
  • otp: i came here because you were in danger
  • otp: i just wanted to make sure she was all right
  • otp: i can stay in town as long as you want
  • otp: how's forever
  • otp: i just wanna bask
  • otp: shoulder to shoulder, i'm yours
  • otp: i can't risk you
  • otp: ours is a forever love

—What’s a Soulmate?

—It’s a… well, it’s like a best friend, but more. 

It’s the one person in the world that knows you better then anyone else.

It’s someone who makes you a better person, well, actually they don’t make you a better person… you do that yourself, because, they inspire you.

A soulmate is someone who you carry with you forever. It’s the one person who knew you, and accepted you.

And believed in you before anyone else did or when no one else would.

And no matter what happens…

you’ll always love them.

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“Barry knows that talk and kiss happened no matter what.” – Grant Gustin // “No matter what universe. – Barry Allen

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It’s a… well, it’s like a best friend, but more. It’s the one person in the world who knows you better than anyone else. That someone who makes you a better person. No, actually, they don’t make you a better person; you do that yourself, because they inspire you. A soulmate is someone who you carry with you forever. It’s the one person who knew you and accepted you and believed in you before anyone else did… or when no one else would. And no matter what happens, you’ll always love them. And nothing could ever change that.

anonymous asked:

Which are your top 5 Bellarke scenes?

HOW DARE??? You ask me to pick a favourite, anon, as if that is even possible??? Why can I not love ALL the Bellarke scenes???

Just kidding, nonny. :) Although this question is going to be really fucking difficult lmao - I’ll do my best (but I truly do love all the Bellarke scenes).

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Originally posted by bellsclark

While there are a million Bellarke scenes I have obsessed over and over about, I think my all-time favourite scene for Bellarke (while heartbreaking) has to be their goodbye scene in 2x16. (Can you take a moment to appreciate that wondeful gif for a moment? I mean, damn.)

I’m going to be clear, since it’s really incredibly difficult to pick my top five favourite Bellarke scenes, I’m choosing the ones where my emotional reaction was strongest. So all of the scenes I have chosen made me feel incredibly emotional in different ways - some in a happy, overjoyed way, and some (like this scene) in a heartbreaking way. But all of the scenes I love for different reasons. 

This scene is definitely the most memorable scene in all of the episodes of The 100 thus far for me. I cannot get it out of my head - so much that I even wrote a meta on it over a year after I watched it, just because I felt a burning need to write about it. Even though a whole season has passed since this moment, I just had to. 

There’s a reason for that. The music, the instrumentals, the dialogue, camerwork - all of it contributed to a truly remarkable moment in television (and for Bellarke). 

I’m having a really difficult time explaining what I loved about it in regards to Bellarke. But I think it comes down to this: it just shows how much Bellamy and Clarke love each other. 

Bellamy was the only person Clarke wanted to talk to about leaving - he was the only person that she felt she needed to say goodbye to before she left. Not even her own mother was offered that courtesy. She confessed to him what was plaguing her, she had to physically tear herself away from him after she hugged him so she wouldn’t burst into tears before she could go through with her choice to leave (I go more into detail about this in my meta about the scene). And, of course, the hug and the famed cheek kiss. It’s so incredibly heartbreaking - that’s the best word I can think to describe it. I think that kiss was a way of telling him that she loves him, that she will miss him, but it was also an apology because she has to leave anyway. God.

And then, of course, there’s Bellamy, with the fact that he is totally in love with Clarke written all over his face. He couldn’t be less obvious about it. Every single thing he does is in an attempt to comfort her, to try to show her that she is not alone. While he doesn’t outright say it, everything about him screams that he needs her, which was something Clarke didn’t understand at the time (*cry*).

And don’t even get me started on the “if you need forgiveness, I’ll give that to you” parallel. That was such a well-placed parallel on this show, one of the best. It completely calls back the scene that was the birth of Bellarke in many ways and the fact that he remembered her exact words to him after all this time because they meant that much to him breaks my damn heart. 

While Clarke’s reaction to what happened at Mount Weather is heartbreaking, it’s Bellamy’s reaction to her leaving that really destroys me. Because obviously he is hurting after all that has happened, too, and he clearly very desperately needs Clarke’s support in that moment after all that they’ve done together (they both need each other so much - she needed him too even though she thought she should go off on her own) but he’ll never tell her that because he feels that he is a burden. That one tear that falls down his cheek MAKES ME CURL UP ON MY BED AND CRY MY FUCKING EYES OUT, ALL RIGHT? LIKE, WHEN DOES BELLAMY CRY? HE DIDN’T CRY ALL SEASON UNTIL CLARKE FREAKING UP AND LEFT HIM (*sob* my heart). 

Then the “may we meet again”’s destroy me all over again. Jfc, these writers are merciless. How Clarke’s voice cracks, and she has to blink away tears. How she can’t even look at him when she pulls away because she’ll probably start sobbing. How there are tears in her eyes as she does all of this, and when she finally does leave behind Camp Jaha. How Bellamy won’t look at her either. How he doesn’t say it back to her until she’s already gone and won’t hear - like he hasn’t even accepted the fact that she is truly leaving him until she already has. How he says it quietly. How that one tear falls as he does. 

