Whiteboard. Destiel, canon!verse, 1.3k. When you fail to say the words, there’s always the option to write it down.
For a while
now, there has been a whiteboard in Dean’s room.
sees Dean use it; to organize clues for cases that he and Sam can’t quite solve,
and to write down reminders, or to simply rearrange his thoughts. And, on rare
occasions, to draw silly doodles to help him get his mind off of whatever
supernatural disaster is next on the agenda.
aforementioned board is empty though, and Cas stares a hole in it, sitting on
Dean’s bed, arms wrapped around his knees, his chin resting on his hands. Dean
is there too, right beside him, lying on the other side of the bed, his back to Castiel, his
shoulders tense. There might as well be some sort of invisible wall between
them, and Cas absolutely hates it.
Hates it whenever they fight like this, and what makes it even worse is that
Dean refuses to talk. Whenever they have an argument he’ll snap at Castiel,
once maybe twice, but after that, it’s usually the silent treatment.
makes Castiel feel powerless every time, because how can you fix something when
you don’t even get a chance to plead your case?
sleeping, Cas can tell from his breathing, harsh and uneven. Which must mean
that Dean doesn’t like this either, and just like that, inspiration strikes.
Cas mutters quietly, but not unkindly.
from the other side of the bed.
you’re angry, I know you’d rather not talk, but I thought that maybe…”
Castiel pauses, trying to figure out which words to choose. “I thought
that maybe we could write it down.”
huff from Dean, and Cas doesn’t know what to make of that, but he refuses to
give up now. Slowly, he gets up from the bed, shuffling towards the whiteboard.
He picks up one of the markers, a blue one, and starts writing.
Dean move on the bed, probably getting up as well, and that’s what Cas had been
counting on; Dean’s curiosity getting the best of him.
When Cas is
done he puts down the marker, his eyes scanning the message one last time.
‘I apologize for what I did yesterday, I’m sorry
I went after those rogue angels by myself without telling you. I didn’t want
you to get dragged into my problems, and I feared it wasn’t safe for you to
come with me. Which you would have, had I told you before I left.’
He hears a
muffled sigh behind him, and he’s surprised to see Dean already standing right
there. Dean rolls his eyes as he reads the message, but his face relaxes, and
the green of his eyes is softer now. After a long moment, he theatrically picks
up a marker as well, the green one, giving Castiel that face that says 'do we
really have to do this?’
does it anyway, and writes a reply, the Dean Winchester way that Cas knows so
'I want you to drag me into your problems, you
idiot, it’s not like I don’t drag you into mine. PS: you forgot to apologize for
the part where you almost got killed. PPS: fine, apology accepted. Don’t ever
do that again.’
So, the family is out having breakfast. Remind me again, how long has it been since we’ve seen Dean flirt with a waitress? Yes I know, 12x11, but @mittensmorgul has written a fantastic meta HERE addressing that.
What’s different this time?
Wally - Red blooded American hunter. Wally, who sneers at namby pamby nancy boys with soft white hands. Wally, with his beard and his jacket who reminds me a lot of John. And Dean’s performing for him, being daddy’s little hunter boy.
So Dean tries to flirt with Mandy, using the hammiest possible approach and it fails. And he’s okay with it. Until she shows interest in Cas. Look at the reactions, Sam immediately look at Cas with an uh-oh face. And Dean is just pissed, complete with eye rolling and lips pursing.
Dean’s jealous, and Sam knows it. I say this because some people are already trying to paint Dean getting pissed as him being angry about getting rejected. That is highly OOC for Dean (Jo shot him down and he simply breezed past it) He’s gotten rejected plenty of times with no issue. Dean’s also got rejected by girls who then hit on Sam. He’s always been okay with that.
But Cas, Cas is different, isn’t he?
Wally is still there though. So Dean can’t pull the possessive jealous husband routine he pulled in 12x10. So what does Dean do? What every insecure person does.
Lalala I don’t care at all that someone’s flirting with you. I’m going to be magnanimous about it and show how much I don’t care at all hahaha because I don’t care. Not at all.
Wally nods in approval when Dean mentions Mandy is ‘into’ Cas. Mary shoots the topic down, and Dean tries to play both sides - the macho posturing side that Wally approves of, but Mary clearly doesn’t like it. So he backtracks there (”I’m not objectifying her Mom, this is a teachable moment)
And he’s trying to wink and act like everything’s cool… But it’s not. Dean doesn’t look happy, he looks positively pained. Contrast this to when he took Cas to the brothel. Another teachable moment. Look at how different he looked.
Sam distracts, and Dean has the perfect chance to forget about it. But he doesn’t. Because even though Cas has been clueless to everything till now, Dean’s still not feeling secure enough to let it go. He can’t act too irritated in front of Wally, so he takes it out on Sam a little, then immediately goes back to bro-bro manly back slapping. And Wally is watching on, nodding and approving everything Dean’s saying - she’ll smell like food. Really, Dean? Are you talking about a girl who’ll appeal to Cas, or you? Why are you fishing so much?
Cas still doesn’t respond. Mary shuts it down again. And that’s the end of that.
