otp: i just needed my brother

Okay so I just had an emo moment about Harvey in the finale (as always). When he says to Mike, “So you’re just gonna sit there tomorrow, and let her take everything away from you?” about Gibbs. He’s not talking about Mike.

He’s talking about himself. 

He’s talking about how he’s going to have to sit there and watch Gibbs take Mike away from him again, when he’s just got him back. When he’s so close to having Mike back where he belongs (with him) again, and he’s going to have to go through it all again, and he can’t do that.

He can’t just sit there and be powerless again. He can’t just watch Mike give up his life again. He can’t just stand by and let Mike sacrifice his happiness again for him.

And then, when Mike’s level-headed and replies, reminding Harvey that she’s keeping things the same, Harvey almost sounds jealous when he says: “You mean working for that clinic?” 

That tone of his voice is so key, so important, he sounds almost disgusted at the very idea of it. That clinic.

Because if Gibbs gets her way, and if Mike can’t become a lawyer again, that clinic gets to keep Mike. People in that clinic get to see Mike every day, get to work with Mike, talk to Mike, smile with Mike, share their busy days with Mike, day in, day out, and Harvey envies it. He’s jealous that these people get so much of Mike and he gets so little. 

I mean, that’s what a lot of us took from the finale anyway, right? That Harvey was doing this to help Mike, but also to bring him home? He gave Mike everything he wanted–to become a lawyer, but couldn’t stop until he had Mike working with him again, which wasn’t for Mike’s benefit. We know this.

As much as I know Mike loves the firm, and loves Harvey, he would’ve been fine at the clinic. He was fine at the clinic, in fact, he was adamant that he didn’t want to really come back until the last minute.

So it was for Harvey’s benefit, mostly. Or at least, in my opinion. And damn, it’s just another example of how much Harvey loves him, and it’s only just hit me. Why he looks so angry and broken in that scene. Why he looks so desperate. 

Because if Gibbs takes this away from Mike, she takes everything away from Harvey.

So my brother just asked me if I was homophobic out of nowhere and I was like, “Boy do you know how many gay ships I have?!?” I literally gave him a tour of all my gay ships. “I’m not gay but my babies can be, and even if they aren’t it’s okay, because they are my babies. Does that answer your question?” And now he’s just staring at a wall… Did I break him?!?

Originally posted by winchester--bros-4-life

When do I know I’m in too deep? But… Like…I can’t stop the ships sailing in the dark currents of my heart. They give me life!!!

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I’m sorry…


My crack OTP from Fire Emblem Fates. The Prince and his Butler!

I like their contrast. Both live in the shadow of their fathers. They both want to be better, but in opposite ways. Siegbert strives to become like his father even if said father tells him he need not be. While Dwyer doesn’t want to end up like his father, much to his father’s chagrin.

It just really sort of happened. All the other kids had their best friends or siblings partnered with them in battle. Siegbert does well on his own without his younger brother, Kana, but needs a healer. And so I played the rest of this game with these two teamed up despite the lack of support. Either way, the two are among my best units and can handle one side of the battle field just the two of them.♥

I will go down with my rare ship! *panickly dumping water out the ship*

The knock is quiet, almost inaudible.  But it’s there.  Dean closes his eyes and takes a breath.  Then another.  The door opens after a moment – his lack of response serves as an invitation.  He can’t look up; he can’t see the look on Sam’s face.  The one that’s so caring and gentle.  The one Sam uses with victims and witnesses to show he cares.  

“Hey, Dean,” Sam says quietly.  Despite himself, Dean looks up.  Sam’s offering a warm half-smile, and Dean can see the sadness in his eyes.  Sam’s concern is always Dean, but in Cas’s death, Sam lost someone close, too.  He lost a friend.

“Hey, Sammy.”  Dean’s voice is rough from disuse.  He’s holed up in his room as often as possible, and said as little as possible since they arrived home.  He’s left Sam to deal with Jack.  Dean can’t handle the questions of What was my father like?  Castiel… what was he like?  It just hurts too goddamn much.

Sam sits on the edge of the bed, and the mattress groans under the weight.  He hands over a beer, and Dean takes it, grateful for the coolness of the bottle.  He drinks the neck in one swig and wipes his mouth on the back of his hand.

They sit in silence for a few minutes, listening to the ancient pipes moan and churn and the air system kick on with a clunk.  “How are you?”  Sam asks finally, taking a sip of his beer.

Dean bends his knee and drapes an arm around it, the bottle neck hanging loosely from his fingers.  He stares at the wall, focusing on a crack in the cement.  It feels fitting – he feels like his soul has been cracked, if not shattered.  “Just peachy,” he says.  It’s a default response, his sarcasm.  And Sam knows better.  He knows Sam knows better.

