or is she gonna come back as someone else

Bro, don’t lose her. Don’t let her slip away. I know you’re young and you want to get with as many girls as you can and you want to be single and not have to worry about hurting girls and dealing with all the bullshit, the kind that comes with making a commitment to someone, you wanna be the one every girl wants and the guy that can get every girl. But you have something so good right in front of you, how can you lose that on another girl who’s name you won’t remember in a few weeks? What do those girls do for you? No one else gets you the way she does. When the time comes and you realize how much you had and how much you left it behind, you’re going to want her back and she’ll be gone. She’ll find someone else who makes her so fucking happy that she can’t stop smiling, she’s going to realize he does everything you never did. You’ll watch other guys approach her and give her attention and for the first time in a long time she’ll actually start to take it and flirt back, what the fuck does she have to lose? She’s single, right? You don’t want her anymore, remember? The worst feeling you’ll ever experience, to physically watch her give her time and attention to another guy that’s not you, it’s gonna tear you apart if you don't do something about her. Message her, call her, go see her, the longer you leave it the further she’ll slip away and you're going to regret it. Don’t you dare stand there and watch her drift, she’s worth so much more than that. She’s a fucking keeper man. When you read those quotes you think of her straight away and even though other girls come and go in your life she’s the one you think about the most. Yeah she’s a girl and she has her girl moments where you can’t be fucked with the boring conversations and being a gentleman all the time, but it will pay off when she gives you what you really want; her complete time and attention to you and no other guy. The feeling when she tells you that she wants you right now so bad will make you run to be wherever she is. Go get her. She's not showing it but she misses you and would kill to have you in her arms again and her body next to you. Don’t let her leave and then expect her to come running back because she won’t. She has no idea how you feel because you don’t show it, for all she knows you don’t even think about her anymore. Realize what you have while you still have it because once she’s gone she’s gone forever. She was yours. She's too important to let anyone else have her and she’s too good to lose for one minute of pleasure with someone else. She misses you brother, go get her back.
I’ll Breathe Again : part 3 (A Flash Fanfiction)

A/N: Hi, guys ! Here it is, I’ll Breathe Again : part 3, a little late than planned ;) The next chapter will be up in about two weeks, maybe a little earlier if I have time. My school exams are in about a month so it’s gonna be hard to write a lot but I’ll try to post some imagines.
Thank you to everyone following this story. Enjoy, Jaymes.

Tags: @breathlessgirl1991   (ps: does anybody else want to be tag on any new chapter ?)


Part 1 - Part 2

                                    03. Scars


“Felicity ? What are you doing here ?” Barry Allen asked as he opened his front door to the young computer geek

He took a step back, letting her come into the house.

“Felicity !” She heard someone screamed

She turned her head toward the voice, noticing Cisco Ramon, Caitlin Snow, Joe and Iris West, all sitting around the table, enjoying their evening

“Hi, everyone !”

She hugged each of them, a small smile on her lips. She was happy to see them, but she felt guilty to be about to crush their fun. Oliver had just left Starling with Anastasia, saying it was better if Caitlin heard it first from a friend and was also prepared to see her sister. They wanted to avoid a crisis at all cost.

“I didn’t know you were coming” Iris said. “We would have added a plate for you !”

“No need to.”

“Is everything alright ?” Joe asked, eyeing the file in Felicity’s hands

Barry glanced at her, concerned.

“Something happened” She started.

The Star Labs scientists looked at Barry, their eyes traveling from their friend, to the detective, to Iris.

“Maybe we … should … go to the police, or Star Labs to discuss” Barry awkwardly spoke, discreetly showing Felicity that Iris was in the room.

She wasn’t aware of her friends activities. For her, Barry was just a forensic scientist and Caitlin and Cisco were the ones helping him get back on his feet after being in a coma for nine months.

“It’s not … it’s about Caitlin” Felicity confessed.

“Me ?” The scientist answered, surprised.

Felicity let out a shaky breath, not exactly knowing how to break the news. She took a seat, right in front of her friend, and put the file on the table.

