or because fushimi is there idk

  • Fushimi: *scoffing* Boyfriend? I don't want to be Misaki's boyfriend!
  • Kusanagi: *cleaning a glass in the bar* Well, what do you want then?
  • Fushimi: *slumps down and hits head on bar* I don't know. I just want to be with him. All the time. I want to hear about his day and tell him about mine. I want to hold his hand and smell his hair. But I don't want to be his stupid boyfriend. Because Misaki is stupid. And HOMRA is stupid. And you're stupid. And Captain is stupid. You know who else is stupid? Everyone. Everyone is stupid. Stupid Misaki won't even look at me. And another thing-
  • Kusanagi: ...

anonymous asked:

The only thing wrong with trans!Yata is that if Misaki were trans, it would be really really awful for Fushimi to tease him like that.

I have the same issue- we know Saruhiko teased Misaki with his first name because he knew it got to him and he wanted Misaki’s attention, even if it was negative attention, but I don’t think Saruhiko is the kind of person who would go as far as to use something against Misaki that he knew triggered his dysphoria. 

Idk I think this could go a number of ways. On the one hand, there’s the prospect that Saruhiko doesn’t know Misaki is hurt by his forename because of dysphoria- after all, he kept it despite transitioning, but I also feel that’s a little flimsy, because Saruhiko should know Misaki better than that if he knew Misaki was trans. 

There’s also simpler workarounds, like if trans!Yata was an AU, in that AU I don’t think Saruhiko would taunt him so much about his name, or he might not know the impact of his words if Misaki had started presenting masc full time while he was younger, before he met Saruhiko, and he was stealth so Saruhiko didn’t know the full reason as to why it hurts him so much. Both of these I think are easier to swallow alternatives. 

And then there’s also the prospect that Saruhiko knew full well the effect taunting Misaki about his name has, but he did it anyway, which I think is possible even if it’s quite unpleasant to think about. Saruhiko didn’t seem to have a lot of limits in terms of what he picked on Misaki about while they weren’t friends, and while I don’t remember him actively picking on Misaki about things like Mikoto’s death, he was very candid in talking about it, suggesting that even know he knew it had a massive emotional impact on him, he wasn’t pulling any punches so to speak. He was quite desperate and in a very dark place (definitely not an excuse tho), so he might be pushed to the point of using Misaki’s name against him even knowing the implications, which of course Misaki would be rightfully very pissed about. If this was the case, I think it would be a big sticking point during their reconciliation, and it might take Misaki longer to learn to trust Saruhiko again and it would be difficult for him to work through his issues with that- even though he knows it wasn’t necessarily from a place of transphobia and that Saruhiko has never seen him as anything but a guy, no different to any other guy, I think it would take him a long time before he was comfortable with Saruhiko using his given name to refer to him at the very least if Saruhiko really did use it maliciously against him. 

MUSE LIST ( 02.02.17 )

because i can’t let alice out-do me

Cross Marian — @maeror-de-memoriae
Yu Kanda — @nymphaxa // tba ;^)
Lavi — @psiithuriisms
Wisely Kamelot — @noetical
Adelaide Vaquelin — @flodeuyn
Reisi Munakata — @frxideur
Saruhiko Fushimi — @sicotyk
Grelle Sutcliff — @erythraae
Reo Mibuchi — @wisp-aquiver
Multi-muse — @equipxise

anonymous asked:

What if Anna goes back in time and sees Little!Saru?

Imagine Anna gets sent back in time and she’s not sure what to do because she’s all alone and she doesn’t even know exactly when she is. So she’s walking around in the dark and she spots someone sitting alone in a park. The figure looks a little familiar and Anna holds up a marble to her eye. Then she smiles just a little and says “Saruhiko” as she walks up next to him. Fushimi’s just sitting there alone on a bench because maybe Niki left him there just for laughs or Kisa dropped him off there so he wouldn’t bother her and forgot to pick him back up. Little Saruhiko’s all surprised to see this random girl in frilly clothes walking around alone at night but he probably figures her parents are as shitty as his so he doesn’t really say anything, just looks down quietly. Anna starts making small talk with him a little, like she asks his name and everything but she doesn’t ask him about his parents at all. Saruhiko answers but he’s really cute and shy and kinda gloomy, so Anna smiles at him and touches his hand. They have kind of a nice little chat together and it’s really cute and maybe Saruhiko finally asks if Anna’s family left her behind too. Anna says that no, they should be coming for her soon and Saruhiko will have someone like that too eventually, so he shouldn’t give up yet. Saruhiko’s all confused but Anna tells him he’ll understand eventually and then she waves goodbye to him as she gets up to leave because she can feel the Strain power wearing off. Saruhiko tries to go after her and all he finds is a red marble lying on the ground. He takes it home and leaves it under his pillow and gets the calmest sleep he’s ever had for a week until Niki finds it and shatters it (and it cuts Niki’s palm pretty bad though and he has trouble getting the fragments out, almost as if it was on purpose).

imagine misaki celebrating his birthday with homra. it’s all fun and games and misaki is really happy until someone knocks on the door of the bar. when he opens it there’s nobody standing outside, apart from a small package with his name written on it. yata recognizes the handwriting almost immediately and smiles a little to himself because despite them having parted ways, saru hasn’t forgotten about him