His Dirty Little Secret
“I couldn’t control my thoughts or my mouth”
... Next Morning…
I had a banging headache, i ran to the bathroom and threw up every disgusting drink i drank last night into the toilet.
I felt like complete shit, this must be what it feels like when you’re hungover.
There is no way i’m going to school today unless i want to be sick and i don’t.
I got up after being sick for the second time and then i got back into bed but then my mum came in
“ Up time sweetie” she never calls me that.
“ I’m not going, i have a terrible headache and i just been sick in the bathroom please let me stay off” I wasn’t one for taking time off school but i knew my mum would let me off it.
She came over and put her hand on my head
“ You are warm, okay you can stay off but stay in bed okay i have a meeting this morning so i’m going now but ill phone to check up on you”
i mumbled “ Okay” and she left.
i texted Lauren and Sophie that i’m sick they texted back telling that they were gonna call to see how i was after school.
i really do love them
i got back into bed and snuggled back in bed, i started thinking about what has happened the past couple of days..
The way Luke makes me feel i have never felt that way before but he doesn’t like me and he never will.
he is very confusing, i closed my eyes in hope i would fall back asleep again.
hoping to forgot all about Luke hemmings and his lips.
I woke up to the sound of someone throwing stones at my window.
Whoever it is better fuck off.
I got up out of bed not caring what i look like, i still felt shit i opened my curtains and opened my window and shouted down
“ WHAT DO YOU WANT?” I looked down to see Luke standing there.
Oh shit what is he doing here? and why was he throwing stones at my window?
shouldn’t he be at school or fucking someone?
“ Let me in” he said back was he insane i do not want to see him today.
“ No go away” i said back to him
“ Let me in or i will kick down your door” Was he for real? he wouldn’t would he??
i was in no mood for it so i turned around and walked out of my room and walking down stairs going to unlock the front door as much as i would have loved to see Luke break down my door i don’t think my mum would like that very much.
Once i unlocked my door Luke came rushing in.
Sure come right in why don’t you.
“ What do you want?” I said to Luke feeling annoyed i just wanted to go back to bed.
“ Why aren’t you at school?” Why does he care why i’m not at school? i swear this boy needs to make up his mind because he is fucking up mine.
“ Why do you care?” I said back at him, Luke walked closer to me until i my back hit the door ugh i’m not doing this again i feel like shit
“ Answer my question” Luke said he was so close but i was in no mood for it
“ i think its called having a hangover have you ever had one? if so you would know how i feel and i want to be alone so if you would so kindly fuck off that would be great” I opened my front door for Luke waiting for him to go but he didn’t he just smirked at me and then he said
“ Your first hangover” great observation ugh why does he have to annoy me of all days.
“ Please go” i said but Luke made no movement so i gave up i held my hands up in the air and said
“ Okay i give up just don’t steal anything i’m going back to bed” I started walking up the stairs and i could hear Luke following me ugh this boy never gives up i swear what does he want?
it can’t be me can it? of course not.
I reached my room and i could feel Luke behind me but i didn’t care i was too tired and sore to care.
I got into bed and covered myself in the covers.
I felt my bed dip and i looked up to see Luke sitting down on my bed looking at me
“ What do you want?” i said i’m so confused at what he wants
“just to spend time with you” he said
my eyes opened wide at his words, did i hear him right?
Was he for real? he wants to spend time with me?
“ well i need sleep so i’m not going to be much fun” i said to him closing my eyes, as much i as i would love to spend time with him i just don’t feel well.
I felt my bed move but it wasn’t because Luke was leaving it was because he was straddling me i am this close | | to hitting him right now.
“ Can i be your first?” Luke asked
He looked serious but i didn’t know what he meant, i hope he’s not talking about sex right now because i am not going to have sex with him never in a million years..
