or else the world will fall apart

the signs as people i’ve known

aries: passionate verging on obsessive.  defensive of both themselves and the people they love.  few layers; what you see is more or less what you get.  good-hearted, intelligent.  always up for a challenge, but becomes stressed out very easily and handles stress very poorly.  even when they’re tired, they somehow seem so alert and two steps ahead of you.  responsible.  they prefer to lead and lead very well.  interesting, competitive, loyal.  although they like to be correct and love to prove people wrong, more than anything they just want someone to listen and expand on their point, not disagree with it. romantic but they like to pretend that they aren’t.  they seek instant gratification and hate doing things that they’re not naturally great at (but they’re naturally great at a lot).  can be very self-absorbed, but it’s not conscious.  so loving and so lovely.  the yang to my yin, the storm to my calm.  a friend who completes me.

taurus: extremely nice, and they never want to hurt anybody’s feelings, so they tend to skirt around the truth or omit their opinion.  truly, genuinely kind, the sort of person you hope will always stay in your life, the sort of person you feel like you really need.  dependable, hardworking, stable.  they have been through a lot, but looking at them, you wouldn’t know it.  will ultimately put themselves before you (which is a good thing), but is always there for you when they can be. very realistic; they know what they can achieve and expect themselves to do so.  private to a fault, and doesn’t usually express their feelings. there is something about their soul that makes me smile whenever i think of them. one of the people i love most in this world.  my equal, the friend who i hope knows how much i love them.

gemini: endlessly charming, supportive, and brave.  always wants to make everyone happy, often at the expense of their own desires, so they’ll do things they don’t want to do but be kind of grouchy about it, leading others to believe that they are picky and that they change their mind too much.  frequently changes the details of a story to either make it more interesting or get out of trouble.  wants more than anything to see and experience the good in the world but is very often a victim of the bad.  overly-trusting.  they can make any experience memorable, and they are the most fun you’ll ever have. quite self-critical but they also know that they have a certain power over people. forgetful, tolerant, warm.  often feels quite overwhelmed and may not handle this feeling wisely.  crazy but kind.  the one whom words fail to describe.  the biggest piece of my heart, my mother.

cancer: both friendly and intimidating.  difficult to read.  patient and cooperative but more often than not, they think their idea/opinion is better than yours.  very, very smart.  super dependable, so sensitive, hold grudges like it’s their life’s calling. courageous.  behave very differently around authority figures, likes being seen as innocent and cute. they will keep your secrets but they will kind of hold them over you, and they tend to taunt others by saying, “i know [x] about [y] and you don’t.”  very funny, dark, and sarcastic once you get to know them, but initially sweet and sugary.  survivalists; they protect themselves first and their loved ones second and don’t really care about everyone else. friendly. once they’re in a relationship, they become rather absorbed by it and neglect the other parts of their life.  dramatic, obsessive. rather strong-willed.  when they’re having an off day, get out of their way.  they will never forget anything you tell them.  they see life as an inside joke.  my figurative fraternal twin.  the friend who is just like me but whom i’ll never understand.

leo: impressively loving, astonishingly generous, the whole universe in one person.  soft and loud, wild and cautious.  they are full of power, grace, and energy, and they awaken within you the sense that you are good and that you can do whatever you want to do. even when they’re quiet, their presence is felt. very self-critical, constantly questioning their worth. always in need of validation, which is why they like to be the center of attention; in order to know that they’re a star, they require a standing ovation. they want to love themselves, they need to love themselves. such a romantic, wants to be wooed and adored, and they’ll gladly return the favor.  soothing.  they are so easy to trust, but they are more careful with their own secrets than they seem. they love with every bone in their body.  they want, more than anything, a best friend. loyal, inventive, go-getters. great listeners.  can somehow empathize with every situation, but are mildly obsessed with themselves. love winning. my idol, the part of myself i hope i grow into, my aunt.

virgo: hilarious, dependable, treats you like their kid.  trustworthy, sympathetic. they are fascinating and unique, but they are too attached to their own magic. more obsessive than they like to think they are.  they take criticism very well, perhaps because they dish it out even better. level-headed but aspirational. they prefer to be the less loving one in all of their relationships.  feels guilty for feeling sad or emotional. curious and interested.  can talk for hours if you let them.  kind and smart, wants to be special and different from everyone else. treats the people closest to them the worst. believes in tough love.  loves to joke and be sarcastic but usually takes it a few steps too far.  perfectionistic, which leads them to put little effort into things that they feel they can’t do flawlessly.  the one i protect who thinks they’re protecting me.  the friend whom i loved right away.

libra: angelic, enchanting, sweet.  picky. they are so afraid of offending someone that they have to know someone really likes them before they’ll be honest with them.  so many layers.  funny and diligent. treats everyone like their best friend, but when you are their best friend, there is just something so slightly different about how they treat you, something that makes you feel amazing. good at everything.  completely unable to make decisions. gossipers. they want to like everyone, but they just don’t.  absolutely hates saying no, but will do it if it’s 100% necessary.  sleepy and goofy around people they love. works hard to look good, trendy.  smart, fair.  nervous around authority figures. fearful of loss and of growing up.  secret control freaks.  they are at once youthful and wise.  crazy patient on the outside, just crazy on the inside. always somewhere on my mind, the one who i was always meant to know. my very best friend, my soul’s sister.

scorpio: the best listener. truly wants to know everything about you. extremely devoted, passionate.  knows you very, very well.  so funny, so kind.  will stick with you through thick and thin, always on your side.  gives great advice. the person across the room who you can’t stop staring at.  secretive, fearful, romantic.  both observant and judgmental. will hate you for judging them while they judge you.  their heart is bigger than anyone else’s, and all they really want is to fill it to its brim with love. very often the sidekick, but they stand out to me. they are quite obsessive and they rarely wait for explanations. they want to own the people they love.  intuitive.  loves you soooo much.  impossible to know fully. deep, powerful. the ocean flows inside them, yet all too often that ocean is stormy.  the person many people think i am, the person i sometimes i wish i was.  my confidante, my partner in crime, my heart, my friend.

sagittarius: the most supportive and dependable person on the planet.  an amazing friend, the best person to have in your corner.  honest and disorganized, friendly and capable.  very quick to anger and has a hard time admitting they’re wrong.  devotes themselves wholly and completely to their partner and puts them on a pedestal, but once they’ve moved on, they’ve really moved on.  tends to succeed, lucky.  has a hard time seeing the truth of a situation and often must be told what’s really going on.  charismatic and caring, overly generous.  can spread themselves thin.  guided chiefly by morals which they never abandon.  has a strong sense of right and wrong (specifically, they’re right, you’re wrong).  my backbone, my other mother.

