or the photos that you would want people to see...

Have you seen me? A fear submitted by Chelsea to Deep Dark Fears - thanks!

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I remember being teased relentlessly throughout my childhood and my teenage life where people would say that because of my skin I’ll never be beautiful enough, they would even recommend skin bleaching products. So as a child I quickly realised that as a dark skinned girl I was not considered beautiful enough… At that time I didn’t know that it was the negativity from the people around me that was causing me to hate my skin and myself for that matter. I remember a time during school photos where a girl shouted “she’s too dark! You won’t see anything on her ID but her teeth!”, of course everyone laughed it out… And so did I…. Because I didn’t want to make it seem like I was offended… Their feelings felt more important than mine… After all growing up I was always reminded of how unlikely I was of ever being beautiful or finding someone that found my darkness beautiful…..
As a 19 year old today I sit here and say “I never gave in to skin bleaching”, “I was constantly reminded of how ugly I was but that only made me love myself even more….. I began considering myself as someone different, someone beautiful and out of the ordinary.”
Your skin no matter how dark it is that when you smile you can only see the glow of your teeth is worthy of love, your skin is that of a goddess and you should never feel anything about your skin but self love. I write this to all of the people that have gone through similar and worse, you don’t need to learn to Love your skin, the love is already there… You just gotta unleash it.

I would like to hear some stories of yours if you’ve ever gone through the same thing…. Message me on Instagram.
IG: juhaamubayiwa

Some thoughts
  • studyblrs range in age. I’ve seen 13 year olds and I’ve seen people in their late 30s. obviously, your age has a huge influence on your perspective, simply due to your experiences. 
  • studyblrs are diverse. there are so many of us from so many different backgrounds. 
  • each person has their own unique experiences and personality. what works for them may not work for you. doesn’t mean one method is better than the other. if it works, it works. 
  • most of the study tips/advice on here are posted from experience (well, they are for me anyway). the advice may seem repetitive, redundant, or counter-intuitive. doesn’t mean it didn’t work for the person posting it. 
  • your blog and your dashboard is what you want it to be. If you do not like the posts you are seeing, follow some new blogs that spark your interest. you control what you want to see. 
  • this website is a social media platform built on validation. People, myself included, want notes and followers. I’m not afraid to admit it. The whole point of this website is about notes and followers. Who doesn’t want to be acknowledged? 
  • i would assume that most people already understand that a picture does not describe the entire situation. We’ve all cropped and edited a photo for the internet before. 
  • For some people, making pretty notes may be a way to destress. I like to turn to art when I’m stressed out or anxious. I think making pretty notes or pretty journal spreads is a great form of therapy while also being productive. I mean, I could either spend 6 hours randomly painting (productive) or I could spend 6 hours taking notes and making them pretty because it relaxes me (even more productive). 
  • there is no wrong way to study. the way you study does not indicate intelligence or GPA. each person is different. . 
  • your field of study, your university, or your degree does not make you better or smarter than others. there are different kinds of intelligence. 
  • classism, racism, and ablesim are rampant in this community. let’s focus our discussions on fixing that. 

I asked Tom Hiddleston to sign this picture that we took at Wizard World in Philadelphia in 2016.

He looked and said. “WOW. this is an old one” . (Video)

I said that the Brazilian fans love him and wish someday he will go to the Brazilian Con. And then I asked what they wanted me to ask: “They wish you could come back to social media. Maybe post pictures of your dog…” And he said, looking into my eyes, “You see my dog is part of my personal life and I don’t post personal stuff anymore. Because social media has this thing where you say something and people twist.”

And I said: “I agree 100% with you. Anyway Brasil loves you.”

He said: “ AWWW, I love them”.

It was an amazing experience. So awesome that if I didn’t have a photo ops with Sebastian next I would cried because I was that happy. Amazing amazing person.

PS:FUCK TS for fucking Tom’s life!!!!

I’ve been asked many times to share some of my deleted scenes from the Raven Cycle. The outtakes. Here’s the thing:

- they do exist. The Dream Thieves is 125k words long, give or take. My outtakes file for it — stuff that I cut out of the draft — is about 150k words long.

- they’re not exciting.

- they are either more boring versions of scenes that are in the book, bits of scenes that were going on for too long, or aborted plot lines. Sometimes they were me just writing my way around in circles while I figured out what I wanted out of life. Bits of book 2 ended up in book 3 and book 1 ended up in book 4, etc. etc. Timelines were always strange — The Dream Thieves used to begin with a prologue where Ronan lost the Camaro to Kavinsky in a drag race, and a lot of the outtakes involve me writing my way out of that. 

That said, here are some bits and bobs from the Dream Thieves outtakes file. Under a cut, because this is a lot of words. Still not even approaching the number of words in the outtakes file. But. A lot of words.

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Welcome (back) to #AggressivelyArospectacular!

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Are you arospec? Do you paint portraits, draw comics, write poetry, make music, invent stories? Do you make photo-edits or short films? In short, do you create?

Because if so, this even is here for you!

From the 12th to the 18th of November, submit any original creative content you want us to see by tagging it as #AggressivelyArospectacular in the first five tags or sending us a link through our submission box. Your work will then be shared on this blog for our community to enjoy.

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Photographer! Deku and Model! Kacchan Model! Kirishima

I imagined with heroes, you want to get your name out there not only by helping people and heroing, but by promoting yourself, especially with stuff like sponsors. So sometimes maybe photo shoots with the sponsors product in their Hero uniform (or not, idk)

And I felt like since Deku likes to analyze Hero, what better way to analyze them by taking photos of them XD (idk what I’m doing to myself, tbh) Plus he might be really good at it

And Idk if Kaminari would be a model but an insecure one, especially when he sees Kirishima strut his stuff, or one of the tech guys, or even something remotely different from what I was thinking of 😂 (Shouto would be a model hands down, of course)

anonymous asked:

RFA+V+Saeran meet MC before the party while she is a coffee barista? Maybe she recognizes them and leaves them a little note or something :3 ~ I love your headcanons btw. Also your english is totally fine. Have a nice day ;)

Oh, thank you! Okay, maybe this is silly, but this request made me feel really touched. And I’ll explain why, I remember when I joined tumblr and started reading mm headcanons, I saw a request just like this and it was soooooo good, so freaking cute! I decided I could try to write hcs too and started this humble blog. I never found that headcanon or that blog again, tho :(

So it was so hard to do this, because I kept thinking about that hc, how good it was, and how mine could never get that good. (never compare your writing, children, it’s an endless road of insecurity and self sabotage) But I think in the end these are cute? Hope you like it!