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Jolex shippers need not read:

There is a war brewing in the shipping fandom, and it’s been stirring the waters since May, 2015. 


Now, people are getting up in arms about fans reading into the Alex and Meredith friendship since Derek’s death, and it’s really grating on some of the hardcore Jolex shippers. Why? Where does this come from after 11 years of Merder, Alex and Meredith as brother/sister, countless person moments and generally being ‘just friends’? Why does this threaten Jolex and unsettle their fan-base? 

                                  Because Merlex is a plausibility. 

I’ve watched this show for ten years, I was a huge, huge Merder fan and they were my OTP. The thought of Merlex never crossed my mind, not even once, because Meredith was exactly where she needed to be, and Alex still had a lot of growing to do. There was no reason for them to be together during 1-11. But that is no longer the case. I’m not talking about actuality, and what the show is or is not inferring to, I’m talking about possibility. Because, in the face of adversity, Merlex is completely possible. 

Meredith / Alex are OG

The show is beginning to push a widow-no-more Meredith agenda and it seems like she’s going to start finding out “who she is” again. The thing is, we know who Meredith is, we’ve seen that for 12 years - with and without Derek. Alex and Meredith have shared the screen for the longest time and they are the longest running friendship next to Bailey and Richard. Twelve years of developing one another, sharing misfortunes, propping one another up and generally being the loyalest of friends. How in the world does the Merder bereaved fandom accept Dr Random or the recycled vet Dr Riggs possibility? We’ve seen her tragedy unfold and we don’t want that retelling, especially to Dr Random-who-no-one-is-invested-in.  Alex understands that dark and twisty side to her, he has the time invested to really make something more of their friendship, just as much as she does. They have a history that binds, and hell, even Jo is threatened by that…which again, brings the word ‘possibility’ to the forefront; it’s not as though these fears are borne from absolute ludicrousness.  

He was initially attracted to her

The attraction was there from the beginning. Alex made several comments about being attracted to Meredith in the pilot and wasn’t ashamed to hide it from anyone he talked to, including Meredith. But like I said, Meredith was already where she needed to be and “kind of seeing someone”. So, truth-be-told, it’s not a lie to say that there is a general attraction, at least from Alex’s camp. Does that fade over time? Or do you just bury that? Can you rekindle that same attraction? Maybe is a real possibility. You can’t rule that out because it’s set there in stone as of 1x01. 

They’re already invested in loving and protecting one another

He watches her knit and she helps him with his boards, fast-forward a decade or so and he’s the guy telling her to rub snot from her face and being the tequila fairy, and she’s hiding rings and delivering him on a platter. It’s not hard for these two to readily be there for the other. They love one another pure and simple, and they’ve both said that to friends and lovers. Like Alex said “she’s the only one I can count on.” Isn’t that a beautifully solid base to potentially start something more on? Wouldn’t Derek rather her have that solid foundation for her to build on than Dr. Random? 

Jo can see the potential

How age-old is that whole jealousy plot-line wherein a character a involved with character b is jealous of character c because of some long and sordid history? Jo has every right to be jealous because Alex and Meredith are (at times) inappropriate. Granted, every moment of S12 between Meredith and Alex has been from a friendship outlook, but they’re each others’ MAGIC Person Legend. He sleeps in her room after the attack, she climbs into the middle of his bed with Jo in it, he gets drunk with her in her bedroom, he ignores his girlfriend’s problems to see to hers, she dislikes his girlfriend (for some unfathomable reason) etc. Jo has become constantly aware and fearful of the Merlex friendship, because she can see a potential there between them unless she can finally get Alex to commit. 

They’re growing in the same direction

They work in the same environment and that’s a huge benefit. Usually the doctors are at odds with non-medical partners because they can’t commit to separating work from home. Every doctor on the show is dating medical personnel. Grey’s does not work for characters outside of the hospital and it’d be weird to have to cut to Meredith’s significant other outside of GSM, or have him live inside the hospital which is completely implausible. Alex and Meredith are both growing in the same direction with the same goals, unlike Derek and Meredith, or Jo and Alex who have canyon-sized gaps in their goals for their careers. They know that they have to push one another to have to get to where they want to go and both understand the fact that they have careers to advance. They’re on a level playing field and that’s a lot more stable than an intern/attending relationship.


It’s been shown time and time again that Jo is falling prey to her age. Jo has yet to experience anything akin to marriage, divorce and death. Merlex have been there and done that, why back-pedal? They are comfortable in their ways. They understand each other. Isn’t it high-time for the doctors to start dating people their own age? 

