or the save the pearls thing

SDCC SU Panel stuff!

- Zach: “Rebecca, what can you tell us about what’s to come next on Steven Universe?”
Rebecca: “I’m really excited, well … We’ve had these incredibly huge events lately, and we’re just gonna see the fallout, this bomb, there will be HUGE consequences to everything that’s happened, and the rollercoaster has sort of rocketed forward from here on out, so these next episodes were really exciting to make.”

- A VERY intense trailer was shown of what’s to come next. I couldn’t see it, I could only hear it. The audio I transcribed below:
Pearl: “I thought you’d see it someday, but … I thought I’d be there with you.”
Steven: “You’re safe! You’re here! I’m here! We’re safe, everything’s fine.”
Connie: “But it’s not, though.”
Steven: “I just wanted to save everyone, but I couldn’t even do that. I don’t know how I’m gonna get you out of this. Are you doing okay?”
Sadie: “Well, I’m worried about Lars being in space, and I hope he’s safe and all.”
Blue or Yellow Zircon: “You RAN?! From Blue and Yellow Diamond?!!”
Greg: “I don’t know anything about Homeworld, I don’t know anything about your (intangible), you guys have to put it in the contest!”
Pearl: “There are things on Earth that are impossible for me to explain. But I want to.”
Lapis: “They’re gonna take her anger out on this planet, just like they did before. I WON’T let myself get caught up in another war.”
Peridot: “Earth is our home now! Isn’t it worth fighting for … ?”

- A new Save The Light trailer was shown, and a new Peridot was revealed in the game! Her name is ‘Squaridot’, she has square hair, limb enhancers, and a left eye gem.

- Q: “Would Rainbow Quartz be the same or different with Steven?”
Rebecca: "Rainbow Quartz 2.0 would variably be different …….. it …….. Forget I said that. That’s a very good question thank you.”

- Q: “Have we seen the full extent of Lion’s powers?”
Rebecca: “I don’t think we’ve seen the full extent of Lion’s abilities yet”, etc.

- Q: “Which Off Color do you relate the most to and why?”
Rebecca: “Rhodonite. The neurotic one.”
Zach: “Padparadscha.”
Deedee: “Padparadscha.”

- Q: “I was wondering if there was any challenges making the music for the show?”
Rebecca: “Oh of course, we don’t get any extra time to do episodes with songs in them than episodes without songs in them. I think the most challenging one was Mr. Greg.”

- Q: “While making the show (cont.), I’ve been a creator for a long time, and I just had to ask: Do you gauge if something’s gonna be really popular? Like Padparadscha immediately became an enormous meme.”
Rebecca: “I think we focus on loving what we’re making. We all love Padaparadscha, so … I suppose it wasn’t a surprise to see people loved her too. I think some of the stuff that catches on is the fun ideas we have, and that was one of those where someone at a big writer’s meeting pitched that concept of a Sapphire that sees the past and we all just loved it instantly (cont.) … and thought how sweet that would be. And I always thought of Sapphires being Zelda-esque, so I really wanted a sort of Peach to contrast her Zelda.”

- Q: “Was Lars becoming pivotal something you planned from the beginning?”
Rebecca: “I think it happened naturally, because Lars was one of the oldest characters in the show. I was drawing Lars and Sadie back in college. They’re older than Steven Universe. I think they were always gonna be very very important.”

Basically what happened in The Trial
  • <p> <b>Blue Diamond:</b> So. Who broke her?<p/><b>Everyone:</b> ...<p/><b>Blue Diamond:</b> I'm not mad. I just wanna know.<p/><b>Steven:</b> I did. I broke-<p/><b>Blue Diamond:</b> No. No, you didn't. Yellow?<p/><b>Yellow Diamond:</b> Don't look at me. Look at this Ruby.<p/><b>Eyeball:</b> What? I didn't break her.<p/><b>Yellow Diamond:</b> Funny. How'd you even know she was broken?<p/><b>Eyeball:</b> Because she was sitting right in front of me and she was broken.<p/><b>Yellow Diamond:</b> ...Suspicious.<p/><b>Eyeball:</b> No, it's not.<p/><b>Zircon:</b> I-if I may, the traitorous Pearl was Pink's Pearl...<p/><b>Yellow Pearl:</b> What are you talking about? She wasn't even under her authority!<p/><b>Zircon:</b> Oh, really? Then why is all of her things associated with pink?<p/><b>Yellow Pearl:</b> Because she was gay for Rose Quartz, everyone knows that, ZIRCON.<p/><b>Steven:</b> All right, let's stop fighting, I broke her, let me be executed, Blue Diamond.<p/><b>Blue Diamond:</b> No! Who broke her?<p/><b>Everyone:</b> ...<p/><b>Blue Pearl:</b> My Diamond... White Diamond has been awfully quiet recently.<p/><b>White Diamond:</b> REALLY?!<p/><b>Everyone:</b> [loud incoherent arguing]<p/><b>Lars:</b> ????<p/><b>BD [while no one is listening]:</b> I broke her. She wanted to save the Earth so I shattered her. I predict everyone will be at each other's throats in five minutes. Good. It was getting a little chummy around here.<p/></p>

