1. Say something - A great big world // 2. About today - The National // 3. Reminder - Mumford & Sons // 4. 9 crimes - Damien Rice // 5. You belong to me - Carla Bruni // 6. The ballad of love and hate - The Avett Brothers //7. In my veins - Andrew Belle // 8. Communication - The Cardigans // 9. I know places - Lykke Li //10 . Hero - Regina Spektor // 11. All I want - Kodaline // 12. If you want me - Glen Hansard & Marketa Irglova // 13. Hello my old heart - The Oh Hellos // 14. Here with me - Dido.
I suppose this was the first time I had ever felt an urge not to be. Never an urge to die, far less an urge to put an end to myself- simply an urge not to be. This disgusting, hostile and unlovely world was not made for me, nor I for it. It was alien to me and I to it.
Sticks and stones may break my bones, but words will always hurt me. Bones mend and become actually stronger in the very place they were broken and where they have knitted up; mental wounds can grind and ooze for decades and be re- opened by the quietest whisper.