capricorn: pensive and stoic.  has a brain that never stops going.  they wake up every morning in the climax of a novel they’ve written in their sleep.  loyal, just, intimidating.  cold and private.  mean to people who are mean to them.  shuts down entirely for seemingly no reason.  the wisest of all.  mature.  silently romantic. victim of their thoughts.  intense, original.  they want someone to fall really deeply in love with them, but they close themselves off to everyone. admires the beauty of the world, moved by small details that many people miss. always thinking of the future, no matter how good the present is.  judgmental. wants to be better than everyone else. exceptionally smart. often falling apart on the inside.  can think themselves into sickness, into joy, into anything. loves to be alone, hates more than anything to be lonely.  soft on the inside. the best leaders but they don’t like to lead.  kind-hearted and always doubting it. immensely fatalistic.  the dreamy head behind my eyes.  myself.

aquarius: very patient.  analytical, detached.  they have favorite people and things and they will be honest about who and what these favorites are.  they love you, they just can’t tell you.  wants to be cared for without caring in return. easy to talk to, somehow always makes you feel safe.  impressive intellect. generous with the people they love.  genuinely good, inspiring.  easily overwhelmed.  resorts to humor when offended.  doesn’t try very hard to act like they like someone they hate.  wants to be special.  artificially nice to authority figures.  can be surprisingly mean without intending to.  very good liars.  super funny.  compliments mean a lot coming from them.  the person i forget i am, the friend i should talk to more.

pisces: kind-hearted, funny.  to really know them, you kind of have to know them forever.  so easy to love.  hates to think about the difficulties of the world and prefers to just have fun.  very much in the present and tries not to think about the future.  as such, they sometimes behave without thinking and wind up messing things up for themselves.  they tend to be kind of lazy in regards to some things and extremely passionate in regards to others; there isn’t a lot of balance.  can be very mean and very angry.  won’t apologize first when you’ve made them mad. must express themselves in some way.  no matter how much they say that they love you, they always love you more than that.  quite sensitive, hates few things more than being called annoying. super generous, always wants to be there for you but hates not being able to make you happier. truly the sweetest. my favorite person, my brother.

Why You Will Never Forget The Signs:

(And why you shouldn’t).

Aries: With them everything was easy. They had a strong, impulsive personality; one that made them look as someone who wasn’t afraid of anyone nor anything. They were honest and caring, and above all, they were always by your side no matter what. It’s normal to never forget an Aries… they were too special.

Taurus: They were too attentive. They didn’t give you everything at every hour, but when you least expected they appeared with that thing you were waiting for during weeks. Even when they were sad, they made you smile. And yes, you miss them.

Gemini: Every time you took a look on Gemini, you had one thing clear: they were one of the most expressive people you knew. They texted you just to know if you were doing ok, if you had arrived your home safe and to tell you that they missed you. They seemed to know exactly how you felt. They cared too much about you, and they weren’t even afraid to show it. You should call them.

Cancer: They were kind of complicated, especially with those mood swings… But when you discovered that they just needed love, you realized how amazing they were. They were the one who waited for you in the night, the one who texted you a million times just to tell you they were thinking about you, the one who looked for you everywhere because they wanted a hug. Maybe you don’t remember exactly when they left, but you do remember all the times they made you feel complete.

Leo: They’re just too hard to forget. Leo spent time with you, Leo made you feel soft, warm, loved. Leo was magic. Leo was the Sun, because when they left, it suddenly felt cold and dark. Everything changed. You told yourself you’re doing okay, but it’s not true. You can’t forget them because your life it’s not the same without them.

Virgo: You tried to find somebody like them, but you didn’t success. Virgo could listen to you talking about the same topic for hours and hours, and they wouldn’t complain. They didn’t tell you ‘i love you’, but they made you feel loved. Virgo was different, and, at the same time, Virgo was just like you.

Libra: They weren’t afraid to tell you how they felt and that they’d missed you, even when it wasn’t convenient for them. Libra believed in love, friendship, and everything pure in this world. And you admired them for that. It’s okay if you can’t forget them; nobody could.

Scorpio: They gave everything for you. They were there for you when nobody else was, they held you when you were falling apart, they told you not what you wanted to hear – but the truth, and now you realize that that’s what you really needed back then. They supported you, and now that they’re gone you feel as if they had left a hole in you. Well, … maybe you should speak to them again.

Sagittarius: You will never forget the excitement you felt when talking to them on the phone in the late, late night. Their laugh, their jokes, their stories. You will never forget them because they made you feel. You miss their energy and how they smiled when they spoke.

Capricorn: They had strength, they had bravery, they had character. Beside them, you learnt how to be mature, how to be a better person; to understand life. Perhaps it’s true that you didn’t miss them at first, but now they’re the only thing you can think about. Stop waiting for a sign. Call them.

Aquarius: It is quite complicated to forget someone who always tries to make everyone happy, someone who made you feel free and gave you all their love and trust, and that, my friend, is your case. You felt safe and sound next to them, and you learnt how to enjoy the littlest things in life.

Pisces: You will remember their generosity, their kindness, their patience towards others. Pisces was too special for you, because you always had that strange feeling of freshness with them. Probably they were your favorite person in the world. Maybe you won’t forget them in the near future, and maybe you shouldn’t try to.

A cage of golden glass

Synopsis: There was you. An ordinary human girl, wrong place, wrong time. Then there was Loki. God of Mischief, war criminal. When Thor brings you to Asgard to ensure your safety, there is nobody else you come to hate more passionately than his evil foster brother. Then Odin finally decides on a new and much more effective kind of punishment for Loki, causing your whole world to fall apart. He would simply marry him off to a mortal, someone who is, by all means, “beneath” him. You.

Pairing: Loki x Reader
Rating: M
Chapter: 1/1 (Oneshot)
Words: 7217
Warnings: smut, forced marriage

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What I Read This Week

I read some AWESOME fics this week and I’m so happy to share them with you! It was a long weekend in Canada so I had plenty of time to read :)

Pigeon Alley by DiAnna44, Teen, 6.8k (WIP)
What’s meant to be will always find a way. Victor and Yuuri? They’re meant to be. SO GOOD so far!! Actor AU!

clean up on aisle five by alipiee, Gen, 5.3k
“You have got to be kidding me. Please tell me you did not drag me around that shop for over an hour for you to leave without his number, but with coconut milk, four different types of pasta and gluten-free cereal - you’re not even gluten intolerant!” LOOOOOOOOVE THIS! It’s so so cute!