Your senior year roommate calls herself Clarity. She’s very small and rumpled and distant, and she goes for long walks in the forest south of campus when she’s frustrated. You aren’t friends, but you coexist peacefully. It’s enough.

The creature on your co-owned Walmart futon isn’t Clarity.

It looks like her. Enough to fool a casual observer, certainly. Enough to fool someone who hasn’t been soldering sterling silver for six hours. But you have, and the truth of silver lingers, and the Thing That Looks Like Clarity is sprouting delicate flowers from the skin of its bare shoulders.

It’s sitting cross-legged and perfectly, terribly still, tracking your eyes as you take all this in. When you sigh and set down your backpack, it says, “Hello, smith. There didn’t seem to be any sense in pretending.”

“Jeweler,” you say, and, “I go by Florence, these days. What should I call you?”

It blinks, languid and slow. “I’m not here to usurp. I’m a… placeholder.”

“It’s still confusing as shit, my guy.”

It considers this at length. Finally, with the air of one who has just solved a great puzzle, it says “Claire. We will know, the two of us.”

“Works for me. Nice meeting you, Claire.”

And that seems to be all there is to say. Your roommate’s been stolen by the Fair Folk, you’re living with a changeling, and there’s not much you can do about either of these things. You scroll through Instagram until it gets tired of watching you and wanders out into the hallway.

So that’s Claire.

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Interesting Things from the Steven Universe Art and Origins book:

- The Gems were originally going to be straight up magical girls that transformed and had separate civilian identities.

- Another early concept is that they were created by a “mother” to protect the humans, but “mother” decided to destroy humanity so the girls formed “the giant woman” to defeat “mother” and save humanity.

- an early pre-pilot episode idea involved “Baby the badass biker-guy who wants to be a magical girl”

- other pre-pilot episode ideas had Steven’s crush on “Priyanka” (most likely early Connie), Pearl having a crush on the Pizza Guy, and Sadie possessed by a necklace that turns her into a popular singer and Lars potentially saving her.

- Steven is the opposite of a man-child, he’s a child-man!

- Rebecca says “Dramatic things don’t only happen to cool, serious people. And life doesn’t stop being ridiculous when a tragedy occurs.”

- Some old mythos from the pilot pitch - crystal gems were from another universe, Rose “vanished like a phoenix when Steven inherited her gem”, Rose would visit Steven’s dreams and give him advice and when he woke up roses would be growing around his body “which he finds very embarassing”

- the design of the human characters evolved from “food-centric” brainstorming. (i’m going to guess that being familiar with Akira Toriyama’s work might have helped with that)

- Rebecca in the pitch described the star symbol for the show as “They can look poppy and fun, but also ancient and magical.” and “It’s positive! It’s beautiful! It’s patriotic! It’s America!”

- Their goal was “doing Disney, seventies anime, and Hannah Barbera - all in the same art style”

- The crew enjoys using cartoons to talk about real world concepts because “People let their guard down when they watch cartoons.”

- The early Homeworld Gem concepts for “Cheeseburger Backpack” are extravagant and outlandish in a really gorgeous way, like a bunch of runway fashion models, They also played with the idea of having some of them wear faceplate helmets/masks like the Gem Temple statue has.

- Bismuth notes: “flirty with Pearl like construction worker”, thinks Pearl is hilarious/awesome “This high-class trophy wife who fights and kills people!”, “Huge respect for Garnet as an inter-class fusion - Sapphire for giving up privilege, Ruby for hitting that”

- The writers play a game where someone draws a scenario, and the picture gets passed to three different people who each write part of a story based on it. They’ve used a few of these for episode ideas.

- “Island Adventure” came from an episode idea that just read “Lars and Sadie make out - even though they’re not together.” It’s described as “Clearly, this was something we all wanted to happen.”

- “Onion Friend” also started out as one of these, the original idea involved “Grandma Shallot”

- “Future Boy Zoltron” came from two different writing games, one with Garnet using her future vision to do fortune telling (and being too blunt about it), and one with Steven reuniting Mr. Smiley with his old comedy partner. The notes for the latter include “also they were clearly lovers”

- The story game that eventually became “We Need to Talk” had Greg walk in on Steven and Connie kissing in the beginning and trying to give them the other “talk”, and he learned about fusion when he saw Pearl and Amethyst practicing it. 

