or do you people just stalk me

I wish I hadn’t looked at my old post titled “Honestly” that was basically me just praising KS. For the most part everything seems fine but there’s always…trouble lurking in the shadows. Someone said the post was gross. Ok. Yes. You can think it’s gross certainly but….whatever. I do not have the energy for this. You find killing stalking sickening, why do you go in the tags then? Why/how did you come across it? That’s my question to people.

anonymous asked:

sangwoo from killing stalking? i hate ks so much and his character is just so bad, and the fact that people support him makes me sick sorry if you've already done him, i may have missed his name in the queue

👌👌👌👌👌👌 no worries my guy, he was actually one of the first characters posted on this blog here. im glad u hate ks as much as we do

als o this is just a general reminder to all of our followers, we request that no ks fans follow us or reblog our posts.

yoonbum isn’t crying out of fear in this frame like we have seen him do before. He just sits on the ground after rejection. This frame breaks me, because i relate. 

This type of crying is reflecting years of loneliness, being and outcast, depression, mental illness, little to no self love. Bum crying here, is after rejection, of being treated like he is unworthy, and for people to not care. He is blatantly pushed to the ground like he is some underserving creep. This kind of crying i have experienced a lot in my life. Of course bum is in a worse situation so his crying is probably more stress filled.

But in this frame i see myself a lot: The lonely outkast kid, who so desperately wants to be part of something with someone, so much that people being kind once can make love appear in their head out of the blue. The child who is rejected again and again, constantly and forever reaffirmed that he is not welcome, that he is gross and disgusting and wrong. His tiredness, his stress, his hopelessness. He is in this frame sensing that there might not be another alternative outcome; nobody wants to save the loner with poor social skills.

It’s no explosive crying, but it’s the rawest most heartfelt of them. There he sits, rejected again. I see myself in that and it breaks my fucking heart to at any point acknowledge these feelings myself. 

What an amazing artist koogi is, to convey this exact emotion of hopelessness and real raw sadness. 

Actual things I thought while reading Killing Stalking
  • Me: Mmm, that stalker is bad news, lmao I don't know man he's kind of creepy. Need to watch out for that guy, hahaha.
  • Me: Sangwoo is a precious cinnamon roll awww
  • Me: Holy shit, I was wrong.
  • Me: Fuck I was wrong.
  • Me: Burn that fucker with fire RIGHT NOW.
  • Me: You know people normally just have skeletons in their closet but you sir, you don't half ass it do you? Nope, you just HAD to one up everybody and have a FUCKING NAKED HOSTAGE IN THE BASEMENT.
  • Me: I can't fucking read this anymore
  • Me: *still fucking reads*
  • Me: A FUCKING DOORFRAME ARE YOU KIDDING ME??
  • Me: No! Don't kiss him!
  • Me: Okay, at least they're not doing anything sexual.
  • Me: JESUS WHAT DID I JUST SAY!
  • Me: YES HE'S GONE. GO! BE FREE!
  • Me: Fuck.
  • Me: FUUUUUUUUUCCCCCKKKKKK.
  • Me: Yeah he's a stalker you and that's creepy sure but at least he's not a SERIAL KILLER.
  • Me: Well it can't get much worse.
  • Me: IT DID. IT FUCKING DID.
  • Me: DON'T GET TURNED ON BY HIS SCREAMS GODDAMMIT.
  • Me: A fucking card game are you kidding me?
  • Me: Yoonbum you didn't actually kill him okay? Sangwoo was just beING A HUGE DICK.
  • Me: YES! SEUNGBAE WILL SAVE HIM!
  • Me: YES Seungbae!
  • Me: NO SEUNGBAE.
  • Me: Phew, Seungbae.
  • Me: *suspicious crutches look suspicious*
  • Me: Gee a shopping trip sounds like the perfECT TIME TO ESCAPE.
  • Me: *started binge reading at like 2am* Fuck is that the sun?
  • Me: ...........Fuck I'm hooked.
Some things I think people need to understand about Killing Stalking

To start, I was to preface this by saying this is coming from someone who typically doesn’t like these types of stories (I like psychological thrillers, but not too big into gore and such) and, this is coming from a gay person (a girl who likes girls). So please, Don’t say I like KS for “””yaoi””” 

It seems many on tumblr have an innate hatred for KS…without having ever read it. “It’s problematic!” you scream, “It’s abusive!” yes…yes, it is. And what many fail to understand is that these are main parts of the story. The relationship between Yoonbum and Sangwoo is never shown in a positive light, every interaction is menacing and foreboding (even the “lovey” seeming ones) it’s all portrayed in a manner that just screams “Stockholm Syndrome” and the more the story goes on, the more we as readers see the deterioration of Yoonbum’s love for Sangwoo and his desperation to escape (he even has thoughts of killing him, for christs sake). It’s an abusive relationship….portrayed as an abusive relationship. I will admit, some fans do romanticize it, but that’s no fault of the stories own or the author, that’s a whole other conversation. Abusive relationships are real, and it should be no surprised to see one portrayed in a story, especially a story such as this. 