Love and Gelato by flowercrownyuri (elevensong), Teen, 7.6k
Victor’s life consists of three things: taking classes at the local university, figure skating on the weekends, and working at a florist shop downtown. After years upon years of monotony, he’s convinced that nothing can take him by surprise anymore. However, when a new employee begins working at Celestino’s, a gelato shop across the road, Victor’s immediately intrigued. I’M SOBBING I LOVE THIS SO MUCH

‘Cause I’m a Taker, 'Cause I’m a Giver, It’s Only Nature by ken_ichijouji (dommific), Explicit, 75k (WIP)
The story of how Yuuri Katsuki slept with, dated, fell in love with, and married Victor Nikiforov. Yes, in that order. Such a great fic! Updated today!

The Rules For Lovers by ADreamingSongbird, Teen, 142k (WIP)
Prince Yuuri Katsuki has a duty to his country, above all else (his desires, his dreams, and his happiness included), and he knows this alliance will help to ensure the safety of his people. That’s the only reason he accepts Prince Nikiforov’s hand in marriage. The pleasant surprise, of course, is the part where they fall in love along the way. The unpleasant one, well…That’s a long story. FINALLY got around to reading the whole fic and WOW I love it so much!! I can’t wait to see what happens next!

The Most Beautiful Man in the World (Who Lives in My Apartment Building) by preciousbunnynoiz, Teen, 6.4k
The Most Beautiful Man in the World lives in Yuri’s apartment building but alas Yuri only sees him when Yuri looks like a dumpster goblin. One of my new faves!! 

our doubts are traitors by astoryaboutwar, Explicit, 25k (WIP)
The powered assassins AU in which betrayal comes first, forgiveness second, and love was always somewhere in the equation. That update!!! Oh my god!!!!!!!

The Two Mr. Nikiforovs by bratinella, Mature, 15k
Secrets are normal in Viktor’s opinion. Yuuri shares his sentiments. Everyone has secrets they keep from others and he knows even Yuuri has some just as Viktor has. He is very grateful to have trust and understanding between them and Viktor allows his husband to maintain his privacy just as Yuuri gives Viktor his own. Which lies in the problem. LOVED THIS! Must read!!

We’ll Be Fireproof by Lukesnotpunk, Explicit, 26k
Yuuri is a lifeguard at his local pool, Victor is the star of the swim team that practices there, and Yuuri might spend more than a healthy amount of time watching Victor more than the other swimmers. Victor might notice. Awesome fic!! I never knew I needed a swimmer AU until now hahaha!!

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Here’s to another week of great fic reading! Be sure to give the authors some love!

Too Much


Requested: no A/N: I’m in Norway so this is a planned post. p>

Word count: 2,239

My back was resting against the soft, white pillow. I pulled the covers higher, covering my entire body. I felt cold, but it had nothing to do with the temperature in the bedroom, it was all about the enormous fight Shawn and I had earlier. Fighting with him always made me feel so cold, so tired and completely drained from any sort of energy. I was reading a book or at least trying to, but I hardly managed to read a single page.

Honestly, I just needed something to distract me from the fact that Shawn had left the apartment in anger and I hadn’t heard from him since.

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anonymous asked:

Can you rec any soul mark AUs where Steve and Tony actually end up together? I love pining and UST but I'm sick as fuck of these fics where some tragic circumstance (CW, misunderstanding, etc) keeps them apart or one realizes it and the other doesn't and just GIVES UP. My emotional state is so done w/ this. TIA!

Soulmates!  Okay, well, I’ll be honest and say that I don’t read a lot of these, mainly b/c I’m just more of a “love is a choice you have to make about how you treat someone” than a “boom! we love each other!” kind of person.  This could have impacted the whole not falling in love thing, but, here we are.  I think all of these are happy endings.  At any rate, I do have some wonderful suggestions and please, everyone feel free to add their favorites!  

Remember to leave a comment and kudos for your authors!

The Winged Soul by @inukagome15:  It wasn’t until he was three that he realized he was different and no one else could see the wings.

To Strike a Match by @51st:   The marks that appeared on nearly every human one day weren’t very obvious – a pattern resembling the whorl of a fingerprint and almost as unique, on the inner wrist, tinted the color of coal-black ink. Almost as unique, because everyone was supposed to have a match somewhere on earth, and when the match was found, with a solid press of bared wrist to wrist, mark to mark, the pattern disappeared.

Nothing Else But Miracles (An Ancient Secrets and Newborn Dreams Remix) by muccamukk:   In the rough and tumble of the Lower East Side, the only constants in Steve’s life are the solid black letters of the name on his wrist. Because even with the law and society against them, his world falling apart piece by piece, and his search for his soulmate taking him to stranger and wilder places, Steve has faith that finding Tony Stark is only a matter of time.

Stars Fading, But I Linger On, Dear by @chibisquirt:   A Soulmate AU where people meet their soulmate in their dreams. Of course, not even that solves all the world’s problems, especially if one or more of the soulmates has a secret identity…

Thumb, Index and Pinky Extended by Eudoxia:   Tony Stark is twenty-one when he loses his voice. It shouldn’t matter, but in a world where the first words your Soulmate says to you are marked on your skin, it can be pretty damn annoying.

Stand Back, I’m Going to Do Science by Good_News_Everyone:  Soulmates are a rare and cherished thing, a simple touch of hands bringing love that lasts forever. By all the rules of romance, they’re meant to wait for each other and to trust in the vagaries of fate to bring them together.
Tony’s never been good at waiting, and when he has science on his side, who needs fate?

The Song Without Words by @lelantusposts (WiP): Everyone knew what happened when soulmates touched each other. Whether it was hands clasping together, fingers brushing across a jaw, or lips meeting in a kiss - it didn’t matter. Any skin-to-skin contact and chests started glowing with soft, white-blue light. Soul-light, it was called.Tony woke up in a cave in Afghanistan with a hole in his chest and wires coming out of it and felt his blood run cold. He knew instinctively what it meant. He’d lost his ability to produce a soul-light. And so no matter how much he yearned for it in the secret, hidden corners of his heart, Tony would never find his soulmate.

The Long Road Home by @ladyshadowdrake:  Maria Stark told her son that the Mark on his wrist meant there was a special someone out there just for him. Sarah Rogers told her son that his soulmate was waiting for him, and he needed to be strong for them.Neither of them ever mentioned what to do if that soulmate just doesn’t want them.

Our Weight in Gold by @stark-spangled-lovers:  It was every cliché he’d ever heard about. Every sappy thing they wrote down in the magazines, every single thing he had always hated about the myth. It was as though he had experienced life without sight, and was suddenly bombarded by a storm of color. It was all-consuming, and rushing through his veins like molten lava, like his whole existence was suddenly filled with sunlight. A door opened, and a myriad of emotions stormed through his body: confusion, disbelief, loneliness, and so much fierce determination that it almost knocked Tony off his feet. And he understood then, understood that these emotions weren’t his. They were Rogers’.This is a story about fate, self-doubt, choice and eventually—love.