“I’m sorry to interrupt your diner. I would have come to you personally but I couldn’t find you. I went to Star Labs first but Dr.Wells told me you were all here”

“It’s .. it’s fine, Felicity. What’s going on ? Do you need my help with something?” Caitlin asked

“You don’t look so good” Cisco added, earning a look from Barry.

“I haven’t exactly slept in a while” The computer expert snorted. She took a deep breath, slightly nervous when she noticed all eyes were focused on her. “I came across a … case where your name popped out. You know me, I always go deeper in my research so I … I dig into your past.”

“What ? Why ?”

“I found one article in particular” She kept going, ignoring Caitlin’s interruption.

She grabbed the piece of paper from her file and put it in front of the scientist. Caitlin didn’t even glanced at it, already knowing what she would find. Her happy smile had disappeared and, instead, her face was tainted with grief.

“You have a sister ?!” Cisco exclaimed, not believing his co-worker would have hide it from him.

“Had” Caitlin rectified in a whisper.

“What ?” Barry asked, shocked by the news.

“She … she was kidnapped” She muttered. “The police never found her. After eight years of searching, they declared her dead.”

“I remember that” Joe suddenly said. “I wasn’t a cop for long, back then. We were called for an abduction. We never found any proof other than the depositary of the sister.”

“That was me” Caitlin explained. “We … we were playing outside. It was her birthday, she was just eleven and I was fourteen. Our parents were always working.”

She stopped for a second, wiping her tears. Cisco put a comforting hand on her shoulder, encouraging her to tell her story.

“They were scientists” She kept going. “They never had much time for us. So, I told her I would take her to buy her a dress. She was so happy. We actually spent that entire afternoon together. Then … we were going back home and she told me a man was following us, that he was watching me. I thought … she was watching a lot of weird cops shows so I just told her that it was nothing, that she was imagining it” Again, she took a break, this time to calm her heart rate. “A car stopped next to our house, just as we got closer” She whispered. “She begged me to take a short cut so we went into this dark alley. That’s when I realized she was right, that the man was following us. She took my hand and we ran. She stopped next to a trash can, opened it and told me to hide inside. She said « I think they want you so don’t scream and don’t cry, count to a hundred and if I’m not back, jump and run as fast as you can to the house and lock yourself ». Those words are stuck in my head ever since it happened, I just can’t forget. I did as she said, I didn’t cry, even when I heard her scream…. And she never came home”

“My god” Iris muttered under her breath.

“What happened after that ? Didn’t the police find any clue ?” Barry asked, his eyes going from Caitlin to Joe.

“Not a single one” The detective answered. “It was exactly like she … vanished. We didn’t have the technology we have today but even then, there was absolutely nothing to help I.D the man.”

“After that my mother got depressed” Caitlin said. “I busied myself with work and so did my dad. When … after eight years, when the police declared her officially dead, my mom broke down. There was still hope as long as nobody was saying anything, and that hope was the only thing keeping her alive. She was … devastated. She took her life the day we buried an empty casket for my sister”

“I’m so sorry Cait” Cisco whispered to her, enveloping his friend in a tight hug.

“What was her name ?” Iris inquired sadly.

“Anastasia Snow” Felicity answered.

They all turned to her, surprised to hear the answer coming from her.

“What … what happened in Starling ?” Caitlin suddenly asked, her whole body tensing.

“About a month ago, I was coming home when I saw a girl walking with no shoes on, blood on her clothes and looking very much scarred. I took her with me and she kept repeating she didn’t want to go to a hospital, so I brought her to Oliver. She was out of it, answering only a few questions. But I did ask for her name.”

Caitlin started sobbing, a hand covering her mouth. She was smart enough to understand where this story was going. Felicity grabbed one more piece of paper with a shaky hand, putting it in front of Caitlin.

“I ran every tests possible”

“No, no, no, it can’t … it can’t …”

Her whole body started to shake uncontrollably. Joe got up, taking the paper and handling it to a very much shocked Barry.

“I immediately thought of you when she said her name was Anastasia Snow but we didn’t want to overwhelm her so we waited a couple of days. After that, I started the tests and they all came back positive”

“She … She …” She was hyperventilating, the tears streaming down her face rapidly. Iris and Cisco were by her side, supporting her. “Say it … please, Felicity, I need to hear you say it” She whispered.

