I do not want to miss you.
I miss your eyes, your intelligence, your hugs and the nature of your smile. I miss saying your name without whispering it into my dreams and I miss seeing you without tearing at the seams. I can’t shake this feeling like maybe, just maybe, we could go back to where we left off. Because we are like strangers now, pretending like we’ve forgotten. Maybe you have. I never will. How do you tell a stranger you remember the shade of their eyes and the cadence of their handwriting, that their name still sounds like a song to you and that their mind is a galaxy to be explored? I’ve been telling myself you’ve changed so much but I’ve always know the truth.The person I miss still exists. I do not want to miss you, but oh, does it burn. Give me hope that we can try again. I want to try again.
—  A.P. (4.19.16) you still had my number

I need to make this patreon thing work better. Right now I’m at about 40$ of my 100$ monthly goal and unsure how to improve. I am considering a tier where for a small amount per month you can receive coloring book pages, they would be PDFs that you can print from wherever.

But does anyone have better ideas on how to promote it? Any idea of what you want to see on Patreon?

If you could ask the moon

The moon looks lovely tonight
her message reads
and it will be another three hours
until you will see it
and it will be another three months
until you will see her
and if you could ask the moon
how it makes love to the ocean without
would it tell you that
gravity and love
are the same force
that if your love weighed more
than your guilt
your loneliness
maybe she could
always exist in your orbit
maybe she could
fall into you a
catastrophic collision of
catastrophic bodies making
catastrophic decisions
if you
could ask the moon
how to love from a
would you always remain
far away

exmagicianwannabe  asked:

Am I the only one who wants to hear Jughead call Betty "Elizabeth" (maybe in a cute and emotional scene) and Betty call Jughead "Forsythe"? And maybe the full name too "Forsythe Pendelton Jones the Third where do you think you're going?" (in a kind of funny bossy moment?)

Ok I have some opinions on this. I feel like this is becoming a burgeoning trend, especially because I see it cropping up in fics more and more. I’m kind of torn because on the one hand the full name thing can be kinda hot, or a show of sincerity. I could maybe see Jughead calling Betty “Elizabeth” when he’s very emotional or trying to reassure her. But I thought it was very interesting that when they said I love you they called each other Betty Cooper and Jughead Jones and that was easily the most vulnerable moment of the season, apart from the diner scene.

The one person who calls Betty “Elizabeth” the most is Alice. “Elizabeth” is her perfect stepford daughter with top grades and a slew of extra curriculars. “Elizabeth” is not Betty, not completely, and I think Jughead knows that and would feel like he was trying to put her back in that box that she’s tried to claw her way out of.

“Forsythe Pendleton Jones”, along with the fact that we know Jughead has always hated the name, is exactly his dads name, apart from ‘the third". It holds a legacy that, no matter how much he will always love his dad, he doesn’t want to fall into. Again, I think Betty would be a lot less likely to call him Forsythe (more so than him call her Elizabeth) because it makes him uncomfortable for more reasons than one.

That said, we have a whole season and hopefully more of development to get through. I think if we got to see Betty and Jughead peeling back each other’s insecurities even further, proving to each other that their rawest form of identity is nothing to be ashamed of, then this little quirk could become something that I could see happening and fully support.

Heavily inspired by that one drawing you did of a smiling Phillip with a flower crown, this is Moana! (still trynna get the hang of the whole digital art thing its so tough. Any tips???) 💕💕

anonymous asked:

What do you think about Yuzuru's and Shoma's choice of music for next season?

ride or die, bros that recycle together stay together

i mean, we don’t know what yuzuru’s fs is yet, but i’m not excited for him to bring ballade back for a third season, even if it’s a good program. i think he already did everything he could with it. maybe he could change the music cuts, tweak the choreo…but it’s still the same piece of music and if you’re going to spend time rechoreographing it, why not just make another program to different music instead? but considering that so many other skaters are also recycling old programs for the olympics, it’s…a strategy, i guess. not really a strategy i approve of, but that’s just me. i hope his fs will be new, at least.

shoma picked some of the warhorsiest warhorses, which means he has to work that much harder to overcome my trepidation. four seasons has the potential to be good, i like the little bits we’ve seen of it so far. (it also helps that even though there are 34636354 four seasons programs, i don’t like/remember most of them, so the bar is already set low for me.) i hope he’s going for a darker interpretation, that might be interesting. turandot is…well, he already confirmed it will have new music cuts and new choreo and essentially be a different program from the first, so i’ll wait and see how it goes. not excited about this choice either, but again, it seems to be the prevalent strategy for next season. he says he wants to show how much he’s grown by using it again, but i’m afraid that it might be seen as a step backwards instead.

basically, i’ll give the programs a chance, but i think both skaters are capable of more than this.

anonymous asked:

hi there I wanna start a platform for the boys. it was proven that kpop could make it's way to award shows and I thought to myself "hey it'd pretty cool if exo could attend one of these and maybe see their idols (the weeknd, coldplay)." I noticed with our fandom tho we're everywhere and maybe I could take the initiative in raising awareness. Maybe we could start trending MTV Awards? And keep spamming them and showing them their achievements? (Like videos and such).

Oh hell to the NO

The last thing EXO deserves is to be the seen as ˝the many asians˝ at an American award show. 