Multitude of One by @nostalgicatsea:   “So was I,” his soulmate would tell him one day, and what it would mean was that they loved him.  (Note:  This isn’t exactly happy, as it is CACW, but I’m an optimist and I loved it, so…yeah)

The Heavens Tumble Darling, and I’m– by @chibisquirt:  For most of Steve’s life, he’d been certain he was going to meet his soulmate by pissing him off. (Almost certainly a him, although the occasion of the WACs did cause Steve’s heart to stutter for more reasons than just the look of a girl in uniform.) He was sure that the conversation would go something like—“Something something (probably something sassy), Mr. Soulmate.”“Captain,” Capt. Soulmate would correct him.Because that was all it said: Just “CAPTAIN”, all caps, no punctuation, in dark block letters that looked simultaneously angry and precise. So he could probably be forgiven for assuming that it was a correction for a misapplied form of address; after all, it couldn’t be someone addressing him as Captain, could it?  Aha.   Ahahahaha.  Life was very funny.

The Truth of It by nightwalker:  You can’t lie to your soulmate, everyone knows that. Tony’s always thought it was just hype until he tries to sass Steve and the words freeze in his throat.

There You Are (I’ve Been Looking for You) by @izazov (WIP):  When Tony Stark meets Steve Rogers it’s hardly love at first sight. The fact the guy turns out to be his soulmate doesn’t change it in the least.

Captain & Mr. Stark by wisia:   In a world where your soulmates’ first words are etched onto your skin, Tony despairs. Because his words are “Mr. Stark” and everyone calls him that.

Like Sunlight by sara_holmes:  Steve is used to the way it feels by now; a strange but gentle tugging connection under his sternum, warm tingles in his skin whenever they touch. That is, until Tony gets himself kidnapped. Then it kinda feels more like someone is trying to wrench his heart out through his ribcage.

Time Bomb by @winterstar95;  Soulmates might be the way for the universe to balance itself out, but Steve and Tony aren’t sure about the end result.

Do It Over by @sineala:   The last words your soulmate says to you are written on your skin, and you won’t know who they are until they die. The thing is, Steve and Tony die a lot.

Follow in Your Footsteps by @sineala:  When Tony is twelve, his soulmate’s name appears on his wrist. Unfortunately, it’s hard to find out anything at all about Steve Rogers.It turns out there’s a reason for that.

Slipping Off the Page Into Your Hands by @sineala:   Soulmates have their first words to each other written on their wrists. This should make it easy. For Steve and Tony, it is anything but. Steve’s problem is that the future he has awoken into is nothing he was ever expecting: he has a soulmate now. Who might be a robot. And if his soulmate is Iron Man, how can he be so attracted to Tony Stark? It should be impossible. Tony’s problem is that he is Iron Man, his soulmate is a man whom he in no way deserves, and he is going to fight everything in his heart and do his best to make sure Steve never, ever finds out the whole truth.

Visible At Last by @awesomeavocadolove:   Based in a world where everyone has a soulmate’s name written on their arm – but not visible to the world until they touch.

And, finally, my own attempt at soulmates:

Hiraeth:  “Do you believe the universe fights for souls to be together?” Tony asked, trying to keep his voice steady and tell himself the answer wasn’t everything.

one. you remember the day you fell in love with a girl full of dreams and sorrows, a girl with tragic eyes and soft hands. you remember the way she wore her too-heavy and too-sharp eyeliner wings to cover up the hollow, sunken circles that came from sleepless nights and crying, and the bruises she always tucked away under long, thick jumpers even in the summer, the discoloured scars that washed the youth right out of her skin. when you walked up to her that sunswept afternoon you didn’t yet understand how much beauty and suffering had in common. not before she told you, with a quivering, lifted chin, that you needn’t waste away trying to fix her, because she wasn’t worth saving anyway.

two. she’s a broken mess of fragile skin and brittle bones, but god, you love her. when she smiles the universe shifts beneath your feet and your heart catches in your throat, tender and aching and full of moonlight. it’s almost as if you’re falling apart but refusing to break completely, letting yourself crack just enough to let the light spill in from the moth-bitten promise blossoming on her lips. it’s these times when you tell yourself you’d split open your ribcage and rip your lungs out for her because the moment her mouth curves at the edges it’s like there’s nothing else in the world that matters but this.

three. at daybreak you held her hand carelessly, and led her past wildflowers and dirt-streaked paths into the sunrise-sweet, dawn lit sky, where raw pinpricks of light blurred your sharp edges with hers until the lines spluttered and broke into a thousand burning tragedies. that morning you learnt to cradle two trembling hearts in your palms like beautiful, weightless daydreams and unravel them, until your heart thrummed in your throat a low, steady rhythm, telling you over and over and over that this is what it meant to finally, finally, come home.

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acowar countdown challenge ≡ april 16 - april 22 [favorite otp]

I did not mind stepping out of the shadows, did not mind even being in the shadows to begin with, so long as he was with me. My friend through so many dangers—who had fought for me when no one else would, even myself.
“Of course I’ll dance with you,” Rhys said, his voice still raw. “All night, if you wish.”
“Even if I step on your toes?”
“Even then.”
He leaned in, brushing his mouth against my heated cheek. I closed my eyes at the whisper of a kiss, at the hunger that ravaged me in its wake, that might ravage Prythian. And all around us, as if the world itself were indeed falling apart, stars rained down.

Can you imagine if an internet connection was established between different worlds and suddenly people from different universes could communicate with each other

Someone makes a post complaining about how “an asshole at work today didn’t trim his dragon’s claws and now the floor is scratched” and someone else is like WAIT YOUR WORLD HAS DRAGONS EXPLAIN and OP ends up explaining what he sees as his boring everyday dragon job to all these strangers who think it’s the coolest thing ever

An elf from your average high fantasy world chats with a robot from a sci-fi universe and discovers that it doesn’t matter that he’s horrible with a bow and arrow because it turns out he’s really good at this thing called astrophysics

“What do you mean your people are suffering because the king got killed and everything’s falling apart? Here, I’ll send you info about the basics of our different governments. Go restructure your economy.”

The blending of different cultures. The discussion of different types of magic. Ideas about fusing science and magic. The sharing of technologies. Lives being saved because zombie-apocalypse-world is giving nuclear-apocalypse world survival tips or that one centaur told an alien about a new medical treatment.

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pairing: jughead jones x reader

word count: 1139

request: Hiya! Love your blog! Maybe a jughead one where he is dating you but is more in love with Betty than he is with you. He tells you this and just a lot of angst. Thanks!!

warning: there’s a curse word in this, if anyone cares. also this is super depressing, yikes, sorry.

On that fateful day, there were three things you knew for certain.

The first, was that you were in love with Jughead Jones.