“Anastasia is alive”

She let out a breathless sigh, grabbing the paper. The tears kept flowing as she was reading.

“What happened ?” She said with a shaky voice. “Where is she? Is she alright? Why did you say she was covered in blood? Felicity, where is my sister? Why did you wait a whole month to tell me?”

“Take a deep breath. I’ll explain everything but you have to calm yourself down. You’re gonna have a heart attack at this rate, Caitlin”

“I just … I just learned my sister was alive. I think I’m allowed to a few heart attacks”

Joe took the file on the table, going through it at a fast rate.

“Can I keep this ?” He asked Felicity

“I actually brought it to you. Figured you would want to investigate.”

“Yes, yes, of course. But I’ll need …”

“Ana will cooperate, don’t worry.”

Caitlin suddenly put her hands on Felicitys, looking at her with pleading eyes.

“Please, tell me.”

“I don’t know much of what happened to her. She doesn’t talk a lot about it” She lied partially. They didn’t need to know the extend of what the girl went through, at least not at that particular moment.

“Who abducted her ?” Barry asked

“She calls him the « Doctor ». We don’t know much about him apart from the fact that he’s a psycho with the tendencies to abduct children”

“Children ? She wasn’t alone ?” Joe inquired

“She told us she saw more than thirty kids there when they took her.”

“Where is there ? And what happened to those kids ? Surely, someone would have noticed” Iris commented.

“She was kept inside an asylum”

“What ?!” Caitlin exclaimed, shocked.

“We … already had someone looking into that. There’s no one there anymore. And as for the kids, apparently this « Doctor » experimented on them with a drug he created. Ana said many of them died within the first three years”

“They used my sister as a lab rat ?” Caitlin whispered with a shaky voice.

“I think … I think the details of her abduction should be discussed with Joe. You don’t want to hear it, Caitlin.”

“What ? Tell me ! What did they do to her ?” She screamed hysterically. “Tell me!”

“I won’t tell you. The horror of that place defy anything we have ever seen. She was tortured, that’s the only thing you need to know.”

“My god” Iris mumbled.

“How did she get out ?” Joe asked

“She escaped. She was with a friend, another girl abducted. Her name was Olivia”

“Was ?” Barry added

“They fought for their life and Olivia gave hers so that Anastasia could get out of the asylum. They were the last kids alive from the experiments.”

“Where is Caitlin’s sister now ?” Cisco asked

“With Oliver. They left Starling as soon as I knocked on your door. We … we wanted you to be prepared”

“Prepared ?” Caitlin repeated.

“Why did you wait a whole month ?” Barry asked.

“She is not used to people, or family, or affection, or anything really. She was overwhelmed by this whole world she hadn’t had the time to discover. We didn’t want to put too much on her. She needed time, just like you. You would have wanted to see her, and she wasn’t ready”

“Didn’t she want to see me ?” Caitlin whispered

“She doesn’t remember her life before the abduction. I’m sorry, Caitlin”

The scientist had a hard time keeping herself together. She couldn’t prevent the tears from falling down and she couldn’t stop the fast rate inside her chest. Her whole body seemed ignite by a fire and she was burning alive.

“Oliver told her she would meet you but not before she was ready to. Like I said, she is not used to people, she reacts very badly at the simplest touch. We wanted to give her a small sense of safety before making her come to Central City … I should warn you though… ”

“What is it ?” Cisco inquired.

“She is going to be … acting strangely. I know it’s hard, but, Caitlin, please, try to stay calm. Each of you, remember when you will see her that she lived ten years with a man who tortured her. And please, do not look at her wrists too long, she will notice and feel guilty”

“Her wrists ?” Barry said

“Why would we look at her wrists ?” Joe added.

“First visible marks of torture. They used to chain up the kids to make sure they wouldn’t escape.”

“My god that poor girl” Joe whispered.

Caitlin took a deep breath, trying to get a hold of her own thoughts.