RFA + Saeran and V meeting a barista MC

Zen

  • He thought about getting some coffee before a morning rehearsal
  • And there’s this coffee shop on his way to work. Perfect!
  • He walks in and you immediately look at him. No… Zen? H-here? Did he find you? No, he couldn’t, your profile pic is not that good and…
  • “Uhm… excuse me? Lady?” he tries to get your attention, you’re taken aback. He chuckles, yes, this is a normal reaction for women when they see him.
  • Then you proceed to take his order and you keep glancing at him. Well, he’s used to it, but this barista is really cute…
  • “I really liked ‘Promiscuous Jalapeno’” you say and smile cheerfully. “Oh… so you’re a fan? Thank you!”
  • “Yes! Can I get an autograph, please?” oh, usually his fans ask for pictures with him… You’re really different, ain’t you?
  • “What’s your name?” “Hum… you don’t need to put my name, just write… ‘With love, Zen.’” He blushes a little, what’s with him? He does this all the time.
  • “Here you go, sweetie.” He hands you the napkin he wrote the autograph and you hand him his order. “I can’t wait for your next musical!” you say as he gets out of the shop, he turns and smiles.
  • He’s smiling to himself, what an interesting girl… no, forget about her, what about MC?
  • Then he sees the little note on it: “I couldn’t ask for a photo now, I would rather do at the party when we’re alone. With love, MC.”
  • He wants to go back, but he’s pretty late for work. Oh well… guess he will have to drop by again tomorrow, and the next day too, and the next…

Yoosung

  • He was on his way to college and needed some caffeine after putting an all nighter playing LOLOL.
  • You see those violet eyes and immediately smile. Oh my god… what are the chances? Hum, this should be fun…
  • You get his order and keep smiling the whole time. Okay, he knows the people who work here are usually nice, but you are on a whole another level.
  • Or maybe there is something in his face? Oh no… so embarrassing! He looks like a fool in front of such a cute girl…
  • “I couldn’t help but notice, is this a LOLOL bottom in your hoodie?” “Wh-what? Oh… yes! Yes, it is!” Oh, there’s nothing wrong with his face, thank god.
  • “Do you… do you like LOLOL?” “Oh yeah, I’m ranked #12 in the shooting star server.” “WHOA, SERIOUSLY? I… play there too.” “Cool, are you having problems with that Superman Yoosung too? I gotta say, that guy is good!” OH. MY. GOD!
  • “Yeah…” he just chuckles, he doesn’t know what to say, he wants to yell “It’s me! It’s me!” but he’s too embarrassed.
  • You also want to yell “It’s me!” but it would ruin the fun, so you just hand his order and tell him “Good luck with LOLOL!” he’s so flustered he just waves to you as he walks away.
  • Wow, you’re amazing! And so cute… wait! He shouldn’t be thinking like this, he’s already talking to MC in the chat room… oh, but she’s probably into Zen anyway…
  • He’s on the bus stop when he sees the note: “LOLOL is fun, but I hope this helps you focus on your studies. Go get’em, Superman Yoosung! ~MC”
  • He immediately pops in the chat room: “Oh my god, MC! Why didn’t you say anything?” “Meh, it wouldn’t be that fun, right? I like your hoodie, by the way.” You bet he needs that coffee to focus after that…

Jaehee

  • She drops by this cute coffee shop on her way to C & R. Well, this wouldn’t take long and… tbh, she’s not that worried with C & R as she used to be…
  • She admires the decoration in the place, and finds this smiley barista staring at her.
  • You want to greet her and tell her who you are, but nah… her face when she recognizes you in the RFA party will be really cute to watch.
  • “Did you like the decoration, miss?” “Yes, everything here is so cozy! Your boss have a good taste!”
  • “She does, it’s a shame she’s selling this place…” “Oh, she is?” you can only imagine all the thoughts she’s having right now, considering your last conversations in the chat room and can’t hold back a chuckle, which she thinks a little… odd.
  • She watches with attention as you prepare her coffee, you notice and explain to her the grounds you used, the techniques, she’s extremely interested.
  • “Here you go, miss.” “Thank you! Oh… I should get something to Mr. Han too…” Yes… she almost forgot about Jumin…
  • You hand hers and Jumin’s coffee. “Have a good day at work, miss!” you smile,oh… what a weird familiar sensation.
  • Yes, there’s something about you that’s really familiar… almost like… MC? No… it can’t be, you would have say something if it was you, right?
  • “Assistant Kang, why does my coffee says ‘go easy on Jaehee, okay?’?” she looks puzzled, than she notices hers has a little note too: “I bet your coffee tastes better, but enjoy this! I’m always rooting for you! ~MC”
  • She smiles for the rest of the day, so many thoughts running in her mind… especially that little fact you shared about the coffee shop being up for sale…

Jumin

  • He’s there to prove a point, okay? Zen teased him about always making Jaehee doing the simplest tasks for him, he probably couldn’t even get a coffee by himself!
  • Well, challenge accepted! But as he steps into the coffee shop, he regrets it. How… how does this even work? Do they come to you or…?
  • You can’t believe what your eyes are seeing. Is that man over there Jumin Han? Well, judging from his fancy clothes and completely lost, yet very stoic expression, it can only be him!
  • “Sir?” you go to him, “can I help you?”  “Yes, I would like to…” “Oh, follow me to the balcony, please.” Hum, so that’s how it works, he has to go to you… still, how considerate of you to go to him…
  • “What do you recommend?” you tell him and he asks for that, you smile and he feels… really amused.
  • When you hand him his order, you notice he’s uncomfortable, as if he wants to say something. “Can I get you anything else, sir?”
  • “Yes, I… I need to take a picture, but my photos keep getting blurred, can you take it for me?” Jesus Christ, you want to hug this man! Control yourself, MC!
  • “Of course” he hands you his phone and you take a picture of him holding his order, hoping he doesn’t notice your little note.
  • And he doesn’t, as he thanks you and walks away leaving a veeery generous tip to you, you’re not sure if he’s paying that much because of your extra service or because he has no idea how much he should pay.
  • He notices the note when he’s in his car: “I hope you’ll let me take a lot more pictures of you, maybe of us? ~MC” he chuckles and suddenly feels really hot.
  • “Driver Kim, make sure to stop by this shop every morning from now on.”

Saeyoung

  • He knows where you work, and he really wanted to see you. He was worried after the hacker attacked the chat room.
  • He doesn’t share selfies of him in the chat room, so he should be fine.
  • As soon as he walks in, his phone rings. Shit, it’s Vanderwood! Did them already notice he went out of his house?
  • You listen to this voice and turn your head to see this cute red haired guy with colorful glasses. Oh my… could It be…? Yes, that’s definitely his voice!
  • “Hi! Do you have Dr. Pepper here?” yep, it’s definitely him, and he’s definitely teasing you. Oh well, let the games begin!
  • “We do not, sorry. But we have this new latte with honey. Do you like honey?” As in Honey Budha Chips? Sure… wait!
  • He’s staring at you. Do you…? No, how could you know? He’s pretty sure he never sent any photo of him in the chat room.
  • He’s feeling a little embarrassed at the way you look at him, oh shit! This was a bad idea, wasn’t it? Yeah, he shouldn’t feel like this when you look at him.
  • “Can I get a name for the order?” “Uhm… Tom.” “What a cool friendly name!” you tell him and smile innocently. “Here you go, Tom!” Oh… maybe you don’t know it’s him after all.
  • Well, that was close… and he thought he would feel better and able to focus if he saw you like that? Well, bad bad mistake, 707…
  • At least you didn’t know it was him, and… wait… “I know you’re worried, but I’m fine, as you saw for yourself. Now go back to defend justice, God Seven! ~606”
  • He should feel worried that you actually recognized him, but right now… all he can do is smile.