RIP ME

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Originally posted by kcismyreligion

Look, I don’t care that this entire episode had no purpose in propelling the plot. I don’t fucking care at all - because the sole purpose was literally to show how Bellamy and Clarke would die for each other - the lengths that they would go just to ensure the other person’s safety, even at the cost of their own.

Let me tell you, in the aftermath of this episode, my Bellarke feels were fucking soaring, okay? Nothing in the entire world could convince me that Bellarke was not the plan, that the writers were just shitting with us - because after an episode like that? How could that possibly be the case? 

Short answer: it’s not. Bellarke is totally real and it is definitely coming. Get ready, kids.

So that’s a large part in why I love this scene. Because the emotion I got from it was hope, and that’s one of the best feelings when watching a show like The 100 (especially after the season we just had). 

I loved everything about it. The shock in Bellamy’s face when he sees Clarke’s hands tied to that post. His little gulp, like he can’t really believe that it is even real - that he is finally seeing her again after all of this time trying to force himself to forget her. How he rushes forward, forgetting that it isn’t safe. He completely lets his guard down because damnit, it’s CLARKE. The sheer happiness on his face when their eyes meet (seriously, I dare you to find a time where Bellamy smiled that bright in the entire rest of the season - I DARE you).

The utter disbelief in Clarke’s eyes when she see’s him, but also the immense relief and love and hope that courses through her - because that’s what Bellamy brings out in her. How she says his name, like she’s not quite willing to let herself believe that he’s really real and present and saving her life, even though Roan just told her that none of her people cared about her. How Bellamy brushes her hair so tenderly, so gently out of her face, as if to ensure that this is not his imagination after all. How he softly removes the gag from his mouth. How he tells her, quietly, comfortingly, that he is going to get her out of there. The crack in Clarke’s voice - the desperation - as she tells Bellamy to look out. The fear when it doesn’t work and Roan is preparing to kill him. 

And then, of course, when she begs for his life - basically offers up her own in turn for his. When has Clarke ever stopped fighting for her life? The answer is never. But she’s not willing to sacrifice Bellamy for it - she’s not willing to sacrifice Bellamy for anything anymore.

GOD, they love each other so much. I will never get over Bellamy and Clarke’s desperation to save each in this episode. Never. I cannot express how much I loved everything about this scene. 

f u c k

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Originally posted by fallenfromtheark

This scene fucking destroyed me, all right? But it was everything that I wanted for Bellarke in Season 3, back when I was speculating during the hiatus.

Yes, it was painful, but this talk needed to happen. Bellamy needed a chance to express himself, to show him how Clarke had hurt him - and Clarke never would have realized that Bellamy actually truly did need and care for her if a scene such as this one didn’t happen. I don’t think that Clarke even knew that Bellamy depended on her like he does, that he would be so seriously affected by her leaving in Season 2.

I loved this scene because their discussion addressed almost all of the decisions Clarke made in Season 2 that Bellamy just kind of let slide even though they were totally not okay and he suffered as a result. By that, I mostly mean what happened at Tondc - how she was willing to let Octavia die, despite telling Bellamy that Octavia was safe. Just think of what a betrayal that lie was, how devastating for Bellamy it would have been if Octavia HAD actually died and he found out after Clarke already told him not to worry about it. It needed to be addressed. I wasn’t sure that it would be - I’m so glad that it was.

And, of course, Bellamy’s pain over Clarke leaving him is what really makes the scene for me. The emotion in his voice as he says “you left me” - and the tears in his eyes - revealing the true source of his anger and sadness towards Clarke. Because, while Clarke absolutely had the right to her own space and to leave (even though it didn’t really help her) she failed to take into account how it might affect the people she was leaving behind. She essentially put the entire burden of leading the delinquents on Bellamy’s shoulders, something she herself rejected because of something she did that Bellamy did too. She didn’t even think about how he might be hurting just as much as her, that he might actually need her support.

It was another thing that I think Clarke definitely needed to hear for Bellarke’s relationship to develop further. She needed to realize her effect on him and how much he needs her because prior to this scene, I genuinely believe she hadn’t a clue.

This scene also demonstrates how broken and messy Bellarke’s relationship got in 3A - how the lack of communication and guidance with each other proved to be disastrous on both ends. It showed that, when Bellamy and Clarke get separated, bad things happen, essentially. They are so much better together - and mayhem ensues when they are apart. Because none of this would have happened if Clarke hadn’t left in Season 2. 

And you know something else that I love about this scene? It’s that, no matter how angry he was, Bellamy still couldn’t stand to see Clarke cry - he could stand it even less because he knew he was the reason why. Because, even after everything, Bellamy still loves Clarke and he doesn’t like to see her in pain. Bellamy didn’t have to comfort Clarke - he could have just gone straight to handcuffing her. But I don’t think the handcuffing part was actually part of the orginal plan. I honestly believe that it was a gut reaction, triggered by “we can fix this” (”we” which he associated with Clarke and L.exa, who he hates). But up until then, Bellamy just wanted to comfort Clarke. I think he really meant his “I’m sorry”. Because he didn’t want her to hurt - he never wanted to do that to Clarke.