“Do you have a picture of her ?” She muttered. Felicity faintly nodded, getting her phone to show her. Caitlin took it with shaky hands, tears still flowing down her face as she looked at her long lost sister. This was a photo taken a week ago, during diner, with all the girls together; Felicity, Thea, Laurel and Anastasia. “She’s beautiful” Caitlin cried. “She looks just like my mother”

“I’m sorry” Felicity told her. “For what you both went through, what you will both go through. I can’t imagine how you must feel”

“It’s … I don’t even know it myself. I am beyond happy that she’s alive, I can barely believe it. I missed her so much. I spent the last couple of years convincing myself that I was at peace with her … her death, but…” She stopped talking for a minute, contemplating her friends. She felt exactly as if she had step into this inter-dimensional space, that she would wake up soon and none of this would be real. “I’ll truly believe it when I’ll be able to hold my sister again” She stated, her voice shaking with emotions.

Felicity offered her a small smile, squeezing her hands in hers.

“I know this will be hard, for all of you. I know you don’t know her, she’s a stranger to you, but she’s going to need your help”

“Of course” Barry answered automatically.

“She’s welcome here” Iris added. “We’ll do anything we can to help her recover”

“If it is alright with you, Joe, I think it would be safer for her to live with you” Felicity admitted.

“Why ?” Caitlin asked suddenly, hurt evident in her voice. Anastasia was, after all, her family.

“We hid her to buy some time but this « Doctor » is probably looking for her. I don’t want to put you in any danger. She, as well as you, will be safer if she stays with Barry and Joe”

“Yeah, of course” Joe automatically agreed. That man had a big heart, he was always trying to help, in any way he could, the people around him. He wasn’t going to let that girl get hurt, not under his watch. They all knew it.

“We will keep her safe” Barry added firmly.

Felicity smiled at his words. It was in the way he said it; she knew Anastasia was now protected by the Flash.

The computer scientist had developed a sweet spot for the girl. She had seen the asylum through her computer, witnessed the nightmares, the cries, the screams. She just couldn’t bare to see the poor girl hurt any more than she already was. It was a wonder to her how Anastasia had lived so long through pain and absolutely not an ounce of hope. Any person, in their right mind, would have given up.

“There’s no way anything will happen to her under our watch” Cisco affirmed. “If she’s Caitlin’s sister, then she’s family”

They all nodded at that and Caitlin faintly thanked them, her hands brushing fresh tears.

“Will you be alright ?” Felicity asked her friend.

“Yes” Caitlin whispered. “I will. I need a minute, I’ll be right back”

She left the room abruptly, needing to take a small walk to clear her mind.

“I’m gonna follow her” Cisco added, going after her.

Joe sat at the table, going through the files, Barry behind him.

“I’ll make some coffee” Iris suddenly said. “This is going to be a long night”

She didn’t wait for an answer and made her way to the kitchen. When Felicity was sure she was out for earshot she walked to the two men who were silently working.

“Anastasia knows about the Arrow” She confessed, gaining both their attention.

“What ? How ?” Barry asked.

“Oliver told her”

“He … What ?” Barry couldn’t believe it. The man capable to do anything to protect his identity had told the girl he rescued his secret.

“Look, he’ll explain to you in detail, I’ll sum it up before Iris comes back”

Joe frowned, not liking where the story was going.

“That drug they used ? It wasn’t just any experiment, we think they were trying to create metahumans”

“What ?” Joe exclaimed.

“It didn’t work for most of them”

“But it did for Anastasia” Barry guessed.

“Yes. She’s a meta, she can’t control her powers yet. We’ve been working on that with her. She’s powerful, she might be able to help you fighting the Reverse Flash … which is why …” She stopped, taking a deep breath.

“Why what ?” Joe asked, worried.

“Why I told her about the Flash”

“You told her about me ?!” Barry exclaimed, trying not to be too loud.

“I had to. I’m sorry, Barry. I know this is your secret to tell” Felicity said. “Look, I told her she would be staying with you both, and she refused. She is scarred of what she can do. They made her believe she was a monster. She was convinced she’d hurt you, so I told her about you to appease her.”