“It’s homophobic!!” …what? Are people suggesting that because it’s a gay abusive relationship, that makes it homophobic? I’d say to think that every gay relationship is bright and happy and healthy is slightly homophobic in it’s own right. We’re just like anyone else, gay relationships can be just as toxic and unhealthy as another relationship. And sure, Sangwoo says some homophobic things, but he also comes to accept that side of his sexuality too (he’s also a serial killer so….what are you really expecting)

KS is a psychological horror featuring a gay toxic, abusive relationship. It doesn’t glorify these things. Are there some problematic KS fans? Definitely, but just because someone reads KS doesn’t automatically make them a shitty abusive scumbag like some of you seem to be thinking (looking at you, rude anons in my ask box). Look, I get it if KS isn’t your cup of tea, it’s definitely not for everybody. But don’t go around assuming things and attacking people when you don’t truly understand what you’re talking about. KS portrays abusive and problematic things, but does that make it problematic itself? I don’t think so, it’s a horror story, and has a plot and characters to fit that. Sangwoo is a merciless serial killer, is he sometimes portrayed sympathetically and given a background? Sure. But Criminal Minds does the same thing with it’s serial killers, why arent you complaining about that? Jojo’s Bizzarre adventure does that with Kira and he’s one of the most believable and effective villains i’ve ever seen. And Sangwoo is just that, a villain, just because he can be portrayed sympathetically and given a personality doesn’t detract from that. It’s never really been implied that Sangwoo is a good person that deserves good things. Do some fans seem him that way, or see him a positive light and want him and Yoonbum together all lovey dovey? Sure, theyre out there. But that’s them and their prerogative, not the story (I don’t agree with that but that’s them, not me) Do some people only read for ~yaoi~ they sure do. But again, that’s them, NOT the story itself. 

But you can’t blame the story for some of the fans or your own assumptions about it. KS is a psychological horror, it’s plot is well thought out, its characters are believable and everything is portrayed amazingly through the writing and art. If you think of KS as a “love story” then yeah, it’s “problematic” but that’s not what it is. It’s HORROR, and it’s horror done right. 

Anti-Killing Stalking need to stfu

I’m so sick of people telling me “if you support sangwoo and yoobum, you support abuse and there’s something wrong with you.”

Listen up. I support Sangwoo x Yoobum. I want Yoobum to get mad Stockholm Syndrome and live bloodily ever after with Sangwoo. I want Yoobum waiting for Sangwoo in a naked apron after he’s just killed a bunch of people. I want sex and carnage and fucking mind games.

Do I think they’re a healthy couple? No. Why? Because I’m not a fucking idiot and I don’t appreciate people thinking I am.

Listen. Messed up couples are my kink. I have no problems separating reality with fantasy. Never have never will. Now if YOU can’t tell the difference, that’s not my fucking problem. If reading killing stalking makes YOU think it’s okay to abuse and hurt someone, then please get some help. 

Furthermore, if you think it’s okay to preach your anti-killing stalking message, I suggest you aim for bigger pastures.

Please go on different video game blogs and tell the people there that “all these guns depict an unhealthy fascination with murder.” Please tell everyone interested in BDSM that they “are encouraging domestic abuse” Please tell everyone interested in rape play, incest play, student-teacher whatever the fuck they’re interested in, that they are “encouraging pedophilia and rape and should be stopped.”

Even though they fucking don’t.

You don’t need to tell ME anything. I know what’s real and what is not. I know wrong from right. If your moral compass is so easily disturbed by a freaking comic, that is your fucking problem, not mine.

SAMGWOO x YOOBUM FOR THE FUCKING WIN

just saw someone telling people to block them and die if they like killing/stalking and their icon was hannibal…do they know? are they aware? that he is y'know, also a serial killer?

*Me as a woman sports writer on the internet* “Like, I have better things to do with my time than serve as an outlet of frustration for nerds and angry white suburban men.”

