otp: i needed you

One day the oxygen will leave my lungs, my blood will stop pumping, my heart will stop beating and my brain will stop thinking.
—  E.T // today is that day

When I needed you the most, I needed you
When I needed you the most, I needed you, the most
Now I won’t be there to give you what you need
Now I won’t be there, no
Spent three whole days, on cocaine
Haven’t slept, awake, ain’t eat a thing
But you’ve been on my mind this whole time
And one of these things that you told me
Is never forget, you’ll never be lonely
And I know that, and I know now
Fact is…
When I needed you the most, I needed you
I fucking needed you the most, I needed you, the most
Now I won’t be there to give you what you need
Now I won’t be there, no
You know this was never really about us
And everything was always ‘bout you
You never knew a thing about trust
And I knew everything about you, what’s happening
Three whole years, they can go by
In a blink of an eye, and you won’t know it, but
What a damn waste of time
When I needed you the most, I needed you
When I needed you the most, I needed you, the most
Now I won’t be there to give you what you need
Now I won’t be there, no
Spent three whole days, on cocaine
Haven’t slept, awake, ain’t eat a thing
But you’ve been on my mind this whole time
Tell you that you’re doing it right when you’re doing it wrong
You’re doing it right when you’re doing it wrong
I can’t lie no more…
Yeah…

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“We expect the love we think we deserve”
But somehow I keep over estimating the people who I want to love and they always let me down. It’s not that I love to much and they love to little it’s that I need more love than the normal girl. I’ve been hurt by the people who said they would always love me. So when I think someone is going to love me I hope they will love me to the capacity that I need. But somehow each guy falls a little bit to short and I get worried and I get angry and I get sad and I get my feelings hurt. It happens more often then I thought it would and its crazy that I can’t find once guy to love me the right amount.
—  SRC