You know, it is surprising that 12x10 and 12x12 both had promos with Jealous!Insecure husband!Dean. It’s alost like their trying to point to something…
Author: Mikala Characters: Dean Winchester x Reader, Sam Winchester Word Count: 3,800+ Warnings: Probably swearing. I think that’s it, though. Author’s Note: This is a re-post from my old SPN blog, freshly edited and presented to you on a silver platter! We’re hoping to get back into the swing of running a fic blog, so here’s hoping! Feedback is always appreciated :)
This is for my hoe @whywhydoyouwantmetosaymyname Orion’s 1K Follower Writing Challenge. I got the quote ‘Life is suffering. It is hard. The world is cursed. But still, you find reasons to keep living’-Princess Mononoke. Not sure if I asked for a specific gender or even a specific pairing, but I went with Dean x Reader. Hope that’s ok!!
Characters: Y/n, Dean, OC Ellie
Pairing: Dean x Y/n (GENDER NEUTRAL)
TRIGGER WARNINGS: DEPRESSION? BROKEN DEAN.
Warnings: Angst, broken Dean, mentions of character death, neglectful John, sadness. Fluff and hope at the end!! Sorta depressed Dean I guess? Not specified, but you could take it that way.
Word Count: 1423
Summary: Y/n sees the changes in Dean and tries to understand what’s going through his mind.
A/N: Ok, so some angst cos…this quote kinda screamed it. But there’s fluff too, so yayyy!! Also, this is kinda AU I guess. No specific AU, just a non hunting world. Hope u like it!!
Pairing: Dean x Reader Words: 1019 Requested by Anonymous:
I have a request how about your Castiel little
sister and dean falling in love with you and he can see your wings!
feel him watching you more and more often. You knew what he was thinking
without reading his mind. He projected so loudly toward you without even
realizing what he was doing.
been drawn to him from the beginning. Ever since your brother had introduced
you. But you really had no idea what could come of it. Could anything actually
come of it? Could this be something real?
talk to him,” Castiel said, looking at you seriously.
looked at your brother.
Dean,” he said, “You both have feelings for each other. It’s obvious. Just go
talk to him.”
your brother for a second, “Are you serious? You would approve of Dean and I
nodded, “Of course. He’s my best friend. I know he would treat you right. And
you would treat him right as well.
ABO AU where teenage Castiel falls pregnant in his last year of high school to his boyfriend Dean. His parents didn’t know he was dating anyone. Castiel had been keeping it secret because he knew that they wouldn’t approve of Dean - he’s poor, growing up with a single father who drinks and has gone from being pitied to being reviled by the community. Dean has a criminal record, even though it’s for small things like shop lifting and Castiel knows it was to support himself and his younger brother. He knows Dean stole food, but he also knows it wouldn’t matter to his parents. They have big dreams for Castiel. He’ll go to College, not to study like he wants to, but to land a prestigious Alpha with prospects - a Lawyer or a Doctor, someone his parents can be proud to call a son-in-law.
Castiel and Dean had a plan. They’d finish High School. Castiel would get into a college across state. Dean would get a job where-ever he went. They’d pack up their bags, Dean would leave in the middle of the night with his little brother Sam, and they’d meet up in their new home, in a new place, far away from their families. They’d be officially mated there, out of reach from anyone’s interference.
Castiel’s pregnancy stops that plan in it’s tracks. His parents are horrified. Bad enough that he should be pregnant, but with that Winchester brat’s baby? Castiel is still a few months short of his eighteenth birthday, so they bundle him off to a private facility for unmated Omega, a place set up for boys like Castiel to hide their shame. Castiel’s family want him to have the baby, put it up for adoption and keep the whole thing a secret. He might be spoiled goods, but as long as no-one knows, he can still have the life they planned for him.
Castiel has no intention of following their plan. He lets the months tick away until his birthday and then he breaks into the school office at night and calls Dean. His Alpha is besides himself. As far as he knew, Castiel just vanished from his life. Castiel reassures him, tells him he loves him, tells him everything about their baby - how it’s growing, how much he wants Dean to see him now - and then he tells Dean how to reach him.
Dean arrives in the middle of the night, his car packed and Sam in the back, bouncing with excitement.
Castiel packs his bags, walks out with his head held high, ignoring the demands that he stay and gets into the car. He kisses Dean - his alpha, the father of his child, the one he loves.
They drive off - a new family, whole together, ready for a future that is uncertain, but so wanted.
Pairing: Winchestersxsister!reader Word count: 2,255 Warning: slight angst Author: Brittiny Request:
Anonymous. Hey! Could you do angst where the reader is
the winchesters half sister from one of Johns flings and Dean hates her
guts because she taints the memory of his mom but Sam likes her. She
always tries to get deans approval but it never works and she breaks
down and asks why he hates her so much and he yells and she runs away.
Sam goes after her and maybe in the end Dean agrees to give her a
chance? Thanks! I love your tumblr! So good!
Shaking, your hands pulled out the number that had been tucked away in your wallet for two years. You licked your lips and dialed it before pulling your cell phone against your ear. You were waiting to hear the voice that you hadn’t heard in about a year. Your father’s. He had come around as often as he could, and made sure to always send you letters at least once a month. They had stopped about six months ago, but he had written that something had happened, and he wanted to protect you. It hurt, but you understood.
“Hello?” A man’s voice answered. It wasn’t your father.
“I-is John there?” You tried to hide the fact that you were crying.
You heard movement. “John died.”
Inhaling sharply, you shook your head. “When?”
“Six months ago.” The man said. “Who is this?” His voice didn’t sound pleased.
“I’m his daughter, Y/N. He- he told me to ever call if I was in trouble.” You wiped your cheek. “Do you know if Bobby is still alive?”