or being asked what she's like

Essays in Existentialism: Clothes

Can I have a little fic where Clarke always steals Lexa’s clothes and Lexa doesn’t really mind because Clarke always kisses her to shut her up about it when she asks, but then Clarke steals Lexa’s favorite SnapBack and Lexa will be damned if she gets away with that one. (I absolutely adore your writing, by the way)

Sweatshirt

“Is that… is that mine?”

“What?”

“I haven’t seen many lawyers sporting a Mets sweatshirt lately,” Lexa leaned against the counter and surveyed the comfy girl across from her in the quiet of the shop. “Even their own lawyers root for the Yankees.”

“Oh, yeah, uh,” Clarke swallowed and looked down to verify that she was, in fact, wearing a stolen piece of clothing.

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Lie to me - Dean Winchester x Reader - Chapter 8 (French Mistake AU)

Title: Lie to me

Pairing: Dean/Jensen x Reader x Sam

Word Count: … probs not

Warnings: None

Imagine: Imagine Dean and Sam getting transported to the French Mistake universe. Only for Dean to realize he is married to you, his best friend, love of his life and… Sam’s girlfriend.

Great thank you to @gaveherhearttotheliontattoo for being an amazing beta!

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“Like they either-” Sam tried to swallow the lump in his throat, each option he thought of sounding as intimidating “They either kill her off or… our (Y/n) ends up pregnant too.”

“Wh- what?” Dean blinked “No, man’t that’s- no it can’t happen, it’s just-”

“What?” Sam cut him off “Stupid? Is it, Dean? That’s the only thing I can think of. Yeah she was pregnant before and yeah they didn’t incorporate that in the show but it’s twins now. Her belly’s gonna grow twice as fast and twice in size, and that is definitely something you cannot hide.” he threw his arms in the air and Dean clenched his jaw.

He really didn’t know what he wanted less. To lose the woman he loves or to have to endure you getting pregnant with his brother’s child when he wished so badly he could be the one to make you a mother.

“I mean if you have any other ideas shoot but- I- I seriously have not stopped thinking about it ever since she told me about her pregnancy and I’m- I’m terrified. I mean the pregnancy aspect scares and excites me at the same time and I-” he shook his head “I don’t know about it but the-” he swallowed thickly, fighting the unpleasant feeling in his chest “The other aspect I can’t even dare to think about for longer than a second, Dean.”

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Uncle Tony


Tony is ecstatic when Rhodey’s son is born. It awakens something within Tony–a paternal instinct, perhaps? Rhodey makes him James Rhodes jr.’s Godfather; Tony affectionately refers to him as Rhodey jr., or JJ.


Tony spoils the kid rotten, and more than once Rhodey has had to ask Tony to take back gifts. JJ learns how to use his Uncle’s affection to his advantage; calling up Tony when he believes his parents are being unfair, and even running away to his place.


Rhodey calls Tony a “push over”, and can just imagine what Tony would be like with a child of his own.



Tony is equally in love with Rhodey’s daughter when she is born, but he has a special bond with JJ.

anonymous asked:

what if the nat wearing underwear comment was actually a jab at elise??? she seems like that kind of hippie person who wouldn't wear it all the time lol

I swear Natasha mentioned being so lazy to do laundry that she wore her bathing suit bottom LMAO.

I attempt to approach clinician employee requests mindfully, especially when they are asking for change  that is meaningful to them or that will make their process easier in any way.  We already have so much that we don’t have control over.  I can absolutely get behind what people would like to have control over.

What I have a hard time with, though, is when employees are being held to best practices accountability and then begin asking for change in areas that are completely unrelated.  Let’s focus on one thing at a time here.  Let’s not deflect.  This completely random issue is not why we’re not meeting basic competencies.  

In other news, I’m responding to requests without being compensated appropriately, still!, which my woo woo lady was pretty firm with me about. (She knows a little, not a lot.  But she immediately said, “There hasn’t been any movement on the thing you asked for.  Set a boundary.  Be specific.)

