or month and a half ago

i had a friend commit suicide a month and a half ago, my childhood dog of 10 years passed away last month, and now next week i’m attending my grandmas funeral. life will make you feel like things are good then shit will hit ya. sigh.

SO I’m new to the Supernatural Fandom

And it’s confusing as fuck?
I started watching the show about a month and a half ago because I kept seeing all these posts about it on Tumblr and Pinterest (fun fact: at first I actually thought that Destiel was canon because…yeah, just type in ‘Supernatural’ on Tumblr.) and yeah, I finished all eleven seasons in about a month. 
So then several days ago I decided to make a blog dedicated to the show, especially Castiel because he is by far my favorite character (even though he was kinda neglected the last couple of seasons..) and since then I’ve gotten more into the fandom stuff and learned about the different ships and so on.

And I don’t fucking get it?

There are several thing that I really don’t understand. Like for example why almost every popular ship is gay? Don’t get me wrong here, I don’t have anything against it and I don’t hate on them or anything it’s just that I don’t understand. I do realize that for example Dean and Cas have a very strong and profound relationship but I really don’t find it romantic. And Sam and Gabriel? What the fuck? Where does that come from? 
And Wincest?? I don’t get Wincest. Again, I’m not hating, I’m just confused. What exactly is Wincest? What do the fans ship there? Are they shipping the relationship and love between the two brothers because if so, yeah ok I ‘ship’ it too. Or are they actually shipping an incest relationship between Sam and Dean? Like…that’s kind of disturbing? Or am I getting something wrong here?

And what it is with Cockles? Why do you ship the actors? Like, they have wives and everything. I do realize that to the majority it’s just a joke and they don’t really mean it but some do? 

Also, what is it with all the hate between the shippers? Is there a problem that I’m not seeing or are people just being dicks (or oversensitive?) Why can’t people just ship whatever they like without being belittled for it? Why do Destielers hate on Wincesters and vice versa?
I don’t ship neither but still it just angers me when I see a post that’s hating on either of them. And from what I’ve seen on Tumblr this kind of hate seems to be projected on the actors as well? I’ve never been on a convention myself and I’ve only seen a couple of videos from the panels and posts on Tumblr but apparently some ‘fans’ hate on Misha oder J2….so, yeah, I don’t get it.

I don’t mean to be rude or offend anyone, I’m just new to all of this and hope that someone can explain it to me. Please ._.

anonymous asked:

hii whats your pc pecs? does your game work fine? + is it digital deluxe or standard?


I literally had to google how to find the specs - still not sure you mean these, but anyway: Intel® Core™ i7-3537U CPU @ 2.00GHz 2.50 GHz

I have the deluxe version, and it works fine. But recently, I don’t really play the game, I only make CC and play it for maximum of half an hour to make the test shots. Anyway, when I tried to play the game for actual gameplay (like 1-2 months ago) it crashed. But I think it’s because of the daily growing amount of CC I have, because I didn’t have any crashing experince before. :)

Hi guys. It’s been a while I guess. I feel like I should explain why I don’t post very much anymore. You may or may not have noticed, but I feel like I should say something all the same. For the year and a half or so that I’ve had this blog, I’ve had a lot of people saying that it’s unconventional to support underage Littles. And I agree, but a few months ago, a lot of people started putting me on block lists, and they said that I am a pedophile, and that I have no self respect, and that I’m worthless. I don’t mind them having different opinions from me. But if they took the time to realize that I have changed how I think about being little then maybe they wouldn’t say such horrible things about me.
What’s more is that my family situation has been getting worse. My dad is an alcoholic and my mom is very complacent and I worry about her. My depression and anxiety have been getting much worse and it’s detrimental to my relationships. I met a boy, he’s very nice and he makes me happy, but he’s transferring to another college next year and he doesn’t want to date if he’s leaving.
If you’ve read this far then thank you for caring. I don’t really know how much longer i can do this for.

TL;DR: I’m sad. I need hugs.


Confessing to girls is hard!

Inspired by a friend of mine who complained about how hard it is for a girl to subtly flirt with another girl because they tend to think you’re just giving them a sweet compliment.


And Tweedle Dee is usually with Tweedle Dum or the other way around and they’re always in the back and if there’s a mirror… [That’s it!] they’re in there.

Just girlfriends being gross.

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Warnings: N/A
Language: English
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