Saeran

  • He knows where you work, he just wanted to make sure his target is behaving and not doing anything stupid that could ruin his plans
  • Oh, and they serve sorbet here, cool!
  • You spot this weird guy with this grumpy expression… where do you know him from? Think, MC, think!
  • Ugh… it’s so frustrating seeing such a familiar face and not being able to tell why.
  • “Cool tattoo.” You tell him as you make his order. He just nods. That tattoo… you saw it before!
  • He notices you keep staring curiously at him. What could you possibly be thinking?
  • Oh, the tattoo! This eye… yes! It was in that weird email Jaehee was talking about in the chat room. Mint Eye or… something like this…
  • Shit! He knew sending that picture when he was trying to convince you he was not a creepy was a bad idea. But he thought he was so well disguised… or maybe he underestimated you…
  • Call it intuition, 6th sense, whatever… you just knew! This guy was Unknown!
  • You weren’t afraid, he wouldn’t do anything with all these people around, and he should know you aren’t scared of him.
  • So you calmly hand his order and tell him to have a nice day. Okay… that was just a weird vibe, you probably didn’t suspect a thing.
  • Then he saw the note as he got into his car. “Why did you never text me back? Are you afraid? You should be… ~MC”
  • He couldn’t tell what he was feeling. It should be anger, but for some reason, he wasn’t angry, he was amused… You were very cute thinking you could threat him like that.
  • He grins, yes, he is definitely making you pay for defying him like this when he takes you to paradise.

V

  • He stopped by this cozy coffee shop before going to the airport.
  • Seven told him where you worked, but he genuinely didn’t remember. Yes, so much was going on, and he was so worried for you staying in that apartment, your job was just a detail he completely forgot.
  • Of course you noticed this really handsome customer with blue hair. How could you not notice?
  • But he looked familiar… this blue hair… so unique and beautiful… where have you seen it before?
  • V? Well, you couldn’t see much from his profile pic, but yes… it looked like this guy standing in front of you, waiting for you to take his order…
  • He smiles softly as you apologize for spacing out. He even asks if you’re feeling well… yes, it’s him! You’re pretty sure!
  • “Cool camera! Is that a Nikon D5300?” you’ve been studying to exchange emails with his friend Rui, you really want him at the party since he’s V’s friend. “Yes, it is! Do you like photography?”
  • “ I do!” “Well, I just take pictures as a hobby.” Modest son of a bitch… “If you’re interested, you should check Rui’s work, he’s really good.”
  • “I hear that V guy is pretty good too. Have you heard about him?” Wow, you were cute… he couldn’t hold back his arousal from you saying you liked his work.
  • “I’m pretty sure he would like to take pictures of you, you would be a perfect model!” you blush, oh shit! You thought you were in the control here? Bless your soul…
  • You hand his order and watch him walk away, almost regretting for your silly note.
  • That he only sees when he’s about to catch the plane: “You shouldn’t be so modest, I bet you can make even me look good in a photo. ~MC”
  • He laughs softly, yes, he’s been so worried he almost forgot how sweet the new RFA member is.
  • Now he can’t wait for the party, maybe everything will be solved until then and he’ll be able to talk to you… and take lots of photos of you.
An Idea...

So I was stalking Tumblr the other day and I noticed that other than the artists and writers, the MM fandom isn’t really well acquainted with one another… I also did a little search and I don’t think this is a thing yet so here we go.

I was planning to have a fandom meetup here on Tumblr, so that those in the Mystic Messenger fandom can get to know each other and have a fun time.

(I also got inspired by the phandom meetups as I used to be in the phandom for a few years)

Since National Potato Chip Day lands on March 14th in America, I thought to have the meetup then to celebrate 707′s love for Honey Buddha chips at the same time!

I will make a page about this, and put it in my calendar, but I want to see the reception to this idea first.

So please share this around so that more and more people would know about it!! Thank you guys so much for the support xx

So under the cut is some info about what a meetup actually is:

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Hello everyone! First, we would like to thank all of our followers and we’re glad that many people are enjoying our blog and the Kuroshitsuji fandom! So, as 2017 is coming to end soon, we would like to invite you all to participate in the Kuroshitsuji Christmas and New Year Special Event!

The event is scheduled for December 25th to December 29th. Yes, five days to share anything you want! Share your love through photos, gifs, picspams, and much more! It’s a free theme event, so you can create your own prompts!

To participate, tag your work as #kurospecial2017 and #dailyblackbutler within the first 5 tags so we can see it! More questions, just ask us!

PS: Remember that all your posts need to be original and edited fanart is not allowed. Do not repost other people’s work.

Fireproof // Part 6

Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four | Part Five

Summary: Supernatural Half Blood Boarding School AU where students are paired with a human counterpart to help them adapt to the human world outside their supernatural communities.

Sitting down to dinner with Shawn’s parents was stressful. Not because you had to impress his dad. Not because you had to pretend to like the food- it was actually amazing. No, none of the obvious stress inducing reasons one might experience while sitting with their love interest’s parents. Your stress was caused by a particularly frisky dragon half blood and his tail that seemed to have a mind of its own.

You glance down at your lap when you feel his tail brush against your calf. Thinking nothing of it, you go about eating your potatoes and discussing with Karen the temperate fall weather the region was having. It’s not until his tail is rubbing against your inner thigh that you look down to see his tail slipped under the chair, between your legs and the end rubbing against your jean covered thigh. “Shawn,” you say softly and he glances over from his food. “Your tail.”

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BTS reaction: their girlfriend being a really famous idol/model in Korea but came from another country.

Anon requested:

Hi:) Can I request a BTS reaction to their girlfriend began a really famous model/idol in Korea but she came from another country☺️


Jin:

Originally posted by bwiseoks

Jin would absolutely love that about you! He would constantly be making comments about your beauty and talent and about what a great couple the two of you are.

“Jagi, we are the most beautiful AND most talented couple in Korea! Even though only one of us is Korean.”


Yoongi:

Originally posted by dreamyoongi

Yoongi would be extremely supportive of everything you do. He would always try to help with whatever he can - whether it’s producing a song, touring, or doing a photoshoot he would.

“Hey love, how’s work? Need any help with anything?”


Jhope:

Originally posted by bangtan

Hoseok would be the type of person who would want to know EVERY SINGLE DETAIL about what you do. He would be always curious about what you’re working on and what you will be working on.

“Hey baby, how did that photo shoot go? Tell me EVERYTHING! I want to know!”


Namjoon:

Originally posted by joonjuly

Namjoon would absolutely love your body, so he wouldn’t really like the fact that so many other people would get to see your it in ways that only he’s supposed to see it. He would be really jealous of your fans, always making sure the two of you are seen together in public so everyone knows you’re his.

“What the hell?! Someone on tumblr said that you have the nicest legs in Korea! First of all, you’re not even Korean! Second of all, you have the nicest legs in the entire world - not just Korea. But third of all, that dude has no right to talk about my girlfriend’s legs like that!”


Jimin:

Originally posted by kookiyoon

Jimin would find your job to be extremely sexy. He would be always asking you to collab with him on a dance or a song and would be extremely happy that the love of his life is also an idol.

“Jagi. Do you want to collab sometime? It’s going to be really fun!”


Taehyung:’

Originally posted by mvssmedia

Your biggest fan! He would watch all of your music videos, come to all of your concerts, and own a ton of merch of you.

“Y/N, love, do you mind signing my “Y/N” mug?”


Jungkook:

Originally posted by officialwookkibby

Jungkook would always brag bout you and how talented you are. He would always bring you with him to important events so he can show you off and would constantly remind himself how lucky he is to be dating someone like you.

“Yeah that’s my girlfriend, Y/N, she is a model, an idol and the most beautiful woman on Earth.”


REQUESTS ARE OPEN!

Pride Cakes!

Hey guys! I just got some recommendations to make a gender fluid and demisexual pride cake design for the next batch. I wanted to ask you all here what flags, I haven’t made yet, you would all like to see personally. I started making these a year ago because a lot of people at conventions really wanted me to design something LGBT+ related. Then I made these recent once based on the response and what my irl friends wanted to see.