In other words, I need an intuitive healer to give me basic advice on how to run my adult life.  But I enjoy her, so….

anonymous asked:

I dunno if you know a celebrity named Hayley Kiyoko, but she has songs out like Girls Like Girls, (which is a good song I'm not gonna front.) and Cliffs Edge- which strongly talk about the LGBTQ that she supports, because I think she's bisexual. She's also a POC, not black though. Well anyway, she posted a tweet saying "All Lives Matter" and that "Black Lives Matter is racist." I ask- Why is it than non black people whom are poc in the LGBTQ like to blast on us black women and men constantly.

I have heard of her, never listened to her music!

I think the reason for this is because a lot of non-black poc want to appeal to white people. Especially someone as famous as Hayley Kiyoko—it could be that she has a huge white fanbase, and appealing to white people is what keeps her famous. It’s what other actors of color do as well,  like Selena Gomez. Being a poc and in the lgbt+ community apparently gives a lot of them more leeway and authority to be a moral compass when it comes to black folks.

But in the end, they all want white approval. That’s what it boils down to.

anonymous asked:

HC's or scenario about stain being told by his fem!s/o that she's pregnant with his child? Like she's super excited but how would his reaction be and how he would feel about it?

Stain

- Stain’s face instantly merged into a ghastly complexion when he heard this surprising news. A kid? He’s not really sure what to make of it right now, having a child of his blood never crossed his mind, not even once. This was going to be one heck of a experience.

- He’s paranoid at the thought that his intentions would surely influence his kid’s childhood. He doesn’t want them to get involved into his massacre, yet he wants them to know that the world will be cruel to them and be prepared for it. Not all things seem to be the way it is, it’s deceiving.

- Stain is also worried that he may not be a decent father figure for his child. He may feel like he has no time for them because of his true intentions.

- They both would compromise the time schedules or what will happen if Stain becomes absent for awhile. Stain decided that he might take breaks from killing those ‘heroes’ and spend as much time with them before rampaging again. Taking few week breaks from each situation.

- It’ll take awhile before Stain finally accepts having family of his own. It may not be so terrible if he preaches and teaches to them. And raising a mini him would be quite interesting to see. He would feel astonished if his child says affectionate comments to him. This absence of love is part of the missing piece since both of his parents are deceased. He will also stay for his love.

porgs-r-us  asked:

Lmao first of all sorry for all the asks- no one I know watch Daredevil/ ship Kastle so I just wanna ask what do you think of the new trailer and how much Karen will be in the Punisher? Sorry again and hope you're having a good day!!

Hiiiiii! I don’t mind, even in the slightest, send all of the asks that you want lol. I still feel like Karen isn’t going to be in this nearly as much as we’re being led to believe from imdb. I hope that she is, because obviously that’d be amazing. But, I don’t know if it’s really a lock. The only thing we know for sure is that she’s in at least four scenes? The explosion scene in the trailer. The bench conversation. The Hobo!Frank talking to her on the street. The night bridge. Oh, there was also the one of her sitting on a bench by herself? So is that five? Five scenes? I need to go look at clothing or something. But her being in that explosion situation I think gives some more hope that she’ll maybe be in a little more than I’m giving credit for. So we’ll see.

I loved the trailer, though. I loved the music. I love any trailer where the sounds of the guns locking [Gun slang? Is that a thing? I don’t know lmao] and shoes walking across the floor are used in as the beats in the spaces of the music – so that got me hyped. But, just in general, I really enjoyed it. I watched it three times and just got more excited with each second.

kmnari  asked:

mod lili ive played 1bitheart and i never knew abt one of the charas being trans ?? which one is it i live for tht trans rep

(It’s Shitara ! :)

*spoil*

When you meet her the main character thinks and looks at her as a man but when he talks to her and says the wrong pronun (or does a similar mistake, I don’t remember) she corrects him and tells him that she is a girl and the main character is like “What? But your stats says that you are…” (since he can see everyone’s stats) and Shitara just says again “A girl.” and the main character is like “oh, okay, girl it is.”