“ What?” I said to Luke i wanted to hear him say it again
“Hahahaha your face when I said that” Luke laughed and then got up off me.
what the fuck? he can’t just play with my feelings like that
i stood up from the bed and said “Get out”
Luke didn’t move and then i felt like i was going to be sick again so i ran into the bathroom leaving Luke with a strange look on his face and then i threw up into the toilet.
i felt Luke rub my back and lift my hair, something i didn’t expect him to do.
once i was finished i sat back from the toilet holding my head in my hands
“Your first hangover is always the worst” he said making me look up at him
we were sitting facing each other in the bathroom,he looked so cute right now, his piercings were missing.
i wondered if his tongue piercing was missing but there’s no way he was going to kiss me now.
i just stared at him not knowing what to say and then he spoke again
“How’s your head?” he asked
why is he being like this all of a sudden?
he was cocky just a minute ago..
“Why are you here Luke?” i asked him
he strugged his shoulders not saying anything, he really is confusing.
“You should go back to school” i said to him closing my eyes and leaning my head back
i have such a headache i need to sleep.
“Yeah..” was all he said and then he got up and left.
i sat on the bathroom floor for another minute and then i got up because i needed to lay down in bed.
i stood outside Haileys house not knowing what to do.
i didn’t want to leave but she wanted me to leave.
i don’t know what is going on with me lately, when i’m near Hailey i just want to kiss her and be near her.
this is crazy all these ideas are floating around in my head and then another part of me is thinking.. What the fuck Luke this isn’t you.
but maybe it is.. or it could be
i took one last look at her house and then i walked down the driveway, i really didn’t want to go back to school but there’s nothing to do.
i could call Calum and get him and Michael to ditch school but i don’t feel like hanging out with them.
then an idea came into my head.
i must be going out of my mind but i know i can get Hailey to like me after this.
12:00 the clock read as i woke up.
i slept for an hour thats all.
at least my sore head was gone, i rolled over onto my back but then i heard a noise from downstairs.
what the hell?
i got up out of bed and opened my door to see if i could hear the noise again and i did.
what the actual fuck.. is someone in my house?
i’m so scared.
i looked around my room for protection but i had nothing so i just lifted a shoe and started making my way downstairs slowly.
it sounded as if someone was looking for something. i heard the person curse but i couldn’t really hear their voice.
fuck i’m being robbed.
what a day to be off school and to have a hangover.
as i got closer my heart started racing more and more, i just hit the last step on the stairs and then i heard a door slam.
oh my fucking god.
i’m gonna end up dead.
there was an umbrella at the door so i ran quickly and lifted it and held it up in case someone was to come up from behind me or something.
there could be more than one of them.
i hope not.
as i neared the kitchen door it opened, i quickly reacted and hit the person who came out from the kitchen more than once.
“Argh what the fuck it’s Luke” the person said
i stopped breathing.
what the hell?
i was holding his head where i hit him but i didn’t feel bad about it because he fucking scared me
“why are you here? and how did you get in? i heard you leave..” i said to him although i don’t know if he understood i said it quick
Before he could say anything I walked into the kitchen because I smelt food.
Not just any food I smelt Mcdonalds food. I was correct.
On my kitchen table was 3 Mcdonalds bags.
I didn’t understand.. Why did Luke do this?
“ I tried looking for some plates but I couldn’t” Luke said from the door of the kitchen.
I turned around to look at him, he was looking down at the ground.
“ Why?” Is all I said back.
that was all i could manage to say..
he strugged his shoulders and said “ this is what i eat when i’m hungover and i was hungry as well but i didn’t know what you liked so i got most of what was on the menu”
my eyes widened at his words, i couldn’t believe it.
i wanted to kiss him, i couldn’t help but smile at Luke but he didn’t look at me apparently something on the floor was really interesting so i decided i would make the first move.
i walked closer to him and pulled his face up so he would look at me and then i stood up onto my tip toes and kissed him.
He didn’t kiss back at first but then he pulled me against him and he kissed me hard. He turned us and pushed me up against the wall and started kissing me.
“ Food is getting cold” Luke said between kisses.