I want everyone to feel included when I do things like this so feedback is needed. I made these because people wanted them and I liked the idea. I also don’t want any one else thinking I’m somehow ***phobic because I don’t have yours made yet. All cakes are welcomed!

For those that have no idea which cakes I already have made I’ll add in a list and a photo so you know what’s missing and you would like to see up next. :D

List: Gay, Bi, Pan, Ace, Non-Binary, Trans*, Gender Queer, Lesbian 

Coming Soon: Gender Fluid & Demisexual

Clint’s Daughter Part 3

Note: you guys wanted part 3, so here it is! I’m SO sorry if it sucks! feedback is welcome! .c

Part 1 Part 2 


So maybe avoiding Bucky after your little activity wasn’t the best idea. You could’ve marched right to where your dad was and told him you like Bucky and let him deal with it his own way. But no, you were too chicken and told Bucky you needed time to think. After sending a quick text to Natasha asking if anyone heard anything, you were relieved to discover nobody had.

Thankful for that, you spent the next few hours contemplating how you were supposed to tell your dad about Bucky. You weren’t official yet, Bucky saying something like “I want your dad to approve before I ask you out”. You thought it was sweet, but something made you think Bucky didn’t feel good enough.

You cared a lot about Bucky. His past wasn’t sunshine and rainbows, he had a lot of baggage to carry, regardless of any of that, you knew he had a heart of gold. Sure, most of the time you were making out or kissing, but you enjoyed the little talks you’d have about him or yourself. He was sweet, caring, he made you laugh, he was a good person underneath everything.

You just hoped your dad would see that.


You sighed frustratingly as you read over the group text you just got from the team as you sat on your bed.

Tony: Party tonight at 7! Wear your fanciest dresses and suits!
Sam: What’s the occasion?
Tony: I bought a new suit. I want people to see it.
Steve: Tony, you’re unbelievable. Just take a self photo or whatever they call it.
Sam: That’s called a selfie, Steven.
Nat: Accept the fact that Tony has an ego the size of Mt. Everest and start getting ready.
Wanda: I can’t believe it’s in two hours, Tony!
Tony: You have plenty of time to get ready, Maximoff.
Wanda: Two hours is not enough time for me!
Sam: Women.
Wanda: Really? You took an hour to fix your hair and you barely have any.
Steve: Y/N, what color dress are you wearing? I want to match with you!
You: Um, I have a royal blue dress Nat bought me…

*Bucky’s face bubble pops up*

You smiled to yourself, remembering all the times Steve tried to match your sundresses with his shirts when you were younger. You sighed and felt your phone vibrate again, thankful it wasn’t on sound or else you’d have a headache.

Sam: Maybe I want to match with Y/N.
Tony: Just get ready!!
Vision: Vibrate
Wanda: Vis, you have to do that yourself.

You tossed your phone on your bed after turning the screen off and groaned. You were thankful you showered earlier, so that gave you more time to get ready. You walked over to your closet and reached for the bag that covered the dress you were going to wear. Natasha was right when she said Tony could plan a party for no reason, so you had to be prepared.

You put the dress on your bed, still covered in it’s bag to keep dust off of it. You heard a knock on your door and you shuffled over, your shoulders slumping as you opened it. Nat and Wanda were standing there, dresses and hair products in their hands. You moved aside to let them in and you shut your door.

They put everything down on your bed and Nat turned to you. “Okay, why do you look like you found out your childhood crush died?” Nat questioned as she crossed her arms. Wanda looked at you with furrowed eyebrows. You groaned and walked over to your bed, sitting beside the dresses. “Because! I don’t know what to do.” You said, flailing your arms.

Wanda looked confused and Nat sighed. “Just tell your dad the truth!” Nat said as if it were the easiest thing to do. “What? Tell my dad I fell for the guy who I had sex with and usually have my tongue in his mouth?” You asked sarcastically, making Wanda gasp. “No way! Everyone thought you two were just hooking up!” Wanda said, her eyes wide.

You sighed and shook your head. “No, it’s more than that. But you know my dad, he’d freak out. My ex didn’t get off the hook easily after what happened.” You said, grimacing at the memories. Your dad hated your ex and has since altered the image of any man being deserving of his daughter. Wanda scoffed lightly. “Tony, too.” She said, Nat nodding in agreement.

Your eyebrows creased with confusion. “Why Tony?” You asked, leaning back on your hands. Nat snorted and shook her head. “Okay, have you forgotten a very valuable detail between the Winter Soldier and Tony Stark?” Nat asked you, her eyebrows raised. You suddenly remembered what happened before and you sighed heavily.

So now you not only had to worry about your dad possibly breaking Bucky’s neck, but also Tony. Again. You fell onto your back on your bed and stared up at the ceiling. “Kill me.” You muttered, hearing the two girls laugh. “No way, this is too juicy!” Nat said, making you glare at her, her lips holding a smirk. “Kidding, but seriously, you’ve gotta tell your dad soon.” She said, pulling you upward by your wrists.


An hour and a half went by and you were ready for the party. You could faintly hear the music from your room and you sighed, putting in your dangling diamond earrings Wanda let you borrow. You let your hands travel down your hips, straightening out your dress. “You look so hot.” Nat said, coming up beside you, her teeth showing from her smile.

Wanda hummed in agreement, standing by your other side. You smiled and rolled your eyes as you shook your head lightly. “You guys look amazing.” You said, turning to look at them. Nat was wearing a white dress with a low cut front and Wanda was wearing a black sequin dress that had slits on both sides of her legs. Yours only had one slit, with a low front and back.

Nat and Wanda linked their arms with yours and you all walked out of your room, your heels clicking against the floor as you made your way to the elevator. You nervously shifted in your spot, watching the floor numbers change every few seconds. You tried to calm your thoughts and nervousness, but you couldn’t.

Nat gave your shoulders a squeeze as the elevator opened and you sighed, giving her a tight lipped smile. You had a feeling something was going to happen tonight and you weren’t sure if it was going to be good or bad.

You and the girls walked down the hallway and stopped outside the doors, seeing a huge crowd of dancing people. “Wow.” You said, looking inside at the detailed party. There was huge chandelier hanging beautifully, little rainbows of colors dancing along it, fairy lights strung all over the edging of the walls, tables along the sides with white table cloths, and a huge food table.

Nat scoffed and walked in ahead of you and Wanda. “I don’t see how he does it.” Nat said to which you hummed in agreement. Your eyes searched the place, absentmindedly looking for Bucky. You finally spotted him near the bar with all of the men except Tony. Surely he was in the crowd of people, showing off his new suit. Typical, none of them would dance on their own.

Bucky looked absolutely breathtaking in his suit. It was fitting in all the right places and his hair was slicked back, making his jaw and cheekbones look all the more defined. His eyes were shining a beautiful blue, the lights around him making him glow.

Your breath hitched in your throat as you felt Wanda pulling you along. You all stopped at the bar and all eyes lifted and fell on you. Not Natasha or Wanda, no. You. You gulped and shifted under their wide eyes and mouths. Your dad smiled and stepped towards you, pulling you in for a hug. “You look beautiful!” He said, hugging you rather tightly.

You hugged Clint back and as he pulled away, you glanced at Bucky. “Thanks, Dad.” You said with a shy smile. Sam whispered something to Steve, making him chuckle. Bucky looked at the two with anger plastered all over his face. 