-mod lili)

So people can’t see how minors will copy her and keep a knife in their drawer when EA is basically someone who TELLS people what to do. She suggests things. Like the “numbers” being okay? You know why people really probably ask her about her tattoo? “Holocaust victim in the family?” And people are gonna deny her fans now are making a mockery of mental health? Okay then. She also implies that doctors are bad. Without them. She’d be dead. That’s the kind of person she is.

anonymous asked:

My grandmother is homophobic. I want to tell her that I'm a biromantic but I'm afraid that she'll accuse me of just being confused because I'm only in the 7th grade. Do you have any ideas on how I should come out? Also,, I'm having gender problems. I feel like a girl,, but not a girl at the same time. Have any ideas on what gender I am?

Gender identity- you could be demigirl or bigender which ever term you feel more comfortable with

Coming out- if you don’t feel safe with it don’t do it. Especially if the person is homophobic, you could get in more trouble that usual. There is a chance that’s all she does or worse. So don’t do it.

anonymous asked:

☺darling

1. She’s fine with her pronoun being “she/her”.

2. She’s androgynous, but she doesn’t mind what pronoun people say to be honest.

3. She moved to San Myshuno at 17 years old because her parents didn’t support the decision of her not dressing like a girl (I know, her parents are weird).

4. She hasn’t ever had a relationship because she’s just too shy to tell anyone about her feelings for them.

5. Her favorite hobbies are karaoke (even though she doesn’t think she’s as good as her roommates) and pulling pranks on her friends.

6. She’s always thought about being a comedian.

7. Her favorite spots are on roofs of random buildings.

8. Her only real friends are her roommates… she’s a socially awkward lil’ bean.

9. She loves basketball a lot but she wouldn’t ever do it for a career.

10. She’s just a relatively pretty chill gal?

mood board // face claim

- ̗̀ ask for more facts! ̖́-

anonymous asked:

So i sent an anon to pt about pr and asking her if you can break the contract, she said that yes you can but "then you have to do somehing worse" , what reality does she live in?? if you break a contract you most likely have to pay loads of money not "do something worse", like, what? jesus

Would it be as horrible as having to wish EVERYONE HBD on SM??? Because that would be really quite tragic. All snarking aside:

A) Not the first time she’s made bizarre claims because she was so whipped into a lather (my fave being that the show maintained SH PR for “the safety of the actors”. And “God knows what will happen to them when it’s revealed as false. And to me, for that matter”

Yes, she meant somehow, her own, personal safety would be at risk once everyone learned Cornholio was for realsies. Even though you’d think she’d then keep all this on the down low…..

B) It’s a completely unenforceable and illegal contract, anyway.

To whit:

https://its-gonna-be-okay-love.tumblr.com/post/165556164412/hi-ive-just-found-your-blog-a-couple-of-days-ago

Anonymous asked:

Hi! I’ve just found your blog a couple of days ago and you seem actually very nice and well-spoken. What I don’t completely get is the pr thing, do they have to sign contracts? And when do they end? Also, can you break the contract? Because that’s actually really sad that in 2017 2 gay people can’t be together just because there are ships in a show to promote.. just let the people be happy.

(I congratulate you on your excellent, mad trolling skillz, Nonnie!!)

Different contracts work differently.I don’t want to say a bunch of stuff that has happened in other circumstances.

I’m pulling this out of my ass, because I have no idea WTF I’m saying or how to answer this

I believe the contract is mostly based around social media.

Because that fits my narrative today. Never mind that it fully ignores all the sightings, pictures, etc of SH…..this works, just go with it!!!

When a contract is broken, you have to do something worse.

Like get engaged and married, have nine billion babies, pretend to be deliriously happy….WAKE UP SHEEPLE!!!!

So as I said before, CS didn’t want to wish LR a happy birthday, so he had to do something in return, which was the balloon ride.

Yess…….because obviously the contract specifically stipulated “must wish Evilll PR Stooge Frilly Mineheart HBD”. And Cole and his attorneys/agent were powerless to negotiate anything. And he has to because….indigent.

And, again, obviously, the PR overlords, instead of merely having a PA wish Lili HBD on Cole’s SM, spent $5K for a weekend to generate 3 pictures, that could’ve been easily recreated on a green screen. Versus free.

