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If You’re Happy...

Pairing: Dean x reader

Warnings: mention of pregnancy test, time of the month, slight angst, Dean feels, fluff. 

“Dean! You need to stop pointing that thing and playing around with it It’s not a toy!” You swat him on your way in the room, passing through with the laundry basket. Like your three year old daughter, Catherine. Dean makes the most pitiful pout face. 

“Why are your panties in a twist today, jeez.” Dean murmured that last part to himself.  Something was obviously bothering you and he wouldn’t rest until he got to the bottom of it. Or unless he had to get another beer or use the little men’s room. 

“Why must you still talk like your nineteen years old?” You snapped in his face, rolling your eyes. “Ooh you’re a feisty one today. You wanna tell me what’s on your mind.” After all the years Dean has known, as his girlfriend, and now wife, he’s aware when something is up with you, especially when you got all snippy with him. 

Dean could have made a great detective if he really put his heart into it, but he only put it in for you. “I took a pregnancy test this morning, when I thought I was you know…and I am not.” You plopped yourself down in a chair, playing with your thumbs, not meeting his concerned stare. 

“That is what this is all about? Babe, come here.” Dean sighed. He didn’t like you getting all worked over something that was he wouldn’t admit aloud, really nothing. That’s just how you were. Dean couldn’t change that about you. That was up to you. You overthought a lot of things, something even so simple. 

You reluctantly force yourself over to Dean and gave him a hug. He pulled out the chair right beside him and ordered you to sit. “How do you know that you’re not actually pregnant, I mean Y/N it could have been a faulty one and you could next one and it could say positive. You don’t know, maybe you should go to the family doctor.” Dean rambles on to you, for you sake he wanted to keep your spirits high, but you knew it was all for show.  

“Dean, stop. I know because my period started today too.” You confirmed with a huff, slumping your shoulders. Dean didn’t really know what to say to that. He knew this was tough for you. You already had three bright and beautiful girls, and you just wanted one more baby to hold, just one last time. 

You and Dean weren’t getting any younger. Hell, in two years Dean will be forty. It was becoming harder and harder for you and Dean to have kids, is what you are trying to say. “Well, I guess that means one thing.” Dean says, speaking up. “What’s that?” You asked quizzically. “It means we need to try harder.” Dean smirked smugly at you, diving in for a kiss. 

You stopped him halfway. “Just not right now.” Your hand pressed firmly against his chest, in hopes of giving him the message. “Got it. Not now. Later?” Dean raised an eyebrow. “Maybe later.” You shrugged nonchalantly, not trying to make a huge deal about it, even though you have been with Dean all these years and he still made you gave you the butterflies. 

“I’ll take that cause I doesn’t mean no!” Dean clapped his hands together, still pecking a kiss on your cheek. “Where are you going?” You laugh as he slips on his jacket and grabs the keys to the impala. “To go pick up the girls from school for you. I’m going to Catherine with me and then we are going to run to the store. I’m making dinner tonight.” Dean declared, planning it all out in his head. 

“Dean you don’t have to do that…” You crossed your arms over your chest, not wanting to put all of that on Dean. “No, I insist.” He persisted, obviously not taking no for an answer. “You go do whatever you have to do, but you Y/N are off from Mom duty this evening.” Dean rubbed your shoulders. 

“Whatever you say.” You said in surrender. “Whatever you wish is my command. Do you have any requests?  Dean asked you, wriggling his eyebrows. “Can you possibly give me a massage tonight?” You bit down on your bottom lip, hoping it wouldn’t be too much to ask for. 

“Anything for you, sweetheart.” 

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Monster in the loft (Malec fic)

Alec crept as quietly as he could from the bedroom to the living space. He heard a crash from behind the sofa, using his stele he ignited his stealth rune and picked up his supplies.

Across the loft Magnus was primed and ready for the fight. His eyes met Alec’s and he nodded silently instructing him to go.

Alec rounded the sofa in a swift movement. The horned monster stood on their rug. His eyes immediately turned to Alec who was getting ready to strike. Alec didn’t mind being bate because as long as Magnus remained unseen he knew they would be okay.
Moving in a flash Alec tackled it to the floor. Using his skilled hands he swiftly fitted and stuck the diaper he was holding onto his son’s little blue butt.
“Now!” Alec cried and Magnus jumped into the scene. With an elegant wish and a flash of blue, magic flowed from his fingers and laced around the nine month old baby.