You really wish you could just say it was a stupid, teenage infatuation— a high school boyfriend that was nothing serious, but every time you looked at him you felt something that you couldn’t even place into words. Every time you saw his face in the hallways, pictures, down the street, in the distance, or up close— your heart would light up in some way. You remembered that looking at him when you first met felt like your heart was full of Christmas lights. You remembered very clearly, the feeling of sitting across from him at Pop’s, each of you doing your own thing, but sometimes you would look up at him and notice how beautiful he looked when he was concentrating: blue eyes reflecting computer screen colors, biting his soft lip harshly. Even worse, when he looked up at you and smiled.

You couldn’t help it: he was your first everything. Your first kiss, your first boyfriend, first everything. Sure, he was not the first person to call you beautiful, but he was the first person who made you believe it. He would often find you sitting on the roof of his tiny room at the drive-in, crying. You would always say it was because of the movie, but he would always know when it wasn’t. He would bring his hand up to your face, the pad of his thumb wiping a stray tear away. He gave you such a fierce look of sincerity in his eyes when he said it, “You’re so beautiful,” it was impossible not to believe him.

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The  Samwell  team  surprises  Jack  by  coming  to  cheer  him  on  in  his  first  game  as  Captain  of  the  Falconers.  

In  the  presser  afterwards,  Jack  surprises  everyone  else  (except  Bitty).

Alternate caption: The whole world falls apart after witnessing a blush and a genuine smile on Jack “Hockey Robot” Zimmermann’s face.

This is part one of ?? ask memes containing 00′s lyrics.  This post contains mainly popular top 40 pop songs.

‘  a girl like you is impossible to find  ’
‘  ain’t no other man but you  ’
‘  and in the back of your mind i know you should be over me  ’
‘  been fueling up on cocaine  &  whiskey  ’
‘  best thing about tonight is that we’re night fighting  ’
‘  boys just come  &  go like seasons  ’
‘  can’t seem to get you off my mind  ’
‘  come  &  rest your bones with me  ’
‘  did we get hitched last night?  ’
‘  do you see how much i need you right now?  ’
‘  don’t tell me you’re sorry cause you’re not  ’
‘  don’t you ever for a second get to thinking you’re irreplaceable  ’
‘  fairytales don’t always have a happy ending,  do they?  ’
‘  feeling like i’m heading for a breakdown  ’
‘  how do i feel this good sober?  ’
‘  how long will i be waiting to be with you again?  ’
‘  i bet you’re hard to get over  ’
‘  i can have another you in a minute  ’
‘  i can’t look at you while i’m lying next to her  ’
‘  i don’t wanna be anything other than me  ’
‘  i don’t wanna be anything other than what i’ve been trying to be lately  ’
‘  i drove for miles  &  miles  &  wound up at your door  ’
‘  i have the tendency of getting very physical  ’
‘  i haven’t seen the sunshine in three damn days  ’
‘  i hope you know that this has nothing to do,  it’s personal  ’
‘  i hoped you were coming home to stay  ’
‘  i just called to say i love you,  come back home  ’
‘  i just called to say i want you to come back home  ’
‘  i keep her coming every night,  so hard to keep her satisfied  ’
‘  i know i left too much mess  &  destruction to come back again  ’
‘  i know i tend to get so insecure  ’
‘  i know you think that i shouldn’t still love you  ’
‘  i never thought i’d need you there when i cry  ’
‘  i promise i’m not trying to make your life harder  ’
‘  i said see you later boy  ’
‘  i swear i’ll change my ways  ’
‘  i think i’ve already lost you  ’
‘  i think you’re already gone  ’
‘  i wanna take a ride on your disco stick  ’
‘  i want to make you feel beautiful  ’
‘  i was off to drink you away  ’
‘  i wonder if i’ll ever change my ways  ’
‘  i would’ve stayed up with you all night had i known how to save a life  ’
‘  if i just lay here,  would you lie with me  &  just forget the world?  ’
‘  if your heart is always searching, can you ever found a home?  ’
‘  if you’re gone,  maybe it’s time to come home  ’
‘  is there anyone out there cause it’s getting harder  &  harder to breathe  ’
‘  it’s not always rainbows  &  butterflies,  it’s compromise,  it moves us along  ’
‘  it’s personal,  myself  &  i,  we got some straightening up to do  ’
‘  it’s time for me to go home  ’
‘  it’s time to be a big girl now  &  big girls don’t cry  ’
‘  it’s too late to apologize  ’
‘  it’s your fault you didn’t shut the refrigerator,  maybe that’s the reason i’ve been acting so could  ’
‘  i’ll be your best friend  &  you’ll be my valentine  ’
‘  i’ll do what it takes  ’
‘  i’m bringing sexy back  ’
‘  i’m going home to the place where i belong  ’
‘  i’m in love  &  always will be  ’
‘  i’m leaving,  never to come back again  ’
‘  i’m not crazy,  i’m just a little unwell  ’
‘  i’m not going to write you a love song  ’
‘  i’m not ready to make nice  ’
‘  i’m still mad as hell  ’
‘  i’ve had you so many times,  but somehow i want more  ’
‘  let’s get this party started  ’
‘  let’s talk this over,  it’s not like we’re dead  ’
‘  make them boys go loco  ’
‘  my heart is full  &  my door’s always open,  you come anytime you want  ’
‘  please,  just cut it out  ’
‘  she acts like summer  &  walks like rain  ’
‘  she always belonged to someone else  ’
‘  she listens like spring  &  she talks like june  ’
‘  shut up  &  put your money where your mouth is  ’
‘  since you’ve been gone my worlds been dark  &  grey  ’
‘  so much for my happy ending  ’
‘  some things in this world you just can’t change  ’
‘  some things you don’t need until they leave you  ’
‘  spare me your frickin’ dirty looks  ’
‘  steal some covers,  share some skin  ’
‘  tell me,  boy,  now wouldn’t that be sweet?  ’
‘  that’s what you get for waking up in vegas  ’
‘  they say time heals everything,  but i’m still waiting  ’
‘  this is not what i intended,  i always swore to you i’d never fall apart  ’
‘  this love has taken its toll on me  ’
‘  this shit is bananas  ’
‘  times square can’t shine as bright as you  ’
‘  tonight will be the night that i will fall for you over again  ’
‘  welcome to the real world  ’
‘  we’ll be playmates  &  lovers  &  share our secret worlds  ’
‘  when you look me in the eyes  &  tell me that you love me,  everything’s alright  ’
‘  when you’re gone the pieces of my heart are missing you  ’
‘  where did i go wrong,  i lost a friend  ’
‘  wish i had a good girl to miss me  ’
‘  you can hold my hand if you want to cause i wanna hold yours too  ’
‘  you got me twisted  ’
‘  you look so dumb right now  ’
‘  you put on quite a show,  really had me going  ’
‘  you reminded me of brighter days  ’
‘  you should turn yourself around  &  come on home  ’
‘  you’re so ugly when you cry  ’