And this is all totally not illegal, etc….

For some reason, he felt it was worse to wish her a happy birthday than go on the balloon ride.

Or again, have a PA do it, since it’s all for show. And seriously, I’m really reaching far up my ass with this, so just believe me, okay???

Does that make sense?

Not even remotely, you freak

If you need more help, please message me off anon and I’d be happy to explain more.

Pleaseeeeee!!! I’m soooooo loneleeee……I need to try and “turn” somebody today…..

OH THE PR!!!

ct-5555  asked:

What's one major difference between You-Nat and OC-Nat? (Aside from being a space wizard) Pick a Jedi OC, how far back do you have their lineage planned out? Favourite minor OC? What's your favourite time era?

-Jedi-Nat is everything I’d ideally like to be but I am sadly the reality lol

-UHHH I’m not sure if you mean parental lineage or master to padawan lineage so I’ll answer both. I only have parents figured out/designed for one Jedi OC and she’s not even finished yet :’y lots of my Jedi kiddos still have their parents but I haven’t drawn them yet either. The longest lineage for Master to Padawan is Nat’s lineage. I have their master Feroz, a vague idea for Feroz’s master, and I have Nat’s 3 padawans (Kobe, Mel, and Hauron) and I have Mel’s padawan, Wanban

-My fav minor OC is Pat, who isn’t done yet but they act as an NPC of sorts

-Fav time era is Clone Wars!

anonymous asked:

Prompt ! Nicole being super supportive of Waverly doing research and stuff for BBD and the curse (like if she finds her buried in books at 3am) and also being interested by what she finds/asking about it, and Waverly getting flustered by the attention even though she's confident in her skills, because Champ never liked or paid attention to that stuff and she's not used to it. (Phew, that actually turned out super specific 😅)

No that’s okay!! I love specificity because it leaves less room for me to screw up something that you may wanna see, thank you for the prompt!!! ☺️

It’s not a coincidence that most girls had a tomboy phase or a “I’m not like other girls phase” but eventually all “grow out” of it. It’s easier to reject norms as a kid but when you’re older and start seeing the effects gnc women face, you switch up real quick. You’re no longer the rebel child, you’re just the girl that could be soooo pretty if you just wore a dress and did your hair. You’re no longer a free spirit, you’re the, are you ever gonna get a boyfriend. You’re no longer the tough child that speaks her mind, you’re when is she gonna learn her place, she’ll never marry with that attitude, that shit ain’t cute. Growing up most girls resented the bullshit we had to put up with, we were fed up with the double standard. We wore comfortable clothes we liked, we hated being asked about boys, we questioned what we were fed. But eventually it wears you down, you grow up, insecurity fills you up, you start thinking something really is wrong with you, you suddenly like make up, or dresses, and you just think it was a part of eventually growing up, you don’t think about how much of yourself got stripped away to make room for the new super feminine version.

Office-mate who loves CNN but doesn't understand how televisions work is destroyed by that which she loves most.

I work in a small office with only 6 people. The way the office is broken up I share my office with another person, so we’re essentially facing each other. It’s away from the other offices, so we’re kind of left to our own devices. I’ve been working here for about three years now, and have always gotten along with my office-mate. My old office-mate left to start a family, so I’ve been alone for a bit before they hired Marge.

Marge is what you’d find if you googled “worst office-mate.” She brings in smelly food she eats at her desk, she plays loud music in our shared space (even after being asked not to), she fights with the boss on every little thing, she’s nosy (always asking me where I’ve been when I walk back into the office, and I’ve literally caught her listening in at the bosses door). She asks me invasive questions, and when I finally snapped at her to mind her own business she acted like I’d personally assaulted her.

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Threaten my livelihood, don't be surprised when I come at you harder.

This happened a few years ago and it’s somewhat lengthy but I’ll try and keep it reasonable. TL;DR below.

It all started when I moved to Nevada with my dad because my parents had divorced relatively recently and he wanted me to stick around and help him with my younger siblings. He is the hardest working man I’ve ever met, and I didn’t have anything really going on besides kind of roaming, so when he asked if I could move in with him and just kind of be there for my little brother and sister in exchange for room and board, I wasn’t going to say no.