“Because I know exactly what is going on here.”

“Sharon, it’s not sexism. OK, maybe a little it is. But some of them genuinely disagree with your writing style and opinions. They’re simply outspoken. Is it just you? How good a writer, are you? Really?”

“I keep getting told ‘Shut up, bitch’ and stalked online  These people have scared my family.They make constant remarks about my appearance. I’m the only girl writer. This is truly about my writing style?”

’”Look , the only black dude on BR gets it way worse than you do.”

“Um, I think that’s part of the problem.”

“Well, he’s a mediocre writer too. No one likes him”

“Yeah, that totally explains all the n***** slurs the mods have to delete every time he posts an article.”

SF9 as Awkward Pick Up Lines

Youngbin: h-hi my name is nice to meet you and it’s Youngbin

Inseong: @jaeyoon is your daddy a baker? bc you’ve got a nice set of buns ;D

Jaeyoon: do you have any raisins? No? Well can I at least have a date?

Dawon: do you live in a corn field? bc I’m stalking you

Zuho: hi, I can make more money than you can spend

Rowoon: can I have directions?…. to your heart.

Taeyang: you’re so hot that you must’ve started global warming

Hwiyoung: people call me hwiyoung but you can call me tonight

Chani: can I borrow a quarter so I can call my mom youngbin and tell her I just met the girl of my dreams.

I’m going to say it short and simple. If you actually attack an artist/author because you don’t like what they do within their work and creations, you’re a bully and a horrible person and have absolutely no right to sit on a moral high horse

Like if any of y'all said anything koogi, because you didn’t like how ch 19 played out, just unfollow me now please

Seriously the level of stupidity I see on the Anti-Killing Stalking blog gives me a headache. We get it, you hate it, you hate everything about this comic but your not doing yourself the favor of just ignoring it like most people do! I hate Fifty Shades of Grey but you don’t see me posting every damn post about how much I hate it or LITERALLY DEDICATING AN ENTIRE BLOG about how MUCH YOU DESPISE Killing Stalking. A lot of us fans who like KS understand why you wouldn’t like it, Its understandable, this shit isn’t for everyone and again WE UNDERSTAND, hell most of us could care less whether you like it or not, but dedicating a post about how much you hate it without really knowing the source material or saying how “horrible and evil” or whatever stupid shit you guys tell us the fans even though YOU DON’T KNOW US PERSONALLY doesn’t make you a better person. Honestly when did it become a crime to enjoy something? I don’t see people complain about another person liking Saw, Misery or fucking Tokyo Ghoul or Parasyte yet KS is the one where everyone automatically has to hate on because of the material inside it which again, I UNDERSTAND WHY PEOPLE WOULDN’T LIKE KILLING STALKING but telling people their homephobes or telling people to kill themselves because they enjoy something makes you no better.

killing stalking is not a love story

it’s a horror/thriller. it’s not supposed to be fuel for you to romanticise abusive relationships. you’re not supposed to ship it and if you do you’re gross pls block me. 

  • Yoi tag: *Beautiful fan art, fruitful discussions, discourse here and there but dies down within a few days.*
  • Me: *Expects the same stuff in the KS tag*
  • KS tag: *Constant shaming of the Manhwa for the abusive couple (even though that's the point), constant shaming towards people who like the Manhwa, unironic heterophobes, constant discourse.*
  • Me: ...
  • Me: I just came to have a good time and I'm feeling so attacked rn
People In The KS Tag

Person 1: What the fuck is this?! Why the fuck do people enjoy this?! It’s literally just fucked up and annoying, go kill yourself.

Person 2: If you ship Sangwoo x Yoonbum, go die in a hole you disgusting piece of shit. How the fuck can you ship someone with their tormentor?!

Person 3: It’s all fictional, don’t be fucking assholes. It’s not like i want these things to actually happen to someone. Just let me enjoy my ship.

Person 4: SUCK MY BOY SUCK

Person 5: *People ignoring the entire plot and the depth and art this manhwa is and just making shitty memes*

Person 6: I’m just here for a good time and I’m honestly feeling so attacked right now.

To celebrate hitting 200 followers, I’m doing my first follow forever🎉🎊💕👀

I would like to thank you all for those amazing 6 months🎉I met so many amazing people that I bonded over with on more than just kpop. I treasure you all so much and for mutuals, even if we don’t talk a lot I always read your tags when you reblog from me and check stalk👀 your blogs from time to time to see how you’re doing and all, ily❤️❤️

please excuse my shitty banner, I just played around with photoshop options

so without further ado, here we go:

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I thought I should at least make a follow forever for the people who have made me smile or just people whom I admire a lot. These wonderful people inspire me in every way <3 Even though like I don’t do the socializing thing bc I’m more of a “I will silently stalk you like batman & silently send you lots of love” kind of person. 