- There was also an as-of-now unused idea set soon after Garnet joining the Crystal Gems about Rose asking her to fuse and Garnet being uncomfortable with it and Peal being annoyed that Garnet is uncomfortable with it

- There was an idea the writers kicked around for a while about a floating continent the Gems had elevated years ago called “Airstralia”

- It’s important that Steven is “as excited about everyday human things as he is about magic Gem things”

- About “Mindful Education”: “How can we make a story about meditation exciting? How can we get kids invested in a way that will make them want to see meditation work for the characters?”

- There are also “Design a Gem/Design Gem Technology” games where one person draws a character or object and another has to come up with the description. One of these is a potential design for a healed Earth Beetle, a tiny gem about the size of Steven’s head. Some of the “tech” is a gem embedded in a slice of pizza, a device that projects thoughts that Steven uses to spy on Lars’ dreams (complete with doodle of him dreaming about Sadie and Steven saying”I knew it!”), and a visor that shows you someone’s power level but also how sad they’re feeling - “with this information you can fight them physically and emotionally”

- The writers think ““I knew it!” is always better than “I didn’t see that coming””, so they like dropping lots of hints into the show

- With Ruby and Sapphire, Rebecca wanted to make a couple that looked very different from each other but were also obviously a perfect match for each other.

- Early versions of Peal and Garnet’s fusion were a lot more stoic-looking

- Steven and Connie’s relationship is described as “the pure love of children” and “that eternal love that could withstand anything” 

- About Peridot: shows that you can be hyperactive and weird but still loved, also showing that you can be friends with people who were raised differently from you, also “a straight-up corny alien”

- the ideas that Gems could pull things out of their gems and shapeshift came from old Tex Avery-type cartoons: “ What if we take the way that a classic cartoon character acted and turned it into a superpower?”. Also “One of our goals was to have these characters who were powerful heroes, but also have them be funny and weird too.”

- from a Storyboard Test for aspiring artists: the crystal gems and Steven = “like three Zeldas and a Mario”

- Estelle gave Rebecca advice on writing “Stronger Than You” and “Here Comes a Thought”

- “Comet” was an adaption of a song from a band Nick DeMayo (the animtion director) was in in the 80s

- “We wanted this beautiful perfection of everything that had to do with Homeworld and Gem society, but it had to be kind of eerie. One of the principal idea is that perfection is not something to strive for - that it’s not necessarily good, that imperfection should be celebrated.”

- They want the show to be “subversive in a positive way”

honestly su’s habit of showing “things don’t always work out, even if you’re the good guy/have good intentions” is just so fond to me. 

cheeseburger backpack is one of my favourite examples of it.

steven gets a wonderful new backpack that he’s so excited about, and takes it on a mission! he’s so excited to go along with the gems! he can be of use, he can help the gems!

but it turns out he didn’t pack the idol that they needed and was the entire basis of the mission.

in any other cartoon i can think of steven would have despaired (which he did), gone on about how he’s so sorry (which he did), and would have been forgiven by the people who were counting on it, assuring him that it’s okay, people make mistakes (which he was).

then he would have dug around through his bag and discovered the idol was in there all along, saving the day! hooray for steven! he pulled through and didn’t have to deal with the guilt of making mistakes! which he didn’t.

the ancient gem structure fell apart. the gems had to swim home. steven’s mistake cost them the mission.

but it was still all okay.

he was forgiven. he did learn that it’s okay to make mistakes, and while he might feel terrible about them, the gems would be there. he didn’t get that “redemption” of having the answer in the end. he didn’t prove “hey, i’m smart, i actually didn’t make the mistake! i’m still a good person because i was right and saved the day in the end!”

he wasn’t right in the end. he didn’t save the day. but he was still a good person. and it was still all okay, even if things didn’t go well. he was still okay. not perfect, not ideal, but still good.

basically i just really love this show and its messages.

Character Analysis: Holly Blue Agate

Anonymous said:
what were your thoughts on holly blue?

I’ll keep the introduction short for this post. Holly Blue is the second Homeworld character introduced affiliated with Homeworld and a specific Diamond. The first character was Peridot. While the Rubies openly talk about their service to Yellow Diamond, they don’t share the deep investment that Holly Blue and Peridot have shown in the story.

It’s interesting looking at her character knowing what we do about Peridot now. So let’s get right into it!

1. Gem Placement

Anonymous said:
What do you suppose Holly Blue Agate’s gem placement (the back of her head, at the base of her skull) symbolizes?

