otp: i knew

anonymous asked:

jaehyun x 62?

Anon said: jeffrey, 62 76?
Anon said: Jaehyun + 62 ;)
Anon said: 62 jung jaehyun?

Send in a number and a NCT member and I’ll write a drabble ^^

62. “If you can’t sleep…we could have sex?”

It’s three in the morning, and you had just woken up because your bladder couldn’t hold itself for five more hours. And now, here you were, laying on your back on your bed, next to your very awake boyfriend, wondering when you could go back to sleep.

You had class and being awake really wasn’t in your best interests.

“Jaehyun, make me fall back asleep.”

“Okay, what do you want me to do?” He asks. You turn your head to look at him.

“I don’t know. Do whatever you think will make me fall asleep.”

Jaehyun goes through several different ideas including getting you a glass of hot tea, giving you a backrub, trying to sing you to sleep, and even holding you to get you warm and sleepy. None of it works, and you’re back to where you were, on your back with Jaehyun next to you.

“There’s nothing else to get me to fall asleep?” Jaehyun is silent for a moment before scooting closer to you, his hand landing on your thigh. He rubs it up and down slowly, and you turn your head to look at him.

“If you can’t sleep… we could have sex?”

“You were leading up to this, weren’t you, you fucker?”

“I saved it for a last resort. I figured you’d go with it,” he says smugly. Of course he thought like that.

You sigh and pull Jaehyun closer, pressing your lips to his once. “You have to do all the work.”

“Fine by me.”

I hope you don’t get ruined by a heartbreak. Find someone who will get out of his car just to open the door for you. Find someone who knows your order. Find someone who still takes you home and walks you to your door. Find someone who genuinely wants to know your past and love every single bit of it. Maybe he did this, but someone else will do this for you too. And I promise they won’t leave you. Find someone who puts the stars in the skies when you aren’t looking.

Guys I read a little book called 7 Brief Lessons on Physics and it was very brief and not at all in-depth but I’m just…

I’m so…

I’m just so freaked out by the size of the universe. 

I can’t stop thinking about it. We’re so incidental. We’re nothing. What even are the odds of us? And then here we are so worried about our hair and if we have the right job and the president and do I have enough money to buy some cool new shoes this month and… sigh. It’s all so big, and so tiny. 

I always thought it was very dumb that people thought Copernicus was a heretic for understanding that the world revolved around the sun, and not the other way around, but… oh my god. Can you imagine? The whole time thinking that earth was the point, and then suddenly someone says, we’re not the point at all. We’re just a rock floating around. I’d have been balled up in the corner for three days, maybe more, if I was Copernicus. I’m practically balled up right now and I just read a chapter in a book containing information I already knew. 

The universe, man. Who knew. 

lmaooo im reading my journal from third grade and its pretty amazing. quoth baby par “You know what? I wish that I had the kind of imagination that belonged to me when I was younger, four or so. I guess one can only have that kind of imagination when they are little, still young and frisky, not yet introduced to the bitterness of life, where you are not a little kid anymore, but an adult, one for making wise choices, one for gossiping, and being what you arent.”