These are just a few of the hundred or so reasons why a Merlex partnership is possible. Like I said, it may never happen, but it’s not impossible. So, to the naysayers, calm down and let the Merlex fans enjoy the possibility, because it’s damn-well out there. If nothing comes of it, sit back and sip some tequila for Alex and Meredith who never crossed the line and enjoy whatever Shonda has written for them. But for now, be fearful of the potential, because no one has said no yet, and until Merlex sings, anything is game.

Like Meredith said after claiming she doesn’t feel for Alex:

“I don’t know who I am or what I want.”

Day 13: A moment you love

Uggggh this is so HARD…. I wish there were multiple categories for this…


Fine I’ll pick something! Drum roll please!  

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I think my favorite moment has to be this one. This was the first moment that had me practically screaming, because “DIGIMON IS BACK Y’ALL”. And regardless of whether or not you ship them romantically, Taichi and Yamato have one of the most quintessential bonds in the entire series, and this is the first time it really shines.

When I think about Digimon Adventure, it’s hard not to think about Taichi and Yamato; so much of the plot is dedicated to them and their developing relationship. And I was so pleased to see that relationship in 02 remain strong. So I had high expectations for tri – and this is the scene that proved to me that their relationship was going to be just as important in their high school years.

Like this whole scene just DOES it for me: Yamato supporting Taichi, the beautiful flashback to showcase how far they’ve come, Taichi steeling his expression because as long as they’re together they can conquer ANYTHING, Taichi then briefly supporting Yamato, Yamato’s perfect smirk. UGGGGGH and then when they link their arms against the wind!!! These two are brothers-in-arms, two sides of the same coin, the sun and moon, soul mates (there are platonic soul mates too), just…everything. Their bond was forged in battle and sworn by blood and I can see every bit of it in this scene.

And although they are disagreeing in every other way at this point in the show, they still stand side by side to take on the muthafuckin world and, and – and I need to stop, I’m getting emotional (there’s a reason these assholes are my OTP).

But honorable mentions!! (These are some of my favorite moments rather than moments I consider “the best”)

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That hug killed me! Just look at Jou!! You know he needed a hug, and I bet his beautiful, squishy partner gives THE BEST hugs <3

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I will never get over this moment. I want Gabumon’s face laser-cut into my tombstone. 

Originally posted by extravagantgirl

Because I’m a sucker for awkward moments, and this is perhaps one of the most awkward things I’ve ever witnessed. The amount of second-hand embarrassment I felt was worse than Spiderman 3. Honestly, just kiss already.

My brother's homo love is so strong
  • My brother: So no homo love
  • Me: Nope
  • My brother: Sasunaru is not canon
  • Me: Nope nope nope. Sasusaku and Naruhina are fucking perfect, I am happy, you should stop wondering too. You don't even like yaoi.
  • My brother: Yeah, but I thought Naruto was a revolutionary manga, we needed the homo love.
  • Me: No, not really.
  • My brother: No ShikaCho?
  • Me: OH GOD NO, PLEASE STOP! Sasusaku, Naruhina, Shikatema, Saiino and ChoKaru, got it?
  • My brother: What a boring ending, it was sooooooo obvious...
  • Me: My OTP sank, nothing's obvious.
  • My brother: Yeah, but there's still hope!
  • Me: ...
  • My brother: We still have Kiba and Shino.
Creeping Shadows

Wincest Writing Challenge:May
Prompt: Mark of Cain!Dean
Partner: Rodiniaorzetalthepenquin
Rating: Teen
Warnings: Jealous!Dean, possessive Dean
Word Count: 1,060

Dean Winchester has always been a possessive man when it came to Sam; he knew that it wasn’t like it was a secret. He wasn’t going to deny or hide it his little brother was everything to him. That he would die or kill for Sam, he sold his soul because he couldn’t live with the thought of Sam being dead. He didn’t tell Bobby but he was sure that the older hunter knew that if there was no way in saving Sam then Dean would be joining him, screw the world and Azazel’s plan. He hadn’t cared that the world would be at the mercy of demons and all of hell. All that matter was he would be with Sam.

Dean could feel it, the power of the mark coursing through him. Filling him with a hunger, a hunger to hunt but also to claim and to mark all focused on one person the same person that had always been the focus of Dean’s world, Sam.

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Sam stops just outside the door, ‘So get this,’ dying off before he even opens his mouth. Dean’s door is ajar, and he hears the bed creak beneath his weight as he sits.

His brother’s movements aren’t what stop him. It’s Dean’s voice. His broken, whiskey-soaked voice, drowning in tears.