Going by anatomy, the back of the skull is where the occipital lobe of the brain is located. The occipital lobe functions not necessarily to let us see, but to help us make sense of what we’re seeing. That is, the occipital lobe helps us interpret and comprehend the images that our eyes are looking at.

And to me, there’s something interesting about every single moment we get to see Holly Blue’s gem in Gem Heist, when she’s first introduced. In those moments, she sees the CGs just as they’re doing something they’re not supposed to do, and each time, she misinterprets what happens and they don’t get caught.

The very first time we see her gem is when the CGs just arrive and try to convince the Amethysts of their credibility. That Sapphire isn’t a “disgraced” Homeworld defector and that she’s the leader of the entire operation bringing a new human for Blue Diamond’s Zoo. Holly Blue buys into this narrative completely and leads them exactly where they want to go.

The second time is immediately after Pearl is ordered to open the first door. Pearl makes a very un-Pearl face at Holly, who, with back turned, ignores it unknowingly, saving Pearl and Sapphire what could have been a heated questioning.

The third time, she and Sapphire walk in on the other CGs trying to destroy the door. And they look so obviously guilty, but Holly blames it on the Amethysts instead. 

Close to the end of the episode, we have one more shot of her gem as the Amethysts take Steven away and he’s very loudly resisting. We know that’s a sign of the upturn that Steven causes later on, but Holly interprets it as a sign that things are running smoothly and going to be fine.

Note that none of these circumstances immediately signal to Holly that things are going wrong. The Zoo is a far off outpost that has been very low-key. Working there must be very quiet, save the occasional visit from BD. Holly wouldn’t be expecting trouble and that tinges the way she processes what goes on around her.

I’d say on a normal day, the Famethyst pulls a few pranks, Holly makes them clean up and then they train for a while. Holly goes around inspecting everything. And it’s boring. So when a noble gem shows up, Holly wants things to be the best they can be.

It’s a point in how our contexts tinge how we interpret what our senses tell us. In experiencing the world, there is definitely going to be an element of subjectivity. No two people experience the same scenario the same way because just from a physical standpoint, they’re never really in the same place at the same time.

I think this is especially true for Holly. Her gem, which I’ve mentioned before gives us an idea of how gems interact with the world, is behind her. That means she wants to be on top of everything, but she doesn’t face things directly when interacting with them. She’s always just a little bit behind on what’s going on.

Additionally, we’ve already seen a discrepancy between what she sees and what she makes of it. It implies that she’s out of touch with what’s happening on the ground. Extending it further, she’s a bit out of touch with herself. Functioning at her best, I’d say she’d be very perceptive. But that “gut feeling” has to be cultivated.

And being out of touch is a very real phenomenon. Holly is in the middle of nowhere. She doesn’t get to interact with a lot of gems and the gems she does interact with are ones she’s been with for thousands of years from very early on in their lives.

I’d say that she’s amazing at telling what the Famethyst are up to. She’s always suspicious of them, and that’s maybe because they’ve given her a reason to believe something is always brewing. If the mischievous character of our own Amethyst is anything to go by, poking fun at Holly’s uptight nature is something they’d be doing very frequently, even before the CGs came. 

Holly can probably tell what the Famethyst are plotting even at a glance. She’s attuned to them, whether she wants to be or not. And that leads to the next point.

2. Position on Homeworld

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(AUDIO ONLY!) SDCC Trailer for Season 5.

Pearl: I always thought you’d see it someday, but I thought I’d be there with you.
Steven: You’re safe! You’re here! I’m here, we’re safe, everything’s fine. 
Connie: Home’s not though. 
Steven: I just wanted to save everyone. But I couldn’t even do that. 
Steven: I don’t know how I’m gonna get you out of this.
Steven : Are you doing okay?
Sadie: Well, I worry about Lars being in space. And I hope he’s safe and all. 
Greg: I don’t know anything about Homeworld, I don’t know anything about [inaudible]. You guys have to put it into context!
Pearl: There are things that are… Impossible for me to explain, but I want to. 
Lapis: They’re going to take their anger out on this planet just like they did before. 
Lapis: I won’t let myself get caught up in another war. 
[Nobody talks, but Lars’s battle theme plays to probably something serious.]
Peridot: Earth is our home now. Isn’t it worth fighting for? [She says this while Lars’s death theme plays]

hydrosolhoe  asked:

What are some of your strict budget tips?