He was right and I was hungry.
I let go of him and he let go off me and I went to get the plates.
“ The plates are in here” I said opening the cabinet on the left.
Luke looked at me and I couldn’t control myself I just burst into laughter, I stopped laughing when Luke came up to me and pushed me into the counter and said
“ You think that’s funny princess” I didn’t know what to say I just looked down at his lips and then back up to his eyes, he was smirking at me the fucker.
I pushed him off me and I mocked his voice “ Food is getting cold” I tried my best to sound like him but I didn’t.
it’s the first time he’s ever called me princess and i liked it.
i felt special but it probably says it to other girls so i thought nothing of it and i got the plates out the places.
Luke carried them over to the table, i was going to do it but he took them off me and stuck his tongue out at me as he did it.
why do i like him??
“ Omg how much did you buy? I asked because omg he must have bought the whole fucking shop.
” I told you I didn’t know what you like so I tried to buy as much as I thought you might like" Luke said while lifting our food out.
I was lost for words, no boy has ever done something like this before for me
We set all the food on to the plates I know I said I was hungry but there was a lot of food I know I will not be able to eat it all but I feel bad if I don’t because Luke spent so much money.
Once we got to my room Luke sat down in the middle of my bed and I sat up so my back was up against the pillows.
We didn’t talk we just ate and it wasn’t awkward usually I find eating in front of people awkward because most of the people I eat in front of know about my problem so they always watch what I eat but Luke doesn’t know and it’s nice to finally just sit and be comfortable with someone.
After 2 burgers and a lot of fries later I was full.
Luke ate more than me and he was still eating when I stopped I don’t know where he puts it all because he is really skinny,I sat my plate on the ground and layed down on my bed feeling full.
i’m hoping i can keep this food down, i don’t feel hungover anymore but at the back of my mind the thoughts of how much i have actually ate is floating around but i didn’t want to worry about that right now.
“ How can you eat so much?” I asked Luke while lying down it’s been 10 minutes since I finished and he is still eating and it doesn’t look like he is finished.
“ I’m hungry, i’m starting to feel full so I’m going to stop now” Luke said while setting his plate at the end of my bed.
“ Your only full now? You have had like 4 burgers I mean where do you put it all?” I said sitting up and I went over to him and patted his belly yup I can still feel his 6 pack.
He laughed and stuck out his stomach.
We were lying on my bed talking about silly stuff.
it just seems so natural laying here under Lukes arm talking to him.
Luke was rubbing my leg and his other arm was around my shoulders and I was leaning into him it was like we were together but I know we aren’t.
not that i want to be..
Luke sat up and turned on his side so he could look at me, he pulled me closer and kissed me.
I happily kissed him back.
Our make out got more heated and then he got up so he was sitting on me. He started kissing down my neck and my hips lifted off the bed I couldn’t help but feel something weird going on down my middle part.
Whenever my middle brushed against his it made me feel something I have never felt before and I liked it. I felt Luke suck on my neck and then I felt his teeth graze my neck is he giving me a love bite? I didn’t really care because it felt amazing.
Luke stopped kissing my neck and he looked up at me and said
“ do you like me being this close baby”
all I could do was nood my head because It was true I was enjoy this. Luke shuffled down my legs and then he pulled my hoodie up until it got to my boobs and he layed down on me and started kissing my stomach over and over.
Normally I would have been laughing because I have tickles here but I couldn’t do anything other than stare down at Luke.
He looked up at me and he has his hands on the sides of my jeans he looked at me and said
“ Can I?” I knew what he meant and I would have said no but I found myself nodding my head before I could think about saying no.
Luke pulled down my shorts not breaking eye contact with me, things were getting serious now. I was going to be completely naked in front of him and he’s not in his bedroom he’s right on top of me.
once my shorts where somewhere in my room Luke grabbed my left leg and lifted up and then he started kissing down the side of my leg I could help but moan I didn’t know I could moan but when I did Luke stopped kissing my leg which I felt disappointed at but Luke kissed me hard and then he said
“ That was so hot baby” and then he carried on kissing up my leg and when he got to the inside of my thigh that is when I lost all control my back was lifting of the bed and I couldn’t help but moan again and again.