Clint tucked a strand of hair behind your ear and placed a kiss on your head. “I’m gonna go find Tony. Don’t get into any trouble, okay?” Clint said before walking off, drink in hand. You sighed softly. If only you knew, you thought. 

Nat slipped away, gathering the attention of a man she clearly knew, as her hands were already all over him. You watched as Wanda pulled Vision to the dance floor, leaving you to stand here near the other three men. Sam smirked at you, taking a sip from his cup. “So, Y/N,” Sam said, gaining your attention, “That dress is amazing.” He said, his eyes falling down your body.

You tried to ignore his stare but you could feel the heat rising in your cheeks. You saw Bucky shoot Sam a glare and he gripped his glass in his flesh hand. Steve scoffed and stood from his chair, circling around your body. “No, amazing doesn’t cut it. This dress is FANTASTIC!” Steve said with a chuckle. He stopped beside you and held his tie out for you to see. “We match.” Steve said, smiling down at you.

You couldn’t help but laugh at Steve. “Okay, if I remember correctly, didn’t you always try to do that when I was younger?” You asked, looking up at Steve. He snorted and nodded his head. “I, uh, yeah I remember that.” Steve said, his eyes landing on your cleavage before he met your eyes. You laughed along with Steve and forgot for a split second that Bucky was there. You cleared your throat and Steve’s cheeks burned red.

Bucky stood from his chair and shoved between you and Steve, walking off somewhere else. You watched after him and you were about to follow him, but Steve gripped your arm gently. “So, did you want to dance?” Steve asked, his tone hopeful. You nodded gently, he is your friend after all. Sam smirked after you. “I call next!” Sam yelled, making you laugh.

You danced with Sam and Steve together now, seeing Bucky’s figure sitting in his previous seat at the bar. Your dad and Tony were sitting on either side of Bucky, chatting along about nonsense. You twirled around with Steve, letting him pull you into him. “You really do look beautiful tonight, Y/N.” Steve said, twirling you again so you spun into a waiting Sam.

You smiled and danced along with Sam, his hand in yours and the other resting on your lower back. “Steve’s right, I can’t believe you used to be this shy little girl!” Sam said, laughing along with you. You enjoyed dancing with Sam and Steve, but the lingering stares were making you a tad bit uncomfortable. You were about to tell them you needed a break until Sam spun you into Steve.

Steve held you close and looked into your eyes, his hands coming up to brush along your cheek. Your eyebrows knitted together in confusion as he started to lean in, until you heard what sounded like a woman yelling from near the bar and glass breaking. You pulled away from Steve and looked to the scene, seeing Bucky breathing heavily and the mirror behind the bar shattered from him throwing his beer bottle into it.

You, Sam, and Steve rushed over to the bar, the crowd dancing though their eyes were on the Avengers before them. Clint was yelling at Bucky once you got there and you saw Tony holding his chest, his eyes wide. “What the hell is going on?” You asked, immediately resting your hand on Bucky’s arm. He was breathing heavily and his jaw was clenched.

Clint shook his head and glared at Bucky. “Yes, please do, tell us why you broke Tony’s mirror.” Your dad replied sarcastically, sounding much like you. The girls and Vision now joined and you saw Bucky sigh loudly. “It’s nothing.” Bucky grumbled, gently pulling his arm away from you. You frowned and you heart sank a tad, but you knew he needed some space.

This was clearly because Steve just tried to kiss you. You didn’t notice he and Sam had been flirting with you until now. Tony scoffed and shook his head. “Nothing!? You just broke a thousand dollars worth of a mirror for NOTHING?” Tony yelled, slapping the back of his hand against Bucky’s shoulder. He looked at Tony. “Yup.” He said, making Tony all the more angrier.

Tony clenched his fists and raised one, but you stepped in between him and Bucky. “Stop it! Stop, just stop.” You shouted, holding your hands up in front of you. 

A gasp fell from Steve’s mouth. “Oh no.” He said softly, making you and everyone else look at him. “What?” Clint snapped, “Sad you didn’t get your kiss from MY daughter?” Clint asked viciously. You rolled your eyes at how ridiculous your dad sounded. 

“Bucky.” Steve said, his voice soft. “I didn’t know.” Steve looked Bucky guiltily and you knew he had figured it out. The space fell silent and you felt Bucky’s hand rest on your lower back. “Didn’t know what?” Sam and Tony asked simultaneously. Your face started to heat up and you cleared your throat. It’s now or never.

You turned to your dad and he met your eyes. “Dad, I have something to tell you.” You said quietly, wincing when his eyes darted between you and Bucky. Clint furrowed his eyebrows and you could see the gears shifting in his eyes as he pieced it together. “No way!” Sam yelled, a light laugh falling from his mouth.

Clint’s lips formed a tight line and he stared at you, shaking his head. “Are you kidding me?” He asked, his tone serious. You shook your head gently, feeling Bucky’s hand grasp onto the material of your dress. You could tell he was nervous and scared. Tony gasped now and took a step back. “WHAT!” He yelled, causing the crowd to stop their dancing.

Tony apologized and told them to continue on. He turned to you and shook his head. “Y/N, my own worst enemy?” Tony asked, making your mouth fall open. “Tony, this isn’t like that!“ You yelled, anger bubbling in your veins. How dare he think you liked Bucky to spite him? Tony scoffed and shook his head again, turning and leaving the room.

Clint started to walk away and you called after him. “Dad! Please, let me explain!” You said, seeing him wave his hand. Your shoulders slumped a tad and you turned to Bucky. “Bucky, I’m sorry.” You whispered, wrapping your arms around his waist. He held you close and sighed. “Just talk to them.” Bucky said quietly. You nodded and pulled him along, going to find Tony and Clint.

The others followed behind you and you could hear Sam and Steve whispering to each other in the elevator. “I can’t believe you tried to kiss her!” “I got caught in the moment, Sam! I didn’t know they were more than make out sessions!” “Dude, even I’m not that bold.” “Oh shut up, you know you wanted-” “Guys!” You shouted, turning to them as the elevator came to a stop.

Bucky’s arm was held protectively around your waist, trying his best not to punch the two Avengers. You both knew he’d regret it. You sighed, all of you walking into the common room. Clint and Tony were sitting on the couch, unreadable looks on their faces. You took a deep breath as they looked up at you. “I want you two to listen to me, please.” You said with a steady voice.

Clint stood to his feet, his hands on his waist. “Dad, I know what happened last time, but Bucky has been so sweet to me. I like him a lot. And it means more to me that you approve.” You said, looking at your dad. 

He sighed and looked at Bucky, raising his eyebrows. Bucky cleared his throat, his hand holding you tighter. “Clint, I won’t hurt her. I’m not like her ex. I promise, I’d never do anything to cause her any pain.” Bucky said, his voice soft.

Bucky looked at Tony. “And I’m sorry for breaking your overpriced mirror and scaring you. Though to be fair, your scream scared me, too. But anyways, I got jealous.” Bucky muttered the last part and you blushed, a smile forming on your lips. 

Clint snorted and you snapped your head towards him. He was covering his mouth and Tony was glaring at Clint. “Wait, TONY is the one that screamed?” Wanda asked, her eyes wide.

The room all looked at Tony and everyone started laughing, making him hide his face in his hands. “Oh my God!” Sam coughed from laughing so hard. Clint walked over to you and Bucky. “Clearly she really likes you, James. I can’t make her not date you.” Clint said, shaking Bucky’s metal hand. You smiled and bit your lip.