  •  The 50/30/20 rule is a good place to start if you don’t know much about budgeting; that is, 50% of your earnings is necessities, 30% is your wants and 20% is debt reduction and savings. 
  • Use money-managing apps such as Pocketbook
  • Sell things you don’t use or need.
  • Go through your closet and pick out what you don’t wear and possibly sell it or donate it.
  • Buying things secondhand is a good option; things lose their price value as soon as it has left the store.
  • Less is more.
  • Make a wish list of things you want. But leave it there for a while and come back to it within a few weeks. When you come back to it, decide if you still really want/need that item when you first wrote it. 
  • Meal prep. It saves you a lot of money.
  • Go to fresh food markets to buy groceries.
  • When you cook food, always cook a bit more so you have left overs for the next few days.
  • Cut up and freeze your vegetables to prevent them going off and wasting money.
  • Follow and listen to podcasts. Many of the minimalist ones will often discuss money-related issues. 
  • Trouble saving money? Try the 52-week money challenge; start from putting away $1 and each week it goes up one dollar until you reach $52. By the end of the year, you will have saved $1,378.
  • Read blogs, too! One of my favourite and helpful articles on money saving tips is this one called Pearls of money wisdom for twenty-something year olds.
  • Make debt repayments a priority but it’s always good to have savings in case of any accidents and as a back up, e.g. your car breaks down, you need to fly across country for an emergency etc. 
  • Remember what you’re saving for.
  • Avoid credit cards.
  • Carry and pay things with cash. You’re less likely to spend money if it’s bigger notes and you’re physically seeing how much money you’re spending.
Things I would like to see in future SU episodes

1) Amethyst gets an eating buddy. Centi might be a good person for that, since it’s canon she likes to eat CHAAAAPS.

2) Steven starts un-corrupting gems, and we get more #friends

3) Opal gets some attention. Maybe even a mini episode arc that highlights how far Pearl/Amethyst have come. 

4) Famethyst is saved, and brought to earth. They drive Pearl a little crazy the first few days.

5) Jasper/Bismuth redemption. Ruby squad is still up in the air, for me.

6) Peridot gets her new outfit with a star. Maybe Lapis, too?

7) On a related note: Where is the Lapis song, damn it.

8) We find out what Lion is, what’s in the treasure chest, and more about the temple fusion.

9) CGs VS the Diamonds. Things go boom. Much action. Wow.

10) Vidalia punches Marty in the nuts.

11) Hashtag Let Steven and Connie smooch 2017

12) New fusions… Especially one with Peridot. Steven and the other gems, too.

13) The long awaited “How Pearl and Rose met” episode.

14) The also long awaited “How Amethyst was found” episode.

15) A group song with all the CGs! As in, they all sing together, at the same time, in harmony.

16) Shorty squad mischief.


Most people think I was named for the state, but it’s not true. I was named for a battle ship. The U.S.S. Arizona. My grandfather was serving on the Arizona when the Japanese bombed Pearl Harbor, and he saved 19 men before he drowned. Pretty much everything my father did his whole life was about honoring that sacrifice. I was raised to be a good man in a storm. Raised me to love my country. To love my family. To protect the things I love. When my father - Colonel Daniel Robbins, the United States Marine Corp - heard that I was a lesbian, he said he had only one question. I was prepared for, “How fast can you get the hell out of my house?” But instead, it was, “Are you still who I raised you to be?” My father believed in country the way that you believe in God. And my father is not a man who bends, but he bent for me because I’m his daughter. I’m a good man in a storm. I love your daughter. And I protect the things that I love. Not that I need to. She doesn’t need it. She’s strong, and caring, and honorable. She’s who you raised her to be.


We are the Crystal Gems!
We’ll always save the day!
And if you think we can’t
We’ll always find a way!
That’s why the people of this world believe in
Garnet, Amethyst, and Pearl and Steven! 

You used to call me on my cell phone
Late night when you need my love
Call me on my cell phone
Late night when you need my love
I know when that hotline bling
That can only mean one thing
I know when that hotline bling
That can only mean one thing 

lana del rey (lust for life) / starter sentences.