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(Not in any order – I hope I don’t forget any awesome ppl bc I tend to just blank out for like a solid 5 mins and then remember)

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Originally posted by girlmeetsyoongismixtape

Like I’m probably going to get a shit ton of hate for saying this, but do you know what really gets to me about the Killing Stalking fandom? It’s not people bitching about how problematic or fetishising it is, it’s the one side or the other shipping war.

It’s like why do you have to pick a side? Sangbum is already canon you can’t dispute that. Enjoying Sangbum is no reflection of who you are as a person, just like how shipping Seungbum doesn’t mean you have some sort of superior moral compass because it’s ‘healthy’. At the end of the day shipping is just about wanting two characters to have sex. That’s it.

Honestly I always feel like I’m one post away from starting a shipping war and I just don’t care for it. Maybe it’s because I’m used to fandoms where multishipping is just a thing. I don’t understand why it can’t be a thing in Killing Stalking. Like I love the idea of murder husbands but you know what, there’s something really endearing about Bum ending up with Seungbae as well. Both are valid and narratively interesting.

I’ve written fics for Sangbum and for Seungbum. I wanted to turn my last Seungbum fic into a series on ao3 and you know what it’s three quarters done. But then chapter 18 and 19 happened and I was loving the dynamic between Sangwoo and Bum again. So of course I’m reblogging a shit ton of Sangbum fanart because it’s good shit! Does that mean I shouldn’t finish the Seungbum fics? By tumblr logic probably not. But isn’t that just creatively stifling? Can we please start a support group for people who like both? I feel like the fandom needs it.

At the end of the day, it’s Koogi’s story and anything could happen. This whole argument between your ship is unhealthy or your ship is cracky as hell is just dumb as fuck. Like I’m happy whatever happens. Maybe I’m just fickle. So am I going to reblog and talk about Sangbum - hell yes! But I’m also probably going to do the same for Seungbum when the mood takes me because I can.

every single day i am left in a state of awe by how trashy some people in this fandom truly are

is it endlessly intriguing to anyone else here how many people in this community are so openly not in this for the music, or the person.. but the gossip?? so much so that they engage in activities that aren’t even borderline stalking… but just flat out stalking…in order to support their chosen narratives?? and to then have the audacity to say you aren’t doing anything wrong despite the fact you are literally putting taylor’s life in jeopardy by sharing sensitive personal information? that’s fucked up ladies

the fact these people would rather believe she has been MIA for the last few months because she is in a secret relationship and not because she’s working or doing literally anything else is kind of disgusting to me…i wish i could conduct a purge tbh because i know exactly who would be first to go

Why do I torment myself by reading problematic books with a lot of discourse like why do I gotta feel guilty for enjoying something?
I think it would help if y’all could realize that neither me nor the authors of these books condone the problematic af content? People don’t immediately become murderers for witnessing someone die so I mean just leave people alone and let them enjoy whatever fiction they want? Thanks?????

anonymous asked:

Would you do a what dating Alistiar would involve? Or no because he isn't like a main character? I get it if not. There isn't much to go on by him. I just always found him handsome and someone I wished was in the book and movies more. Sorry for rambling! 😬

I know how you feel, I love his character so so so much.

  • You would absolutely have to be his mate
  • He doesn’t really like being around people, but you’re the only exception(cue me singing Paramore’s ‘The Only Exception’ and missA’s ‘Only You’)
  • He’d probably stalked you before he decided to talk to you
  • Stuttered a little bit the first time talking to you
  • It’d take awhile for him to get fully comfortable to being in a relationship
  • He’d end up memorizing everything about you(how you act when nervous, what your all time favorite book is, etc.)
  • Him getting jealous every time you hang out with people
  • You try to get him to meet your friends but he says no every time
  • So your like “What do you expect me to do then if you don’t want to meet them? Cause they are my friends weather you like it or not.”
  • He’d probably be clueless in a relationship
  • He’d care so much about his mate’s happiness like if your not happy he’ll do anything and I mean ANYTHING to make you happy again
  • He asks Carlisle for advice A LOT
  • But his mate would understand him and not care that he has absolutely no knowledge of how to date