“Someday, Cas,” Dean says, and Sam closes his eyes, pressing back against the wall. He knows he shouldn’t be listening, but he can’t stop himself. He has no idea what to do to help his brother, and maybe he hopes hearing these intimate thoughts will help.

“Someday, you’re gonna come back to me. I don’t know how. I don’t know when, but you’re gonna come back to me, you understand? And when that day comes, I’m not gonna be a coward about it. I’ve watched you die too many damn times. I’ve lost too damn much, and I’ve lived too damn long to keep being a coward.”

Sam draws a breath, and covers his mouth with his hand. He feels tears prickling his eyes.

“I’m gonna tell you I love you like I should’ve done years ago. After Chuck brought you back the first time. After I found you with no memories. After Purgatory. After you fell. After you died. God—“ Dean cuts himself off with a sob, and Sam looks again. Dean’s hanging his head, fingers pinching the bridge of his nose.

“If you got your ears on wherever you go… whatever version of Heaven you’re in… wherever angels go when they die… I just want you to know, Cas, I love you, man. More than I’ve ever loved anyone. And I’m waiting for Someday with you.”

Dean huffs, and Sam swears he’s smiling. “We’ll eat burgers and sit on that dock and fish. You hear me? Someday, you and me.”

Sam swallows and pushes off the wall, clearing his throat as he knocks to announce his presence. He watches knowingly as Dean clears his throat and his mask sits a little straighter. It’s so typical Dean, though he doesn’t know Sam can see right through it. He vows, then, to find any way he can to get Dean his someday. He’ll find a way, no matter what it takes. Someday isn’t a maybe. Someday is someday.

“Hey. So, get this…”

My Top (5) OTPs

I was tagged by @vlad-der-dritte THANK YOU SO MUCH <3

My OTPs are pairings, which are supportive, cares for each other and at some points Relationship/Friendship Goals. Some are Friends since their childhood,  act like their already knew each other many years like an old Couple (you will know who I mean). I only chose 5 cause lets be real for a sec :v I HAVE WAY TOOOOO MANY SHIPS. 

1) Sasunaru/Narusasu (You know who) - “Naruto”

you gotta be blind or just plain idiot if you don´t see their love

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2) Kuroken (kuroo x kenma) - “Haikyuu!”

lol so many couples, couples everywhere but these two are just perfect.

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3) Haru x Ren (they are like what haren?!? AND NO THEY ARE NOT REAL BROTHERS -_-) - Super Lovers

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4) Otayuri (Otabek x Yurio) - perfection <3 (like I need to name the anime :V)

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5) Horimiya ( Hori kyouko x Miyamura Izumi). Please read the manga!! 

Originally posted by kokoronoshojosak07

Alright my friends now your turn *evil smile*. I tag:

@naruto-is-a-drug @sns-is-my-lifeblood @tsukkisaurio

@asksasunaru @otabek-yuri 

You don´t have to if you don´t wanna :*

sactownbrowns3  asked:

Against All Odds by Phil Collins please😊❤️

“I think I’m losin’ it, Sammy.”  Though Dean’s words are quiet, they echo in the stillness of the library.  He’s staring at his hands, worrying them until they’re raw.

Sam shifts in his seat and pushes the book away from him.  Dean doesn’t have to look at him to know he now has his brother’s full attention.  “What do you mean?  What’s wrong?”

With a heavy sigh, Dean runs a hand over his face and leans back in the chair.  “Cas,” he says, shaking his head.  Every time he says that name, his heart aches.  Every time he sees someone in a blue tie or a tan trench coat, his stomach flips.  “I’m… I keep seeing him.  Everywhere.  Every time I close my eyes.  When I turn a corner.  Driving down the road.  I… I see him.”

“It’s normal,” Sam says, in that gentle way he always comforts witnesses.  “It’s a normal part of the grieving process.  You lost someone you love.  It–”

“What if it’s not.”  Dean leans forward, showing Sam he means business.  “What if…” he wipes a hand over his mouth.  “What if it’s like Purgatory?  When–when–when he got out, and he was trying to find me.”

“Dean.”  Sam tilts his head, resting his elbow on the table.  “Dean, we burned his body.  His wings–” He pauses to clear his throat.  “We saw the burn marks.”  Despite every effort to the contrary, Dean’s eyes fill with tears as he nods.  “I wish,” Sam continues, “that were the case.  I wish we could get him back, but you said it yourself, Dean.  He–”

“Yeah.  No.  I know.  You’re… you’re right.”  He slides a hand through his hair and sighs.  “I’m beat.  I’m callin’ it a night.”