  • ❛ Look at you, kids, with your vintage music. ❜
  • ❛ You’re part of the past, but now you’re the future. ❜
  • ❛ Signals crossing can get confusing. ❜
  • ❛ It’s enough just to make you feel crazy. ❜
  • ❛ You get all dressed up to go nowhere in particular. ❜
  • ❛ It’s enough to be young and in love. ❜
  • ❛ Look at you, kids, you know you’re the coolest. ❜
  • ❛ The world is yours and you can’t refuse it. ❜
  • ❛ That don’t mean that you should abuse it. ❜
  • ❛ Don’t worry, baby. ❜
  • ❛ We’re the masters of our own fate. ❜
  • ❛ The world is mine. ❜
  • ❛ Take off all your clothes. ❜
  • ❛ A lust for life keeps us alive. ❜
  • ❛ Gotta dance ‘til we die. ❜
  • ❛ My boyfriends back, and he’s cooler than ever. ❜
  • ❛ No more night; blue skies forever. ❜
  • ❛ We’re all alone, let’s take control. ❜
  • ❛ I don’t belong in the world. ❜
  • ❛ Something separates me from other people. ❜
  • ❛ I’m camera ready. ❜
  • ❛ It hurts to love you. ❜
  • ❛ But I still love you. ❜
  • ❛ I’ve been dying for something real. ❜
  • ❛ Real love, it’s like feeling no fear. ❜
  • ❛ It’s like heaven taking the place of something evil. ❜
  • ❛ I fall to pieces when I’m with you. ❜
  • ❛ Love, is it real love? ❜
  • ❛ Packing all my things for the summer. ❜
  • ❛ Lying on my bed, it’s a bummer. ❜
  • ❛ Everybody said you’re a killer. ❜
  • ❛ That’s what I thought. ❜
  • ❛ Summer’s meant for loving and leaving. ❜
  • ❛ I was such a fool for believing that you could change all the ways you’ve been living. ❜
  • ❛ It’s never too late to be who you wanna be. ❜
  • ❛ It’s never too late to leave if you wanna leave. ❜
  • ❛ I got a feeling in my bones. ❜
  • ❛ Can’t get you out of my veins. ❜
  • ❛ You can’t escape my affection. ❜
  • ❛ Don’t be a bummer, babe. ❜
  • ❛ Be my undercover lover, babe. ❜
  • ❛ Let’s skip the games, let’s quit the playin’. ❜
  • ❛ Is this love or lust or some game on repeat? ❜
  • ❛ I know that you’re doing it all for me. ❜
  • ❛ I know what you’re thinking of. ❜
  • ❛ You want my groupie love. ❜
  • ❛ It’s so sweet, pouring you a drink. ❜
  • ❛ This is my life, you by my side. ❜
  • ❛ It’s like magic, babe, isn’t life wonderful? ❜
  • ❛ You and I 'til the day we die. ❜
  • ❛ 'Cause I fell for another loser. ❜
  • ❛ Get that cigarette smoke out of my face. ❜
  • ❛ You’ve been wasting my time while you’re taking what’s mine. ❜
  • ❛ And there’s no coming back from the place that you came. ❜
  • ❛ Baby, don’t do it. ❜
  • ❛ Who’s freer than me? ❜
  • ❛ Be my guest, baby. ❜
  • ❛ I’m feeling all my fucking feelings. ❜
  • ❛ Got me feeling so blue. ❜
  • ❛ Gotta leave right now. ❜
  • ❛ 'Cause what about all these children? ❜
  • ❛ I said a prayer for a third time. ❜
  • ❛ I’d trade it all for a stairway to heaven. ❜
  • ❛ I’d trade the fame and the fortune and the legend. ❜
  • ❛ Critics can be so mean sometimes. ❜
  • ❛ Doesn’t take a genius to know what you’ve got going. ❜
  • ❛ Got a million things I wanna say. ❜
  • ❛ What is it all for? Will it be okay? ❜
  • ❛ Take me as I am. ❜
  • ❛ Only you can save me tonight. ❜
  • ❛ There’s nowhere to run. ❜
  • ❛ Even when I’m alone, I’m not lonely. ❜
  • ❛ God bless America and all the beautiful women in it. ❜
  • ❛ Don’t see me for what I’m not. ❜
  • ❛ Only you can hear me tonight. ❜
  • ❛ Keep your light on, babe. ❜
  • ❛ Even walking alone, I’m not worried. ❜
  • ❛ Girls, don’t forget your pearls. ❜
  • ❛ Shake it up. ❜
  • ❛ Throw your hands up and get loose. ❜
  • ❛ We just want the fucking truth. ❜
  • ❛ Is it the end of an era? ❜
  • ❛ Is it the end of America? ❜
  • ❛ No, it’s only the beginning. ❜
  • ❛ If we hold on to hope, we’ll have a happy ending. ❜
  • ❛ When the world was at war before, we just kept dancing. ❜
  • ❛ Boys, don’t forget your toys. ❜
  • ❛ And don’t try to be funny. ❜
  • ❛ Other people may not understand. ❜
  • ❛ We’ll do it again. ❜
  • ❛ Long live our reign, long live our love. ❜
  • ❛ We get so tired and we complain. ❜
  • ❛ It’s more than just a video game. ❜
  • ❛ But we’re just beautiful people with beautiful problems. ❜
  • ❛ Beautiful problems, God knows we’ve got them. ❜
  • ❛ My heart is soft, my past is rough. ❜
  • ❛ But when I love him get a feeling, something close to like a sugar rush. ❜
  • ❛ But is it wasted love? ❜
  • ❛ But the facts of life, can sometimes make it hard to dream. ❜
  • ❛ Grab me by the ribbons in my hair. ❜
  • ❛ It’s hard to live when absolutely nothing’s clear. ❜
  • ❛ I want to leave. ❜
  • ❛ I’ll probably stay another year. ❜
  • ❛ It’s fucking hot. ❜
  • ❛ Something 'bout this sun has made these kids get scary. ❜
  • ❛ I’ll be lying if I said I wasn’t sick of it. ❜
  • ❛ Lead me, baby. ❜
  • ❛ I’m flying to the moon again. ❜
  • ❛ Makes me feel like I can change. ❜
  • ❛ There’s something in the wind. ❜
  • ❛ Lately I’ve been thinking it’s just someone else’s job to care. ❜
  • ❛ Who am I to sympathize when no one gave a damn. ❜
  • ❛ Change is a powerful thing. ❜
  • ❛ People are powerful beings. ❜
  • ❛ Trying to find the power in me to be faithful. ❜
  • ❛ Everytime that we run, we don’t know what it’s from. ❜
  • ❛ There’s something in the water. ❜
  • ❛ I can taste it turning sour. ❜
  • ❛ Finally, I’m crossing the threshold. ❜
  • ❛ This is my commitment. ❜
  • ❛ I’m doing it for all of us. ❜
  • ❛ Sometimes it feels like I’ve got a war in my mind. ❜
  • ❛ I want to move.❜
  • ❛ There’s no more chasing rainbows. ❜
Someone To Fall Back On

