what makes me sad is that isak probably still feels a rush of nerves every morning when he wakes up without even by his side. because yes, even’s probably just hanging out with his roommates or making breakfast, and yes, even loves him enough to stay with him through the good and the bad, and yes, he shouldn’t let his insecurity take over, because hasn’t he made even prove himself enough times? he must be getting so tired of isak’s shit by now. but isak will always remember that sunday morning when he’d woken up warm and cozy and ready to open up to someone who kissed him like he actually mattered, only to find out he was gone, and maybe this is why boys like him - boys so desperate for love they’ve forgotten the pain that comes after - should just accept that some things are meant to be fantasies.