Take a look at me now

‘Cause that’s just an empty space

But to wait for you is all I can do

And that’s what I’ve got to face

He’d always hoped that one day the empty side of his bed would be forever-occupied.  Not with some random hookup from a bar or even Lisa.  But with Cas.  He’d hoped one day he would get his shit together, and their lives would be calm.  Cas was his chance at normal.   His chance at love.

Now, he’s instead faced with an empty bed and a weight in his chest that won’t subside.  Logically, he knows Sam is right.  He knows Cas is gone – dead.  But seeing him like this, seeing him everywhere… it gives him hope, perhaps to his own detriment.  Is he now doomed to spend the rest of his life waiting for Cas?  Maybe that’s a fate he needs to face.


“Jack, what did you do?  What did you do?!” Sam’s eyes are wide, and Jack’s standing in the doorway looking like a chastized child.   Dean’s three steps behind him, looking around the library, books and tables and lamps strewn haphazardly like a hurricane’s blown through.

“Dean.  He was in pain.  Because of Castiel.  Because of what happened.  I wanted to help.  I wanted to fix it.”

“Fix it how?” Dean demands, pushing past Sam.

“I need your blood.”

“Excuse me?”

“Your blood, Dean.  I need your blood.  To complete the ritual.”

“What ritual?”

“To return Castiel to you.  It requires the blood of his beloved.  That’s you, isn’t it?”

Dean looks to Sam, and he feels like he can’t breathe.  He wants to rail against Jack, scream, break things, and drown at the bottom of a bottle of Maker’s Mark.  But there’s a part of him that feels a splinter of hope.  Against all odds, he and Cas have always found their way back to each other.  Through death, apocalypses, amnesia, Heaven, Hell, and Purgatory… they’ve always found their way back.

He’s blinded now, by the hope Jack is offering him.  And despite the unknown consequences, Dean knows he has to take whatever chance he’s being handed. 

“Dean,” Sam says, shaking his head.  “Dean, no.  We don’t know what will happen.”

“I have to, Sammy.  It’s Cas.  I have to try.”

Take a good look at me now

‘Cause I’ll still be standing here

And you coming back to me is against all odds

It’s the chance I’ve got to take

Take a look at me now

The world falls away when his forehead presses against Cas’s, his fingers buried in that mess of dark hair.  “You came back to me,” he whispers, Cas’s hands gripping the back of Dean’s shirt.  There’s a mess to be cleaned up out in the library, and repercussions to face, but all of that can wait. “You came back.”

Cas pulls him closer, and Dean breathes in deep.  “I’ll always come back to you, Dean.  I’ll always come when you call, even if it takes a while.”

Dean smiles and kisses him soundly, letting himself melt into it.  Never in his life has a kiss felt so perfect, so pure, and so right.  Against all odds, Cas had came back to him, and never again would he let him walk away.  When they part, Dean tilts his head just enough to breath.  “Never do that again.”

“Okay,” Cas breathes.  “Okay.”

How can I just let you walk away

Just let you leave without a trace?

When I stand here taking every breath with you

You’re the only one who really knew me at all

Um, I was not okay reading those lyrics!  Damn, Phil Collins, break my heart!

Hope you like this! <3


endless list of danny and riley 
3x21 you can’t go home again

d: georgie’s moving to paris and i’ve decided to go with her.
r: paris? for how long?
d: i don’t know, i guess i’m just going to kind of see what happens.
r: but what about me?
d: you? you’ve got ben now. he’s your future. i need to see if georgie’s mine.



 When Dean became a demon the thirst for demon blood within Sam grew. He couldn’t bring himself to kill his brother but now he was stuck cleaning up after his messes. Dean still hunted with him, Sam was never sure why. Now he thinks it was all because of this moment. He finally gave in. He craved the intimacy he once had with Dean and now he had it back as well as the itch for his blood finally being scratched. Apparently if all you consume is your demon brother’s blood, you become one yourself. Now, along with his thirst for blood and cravings of sex, he needed someone else’s blood on his hands. Sam needed violence and there was nothing human holding him back. Dean couldn’t be more pleased with his baby brother.

Let’s talk about Doraelin...

So, I understand that a lot of people like Rowan and I don’t mean to offend you if Rowaelin is your OTP (these are just my opinions), but I just don’t see it. To me, it seems like Rowan is an older brother figure to Aelin with the way they acted towards the end of Heir of Fire. I don’t want them to be anything but friends, and I think Aelin really needs a platonic relationship with a male. Rowan is a great choice for a friend because they’re so similar, because they’ve gone through the same depression and chaos. But I cannot imagine them in a relationship together. Everything about their relationship was intense and extreme, and Aelin already has enough chaos in her life. She needs someone she can calm with in terms of a mate. And Aelin mentioned being attracted to Rowan, even considered taking him to bed, but decided against it because they’re just friends.