“You did the right thing” Joe admitted, surprising both his companions.

“What ?” Barry was shocked to hear he was willing to let another person into this crazy life of superheroes.

“She needs to know she’ll be safe. That girl has enough on her shoulders, if she can promise she won’t tell a soul, then I don’t see why she couldn’t know. You learned how to control your speed, you can help her, Bear”

“She will keep your secret” Felicity promised.

Barry nodded, not knowing if he entirely agreed with the decision. Before any of them could say anything more, Iris came back with coffee and Felicity felt her phone vibrate. She pulled it out, noticing a new text from Oliver saying they had just landed in Central City. Flying in Palmer Tech’s private jet was apparently faster than expected.

“They’ll be here in less than ten” She announced.

They all nodded while Iris went to retrieve her phone from her purse.

“If we’re going to hide her, she’s going to need to look different, so we’re going to need a hairdresser”

“That’s a good idea” Joe told her.

“I think she’d like that” Felicity added.

Just as Felicity’s phone rang again, Cisco and Caitlin came back, small smiles on their face.

“They’re only a block away. Should be here any minute now”

Caitlin unconsciously put her hands on her stomach, trying to ease her feelings before she meet her sister. She forced herself to take deep breath, to calm herself. She was more than ready to see her, and more scared than ever. Cisco clenched her right hand, putting all the support he could give her into this grip. When she turned to look at him, he offered her his most comforting smile. He was her best friend, he wouldn’t let her down, not now, not ever. Her head turned abruptly to the door when she heard someone knocking. They were all silent, all waiting for Joe to go and open the door. The room was filled with mixed emotions, apprehension and impatience. None of them knew what to expect, but they were all certain that, whatever would happen that night, it would change their life forever.

She left.

Idk when she’s coming back but she is obv. I mean we’re gonna have to sit and talk this out at the least.

Idk
I mean I still care
And I want her to get help
And sort her shit out
And get professional help

I mean
I’m not perfect
I got shit to deal with
But I’m working on it

But I can’t work on my shit and get better if I’m trying to help someone else who is just dragging me down and generally making my life worse by adding more shit for me to deal with

But this is a huge weight off my chest. At least for the next few days I’ll be able to be less on edge.

Not exactly kicking her out till we work this shit out. But, our relationship is done.

I still feel guilty. But I know I need to do this.

Now just gotta deal with the shit storm that’s gonna come from all this

I doubt 2NE1 ever come back, YG is over it, I don’t know why he even offered to resign them. Bom is just gonna sit in the dungeon because she will never be forgiven because netziens are petty. Dara will still do some acting and CL will continue with being a socialite and rapper. He’s just keeping them because he knows what they have and doesn’t want someone else to have them and actually use their talents.

Just sharing a theory I read today: 

-  Maz asks Han the question: “Who’s the girl?” and then the scene cuts to     Finn. So we don’t know what Han told her. But for some reason she comes to the basement to see Rey on the ground shocked by what she’d seen (the vision). After that, it seems as if Maz knows who Rey is (that her family is not coming back but someone else still could)… I kinda get the feeling that maybe Han knows of ‘this girl’ who will have Force bond with his son (kind of a prophecy - maybe Ben had visions of her when he was younger). That’s why when Finn comes running all worried:“He took her, did u see it?” Han just says: “Yeah, yeah” as if he knows Kylo is not gonna hurt her. That’s why Maz says (when Finn asks her where Rey is): she’s where she’s supposed to be. Meaning - it’s her destiny to go into that woods and to meet Kylo.

You know what would be really adorable? 

So imagine Chat Noir and Ladybug just deacumatized someone, and they’re gonna change back soon. 