Luke stopped when he got to my middle part and I opened my eyes to look at him. He looked at me and pulled on my hoodie and said
“Off” so many questions were going around in my head but they didn’t stop me. I sat up and I lifted my hoodie off exposing my bra.
Once the hoodie was off I threw it on the ground and I looked at Luke and he smirked at me and sat up and kissed me.
He pushed me back on the bed I felt his arm come round me and then he unhooked my bra. He pulled the straps down first slowly and then he threw the bra away.
I was now fully exposed to him and I didn’t feel shy I felt confident.
Here I was laying on my bed almost naked in front of Luke Hemmings the boy who until a couple of days ago made my life hell and now he is all I think about. I don’t know what is going to happen.. Does he want to have sex with me? Do I even want to have sex with him?
i have thought about it but i know who he is, he doesn’t do relationships and i’ve never had a boyfriend before.
He kissed me and then he started to kiss down my neck and then he moved down until he got to my boobs, my stomach was going mad I don’t know what this feeling was but I didn’t want it to end.
“ Can I make you feel good?” Luke said while looked up at me.
I held my breath for a seconds before I answered “ Yeah”….
He laughed and said “ Good, I’m not going to fuck you I just want to pleasure you”
I felt disappointed that he didn’t want to fuck me and I didn’t know what he meant by pleasure me until he hooked his fingers on the waist of my pants and pulled them down.
I couldn’t take my eyes off him.
This was really happening…
I was fully exposed to him and I enjoy it I shouldn’t enjoy this I should kick him out but I can’t and I don’t want to. I was a girl I knew how to shave thank god I shaved 3 days ago or this would be embarrassing.
“ You smell so good” Luke said and then he started kissing me hard it was weird kissing him without his tongue piercing in but I wasn’t complaining he started grinding his crotch against mine and I moaned and arched my hips of the bed I could feel something deep inside me and it was the best feeling in the world.
“You like that baby?” Luke breathed in my hear, I moaned again and nodded my head.
I couldn’t speak all I could do was nod my head.
“ We will get to that soon baby let me make you feel good” Before I could respond I felt Luke’s hand on my groin.
He kept moving his hand and I could feel something building inside me ready to explode this was the best feeling in the world.
“Are you close baby?” Luke breathed in my ear and I swear it was the hottest thing ever I closed my eyes and moaned and nodded my head.
I could feel something wet between my legs and then I felt Luke insert a finger into my vigina. I arched of the bed because OMG!
he moved his fingers slowly inside of me, i couldn’t control my thoughts or my mouth. I couldn’t control my moaning this was the best feeling in the world.
Luke attached his lips to my neck sucking the same spot and then i felt something build up inside of me.
his fingers sped up and fuck i thought i was in heaven.
“ You’re so wet baby He said and he started to move his finger inside me and I felt the wetness between my legs and I have never experienced anything like that.
Luke hemmings is fingering me.
"Let go..” he whispered and i came just by his voice.
once i calmed down from my high i opened my eyes to see Luke smirking at me, then he pulled his fingers out and he sucked them and cleaned them.
i couldn’t stop watching him.
“my favourite taste” Luke said and i almost came again with just his words..
he got up of me and i could see his boner, he put his hand down his pants and said “ I have to take care of this”
Luke said he was going to the bathroom and he closed the door over when he got inside.
I got out some leggings and a t shirt and of course a clean pair of pants and I put my bra back on and threw my dirty clothes in the washing basket.
Luke was still in the bathroom I knew what he was doing but I didn’t feel weird about it.
i couldn’t believe that i just got fingered by Luke hemmings.
it was the best thing i have ever experienced, i want to do it again..
i want him to do that again to me.
what an interesting Thursday night.
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