what I don’t think people understand is that tony stark is literally the most relatable film character I have ever encountered in my seven years of obsessing over fictional characters. might I say that I never for one moment expected to relate to one of those “superhero types” because they are so often to be written as the larger-than-life-always-doing-good-even-if-accidentally-messing-up godlike people. and tony, tony is broken, full of anxiety, self-destructive, unsure of himself, terrified of the future, stubborn, unwilling to deal with his emotional baggage, trapped in his past sometimes, lacking self-esteem, with a closet-full of daddy issues and yet at the same time he cares so so so much about his friends even if he fails to express it in the best way possible and he gets back up each and every fucking time even when he is convinced that the world falling apart is entirely his fault and he tries again and he perseveres through his loneliness and turns his anger and angst to inventing and improving lives and he doesn’t care when people tell him to quit because deep down he knows he still has something else to offer the world…tony stark, his personality, his fears, his flaws are so human and they remind me so much of myself, as I am now, not some idealized version of me that I wish I could be projected on a screen and I just need people to understand that - how fucking human he is, how utterly common his fuck-ups - when they rush to tear him apart


The meta explanation for the difference in style here is probably just that the animation budget dropped between seasons 1 and 3/these episodes had different directors…but I kind of like to think that the top one is Mokuba Vision™ and the bottom one is the objective, unbiased, as-pulled-directly-from-your-brain-by-the-Virtual-System version of events.

Like, the top one is dramatically sepia-toned and dramatic leaves are falling and no one else is around because it’s Them Against the World~ and Mokuba looks a little scared but Seto is the perfect parent and protector, resolute and unafraid and holding Mokuba’s hand

Meanwhile in the bottom one it’s a regular sunny day, a couple random orphanage bureaucrats are there, the boys are standing a few inches apart, and Seto looks less brave and more dead inside


EX’s & OH’s

Kai Parker x Reader x Kol Mikaelson
word count 
: 5 352
warning : smut (threesome)
summary : Kai and Reader are dating and then out of the blue Kol (her ex) shows up after he comes back to life.
note : surprise😈🔥 / KEEP READING AFTER THE CUT
*Kai gif by lightwoodxalec / Kol gif by mikaelsonsource

Friday night and as usual everyone was at the Grill , having fun and dancing. It had become a regular thing for summer nights in Mystic Falls and lately she and Kai spent more and more time there with her friends who had surprisingly started warming up to her boyfriend. Or at least didn’t hate on him as much which was definitely a progress considering their previous attitude.
     "I love slow songs !” said Y/N placing her hands on his chest while Kai’s hands found their way on her waist pulling her closer towards him.
     "And I love your body this close to mine.” he whispered moving his hands a little lower. They had been together for almost a whole year now and still every time he touched her or kissed her or did something like that it drove her completely crazy. It was like the longer they were together the more magnified the feeling became.
Y/N looked up meeting his eyes which were bluer than ever though a bit darker in that moment. A small smile spread across his face and he slowly leaned in towards her , listening to her heart trying to leap out of her chest same as his the closer his lips got to hers. They couldn’t take their eyes off each other. It was always like that – the world could be falling apart but as long as they were in each others arms nothing else mattered. 
     "Hey creeper.” interrupted Damon. “Do you want to come and play pool or - ”
     "I’ll go get us drinks.” she said pressing her lips against his for a second but as usual their ‘second’ turned into a whole moment and Kai pulled her closer to him , kissing her as if his life depended on it.
     "Kai ? Are you coming or - “
     "Coming – ” he replied , reluctantly letting go off his girl. His eyes following her through the crowd. 
Y/N got to the bar quickly getting the bartender’s attention when someone’s hands snaked around her waist from behind pulling her closer. She could feel someone’s breath on her neck a moment before they rested their chin on her shoulder.
     “You couldn’t wait 5 seconds huh ?” 
     "I have been waiting for almost 5 years , darling.” said a male voice with an unmistakable accent.
Y/N stumbled a little and turned around. It wasn’t possible but there he was , her boyfriend. Well , her ex-boyfriend with the same warm chocolate eyes and that smile capable of melting a snow cone. And a few metres behind him stood Kai looking at them with pure anger burning in his eyes. 
     "What is it ? Aren’t you happy to see me? Don’t tell me your friends had compelled away your memories of me after Jeremy staked me with the white oak.”
     "Um …” she laughed nervously pushing his hands way noticing her boyfriend making his way towards them. “I clearly had more to drink that I thought cuz you can’t be real.”
     "Everything OK here ?” asked Kai putting his arm around her shoulders with a smile on his face , though Y/N knew better. He might be smiling but on the inside he was burning up.
     "Yeah , mate. Just having a reunion with my girlfriend – ”
     "Y-your girlfriend ?” said Kai a little amused. “Yeah , no. Sorry to break it to you but she is my girlfriend. Y/N , do you know this person or should I – ”
     "That’s um … Kol Mikaelson , my um .. my ex , I guess ? He died. I mean Jeremy killed him to get the cure f-for Elena.”
Kai glanced at her then at Kol , realising who he was which only made his grip tighten around his girl. There was no way he’d let this guy take Y/N away from him. No. Not after everything he had been through , everything they had been through. No, but he also didn’t feel like taking on an original and getting himself killed again either so he decided to play nice at least for the time being.
     "I’m Kai. Kai Parker.” he smirked , outstretching his hand to shake the original’s.
Kol glanced at Kai’s hand and refused to shake it. His eyes were fixed on Y/N and only her. He should’ve known she’d move on with someone else. It had been five years and the real world hadn’t stood still but somehow it hurt him seeing someone else wrap his hand around her waist like that. Yet he was happy she had found love again.
     "OKAY you two. This is um awkward enough without the death stares.” she smiled nervously. “I will be back in 5 minutes and I expect to find both of you alive and the bar without any innocent victims okay?
     "Anything my girl wants.” smiled Kai pulling her into a deep passionate kiss before letting her go.
     "Whatever you say darling.” smiled Kol.