Tony gasped and stood beside the others. “Wait, what!?” Tony yelled, shaking his head. Clint sighed and turned to Tony. “He’ll pay for the mirror.” Clint said before turning back to you and Bucky. You smiled and hugged your dad tightly. “Thank you.” You whispered, feeling his smile against your shoulder.


You were sitting in the kitchen, sipping on a cup of water. It’s been a few hours since the party had ended and you said goodnight to everyone. You heard footsteps approaching the kitchen, seeing Bucky appear in his sweats and nothing else. You smirked and set your cup down on the counter. Bucky walked over to you and pressed a kiss to your forehead.

You held Bucky’s waist, smiling up at him. “Hey there, lover.” You said softly. Bucky chuckled and he bent down to pick you up, sitting you on the counter. “Doll, how can you still be so beautiful?” Bucky asked, his hands rising up underneath your old worn out band t-shirt. You let your eyes close as you felt his lips press to your pulse point.

A soft moan fell from your parted lips and Bucky smirked. You let your legs wrap loosely around his waist, your hands holding onto his biceps. “Bucky, someone could walk in.” You whispered, feeling his thumbs sneak under the band of your shorts. He chuckled deeply, nipping at your skin. “Let them, I don’t care.” Bucky said lowly, your hands gripping onto his arms as his hands moved to your thighs.

You suddenly heard someone clear their throat and Bucky pulled away from you, gasping. You saw your dad standing there and he held up a hand before you or Bucky could say anything. “Don’t. Just let me get my juice in peace.” Clint said, avoiding eye contact. 

He got his juice and stopped with his back turned to you and Bucky. “Remember, I’ll shoot your other arm with one of my arrows, James.” Clint said before walking out of the kitchen. You let go of the breath you didn’t know you were holding and Bucky turned to face you, his face red. 

“I told you!” You whispered as your cheeks flushed. Bucky let out a breathy laugh, resting his forehead against yours. “I love you.” Bucky said, holding your cheeks. Your heart fluttered. “I love you too.” You said before kissing Bucky, letting him carry you to your room.

You were full of joy and content, finally having the happiness you never knew you’d find in the arms of Bucky Barnes.

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Of Paparazzi and Succulents

Summary: Actor!Dan is running away from a mob of fans when he runs into a flower shop. There, he meets a quirky florist who has an absurd liking towards succulents, seeming to think they have feelings of their own.
Word Count: 10,927
Warnings: Mobbing fans, anxiety attack, swearing, sexuality denial
A/N: Special thanks to @humhallephan and @moondaniel for giving me editing tips, you guys are awesome! This was originally a prompt from an anon so I hope you guys like it!

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Dan knew it was a bad idea to go outside. He knew exactly what would happen when he went out (he could hear the squeals and screams even now), but he did it anyways. All he wanted to do was to go to store to grab some more dinosaur-shaped chicken nuggets, but of course, he couldn’t enjoy the everyday luxury of going out to the store.

As soon as he stepped out of his flat, a hush fell over the street and he sucked his breath in, waiting to see what would happen. Then, not even two minutes later, he was being pushed, screamed at, and had sobbing girls crying into his shoulder.

And all he had wanted was some damned dinosaur nuggets.

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Rachel Amber

is exactly how I thought she would be.

LiS built her up to be this goddess, a “muse,” the life-of-the-party that everyone loved. People wanted to be her and be with her. You never see her in person, but people have tons of photos and drawings and stories that make her out to be some sort of Greek diety, like she was so larger-than-life that it was hard to believe she ever existed. Over the course of the game, Max finds the cracks in that facade and finds Rachel to be a bit of a pushover and a liar, but those who were closest to her never stop adoring her (specifically Chloe and Frank).

We finally see her in all her glory, the height of her popularity and from the perspective of someone who loved her unconditionally. From her voice to her aesthetic, her attitude and her hobbies, she’s exactly how I envisioned her.

She’s a cocky teenager with lofty ideals. She speaks her mind and isn’t about to let someone walk over her. Her actions show that she puts on a good show, looking the part of a total badass in public, but is selfish and direct in private, thought the transition doesn’t feel unnatural, like it was always there. She’s a fire that needs to be stoked or it’ll go out.

Chloe in LiS is very much like Rachel in BtS. Now, we see where she got it from.

Nikki’s 50th Birthday

Based on this post…. x

Notes: it’s fluffy and a bit rushed, sorry!!!

Word count: 1800+

Thank you to my 210+ followers. You are all incredible!!

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“Here comes Harry Holland with the winning shot. And it’s in! He wins!”

“Dude, we were playing you on two.” Paddy groaned because he was on Harry’s team and was taking all the credit.

“Yeah. Anyways. You missed.” Sam chuckled getting the rebound and passing the basketball to you so you could take the shot. “Take the losers!” Sam laughed as you high fives him. “Victory lap!” You hop on Sam’s back and he runs around the backyard.

“Kids! Young adults. Whatever you kids call yourselves these days. Can you please come inside and help us set up?” Dom asked sliding the back door open to yell at the kids.

“Sorry Dad.”

“Yeah. We’re coming.” You all walk inside and Tessa’s runs around your legs, hoping you’d feed her soon.

“Tessa. Stop scratching me.” You scold her and she sits and looks at you with puppy eyes. You find a ball and throw it out the door so she can run after it and then Dom can shut the door so she stays outside. Dom gave everyone jobs. Harry had to put the balloons everywhere. Sam was in charge of making the kebabs and salads. Paddy got to hang up some streamers and a huge ‘Happy Birthday’ sign in the lounge room. Nikki had decided to go for a drive to pick up the cake she had ordered for her own birthday.

“What about me Dom?” You ask him and he chuckles.

“Whatever you feel like. Maybe just make sure everything looks good. A women’s touch is always helpful.”

“Thanks Dom. I’m glad we got that cleared up before anything else happened.” You giggle and walk into the kitchen and decided to help Sam.

“So, you coming to Canada with Harry and I on Sunday?”

“Yeah. I’m almost packed.” You smile at Sam.

“Awesome. I’m so glad you’re around. Seriously. Having brothers is great, but they drive me insane. At least you’re normal.” Sam chuckled. “I don’t even know what you see in my brother, but you somehow make it work.”

“That’s because-”

“I don’t need to hear about your sex like with my brother.”

“I wasn’t going to. I was going to say, because I get along with you guys so well, it makes it easier for me to not miss him so much. Considering I pretty much crashed here all last week, and the week before, your parents have probably found it easy to cook for four kids people, I’ve just replaced Tom.”

“You can replace Tom any day. Seriously, he drives me up the walls. And he’s not even here.” Sam said tossing the salad and putting it in the fridge. Paddy snuck in and stole some cherry tomatoes from the bench and sat on the stool.

“When is everyone meant to get here?”

“Whenever they want.” Sam said beginning to create the skewers of meat and vegetables. You wash your hands and begin to help him out. Harry comes over with his camera and takes some photos.

“Harry. Put the camera away.” Sam sneered at his twin gesturing to you.

“It’s fine Sam. Seriously.” You smile. When you first started dating Tom, and the media and his fans found out you got some mixed responses which you had expected. Heaps of people began asking you about your private life, and you wanted to keep it that way. Tom made a personal rule to his family that if you were to be in any photos, you would have to be with everyone not just you and another person, not so you got left out but so people didn’t the wrong idea. He never verbally told you this, but you caught on quite quickly. Hence why you never travelled with him, until this trip to Canada which you were so happy about. You got to see Harrison too. You hadn’t seen him in months.