Anyway, we ended up moving to Nevada in our travels because he was in the mining field and there happened to be a mine there.

A little later on, he hooked me up with a job at the mine too. Nothing special, just working in the warehouse doing various duties. It paid well though and I was pretty strapped for cash so I was glad for it.

I actually enjoyed it for the first 2ish months.

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Cream & Sugar

Series: Mr. Holland

Relationship: Tom Holland x Reader

Summary: Mr. Holland gets to know the reader and her little sister

Warnings: Swearing as always, fluff, triggering if you don’t like people in the hospital

Word Count:3,300+

A/N: I’m building the story so please wait for the smut to happen.


[Reader’s POV]


“Why are you so dressed up today? You’re wearing your look at my ass skirt” Louis smirks before taking a sip of the coffee you made him. You swear his smirk reminded you of the cheshire cat.


“Well Louis I actually have a job now” flipping him off as you slip on your heels. His eyes grow wide as he walks around the kitchen counter.


“A job now? do tell” he sits himself wiggling in the seat getting comfy. Picking up your purse off the dining room table you look inside. Your eyes double checking you had everything you needed. You were up at six this morning to get ready so you can be there by seven.


“I’m a secretary at Holland Industries an-”


“The Holland Industries? the one that’s helping the hospital your sis is at?” He brushes his hair back that fell in front of his face.


“Yes Louis but before you interrupted I was going to say my boss is Mr. Holland himself.. I got to be his secretary!” you do a little dance out of excitement, you really needed this job.


“Is he even more attractive in person? I heard someones hand bled after slapping him cause they hit his jawline! Di-“


“Louis calm your whore-mones okay? I have to go to work.. I’ll see you later for lunch?”


“Text me what sushi you want babe, It’s time to celebrate” getting up he gives you a big hug. Waving good bye you take your keys out of the bowl by the door. Closing the door behind you and locking it. You make your way down the hallway towards the rest of your day.


-


   Walking into the building you click the power button of your phone. It illuminates showing the time and smiling that you made it an hour early like you wanted to. You had your box of things for your office resting against your hip as you walked. Being early was a good chance for you to personalize your office as well. You didn’t want it to be just an office you wanted it to be a home from homs. In a way you’re like Penelope Garcia from Criminal Minds with little trinkets you would decorate your desk with.


    Poking the button the elevator door dings open. Walking inside the elevator you see another person walking in right after you. Her hair reminded you of how Arianna Grande wears her ponytails. She pushes her glasses up her nose giving you a small smile.


“What floor?” you ask her pointing at all the buttons. She holds up the number with her hands and then points to her ear shaking her head no.


‘I’m on the same floor’ you sign to her with one hand before pressing the button. Looking back at her she introduces herself and showing you her name sign. Thank god you were trilingual and Sign Language was one of the languages you knew.


‘I feel so alone here, it’s nice someone here knows my language’ she confesses as the two of you walked down the hall. Unlocking your door she walks in with you helping you set your stuff up. She offered to help you since you’re new and she wanted to chat.


‘Is he as mean as they say he is?’


‘you mean Mr. Holland?’ you raise your brows in a question earning a nod from her. Marie sets your organizer down next your iMac.


‘From what people have written to me they say he never keeps a secretary more than a week” she pushes her glasses back up. Glancing down at her watch that lit up she excuses herself saying she needs to go. Waving goodbye she leaves the room, her ponytail bouncing a bit.


    Looking over at the clock you mentally think you should make his tea now. Setting your phone on your desk you walk to the break room. Your heels clicked against the marble flooring as you walked. The lighting wasn’t bright but tolerable because you hated bright lights. Seeing a sign you see in white lettering say “Break Room.”


   Pushing the door open you see a couple of people in there. Smiling you head inside and walk over to a cabinet full of white mugs. There was a small kitchen in here which was nice. There were couches and a table for people to eat at. Thinking more about it there are people that probably stay here overnight to work. Pressing the button down on the electric kettle you patiently wait for it to heat the water. Pulling out two mugs you set them aside. Picking out of the options you pick your tea bag and grab one for Mr. Holland.