Y/N went to the bathroom splashing cold water on her face. Kai and Kol together. It was a bit much for her seeing them both at the same time , being quite literally stuck between them. More than one thought crept inside her mind but she quickly shoved all of them away and kept shoving them away every time they tried to fight their way out.
No , no. Stop that. she thought , closing her eyes.
She braced her hands on the sink while trying to calm down her breathing and hear beat. It took her a couple of minutes and when finally she walked outside and glanced at the bar , the boys seemed to get along or at least didn’t appear they had tried to kill each other yet which was more than she could ask. A small smile showed on her face and she walked over to the pool table , hoping to maybe catch up with her friends. An advice from Caroline would be perfect at this point but there was no one there but a couple of strangers playing pool.
     "Y/N…” whispered Kol in her ear wrapping his hands around her waist “ I know you remember us. I know -”
     "Stop. I am in love with Kai -”
     "You can love us both.” he insisted.
Y/N caught a glimpse of her boyfriend starring at them from the bar , obviously listening in to their conversation. There was a smile on his face but she could almost feel his anger radiating towards her and Kol. There was something else too but she just couldn’t put her finger on it. Usually by this point whoever dared to touch her had started choking or had gotten their neck snapped.
     "You are right. I can.” she turned around, pushing his hands away. “But I am not Katherine. I don’t play with people’s feelings.” 
Y/N pushed her way through the crowd and took Kai’s hand ready to leave before any of the boys does something violent but her boyfriend had other intentions. He cupped her face and kissed her like he had never kissed her before , his hands moving towards her ass pulling her towards him while her hands tangled in his hair pulling him even closer as if it was possible. Their lips moved fiercely against each other while their tongues swirled together until he left her completely breathless.
     "You are mine and only mine. Make sure you remember that.”
Y/N looked at him with confusion which only grew when he grinned at her ex-boyfriend who had followed her. What was up with those two? There was something – different about their eyes in that moment.
     "Would you like to come over and continue the party at our place ?” asked Kai making her heart literally stop. There were devils dancing in his eyes and the way he was looking at her in that moment turned her skin on fire. Did he really just said what she thought he did ?
     "Only if Y/N is up for it.”
     "What do you say princess ?” asked Kai spinning her around. One of his hands wound around her waist and the other slipped in her short shorts while he nibbled on her earlobe. She glanced at Kol who by the looks of it was this close to losing it. “You can love us both tonight.”
Her mind suddenly got so clouded it was hard for her to concentrate on anything. Those thoughts she had shoved away flooded her mind and to add more to it , Kai’s fingers started to play not caring they were still at the Grill and people were watching.
     "I will never survive a night with you two. You will break me.” she moaned quietly.
     "Promise not to break you darling.” said Kol. “We will be gentle.”
     "Mmhmmm…” hummed Kai.
Y/N closed her eyes for a split second trying to think when someone’s lips crashed against hers , recognising them the same instant - Kol’s. A low growl came from Kai’s throat right in her ear and his grip on her tightened. He was both jealous and into it at the same time , it was driving her nuts. What had gotten into him that night ? First he asks her to dance when usually she has to beg him to and now this.
     "You never share –”
     "Tonight and only tonight I do.”
     "What um … I – ” she was barely able to form any words. Only turned around looking into Kai’s eyes asking a silent question. He gave her the slightest nod and finally she said yes. 
Not a minute later they were already outside the bar and by the car. Y/N opened the passenger door but Kol pulled her in the back with him not wasting any time while Kai hit the gas so hard , the pedal almost snapped in two.
     "You haven’t changed a bit.” whispered her ex kissing her neck while his hand moved up and down on her hip. “Stubborn and strong willed as hell but when your boyfriend wants something you just can’t say no.”
Y/N glanced at Kai , meeting his eyes in the review mirror. How it was that he always got what he wanted and why did he want this ? Surely Kol being an original would never stop Kai from trying to kill him but – what had they been talking about while she left them alone ? Was Kai on vervain ?
     "You two have lost it.” 
     "No. You are the one who will lose it as soon as we walk inside.” grinned Kai.
    "Come on darling. You know we both love you and would do anything to please you.” said Kol . his voice almost a whisper. “Think about it – four hands roaming your body , two sets if lips kissing every inch…”

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elle, tu l’aimes

It was what everyone talked about. James Potter had finally gotten Lily Evans to go out with him after months of pining, they had walked into the Great Hall hand in hand causing whispers and wondering looks from each table. When walking down the crowded corridors of Hogwarts, the news were all you could hear.

“Did you hear Potter is dating Evans?”

James played with Lily’s hair while they were talking with the other Marauders after finishing their breakfast and when they left, all eyes were on them like they were royalty. 

“Took them long enough.”

They now comfortably sat next to each other in classes, talking quietly and laughing softly. Lily was becoming less and less careful in classes lately. They sat so close that their legs and arms touched each other.

“Did you see Potter and Lily today?”

It seemed like they kept it a secret for a while because they didn’t seem like they were just dating, no, they seemed like they were in love. Everyone had noticed how Lily Evans’ behaviour against the Marauders had changed in the past year and everyone knew they fancied each other but no one was expecting this.

“Did you hear–”

It seemed like there wasn’t anything else going on around the world than James and Lily starting to date, everyone had forgotten that the whole world was falling apart. The tall messy haired chaser was finally going out with the fiery head girl, what joyous news it was for the student body and even for the professors. Everyone had seen McGonagall give a knowing smile to Professor Sprout when the famous couple had entered the Great Hall. 

Regulus Black had been feeling like someone was punching him repeatedly in the stomach ever since the morning. His body just wanted to collapse somewhere and be done with it. The pain didn’t even lessen, it just kept growing with every word he heard. If everyone could just stop talking about it, he would maybe feel better. He thanked Merlin he had a free period as he made his way to his favourite place in the whole school to get some peace of mind.

Astronomy Tower was almost never occupied and Regulus loved coming up here when he felt like everything was too much. The soft breeze and the view of the forest made him feel at ease. It had been his safe haven since his fourth year in Hogwarts. He remembered who introduced this place to him, his mind was on fire with all the memories that came back and the pain was unbearable but it didn’t stop him from thinking of all the nights he spent up here with James Potter. No one knew.

Regulus sat down and let his head fall in his hands as he came to terms with what was happening. His James was now someone else’s. The hands Regulus knew so well, each scar and each callus in his palms from holding a broom since he could walk was now touching someone else’s hand. His lips were now someone else’s to kiss and Regulus couldn’t do anything about it, it was his fault after all that James had left him.

Theirs was a tragic love story that Shakespeare would have definitely ended with the death of both of them in such a way that the readers would curse him. James ever so optimistically always assumed they would end up happy and safe and Regulus always knew they were destined for an end similar to Romeo and Juliet. They were stupid to fall in love and so were James and Regulus but how could one control their heart when it started beating too fast for it’s own good? When did the brain and the heart got along anyways?

Regulus would have given a lot to know how their story would have ended if he had the guts to stand up to his parents. James had said he would love him no matter what but he couldn’t stay with him knowing that one day they would have to fight each other when Regulus inevitably got the Mark. His eyes were shining behind his glasses the day Regulus ripped James’ heart out and handed it back to him, it had to be done. With his hands covered in blood he couldn’t see, Regulus had to put on an act whenever he passed by James in the corridors that it didn’t hurt, that his heart didn’t belong to the tall Gryffindor anymore. James Potter had the biggest heart and Regulus knew just how to break it, so he did.