Everyone keeps going on about how Rowan has always been accepting of Aelin while no one else has… but that isn’t true. Rowan was really harsh on her in the beginning because she was an assassin and it took him some time to accept her. DORIAN, on the other hand, accepted her from the very beginning of Throne of Glass. Despite the fact that he was raised by the actual devil and should have all sorts of prejudices, he doesn’t. Dorian never cared that she was an assassin in the first book and when they were talking, he actually pressed her to tell him more about herself, knowing that “assassin” wasn’t all that she was. He saw her for what she was and he loved her for it. And when he found out that she was the lost queen of Terrassen, he was only upset because he had been lied to by his best friends. But even though she is supposed to be his enemy, he still doesn’t hate her. 

I believe Rowan’s main magic is wind. Ice is like his second, like Aelin’s minimal water ability. Dorian is the true ice mage. And there was even foreshadowing within Manon’s story, where they talked about how opposites attract in magic. Fire and ice. Imagine the freaking power couple Doraelin would be. And they balance each other out in more ways than just powers. Remember that scene where they talked about judgments of the heart and mind? Aelin uses her head to make decisions. Dorian uses his heart. 

And Dorian grew up with the responsibility of a throne. Remember that scene where Nehemia was talking to Dorian as they watched Chaol and Aelin dance, when she commented about how they could never understand what it was like to have the weight of a kingdom on their shoulders? Well, I think that was more foreshadowing for Dorian and Aelin. Despite the fact that Rowan is a prince, he has no real claim to a throne. Dorian, meanwhile, is the heir to Adarlan. HIM AND AELIN ARE EQUALS. Dorian is the only person I could really see rising up to rule beside her, and think about them united the two kingdoms after all that has happened? Chaol couldn’t even handle the responsibility of being a Lord of Anielle and Rowan is a warrior, not a king. And Dorian is going to be a fantastic king. Even in the first book, he gave a big speech about how he didn’t want to be like his father. And then, in HoF, Chaol mentioned how Dorian had become a king. Like the very next chapter, Rowan mentions how Aelin has become a queen. Coincidence?

Dorian and Aelin’s fates have been intertwined for a long time. They met when they were little. And then again, as strangers at a party who flirted with one another. There was a scene towards the end of The Assassin’s blade when Aelin was staring up at the castle and she noted a tower (I believe she was looking at Dorian’s tower). And then there was the scene between Nehemia and Elena about getting things set into motion. Dorian and Aelin are basically destined to be together. 

Both Dorian and Aelin know the pain of loss. Yes, Rowan lost his mate, but Dorian and Aelin’s lovers were both indirectly killed by the evil men who raised them. The king of Adarlan ordered for Sorscha to be killed. Arobynn ordered for Sam to be killed. And think about all the other things Dorian is going through. He’s on the same journey that Aelin is on. Seriously, the parallels are endless. They were both raised by terrible people. Both had a crown constantly hovering over their heads. Both lost a lover. Both had to deal with terrifying, uncontrollable powers. And now, Dorian is going to be facing a lot of dark stuff. This is going to change him forever and he’s probably going to think himself a monster. Just like Aelin did. 

Then, something I think is crazy important is the way Dorian always goes to HER first. After the battle with Cain in ToG, Dorian immediately rushed to her aide, despite the fact that his father was right there. Chaol didn’t go to her; Dorian did. Then, we have the scene where Aelin finds Nehemia dead in Crown of Midnight. Everyone is just standing around but Dorian immediately goes to Aelin. And, with tears in his precious little eyes, he stands in front of her and tries to block her view of the scene even though she’s scene a lot worse in her line of work. 

And I think most of Rowan and Aelin’s deep connection can be attributed to the fact that they are carranam. They don’t have to be mates to care about one another, to understand each other, and to have all the other connections that they have. Sarah J. Maas talked in an interview about how emotional Heir of Fire was to write because of how she had to put herself in Aelin’s situation when it came to losing your best friend, and about how powerful friendship can be when it comes to healing. Rowan’s not a love interest. He was the friend that Aelin needed, and he doesn’t have to be anything more than that to matter just as much as any love interest.

But I think Dorian and Aelin will be good for each other. They build each other up (Dorian said she made him feel like a king). Their relationship is incredibly healthy and balanced and equal and adorable and passionate and empowering.