Also this fandom will not turn into the annoying spamming shits that post about EXO on EVERYONE’S SHIT JUST TO GET ATTENTION. Not on my watch 

I don’t think EXO need recognition from a few americans when they have Asia at their feet lol

If they want to see their fave artists they can buy tickets to their concerts just like PCY and Myeon did with Coldplay

anonymous asked:

Hi sorry to bother you but maybe you could help me with something😊 but just if you want to. So I have to write a characterization for school and I choose to write about Isak. Do you maybe know a few adjektives I can describe Isak with before and after his character development? I would appreciate it so much if you could help me💖, but seriously you don't have to, I have to write my school assignments for myself after all

oooh, this is an interesting ask! this isn’t really adjectives, I’m sorry, I just sort of wrote what came to mind off the top of my head and I’m sorry if this wasn’t what you were looking for for inspiration haha good luck with your homework!

before I would describe Isak as:

  • very guarded, both physically and emotional
    • a lot of us have let things go a lot further than we wanted while we were in the closet, but Isak didn’t let things get too physical with Emma and I hope he was brave enough to do that with Sara and other girls too
    • I feel like Isak was the friend who would pull the “no homo” card if a talk got to emotional or real because anything real was a threat to his tightly guarded secret
  • very choreographed (his whole life was a well performed charade, nothing was done accidentally)
  • I’d also say bone tired (it’s very difficult to live that way it takes it’s toll on you)
  • closed off to anything real, anything that would threaten the image he made for himself and crack the hard shell he coated himself in even though he is actually a soft lil marshmallow
  • P R O J E C T I N G this boy was massively projecting the image of what he thought a totally straight teenage lad would be like rather than just being himself
  • grouchy as hell. he probably felt like everyone else had it so easy while he was there struggling with everything all the time, so yes he got crabby with people a lot
  • resigned. he just seemed so resigned to living this life where nothing was real and he never got to be himself. you could see it in his eyes in those quiet moments when he was alone and it was heartbreaking
  • wound super fucking tight (probably from the pressure of constantly being deceptive about himself). he just looked SO tense all the time, like one little thing would set him off in a temper

currently I would describe Isak as:

  • very open. to a lot of things, I think. you want to talk? sure, Isak can talk. you want to study? sure. you want to sit in silence for two hours because you don’t know how to say what you need to say? sure Isak can do that that’s chill
    • his face also just seems more open? before he was so frowny and stressed looking constantly but now his face is much smoother and softer because he’s more at ease with where his life is he knows where he stands there isn’t much he needs to scowl at now
  • lighter. just seeing the way he carries himself is different. he almost glides now, he isn’t crushed under the weight of the charade and the fear of people finding out who he really is
  • he seems to be standing taller too
    • for a lot of s3 I felt like Isak was trying to make himself physically smaller; shoulders hunched up or his body slouched low in a seat but there’s none of that now
  • dependable. steady. Isak seems to sure now. there’s so little doubt left in his life. he doesn’t need to worry about if Even loves him or if his friends will leave him if they learn the truth
    • sure things might still be challenging for him (family life, balancing work and school and making ends meet, the role he plays in Even’s life when Even is having an episode) but I feel like Isak is more capable to deal with them now than he was two years ago
hi 😊

i’m really stressed rn so I thought maybe you could distract me a bit

send me anything you like! questions about my boring existence, your favourite hc, suggestions for my blog..

thank you for everything ily!!💘

— yesterday ;

yoo jiae was gone, and nothing felt the same.

dawon felt trapped inside of a nightmare that wouldn’t end.

her training at nova went on as if nothing at all had happened, and it was one of the only things that had kept dawon from breaking down, if only for a little while. if she could lose herself in her practice, if she could shut her heart and mind off completely, then maybe, just maybe, she would make it. maybe then she wouldn’t have to deal with the departure of her best friend, and maybe then she could trick herself into thinking that she was happy.

but she wasn’t happy, and, for the first time in months, not even her training provided the solace that she so desperately sought. ever since signing with nova, throughout every moment, dawon had always felt as though she was waiting for something. she had always assumed that, soon enough, jiae would walk through nova’s door, making dawon the happiest girl in the world by surprising her with the news that she would be their newest trainee. she’d replayed the scenario in her head a million times, though it was now evident that it would never become reality.

what would she do without her best friend—without her luck—without her sunlight? the two should debut together, they were meant to debut together—but jiae was gone, and now dawon was forced to trudge ahead knowing that jiae would never be a part of her future. she would be forced to stay at nova on her own, only, now, there was no light at the end of the tunnel. her future was now devoid of all light, and each day she would come one step closer to darkness. nova could announce her debut tomorrow, but what good was debuting if it meant that she’d be debuting alone?

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anonymous asked:

I want to create my own book of shadows with homemade paper. Any suggestions on herbs/oils I should use to positively charge my paper?

Ooooh, well it really depends on what you are looking to do! Match your intent with the oil, and you can probably change it a bit depending on the spell type, maybe? You could honestly get super creative with this project. For example, you could use basil or rose for love spells, violet or carnation for creativity spells, etc. Although I think good all around herbs to use, if you are only using one would be either basil, rosemary, thyme, maybe sage, lavender or calendula?


Scarlet: “It’s gonna take a lot to make it up to me, Emerson. Maybe you could take me on a proper date to -”

Malachai: “Hey, guys! Have you seen Aspyn anywhere?”

Scarlet: “No! We don’t! Look, Malachai, we’re kinda busy here, can you just -”

Emerson: “The cute dark haired girl? I think I saw her over at the basketball court!”

Malachai: “That’s her! Great, thanks, Pal!”

As Malachai leaves, Scarlet folds her arms grumpily over her chest and glares at Emerson who shrugs his shoulders casually at her. How on Earth is she going to make them exclusive if he keeps talking about other girls like that?!