And then Chat is like “Ladybug, I need to tell you something”

So Ladybug is all like “We’re could change back any moment, tell me next time”

So Chat is like “No, I’ve put this off long enough” and then he comes really close to her and he’s like “I’m in love with you” and Ladybug just stares at him for a long moment and she’s like “I’m sorry Chat.. I’m in love with someone else” and Chat looks really heartbroken and Ladybug doesn’t know what to do so she’s just like “his name is Adrien Agreste” and Chat just stares at her with his mouth open and suddenly he changes back and he’s like “I’M Adrien” and Ladybug is just like OMG and she also transforms back and she’s like “and I-I’m Marinette” AND THEY JUST STARE AT EACH OTHER FOR A MOMENT AND THEN THEY KISS AND I DIE LIKE CAN THIS PLEASE HAPPEN

@multi-mused

Cass laughed as she filled the glass before putting it down on the bar. “Seriously how many times am I gonna have to give you the wrong number? You know I’m too in love with Barry to date anyone.” The one good thing about the bar she worked at was the fact that almost every person that came in was a regular. It wasn’t like they lived in a town that got a lot of random people stopping by if there wasn’t something going on. So she’d gotten to know everyone that came in. Her laughter died down as she saw Luke come into the bar with someone else in tow. Clearing her throat she turned her attention back to making drinks.

‘What if you meet someone else? Or what if you stop loving me?’ She asked with tears in her eyes. She was going away for a few months and worried about what would happen. I kissed her forehead then smiled. ‘Its not gonna happen. Just because you won’t be in front of me for a while doesn’t mean you’ll leave my heart.’ She smiled back at me but it quickly faded.

Then there was a silence between us and my smile faded. Then she spoke, 'What if I find someone else? What if I come back and I’ve stopped loving you?’ I felt my chest tighten and it hurt to even hear her ask those questions. Tears filled my eyes and a few escaped onto my face but I quickly wiped them away. 'I love you now and I’ll still love you when you get back. But if that happens then…’ She interrupted me, 'It’ll be over?’

My smile widened. 'Yeah, for whoever that other girl is. Because I’m not gonna just let you go. I’m gonna continue to love you and I’m gonna remind you that you love me back. So its okay if you find someone else because like I said, I love you now and I’ll still love you when you get back.’ She kissed me then snuggled into my arms and soon after we fell asleep.

We forgot about our worries because right now, laying beside each other, we were in love and that was all that mattered - it was everything.

—  Oko Ninjah (Miles Don’t Mean Anything)
The Drama in my Game 😒

Ok so Kacie Riggs and Darryl Brown were engaged, they have twin boys, Amir and Amari and a baby girl, Sloane. I left them as is and decided to start a legacy with Taye and India. Anywho I get a notice that Darryl married Katrina Laws 😳😳 Df is she and what happened to Kacie?! So I mosey on over to the Brown household. And well not only did Darryl marry someone else, he took all 3 kids to live with the new wife. So I decided that he was gonna divorce Katrina and go back home to Kacie. His ass all sick and sad over the divorce and barely talks to Kacie. Now the day after he comes back, Kacie gets a call from the next door neighbor Mario Wallace talking about he can’t stop thinking about her and invited her to dinner. 😳😳😳 They’re lovebirds but he married with 2 kids. And now I’m just like…

Originally posted by utterlywrong

“Wow buddy, you’re a little drunk there, maybe you should back off before I hit you in the face,” she told the drunk man at the bar who started feeling up her ass. Rolling her eyes, she removed his hand from her ass and slapped it on the table. “Come on buddy, find someone else to do that with,” she said, giving the man a glare who just started to lean closer to her. “Dude, I’m a dime, you’re like a zero. I’m not desperate enough to want to sleep with you. Go away.”

honestly? yeah hillary is trash but like?? primaries aren’t even CLOSE to starting says who she is gonna be the nominee. you can even get involved to try to get the democrats to nominate someone else 2. i am not backing out of this everyone has gotta VOTE this is so unbelievable to me that people would just not vote. yeah everything sucks. yeah i’m all for a revolution and if it starts call me i’ll buy a ticket to go help and everything but realistically? it isn’t gonna happen. realistically, change is gonna come slow and gradual and in frustratingly small amounts. and it’s not gonna happen if you don’t keep pushing for it, all the time, telling people you matter because you vote and they should listen to what you want. also LITERALLY WHAT DO YOU HAVE TO LOSE? you radical cred? like a couple hours on a sunday? gimme a break just vote WTF