So there are some of the many reasons why I ship Doraelin. 


favorite ships picspams: damon/elena - the vampire diaries
“What I’m about to say is… probably the most selfish thing I’ve ever said in my life… I just have to say it once. You just need to hear it. I love you, Elena. And it’s because I love you that… I can’t be selfish with you. And why you can’t know this. I don’t deserve you… but my brother does. God, I wish you didn’t have to forget this… but you do.”

deanmonsandangels  asked:

For your songfic prompt because I'm a masochist: paralyzed by NF ♡♡♡

The weight of Dean’s words falls between them like an anchor, and Dean feels himself shaking. Sam opens his mouth to say something, and it’s all Dean can do not to haul off and punch him. “Don’t,” he growls. “Don’t you fucking dare, Sam.”   He takes a step back, needing to physically distance himself from his brother.  He sniffs and wipes at his eyes with a harsh hand.


“I said don’t.”  He turns on his heel and storms the corridor on the way to his room.  He nearly knocks Jack over, and in his rage, throws him against the wall.  “You stay the hell out of my way.  And mind your own fucking business!” He punches the wall beside Jack’s head and shoves off.  He stops a few steps away and turns back, glaring daggers.  “No. Y’know what?  I hope you heard every word.  I hope you know what you did, you little shit –  what you stole from from me.”

“Dean!  Back off.”  Sam’s in the archway, and Dean clenches his jaw and huffs, storming away from them before he gives in to his desire to stab them both.

The walls shake with the force of his door slamming, and the belongings living on his desk scatter and fall to the floor when his duffel hits it.  Not satisfied with the destruction, he picks up the wooden chair and smashes it against the wall, kicking aside the shards as he heads for the bed, dragging a half-empty bottle of Jim Beam from the bottom drawer of his nightstand.  As the anger subsides, the numbness sets in.  The same numbness he’s felt in the days since he watched Cas’s body go up in smoke.  

His hand is aching from its head-on collision with the wall, but he does nothing about it.  It’s something.  It’s a feeling.  Aside from blinding anger, all he’s been able to feel is pain.  He’s lost so much in his life — everything, really.  He’s tired.  He’s just so fucking tired.  He’s tired of this life, of losing people he loves, of existing.  He’s exhausted.

The laws of the universe are simple, it seems — one, you never take a joint from a guy named Don, and two, the Winchesters never win. For as long as he lives on this miserable earth, Dean will never have what he wants. He will never have the comfort of a loving relationship. Happiness is not, has not, and never will be in life’s syllabus for Dean Winchester.

When did I become so numb?

When did I lose myself?

He knocks back a swig of the bourbon and barely winces at the burn.  Wiping his mouth on the back of his hand, he reaches for the drawer and pulls a folded photo from under the .45 he keeps as a back-up.  

Where is the real me?

I’m lost and it kills me inside

I’m paralyzed

It’s not an old photo, but it’s tattered and wrinkled from wear.  He unfolds it and exhales slowly.  The memory is a vivid one, one of the few good ones Dean’s had in — hell, forever, maybe. Sam took the photo, but Dean knows he has no idea how much it means. It was a simple moment that Dean’s held onto. In all the chaos and tragedy, it’s the one happy moment he could go back to.

In the photo, Cas is looking at Sam behind the camera, mid-word. There’s a smile tugging at the corner of his lips — he was talking about the collection of honey — and Dean’s looking at him in profile, a bright, happy smile on his face as he reaches out to drape an arm around Cas’s shoulders. There’s a beer in his other hand, half-drunk. Dean couldn’t have cared less about honey or bees, but he was just so happy to have Cas in his kitchen, sitting beside him on a quiet night, drinking beer and telling stories. It had been a tiny glimpse at the normal Dean would never have.

Now, staring at the photo, Dean feels numb. The painful kind of numb like when your foot falls asleep, or running your fingers under hot water after you’ve been in the snow.

His door flings open without a knock, and the picture crumples in Dean’s fist. He can feel Sam looming in the doorway. “You’ve gotta be kidding me,” Dean says as he stands, the bottle of bourbon dangling loosely from his injured hand. “You didn’t have enough? Come back for round two?”

Sam crosses his arms and huffs. “I want you to talk to me, Dean. Make me understand.”

“What is there to understand?” He’s shouting again, and his voice is rough. “Everyone who means a goddamn thing to me is gone!”

Sam scoffs. “Thanks.”

That pisses Dean off even more. “Fuck you, Sam. Fuck you and your superiority complex. You think if you can save him and turn him good, you can make up for all the shit you’ve done. You think it’ll make up for Mom and Cas. But it won’t! Nothing will. Because he’s gone. He’s dead!”