When he thought about it, Regulus knew that James would be safer with Lily than with him, he knew that he did the right thing to save the boy he loved terrifyingly but his heart couldn’t handle the truth that people move on. Nevertheless, Regulus found comfort in knowing that James would grow old after all of this mess and have the big family he always dreamed of with fingers intertwined with Lily and eyes shining from happiness. He also accepted the fact that he probably won’t be around to see it with blood on his hands and ink on his arm. 

Blacks never cry, he heard his mother say as the tears stung his grey eyes. He got up and put on his mask for others to see and walked down the Astronomy Tower, never to come back again.

Kaneki’s DID

This is gonna be long post bc i wanted to analyze it well lmao

I noticed that whole manga Kaneki changes his personality multiple times.And what’s weird abt it is that its always completely different,or opposite,personality that he used to be.

And I used to think its probs for the symbolism and that “rebirth” thing idk but now i really think that Kaneki is showing alot of symptoms of DID.

Dissociative identity disorder, formerly referred to as multiple personality disorder, is a condition wherein a person’s identity is fragmented into two or more distinct personality states. 

DID is caused or triggered,usually by severe physical and sexual abuse (Yamori torturing Kaneki and thats when it firstable started to develop) and 90% of patients expierenced childhood abuse (Kaneki got beat up by his mom).

It can appear at any age and usually person has post-traumatic symptoms like nightmares, flashbacks, and startle responses and we saw that Kaneki has that all,especially in a “Switch” for another personality there are usually words “Good Night” and in this chapter “Good Morning”.Also not to mention his all nightmares and vivid flashbacks w chekboard sky and memories of Rize and his live and all those decisions and mistakes he made before.

Also,I need to mention that when person is expierencing the “attack” of DID they lose memory or memory is surpressed by mind of another person who is in it’s mind and even tho this disorder (Haise not remembering that he is actually Kaneki) and it kinda reminds me in some points of Schizoprenia its not really the same but its really bad damage of person’s mind and soul that causes appearance of voices inside of their mind and we saw that in most crucial moments when Kaneki is in big life danger and when everything seems to fall apart he goes through alot of stress and his mind and DID is triggered in activating the another personality to come in and replace current Kaneki bc maybe that other person inside of him can handle the situation better.Its like hes shaped in other person each time due outside world that presses him to become someone else and survive.

Usually the lets call it Primar personality of person is passive,depressed,dependent and feels alot of guilt for some things and its own life (Kuroneki) 

 And when another alter ego person takes control (Shironeki) may be experienced as if it has a distinct way of thinking, self-image and identity. Also we see it later when Shironeki is replaced by Haise it is different personality and then Haise is replaced with edgelord Black Reaper and its so much difference that they dont even seem like its all the same person.

The alters’ characteristics—including name, reported age and way they look like, vocabulary, general knowledge, and predominant mood—contrast with those of the primary identity. (I said how all Kaneki;s elter personalities are usually complete opposite of one another).Certain circumstances or stressors can cause a particular alter to emerge aka all those situations where Kaneki’s goal to save everyone was crushed again and he feels unable to do that so he changes again in another person and in this panel there r those curcial moments shown:

And i forgot to say that due conflict in between this alter egos they deny the existence of one before them as “useless” and they think of themself as the “higher one” and i think at Kaneki’s case it represents in way that hes obsessed w thought that he has to save everyone and that whoever “he used to be” is too weak for that and that its his fault for everything that happened.

People with DID may describe feeling that they have suddenly become depersonalized observers of their own speech and actions. They might report hearing voices like a child’s voice,and Kaneki usually hallucinates his own child self.

And in some cases, these voices accompany multiple streams of thought that the individual has no control over. The individual might also experience sudden impulses or strong emotions that they don’t feel control or a sense of ownership over.

 People may also report that their bodies suddenly feel different like a small child, huge and muscular (and Kaneki does get huge strength when hes expeirencing)or that they experience a sudden shift in attitudes or personal preferences before shifting back. 

And more than 70% of persons who suffer from this are very suicidal and as we know Kaneki is probably most suicidal person ever LMAO

So basically that’s it I put just some of examples of Kaneki’s disorder but Im pt sure there’s more and I hope i explained it well 

     feel free to change any pronouns & such & make it more like your muse would say it, if you need to ! <3

“ have you been writing those letters to yourself? ”
“ dear ____, today’s gonna be a good day & here’s why…”
“ can we try to have an optimistic outlook, huh? ”
“ can we buck up just enough to see the world won’t fall apart? ”
“ we’re not giving up before we’ve tried. ”
“ this year, we make a new start. ”
“ perfect. ”
“ i’m proud of you already. ”
“ another stellar conversation for the scrapbook. ”
“ i’m kinda coming up empty. ”
“ does anybody have a map? ”
“ anybody maybe happen to know how the hell to do this? ”
“ i don’t know if you can tell, but this is just me pretending to know. ”
“ i need a clue. ”
“ the scary truth is i’m flying blind. ”
“ i’m making this up as i go. ”
“ you are not missing the first day. ”
“ i already said i’d go tomorrow. ”
“ he doesn’t listen. ”
“ look at him, he’s probably high.”
“ he’s definitely high. ”
“ each days another wrong turn. ”
“ i’ve learned to slam on the brake before i even turn the key. ”
“ give them no reason to stare. ”

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anonymous asked:

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“I promise you, nothing had ever happened at that point”

“How could you?” I asked, wiping the tears falling down away from my cheeks.

“I’m so sorry, I… We just started talking again, you know? We somehow got back to being friendly and it was so nice, because then there wouldn’t be any awkward moments for our friends and-“ Shawn stuttered through his words.

While saying them aloud, he realised there was really no excuse. He quickly wiped a single tear escaping his eyes away.

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♢Between the Seams (1)

Originally posted by tyra2215

(( Time Travel AU ))  

(A/N): I’ve never been so excited to start a series in my life. I hope everyone enjoys reading as much as I had fun writing this! Heads up though, I have no idea how I’m gonna end this. Just get ready for a lot of emotional pain. Feedback is greatly appreciated!

Pairing: Jungkook x Reader x Jimin 

Genre: Expect lots of angst and smut, if I dare

Trigger Warnings: (For now) Strong language, very suggestive themes. 

Word Count: 4058

Description: ‘Travellers’ are a rarity in this world, and so are the two men you treasure the most; your best friend, Jeon Jungkook and boyfriend, Park Jimin. They are the constant in your life that you’re never ungrateful for and you’ve never felt happier with both of them always by your side. 

But everything as you know it changes entirely the day the universe decides to gift with you a nasty surprise, and for the first time in a long while, the future scares you. Your life gradually falls apart in front of your eyes, and there’s nothing you can do to keep it from crumbling away altogether.

Or is there?

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