Basically, emotions were flying out of the roof in this scene and I was a MESS because of it.

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Originally posted by saviourblake-archive

It’s a short scene, yes, but still manages to make my top five. I love this hug so much (it’s my favourite hug of theirs) because it was so unexpected and exciting when it happened. It’s such a heartwarming reunion and truly demonstrates that, as much as they liked to pretend it wasn’t true, Bellamy and Clarke really did come to care about each other in huge ways back in Season 1 before they got separated.

I love that they don’t even need words to communicate what they’re feeling because they just understand. I love how Clarke just runs into his arms, completely disregarding anything else - not caring about anything but the fact that Bellamy is alive and she missed him so much and she is so relieved. I love how Bellamy hesitates before hugging her, because he can’t believe this is actually happening, because he has come to believe that he is incapable of being loved. But I love even more that he finally hugs her back, now feeling hopeful that maybe that isn’t true - that someone besides his sister might care about him after all. I love that they both put their all into the hug, squeezing so tightly. I love how Bellamy basically lifts Clarke up from the force of his grip. I love how she grins, pure joy written on her face. I love how she nuzzles her face into his shoulder, holding him closer. I love Octavia’s “there’s something I thought I’d never see”. I love Bellamy’s slight little self-deprecating laugh when Octavia says it, how he doesn’t even bother to open his eyes because he honestly could care less about anything but Clarke and god, he missed her way more than he planned. I love how they linger in the hug and when they finally pull away they just have this moment where they are staring into each other’s eyes, happy and relieved they are actually alive and there

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Originally posted by brave-clarke

Okay, to be honest, the reason I love this scene so much is because it literally confirms two things: a) Bellamy Blake would do anything to protect Clarke Griffin and b) Clarke Griffin loves Bellamy Blake. But not just because it confirms those things, but it is done in such a masterful and angsty way (this is probably a good time to mention that I am a hoe for angst). 

The parallels are crazy. Everything in this episode is set up so beautifully for the moment where Clarke decides to send Bellamy to the mountain. OUCH.

The first part of the scene that I love is when Bellamy says to Lincoln and Octavia, “he would do anything for her - to protect her. It just makes sense”. HE’S LITERALLY LOOKING AT CLARKE WHEN HE SAYS THIS YOU GUYS. BELLAMY WOULD DO FUCKING ANYTHING FOR HER I AM F I N E. 

But this is demonstrated so nicely earlier in the episode when Bellamy knows the cup out of Clarke’s hand like the Dramatic Hoe that he is and stands between her and Indra’s blade. The dude is whipped.

And then Octavia delivers the line that TOTALLY foreshadows what happens later. She says, “look at the thanks he got” because she knows. She knows that Bellamy is falling in love with Clarke, and she’s worried he’s going to get his heart broken. And she ends up being right. The look on Bellamy’s face when Clarke says “it’s worth the risk” kills me. I’m not even kidding. That hurt like a bitch. And the fact that I know how little self-esteem Bellamy has and how lowly he views himself just breaks my heart. Because when Clarke told him she couldn’t lose him, I know that he felt hope that he might lovable, and then Clarke managed to convince him that it was all just a lie and he’s actually just as worthless to her as he thinks (which is so not true!!). 

What’s so painful about it all is that Bellamy probably will never know what was really happening. How Clarke believed that love was weakness and that, in order to keep Bellamy and her friends safe, she had to cut him loose (even though that logic obviously doesn’t make any sense). He doesn’t know that when she said, “I was being weak” she was actually saying “I love you too much”.

And that’s a goddamn tragedy.


So there you go, nonny. I hope you know that you created a monster. I currently can’t decide if I’m feeling more dead or alive right now. Probably both tbh

This is what really happened (in my mind):

Itsuki: No matter where we are, I will always love you, Tsubasa.

Tsubasa: Itsuki-nii-san -blushes-

(Hahha don’t kill me xD but… they are so adorable together~)

What's a soul mate?

It’s uh… Well, it’s like a best friend, but more. 

It’s the one person in the world that knows you better than anyone else. 

It’s someone who makes you a better person.

Actually, they don’t make you a better person, you do that yourself because they inspire you.

A soul mate is someone who you carry with you forever. 

It’s the one person who knew you and accepted you and believed in you before anyone else did or when no one else would. 

And no matter what happens, 

You’ll always love them.

Nothing can ever change that.

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It’s the one person in the world that knows you better than anyone else. It’s someone who makes you a better person, well, actually they don’t make you a better person… you do that yourself– because they inspire you. A soulmate is someone who you carry with you forever. It’s the one person who knew you, and accepted you, and believed in you before anyone else did or when no one else would. And no matter what happens.. you’ll always love them.