“Moms going to be back any second!” Sam exclaimed trying to tidy up the mess in the kitchen.

Meanwhile, in Nikki’s car, Tom said there grasping onto the cake in his lap.

“You nervous? You look nervous.” Nikki laughed stirring around the corner.

“No. I mean, I haven’t seen the family in months. I just feel-”

“Guilty. But we are so proud of you.” Nikki smiled pinching his cheek. “(Y/N) is really excited to see you. I haven’t told any of them that you’re coming today.”

“Seriously? I even told Harry that I would see him next week, maybe he just brushed it off.” Tom chuckled looking at the daffodils at his feet. Nikki pulls into the drive way and grabs Tom’s small luggage bag and starts to walk into the house.

“Surprise Mom.” The boys yell out showing her the decorated house.

“Oh kids. Thank you.” Nikki smiles hugging each of her sons. Paddy hugs his mother and then goes to sit on the couch with you.

“Actually, I have a surprise of my own.” Nikki coughs and Tom walked through the door. He was wearing a blue cap, with jeans and a grey sweat shirt. You were almost certain he had a button down shirt under his jumper as well.

“Tom!”

“Tom’s back.”

“You told us you weren’t coming!”

“But Canada. Filming.”

“You’re such a mommy’s boy.” The boys began to tease him as they shook his hand or did a hand shake. You got up off the couch and walked over to him, with a small skip and wrapped your arms tightly around his neck. He placed yours on your hips and smiled proudly.

“I’ve miss you so much.” Tom whispered placing a peck to the top of your head. You were the perfect size which allowed him to do that. That boy just makes you weak at the knees.

“I’ve miss you too.” You smile letting go at him. He gives you the bouquet of flowers and you hold his hand. “Daffodils? Thank you.” you smiled, your cheeks showing some heat. Tom brought you daffodils on your first date. What a heart throb. “How has everything been?” You ask him shocked that he was here, but excited that he was here.

“Amazing. Canada is awesome. You’re going to love it.”

“Really?” You smile excitedly. Tom nodded and lead you into the kitchen and you both sat by the dining table.

“Why didn’t you tell us you were coming back!” Paddy exclaimed as Dom opened the back door to let Tessa in to greet her owner.

“I wanted it to be a surprise.” Tom chuckled. Well obviously.

“Come here Tessa!” Tom smiled excitedly and she jumped onto his lap and licked his face.

“Okay. That’s enough.” Tom smiled and placed a hand on the back of your chair. He was always clingy when he came home. You were wearing a plain cotton dress and some canvas shoes.

“Here. Let me find a vase for your flowers.” Dom suggested looking through the drawers and finally found one.

“Dude. You missed it. The other day we all went into the city and saw the sick fire works display. You know the firework display we always saw as kids, well yeah it was on last week and we all had dinner and went to that nice burger joint around the corner.” Sam began telling his story to Tom. Tom’s hand grazed over your shoulder and clutched onto it softly. He hated missing out on family events like that, and you knew that. He would always tighten his grip on you if he was very upset, nervous, angry or jealous. You could tell he was upset. You picked at the cut up loaf of bread on the table and feed it to Tessa.

“Good girl.” You smiled as she licked her nose. Tom’s hand grazed Tessa’s fur. Before long, guests started to arrive at the Holland home.

“Here Dom. Let me help.” You suggest getting up from your spot and walking over to Tom’s father. You help him carry the trays off meat, skewers and vegetables which he was going to grill.

“Tom’s here!” One of Tom’s cousins shouted hugging me.

“Hey bud. What’s up?” He asked picking up the younger boy.

“I missed you.” He said and hugged Tom’s chest.

“I’ve miss you to buddy.” Tom said placing a peck on the boys forehead. “How was kindergarten been?”

“Really good! Guess what! We got to dress up as superheroes and I dressed up as you.”

“No way that’s awesome.”

“Tommy?”

“Yes bud.”

“Is your pretty girlfriend here?”

“(Y/N) yeah of course she is.”

“Can we see her?”

“Of course bud.” Tom carried him over to you where you were still helping Dom out.

“(Y/N)! (Y/N) I have a question.”

“Of course champ. You can ask me anything.” You smile putting the tongs down to face the small boy in Tom’s arms.

“Who is going to look after me when you go to Canada?” He sniffled.

“I’m only going for two weeks, okay? I’ll be back in time for your birthday.” You tell him pinching his cheek. After a late lunch, you sat outside with Tom and Harry. You sat next to Tom, and caresses his cheek with your thumb.

“What are you doing?”

“You’ve got acne scars. You’re breaking out again. Does that mean we can have another facial night?” You ask excitedly.

“Facial night? Aww can I join too?” Harry joked and Tom sipped on his beer. He had his phone out as the sun was going down. He was filming the lit fire move in the darkness. You place your head on his chest.

“So, were you surprised?” He asked twirling his empty beer on the table.

“That you came home for like, two days. Yeah.” You tell him. “You should’ve told me.” You begin to playfully hit his chest. Tom rolled his eyes. Nikki, Dom, Sam and Paddy eventually all joined us. We were just having quiet drinks.

“I would just like to thank you all here, for not only being here, but for making this the best 50th birthday I could’ve asked for. And Tom, thank you for being here. Oh man, I’m going to cry again and I said I wasn’t. I think it’s the alcohol.” Nikki teared up as she picked up a napkin from the table and dried her eyes. You don’t know if it was possible, but you somehow managed to get closer to Tom. You legs now dangled off his. His lips placed of your head and didn’t leave that position unless he spoke. You couldn’t help but stare at the infamous necklace he consistently wore around a Chan in linked around his neck.

“(Y/N) you listening?” Paddy asked waving a hand in your face and laughing.

“Y-yeah.” You stumble.

“I was just saying that I’m so glad that you’re here, and I really hope you enjoy Montreal and thank you so much for supporting our son. It means a lot to this family.” Nikki smiled at you and you smiled back. Nikki had been the greatest to you in the last couple of weeks when you were both missing Tom. Sure you were only his girlfriend, but Nikki could see how much it pained you when he wasn’t around. There were times that you felt like giving up because you didn’t know when or if he was coming back. Nikki was pretty much a mother figure to you, and she loved you like her own. Actually, you were pretty sure she loved you before Tom realised he loved you. Tom lifted up his drink one last time for the night and drank the rest of it.

Y'all I just want to say that lately I have been seeing more and more art posts on my dash that have image descriptions and I cannot describe how happy that makes me like I feel like real progress has been happening and I just want to say thank you to every single one of you that put captions on your image post or add captions to other people’s posts. Like it used to be that I would never in a million years see a post of fan art that had a description and like it was just normal and I would automatically scroll past lots of photo posts, but now it’s like I see one with the caption every couple days and like now I actually check for them just in case because more and more people are actually adding them lately??? It’s amazing and I am so here for this new piece of Tumblr culture thank you so much for adding image descriptions to your photo and fan art posts.

anonymous asked:

I'm not sure if this is a fair question, but by any chance do you have any photos of quotes that have deep, depressing meanings but only someone who's depressed will understand them? I want one on my lock screen but I don't want anyone else to see it and know I'm depressed as fuck.

I’m not sure if there’s something that only depressed people would understand. I know that songs/lyrics are very deep so try to find some of those.

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‘Good morning everybody it is now 8.22 am and we have a special guest for you today on the radio. It is the talented and beautiful YN!’ Nick announced on the radio. You were on the radio 1 breakfast show with Nick to promote your new album.