Originally posted by d-scendants

Okay, so this is the longest fic I’ve written so far. Pray it does good.

Pairing: Harry Hook x reader

Setting: Aurodon

Summary: Pls, don’t ask me yet, I don’t know what it is.

Words: 2,121 (damn)

Requested by: @carbonated-beverage


A/N: Fuck me I’m crying. Also while reading this, start listening to Someone to Fall Back on by Jason Robert Brown, so pls. It adds to the mood and I reread it and I’m fucking bawling : ) - B.R.O.

After dating Harry for so long, as in 2 years long, King Ben had declared that all children of the Villain Kids (who weren’t too bad) from the Isle would be immediately brought to Aurodon. To keep it simple, you and the crew were more than ecstatic. It was yours and Harry’s dream to live in Aurodon, evil plans or not.

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Why do we assume the diamonds pearls need rescuing?(or, on the nature of pearls)

Probably gonna be an unpopular opinion but eh, here goes.

Why is it we as a fandom have come to a consensus that yellow and blue Pearl are hopelessly trapped damsels that need rescuing from their diamonds? Like, I understand we’re biased towards that mindset because of our pearl, but isn’t it possible theyre content where they are, or even happy?

Let’s start with our pearl. She left an unknown master(possibly pink or white diamond, but she may not have belonged to a diamond at all, now that we know other gems have pearl servants(rhodonite, “off-colors”)), to join rose quartz and her rebellion. She hasn’t revealed much info about her previous life but we have a few things. 1. She believes rose saved her(I think these were here words, waaaaay back in roses scabbard), 2. She primarily left to follow rose. She maaaay have left because she desired more than to be someone servant but like…based on relationship with Rose, it seems like our Pearl just wanted to be someone ELSE’s servant, rather than a free gem. She’s grown into the role of self ownership over the years, but it seems likely it hasn’t always been that way. Regardless, we gain no indication from our pearl that being in servitude was particularly abusive, just a rigidly mandated life.

Moving on, let’s observe what we know about pearls from others actions and descriptions. During the contest in the gem drill arc, peridot exposed the fact that pearls are servants, disposable, “meant to stand around and look pretty”, and she is incredibly dismissive of pearl, treating her as an inferior. While on the human zoo, Holly Blue Agate is derisive and commanding of pearl, insulting her openly in front of her “master”. In off-colors, Rhodonite mentions that the Ruby and pearl that constitute her were quickly dropped by the morganite they served when she found out they were fusing. From this, it’s obvious that pearls are definitely seen as lesser by most gems, and disposable by some who own them, but, the idea of treating a pearl well is not entirely alien. Holly Blue jokes about Sapphire’s “patience” with pearl, but she doesn’t seem to find it all that unusual. As well, the only gems we’ve seen be verbally abusive of pearls are peridot(essentially a tech person, so probably not actually much above pearl caste wise), and Holly Blue(literally built to cow underlings into submission, see ‘natures the use of feeling blue?’: “an agate terrifies/a lapis terraforms”). Given that we know that gems seem to feel the same emotions as humans, even if they aren’t exactly encouraged(love; topaz/topaz, YD and BD to PD, grief; Blue diamond all the way, etc), it’s not hard to surmise that gems become attached to their pearl servants.

