Dawson’s Creek meme: Favorite Episodes (8/10) - To Be or Not to Be & That Is the Question ❤ You are not gay. Yes, I am! You know it. I see how you look at me and I know you know. Think about the way you treated me and the way you treated Tim. Because he was the real son, and I was different. And as hard as you’ve tried to stamp it out or to ignore it, I’ve tried harder. I’ve tried harder than you, to be quiet, and to forget, and to not bother my family with my problem. But I can’t try anymore, because it hurts. I’m sorry, Dad. Andie, I’m sorry. I don’t want to be going through this. But I am.