‘Hello.’ You said in the mic.

‘Hello YN, how are you?’ Nick asked. ‘I am really good, a bit tired, but good.’ You said.

‘Good to hear. So, new album coming up. What can we expect?’

‘Well the album has a bit of everything really. I didn’t stick to one genre, I just wrote songs that came naturally and the ones I loved the best just came on the album. It wasn’t like I wanted one type on ‘mood’ for the album.’

‘Your latest single ‘yellow’ is a big hit so I am sure the rest of the album is going to great too.’ Nick said and you thanked him.

‘Talking about your single, it is a bit of a love song, isn’t it?’

‘Yes, it is. It was a song that really just wrote itself and I am in love with it. It talks about love in a real way I guess and not in a way how everything is perfect.’

‘I need to ask this so I am very sorry but is the song about somebody in particular?’

‘I know people really want to know this stuff but I am sad to announce that the song isn’t about one person in particular. I wrote this song out of many experiences I had with love. The song doesn’t only talk about just my romantic history but also about friendship/ family.’

‘That’s great. We will be chatting with YN a little later but first some music. Here is YN’s latest single Yellow.’ Nick announced and muted the mics. You putted of your headphones and took a sip from your coffee.

‘I really am a big fan of your music.’ Nick said and you smiled. ‘Thank you so much, I am a fan of your show.’ You said and it was true. You may live in LA now but when you were in London last year with a couple of friends, you woke up to his show and you really enjoyed his humor. You often put on his show when you are home alone.

‘Aren’t you sad it is going to end?’ You asked, you knew tomorrow was his last breakfast show. ‘I am not quitting radio, I am just stopping to do the breakfast show and honestly I am not mad about not having to set an alarm.’ He said. You laughed and nodded. ‘Yeah I wouldn’t mind not having to set an alarm for a while either.’

‘Starting in 30 seconds.’ A producer called and you both went back to your sides of the table and putted on your headphones.

‘Good morning to those who just woke up, we are here with YN.’ Nick announced when the song was over.

‘Good morning everybody.’ You said.

‘YN, you are known for being quite active on Instagram, is social media something you really like?’ Nick asked.

‘Social media is a good way of connecting with people and I like Instagram because I love taking pictures. About me being very active, I just recently started being really active. I used to be scared about what I can and can’t post but I think I kind of figured it out.’ You said.

‘Aren’t you scared people are going to know too much?’ Nick asked.

‘No, like I just said I think I figured out a good balance between sharing but not oversharing. At the end of the day I show what I want you to see.’ You said.

‘You also give the most amazing captions and comments on your photos, they are just amazing.’ Nick said. You laughed and thanked him.

‘Before you walked in, I was like I want to be on this girls Instagram and see what she would caption it.’ Nick said with a laugh.

‘Well, we can take a picture and I will make your wish come true.’ You said the last part in a very posh English accent.

You took another break and talked some more about performing and writing songs. Before you knew the interview was done.

‘It was really nice to meet you.’ You said while getting up from your chair. ‘You too darling.’ Nick said and you gave each other a hug. ‘YN?’ Nick asked and you looked at him. ‘I am having this little dinner party tonight because tomorrow will be my last show. I would really like for you to come. If you are free?’ Nick asked and you smiled wide. You had an amazing time with Nick on the radio.

‘I would love to come.’ You said and you exchanged phone numbers.

You left the building and got a text from Nick already saying, ‘We are going to be great friends.’ You couldn’t help laughing because you knew he was right.

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You were late and god do you hate to be late somewhere. The meeting you had to attend kept dragging on. You walked out of your taxi after paying and thanking the kind man and walked towards the restaurant. 30 minutes late. You had texted Nick that you were going to be late and he said they would wait for you to arrive. You were nervous because these are all people you don’t know and now they had to wait for their dinner because of you.

You walked in the restaurant and told the woman at the front that you were here for Nick Grimshaw. She took a menu and walked you to a seperate room in the restaurant. When she opened the door, the room was filled with chatter. There was a large table set in the middle of the room and their were about 20 people sitting around the table. The woman handed you the menu and walked back. You thanked her and took a deep breath before walking more into the room.

Nick noticed you and yelled ‘YN!’ which made everybody to stop talking and look at you. You smiled and walked to Nick. You handed him the present you got your assistant to get him. ‘Hi Nick.’ you said and he stood up to give you a hug. You looked at the rest of the table and said, ‘So sorry that you had to wait.’

‘Hey, we are all still alive so don’t worry about it.’ Nick said and added, ‘Guys this is YN, she is my new best friend so be nice otherwise I will kick your asses.’ You laughed and waved at the table. ‘You can sit down there.’ Nick said to you and pointed at a spot where there were two empty chairs. You went over to your place but said hello to everybody first, introducing yourself and getting all of their names. When you got to the empty chairs you looked and saw that there was a pink phone laying on one of those chairs, so you took place on the other one.

‘Let’s order, shall we?’ Nick said and everybody opened their menu, the chatter returning to the table. You opened yours and looked at all the choices the restaurant has.

‘So YN, I just want to say that I really like your new song.’ The girl next to you said, her name was Fiona and she was a colleague of Nick’s on the radio. ‘Thank you so much, Fiona. I really enjoy the breakfast show. I especially love your and Nick’s banter. Always puts a smile on my face.’ You said and she thanked you.

You were both talking about what you were going to order when you felt a presence next to you. Before you could look next to you, Nick said, ‘Ah how nice of you to join us again H.’

‘Shut up Nick.’ Harry said in a teasing tone and sat down next to you. Everybody went back to looking at their menus. Harry looked at you and extended his hand saying, ‘YN, right?’ You nodded and shaked his hand saying a ‘Nice to meet you.’

‘I am a big fan of the new song, it’s a real hit.’ He said and you laughed. ‘Thank you, I really enjoy your music too. The album is amazing.’ You said and Harry was about to say something when the waiter showed up asking what everybody wanted to eat.

‘Oh god, I don’t know what to take.’ You whispered to yourself. ‘I recommend the risotto, I always take it when I come here. It is the best thing to get.’ Harry said.

‘Okay but how do you know it is the best thing to get when you always order the same thing?’ You asked. He gave you a surprised smile ans said, ‘Touche, but why go away from something that you know is good.’ He said. ‘I like to try new things, makes life exciting.’ You said and ordered the risotto when the waiter looked at you.

‘I will take the summer pasta.’ Harry said and you looked at him. ‘Summer pasta?’ You asked and he looked at you. ‘Well you ordered the thing I recommended you, might as well follow your advice.’ He said and you smiled, shaking your head.

About 30 minutes later, your dinner arrived. The risotto looked really good and the smell just made you want to dig in right away. Harry’s pasta also looked really good. You took a bite from the risotto and couldn’t help but moan at the taste. Harry looked at you and said with a teasing smile, ‘Good right?’ You nodded, while taking another bite.

‘How’s the pasta?’ You asked. ‘It’s really good actually, really happy I took your advice.’ He said and you both ate in silence enjoying the taste of the amazing food.

The further the evening went the more noise their was in the room. Everybody was talking and drinking and just having fun really. You weren’t drunk but you could feel the alcohol in your body.

You and Harry were both laughing at something that happened to him a while back on stage. You had been talking to each other the whole night and you were really enjoying yourself with him.

You both left the restaurant at around 1 am, saying goodbye and going your separate ways. You had such a great time tonight with Harry and you had exchanged phone numbers during the evening.

Let’s say you really hope he would call to hang out again soon.

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