Dear everyone ten years in the future. How are you all doing? Are you still friends ten years from now? Do you still laugh together? Do you have fun every day? What am I doing at this moment, ten years from now? Am I still playing soccer? Am I married to Naho? Am I truly living every single day?
I wanted… to die. I thought I had to apologize to Mom… But… I couldn’t do it. I wondered… what you guys would think if I died. I thought something fun might be in store for tomorrow, too. I thought, “I don’t want to die yet!”