   Tearing the package open you set each tea bag into the mugs. Once the water is heated you fill up both of the cups. Grasping the string you circle the bag inside the mug letting the tea disperse in the water. Repeated that to your mug you then locate the sugar and two spoons. Opening the fridge you sea some milk and pull it off the shelf.


   When you’re done you pick up the mugs off the counter. A man waits for you holding the door open. Thanking him you make your way back to your office. Turning the handle down with your elbow you push the door open with your hip. Setting your mug down on your glass coaster. Knocking on your door that connected to his office you wait for a response.


“Come in” His voice sounds through the door making your heart beat a little faster. Grasping the handle you turn it and walk into his office. His head turns looking in your direction. Walking over you see his eyes scan down your body and back up.


“Here’s your tea Mr. Holland” you smile setting a coaster down on his desk. The mug making a small clinking sound as you set it down.


“Did yo-“


“Little cream and sugar, I hope you like it” the nerves inside you were building up. Maybe there would be a new record and he would fire me for not liking the tea I made. What Marie told you earlier made you scared as fuck.


   He lifts the mug up sniffing it smiling a bit. Noted he doesn’t mind that you chose an Earl Grey  tea. Bringing the mug to his lips he takes a sip of it. Raising your hands to your chest you hold your hands together. Silently praying he liked it. He looks over at you chuckling showing his adorable smile.


“You can relax love, I really like the tea.. thank you I really needed that this morning” His smile prominent as he looked up at you.


“Y-You’re welcome Mr. Holland… is there anything else I can do for you?” tilting your head slightly to the side bringing your clasped hands down in front of you. Rubbing his jaw he takes a cursory glance at your skirt then back up to you.


“I don’t have anything till nine.. will you bring your tea in here and join me? I don’t want your tea to get cold” He loosens his tie a bit relaxing in his chair. Halting before you do anything, is this a test.


“No this isn’t a test, go grab your tea I’d love the company this morning” Mr. Holland chuckles at your reaction. Shit you actually said that out loud? Walking to your office you grab your tea and cellphone then head back taking a seat across from him.


“So what did you want to talk about Mr. Holland?” you ask crossing your leg over your knee. Your skirt rising a bit naturally.


“I.. wanted to talk about you communicating with one of my Deaf employees” his eyes glued to your legs made the blood rush to your cheeks.


“She’s a lovely woman Mr. Holland, I had a lovely chat with her while setting up my office” smiling at one of the stories she told you. Marie is quite a funny girl.


“How do you know the language, I read in you’re trilingual?” sipping his coffee he looks at you waiting for an answer.


“I learned Spanish when I studied abroad but I know Sign Language cause I’m a CODA” you explain taking another sip of your tea before setting it down.


“If you don’t mind me asking what’s a CODA?”


“Oh a CODA is a child or children of Deaf adults, my parents and sister are Deaf, my older brother and I are hearing” shifting nervously in your seat from the stare he had on your body.


“No wonder you looked like a natural, I’m glad you’re here then so she can feel more comfortable.. the last Deaf employee I had got transferred to the states since they moved there.. I had them work for Jacobs building in the states while Harrison and I take care of things across the pond” you notice how his smile lights up when he talked about The Holy Trinity Foundation.


“I talked to my sister the other day, she told me to say thank you for hiring me but also thank you for the help because now the hospital is getting better too..” Looking down at your hands you smile remembering how happy she was. You sat with her while she got chemo treatment to hold her hand through it. She hated being alone when she got treatment. Both of our parents were working extra so we could pay for her treatment.


“Love are you alright? your smiles gone..” Mr. Holland’s finger tilts your chin up making you look at him. He was standing in front of you leaning against his desk. God you’re an emotional wreck sometimes and can’ t control it.


“I’m sorry, I think it’s just best I don’t talk about her” you stand up walking past him to your office. Your body is stopped by a hand grabbing onto your wrist. Mr. Holland pulls you back to him making your body almost collide into his.


