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“it doesn’t matter when it’s chronic”

i can’t scream any louder or write any faster

and i’ll have to come to terms with that

i can’t dream any bigger or hope any stronger

and i’ll have to come to terms with that


i am who i am, a little mountain of advils in your palms, ready to shower down through your intestinal tract, ready to come with peace, children stuck in caves and capes, but i’m just talking to myself

this entire time, just talking at myself

i found a home away from home as i collapsed into a puddle on the tiled floor, and i took a little mountain of aspirins and it didn’t work, the pill bottle shook its head with sadness and said “it doesn’t matter when it’s chronic”

this cacophony and dismal silence and entropy is eternal and terminal, and the doctors can’t help they’re suffering too, and i’m here weeping through the wall our only morse code left for us nowadays


i can’t scream any louder or write any faster

and that’s okay

i can’t dream any bigger or hope any stronger

and that’s okay

I know it’s overshadowed by the Women’s Marches and that is the best thing that could happen (yay headlines for women and fight for feminism instead of racists!!!!), but yesterday the leaders of the European Right Wing partys (ENF) met in Koblenz/Germany to celebrate Trump and to make plans how they can win with their racist, nationalist, sexist movements in Europe. People like Frauke Petry (German AfD), Geert Wilders (Dutch PVV) Marine Le Pen (French Front National) and others are teaming up in their effort to win elections. 

They excluded media, so we have very little reports on what was said behind closed doors. But we know what they do. They want to learn from Trump. Their plan is simple: provoke people with hate speech, garner the most attention, then gaslight them. The horrible thing is: it works.

I know we all look to the USA right now, but we can’t forget that they are here as well. They are not far away and we mustn’t be afraid. We can’t turn them into a doomful dark that sneeks up on us. We have to put them into the light as the idiots they are. We have to resist their provocations. We have to stand up and call them out. We have to fight for the rights that are important to us. For the free and democratic movements that value everyone the same. Before it is too late. Before we are standing here in autumn and bemoan our own stupidity and ignorace.

Edit: If you want to read up on it a bit.