Next point; many people compare the servant status of pearls as akin to slavery and like…yeah, it kind of is, but isn’t that the position of EVERY gem on homeworld? You serve the purpose you were made for, nothing less, you get no choices. But it seems like we only see pearls as unwilling participants in this system, struggling under the thumb of their masters, when in reality , this is the lot of every gem. But no one assumes Holly Blue, or Jasper, or aquamarine are only doing what they do because they’re made to, it’s assumed these gems, and essentially every homeworld gem who hasn’t explicitly defected, is a horrible monster. It just seems a bit double-standardish.

This is getting waaay long so I’ll hit my last point: Blue and Yellow Pearl themselves. From them, we’ve gotten no indication they dislike their station, or that the diamonds heap any particular abuse on them. If anything, the pearls are treated BETTER than any other gem the diamonds have interacted with. Theyre trusted with important tasks(screening communications with yellow diamond in yp’s case), and given a certain amount of autonomy(when BP investigates Greg and Steven making noises in the bushes near BD, blue diamonds reaction is not anger, but simply asking what she noticed. Blue Pearl is confident enough to move away from her diamond to do something on her own). The diamonds have never commanded the pearls, the closest we’ve seen to this is yellow diamond telling yellow pearl to sing to cheer up BD, and she is far sterner with other gems. To be honest, being a diamonds pearl is probably a higher social status than any other gem. Yellow pearl is responsible for saying who does and doesn’t speak to yellow diamond via communicator, and blue zircon insinuates that Pink Pearl was trusted as Pink Diamonds last line of warning/defense(“where was her pearl?”)

I guess that was a long of boiling down this simple question: why do we assume the pearls WANT rescuing? Why isn’t it possible that yellow and blue Pearl have a fairly good life, and enjoy where they are?

Idk, mostly I wanted to blab about what we know about homeworld and pearls and do some theory crafting so. Yep.

  • what she says: im fine
  • what she means: Most people think I was named for the state, but it's not true. I was named for a battle ship. The U.S.S. Arizona. My grandfather was serving on the Arizona when the Japanese bombed Pearl Harbor. He saved 19 men before he drowned. Pretty much everything my father did his whole life was about honoring that sacrifice. I was raised to be a good man in a storm. Raised to love my country. To love my family. To protect the things I love. When my father, Colonel Daniel Robbins of the United States Marine Corps, found out I was a lesbian, he said he only had one question. I was expecting, "how fast can you get the hell out of my house?" But instead it was, "are you still the person I raised you to be?" My father believed in country the way you believe in God and my father is not a man who bends but he bent for me because I'm his daughter. I'm a good man in a storm. I love your daughter. And I protect the things I love. Not that I need to. She doesn't need it. She's strong, and caring, and honorable. She's who you raised her to be.
Pearl killed Pink Diamond and Rose is an abuser

Get ready kids. You might wanna buckle up for this wild ride because I cracked the code.

Pearl killed Pink Diamond for Rose. In the trial we find out that Rose couldn’t have done it because she was blacklisted and couldn’t get past security. But we know she was working with Pearl at this point. And Pearl was either PD’s pearl or WD’s Pearl. Her coloring is still ambiguous. Either way, she could have easily disguised herself as Pink Pearl and gotten past security. Rose couldn’t pull that off, so she manipulated Pearl to get what she wanted.

Then she kept using Pearl as her warrior and as her protector, manipulating Pearl’s obvious love for Rose. Rose was emotionally abusing her the whole time. That’s why Pearl was so ready to sacrifice herself for Rose at every turn. Pearl regrets killing PD because it wasn’t her own decision. That’s why she freaked out when Steven confronted her about it.

Because Pearl was/is so in love with Rose, she still doesn’t understand the full extent of what Rose did to her. No one does, except maybe Garnet. And even Garnet was blindsided because Rose earned her trust and evaded her future vision. It would explain why Pearl and Amethyst are so emotionally messed up.

Additionally, when Lars dies and is brought back, he’s just like Lion. This means Rose experimented on Lion by killing him and bringing him back. And I think she did it so she’d have a place to imprison Bismuth.

She planted things for Steven there just incase he ever found Lion. It was all an elaborate scheme to throw him off. She only became him to escape the mess she created and she tied up all her loose ends before she did it. Joke’s on her, though. Steven is figuring everything out. And he’s going to save the world.