“Dean… I get it. I lost a friend, too, but—“

“He wasn’t my friend!”

All the words that leave my tongue

Feel like they came from someone else

Sam’s brow draws together, and he studies Dean. Dean doesn’t say a word. He just lets it happen. He watches Sam’s eyes drift downward to the photo, the smashed furniture, and finally upward to the tears staining Dean’s cheeks. He watches as realization washes over Sam. His brother exhales slowly and nods. “You loved him.”

Dean sinks to the bed, letting the bourbon clatter to the floor. The amber liquid sloshes out of the bottle, forming a pool beneath it where it stops. Still clutching the photo, he drops his head to his hands. “Not past tense, Sammy.”

The bed dips beneath Sam’s weight, but he doesn’t say anything.

When did I become ashamed?

Where’s the person that I know?

They must have left

With all my faith

“For years, I kept telling myself it’s not the right time. I kept telling myself I’d man up tomorrow or next week or next month. I was ashamed. Of what I felt. Of being a coward.”

He draws a shaky breath and licks his lips as he unfolds the photo. He stares at it, tears filling his eyes. “I don’t know who I am anymore. That night I watched his body burn, a part of me burned with him. And I’ve prayed. I’ve screamed and prayed until my voice gave out. No one is listening. No one can help me.”

Dean swallows hard and turns to Sam, hopelessness etched into the tired lines of his face. “Cas is dead, Sam. And my faith, my belief, my will, my—“ he clears his throat, “my everything… it died with him.  Without him, I can’t– I just… I feel paralyzed”

I’m lost and it kills me inside

I’m paralyzed

Hope you like it, my dear! 

frivoloussuits  asked:

For #3 on the ask meme: Louis Litt

  • How I feel about this character:  He deserves nice things.
  • All the people I ship romantically with this character:  Oh man I really liked him with Tara.  Like, really really liked him with her.  I also really like him with Sheila.  Really really.  I would totally see him with Katrina too.  I just like him with anyone that is nice for him and sees through his crabby exterior to value him inside.  
  • My non-romantic OTP for this character:  Dr. Lipshitz is amazing.
  • My unpopular opinion about this character:  Do I have unpopular opinions about Louis?  Maybe that a pruney might taste good?  He definitely needs to get over the little brother / big brother worship thing he has with Harvey, because that isn’t healthy even if it makes for good plot.
  • One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon:  I just want something nice to happen for Louis and STAY NICE WITHOUT HIM OR ANYONE ELSE MAKING IT GO TO CRAP.
  • my het ship:  Louis x Tara
  • my fem/slash ship:  Louis x Shiela and her strap-on?  Louis and random hook-up at the spa?  Louis x Nigel?
  • my OTP:  Louis x personal satisfaction and happiness.
  • my OT3:  Louis x personal satisfaction and happiness x mud.
  • my cross over ship:  Louis x Neil Caffrey (WhiteSuits)
  • my kink:  Louis is all about being dommed.  
  • a head cannon fact:  Louis had a Harvey Specter baseball bobblehead secretly made and keeps it on his nightstand.  He talks to it sometimes.
  • my gender bend:  Melissa McCarthy.

Nah I prefer there are 3 Bills x3
but feel free to have your own ideas~ 

Yes I think I would! Just need time to come up with their costumes.
and thank you~

But…But they are all bottoms

I think they all have the big dipper birthmark~ it’s something mysterious xD
and I’m sorry, Fight!Bill(Kill) isn’t Fight!Dip’s mate here,
Because Zero!Bill x Fight!Dip is my OTP now lol

also I don’t know how to name these twins separately,
but I think your May, Belle are brilliant ideas! read them together becomes Mabel! that’s a clever one

I feel the same way!!! Big brothers be protective of their little brother,
that’s just too adorable hnnnnnnnnnng <33333

tee hee I would love to read some fic too x3


you remember the way it was before that, you and me? we were nothing. we weren’t popular. we weren’t good at lacrosse. we weren’t important. we were no one. maybe i should just be no one again. no one at all.

scott, just listen to me, okay? you’re not no one, okay? you’re someone, you're… scott, you’re my best friend, okay? and i need you. scott, you’re my brother. alright, so if you’re gonna do this, i think you’re just gonna have to take me with you, then.


After Sam leaves the cage, Hell’s method of torturing Lucifer changes. On earth he manifests into a ghost; he can follow Sam around in his day-to-day life, but Sam can’t see him. As well as the frustration of not being able to communicate with him, Lucifer is also exposed to Sam’s life with his brother and friends and family, which tortures Lucifer with the realisation of how much more he needs Sam than Sam needs him.