“Please tell me about her, is there something I can do?”


“I don’t need your pity Mr. Holl-“


“Tom.. please call me Tom” looking up at him you let out a defeated sigh. The look in his eyes reminded of you of a puppy.. you love puppies.


“Okay.. Tom, my sister is going through expensive treatment and it’s hard seeing her go through it.. her smile is disappearing slowly the longer she stays in there.. funny thing is she loves all of your Spider-Man movies you made in the past” His hand feeling warm and soothing around your wrist. Tom’s thumb rubbed slowly up and down your wrist.


“I have an idea of something to bring a smile to her face.. let me make a call” letting go of your wrist he pulls out his phone. A minute goes by of him talking to someone on the phone. Tom hangs up his phone putting it back in his pocket.


    Grabbing your hand he pulls you out of his office. You ask him what’s going on but he tells you to trust him. Complying you follow him then realize he’s holding your hand. Looking around you see some people whispering as he pulls you towards the elevator. Looking back down at your hands, yes this definitely doesn’t look right.


    Taking your hand out of his grasp once inside the elevator you keep your eyes locked to the floor. You held the Tom Hollands hand. The thought made your cheeks flush and heart flutter. Tom tilts your chin up gliding his thumb against your jaw. It felt like sparks flew underneath his touch.


“Alright lets go” he lets go of your chin walking out of the elevator.


-


“What’s her room number?” Tom asks as the two of you walk down the hallway. Your heels clicking in the quiet hallway of the hospital.


“396” you say pointing towards the child wing of the hospital. The hallway went from boring to fun as it connected to that part of the hospital.


“I’ll be there in fifteen minutes okay? Harrison is bringing me something” Tom smiles at you before you walk through the doors. Looking down you see the colored tiles and Alice in Wonderland themed decorations hanging. Every three months they change the theme in here.


    One of the nurses who knows you tells you she just got settled into her room. Apparently your sister was in the playroom for most of the day due to the new toys they put in there. Sliding the door open you see your sister laying in her bed. She had a one of your knit beanies on her head. A tube sticking into her nose that connected to a bag.  Your heart hurting at the sight.


    Flickering the light on and off you get her attention once you peep your head past the curtain. Her eyes looking up meeting yours, a smile immediately appearing on her face. She winces when she tries to get up. Signing to her you tell her to stay and not move. Pouting she sits back down and crosses her arms.


‘Jaelynn don’t cross your arms’ she huffs out signing fine exaggeratedly. Her little hands flying as she signed quickly to you. She told you how she wants you here instead of her interpreter. The woman dressed in black shifts awkwardly in her seat.


“I’m sorry, uhh I’ll be here for about an hour? why don’t you take a break and go grab something to eat, I’m sure you need a small break before Neil comes in”


“Thank you, I’ll be back within the hour, see you later Jaelynn” Claudia signs and talks at the same time waving to Jaelynn. She waves quickly then putting her hands in her lap.


‘I know this treatment makes you cranky but you need to be nice to Claudia, she comes here to help you’ your facial expressions stern as you sign to her. Emphasizing on being nice to Claudia and pointing to her name sign she made for Claudia.


‘I’m sorry, I don’t want to be here” her little brows furrow together as she pouts. Reaching over you pinch her nose making her giggle. Her face not being scrunched up in a pout.


“Jaelynn we have a surprise for you..” Turning to the side you see Harrison holding a camera. Jaelynn asks what’s going on and you sign you don’t know. Fingerspelling Harrison’s name you tell her that’s who’s behind the camera. Harrison walks by then aiming the camera at the curtain.


   All of a sudden Spider-Man does a flip landing landing in the empty spot next to Harrison. A smile on Harrison’s face as he captured Jaelynn’s reaction. Her little mouth formed an O as she saw Spider-Man stand up. Her little hands signing as you watched.


“Wow! it’s Spider-Man!! he’s here look look” you voice for her smiling over at the masked hero. He reaches up pulling his mask off. Tom shakes his head making his curls fall back in place. Your eyes going down his suited body that clung to his muscles.


“I’m Spider-Man but you may know me as Peter Parker right?” His Queens accent sounding so natural, your hands moving along as he talked. Her eyes watching you then she signs back to you with a smile.


“Of course who doesn’t know about Spider-Man!” you voice excitedly loving the smile that was on her face. Her little hands acting like she was shooting webs.


“How bout we make a Spider-Man pact yeah?” you sign raising your eyebrows at her so she knows it’s a question. She tilts her head before signing  quickly to you.


“Spider-Man pact? I’m a sick kid” your smile dropping after what you just interpreted. Tom sits on the side of her bed. Her hands reaching for his web shooters. She points to his web shooters and starts signing to you.


“You’re Spider-Man, you have web shooters that catch the bad people” Tom laughs at her excitement of his suit from the movies. Jae holds his hand looking at it closely tracing her fingers over the black detailing.


“Of course you are! your powers are fighting against the medicine you have..I talked to Mr. Stark and he wants to pay for your treatment so that you can get the best care” you were shocked at how natural he sounded with his Queens accent. She looks at you watching your hands as you interpreted what he was telling her. Noticing her eyes shining and a smile on her face. It was beaming which brought tears to your eyes.


“So you know the hand shape I make is actually the same shape as I Love You in ASL right?” Her eyes look at her hand and mouth opens in shock. Nodding her head at Tom she raises her hand saying I love you.


“What does that mean?” you ask for her as she looks at Tom who sets his mask down on the bed. Her face held confusion as she looks at you waiting for you to interpret.


“It means that we can make our superhero bond.. I’ll show you”


   He takes her little hand forming it into the I Love You sign making sure her palm is facing down and he places that onto of his hand in that shape. He points with his left hand showing how the signs point to each other. She signs with her free hand letting out a little laugh.


“Spider-Man what do you mean by that!” you say looking over at Tom who was smiling down at Jaelynn.


“It means that there is love everywhere and love beats anything.. That’s why Spider-Man is so much cooler than any other Superhero cause on top of fighting the bad guys I get to spread love to the world. I get to spread the love now through the pact to help stop those bad guys inside you so you don’t have to do this alone…” tears formed in her eyes as she took in everything you signed. She looked down at their hands connected smiling. Getting up slowly she wraps her arms around Tom’s neck.


“Thank you Tom” you whisper wiping the tears from your eyes as they fell down your cheeks. Jaelynn lets go of Tom handing him back his mask. Her hands move in little quick movements.


“When will you be back Spider-Man?”


“I have to see when Mr. Stark needs me for another mission but I’ll definitely stop by to check on my Spider-Man pact friend” He reaches up fixing her beanie that was about to fall off. Claudia enters the room  setting her purse down on the counter as she walks in. Her eyes looking at the whole scene in front of her.


‘He came to see Jae don’t worry, we’ll be leaving now’


‘I’ll come by tomorrow okay? Mom and Dad are busy for the next week’ you sign to Jae before giving her forehead a kiss. She waves to the both of you as we leave the room. Tom goes to the bathroom with a bag and comes out minutes later dressed in his work suit.


“C’mon lets get back to the office and start rescheduling appointments, and Harrison please edit that and upload it to the foundations website” the three of you make your way out of the hospital together. Harrison gives you and Tom a hug goodbye as he takes off to his car.


    The drive back to the office was full of conversation. Mainly you thanking Tom for even thinking of using his suit to surprise you sister. You haven’t seen her smile like that for over six months. Her smile today was all thanks to him. He told you he would start a campaign to help raise funds for Jaelynn. Maybe Marie was wrong, he doesn’t seem cold from how she described him…


“Love, can you make me some tea again with cream and sugar?You made it perfectly the last time..” He hands you his empty mug picking up a file with his other hand. Your fingers brush against his making him look at your hand then back up to you. Tom’s gaze captivating yours almost pulling you towards him just by the look in his eyes.


“Yes Mr. Holland,cream and sugar.. just how you like it” you whisper before turning around and walking out of his office. You could feel his stare burning into your back as you sauntered out down the hall. 


I love these shoes oml

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