Both men fell backwards and high fived with triumph.
The little monster, sorry, their baby, rolled onto his stomach and ungracefully got to his feet. He waddled a few steps away and then tried to remove his diaper. When he found that he couldn’t and it was stuck to him be grizzled in clear annoyance.
He turned and patted his little blue feet across the floor to his parents. He reached for Alec’s hand and placed it on his diaper. He babbled a few nonsense sounds, his little face contorted and serious.
“No, Max.” Alec replied as if his son was making perfect sense. “You gotta keep the diaper on your tooshy this time.”
Max grasped Alec’s fingers tightly and then bent his knees in frustration. His eyes began to well up and his cubby cheeks turned a darker shade of blue.

“Uh oh.” Magnus said full of amusement.
With another tug at his magical diaper Max began to bawl.
“Bad Daddy.” Magnus said dramatically, playfully pushing his shoulder into Alec’s.
He held his arms out and Max let go of Alec and pottered into Magnus’ hold.
“Why does our son like his his butt on display so much?” Alec wondered aloud “oh wait… he IS your son.”
“Oh haha!” Magnus said rolling his eyes at Alec’s laugh while he patted Max’s back gently.
Max hiccuped and then leaned heavier against Magnus’ chest after a moment
“Is he falling asleep?” Alec asked
“Shh.” Magnus replied “yeah… I think so. He rocked him gently. “It must be tiring running about naked all day.”
“You would know.” Alec said quietly as he stood up.
“Alexander Lightwood!” Magnus scolded “am I going to have to spank you for this behaviour?”
“Oh, I hope so.” Alec replied “give me him here. I’ll put him down. You get the wine…”
Gently Magnus peeled the sleepy baby from his chest and reached him up to Alec.
Alec took him to his cot and placed him down after he gave his head a few light kisses. He twisted the switch on the mobile and light music tinkled and stars rotated on the ceiling.

Alec went back to his man who was up and uncorking a bottle of red- completely in the nude.
Alec leaned on the door frame and raised his eyebrow.
“What?” Magus said innocently as he walked toward him reaching a wine glass. “It looked like fun.”
“You are such an idiot.” Alec smiled as Magnus tugged his closer by his belt loops.

This couldn’t be put in messages so here :-) the to be continued part of unknown messages

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I looked around at the park that I was currently at. Considering it was quite early in the morning, the park seemed quite empty except for a few old people on their morning run, and then there was me, just casually reading a book on a bench enjoying the fresh air with my dog running around.

As I read the text message I received from Jungkook, my eyes hadn’t stopped wandering around the area trying to spot him, but he was no where to be seen.

“What are we looking for?"Chills went down my spine when someone started speaking behind me, shoot - I forgot to check behind the bench.

It’s not the chills that you receive from watching a horror movies, but those chills that you get when you can’t believe something like this could actually happen.

Jungkook is exactly how he described himself to be, but the description that fitted him the most was, "I’m really hot” because trust me. Jungkook could be an Abercrombie model. He was quite tall too, and it made me gaze up at him, making me feel tiny.

When I told him I was at the park, and when he told me he was just walking around, I didn’t think that he was walking around in my town, and especially not at this specific part.

Something tells me he already knew I was here when he texted me, he was just trying to play around.

“Y-you.” I can’t find myself to form a proper sentence now that he’s actually right in front of me.

Jungkook runs a hand through his dark locks and gives me a heartwarming smile, “I thought you’d be happy to see me.”

“I am, I just-” once again, I fail in creating a sentence that he can understand. Jungkook puts a hand on my shoulder and pushes me down so we’re seated on the bench. He notices the book in my hands and tilts his head to get a good view of the title.

“Jellicoe road.” He reads it aloud. “Good one,”

“You’ve read it?”

He nods, “yeah.” He’s about to open his mouth again to say something but I stop him with my palm up, “Don’t spoil”

Jungkook smirks, “and what if I do?”

“Then,”

He cocks an eyebrow.

“Why are you here anyway?” I thought it would be better to just ignore the smirk and focus on the fact that the guy I have been talking to for the past few weeks, is here, in Washington with me.

“I told you, to visit my sister”

“No, I mean here. At this park.”

“I’m supposed to meet someone here,”

And just as he says it, I hear his name being called from the other side of the park. A blonde girl in dark denim pants and a flannel comes running. She looks utterly beautiful even this early in the morning and suddenly, I felt ugly.

The blonde girl kisses him on the cheek and I can literally hear my heart shatter in a million pieces.

I liked him.

But he didn’t like me.

The girl looks at me and sends me one of the prettiest smiles I’ve ever seen. Even prettier than Jungkook’s. She stretches out her hand to me and I gently grabs it and shakes it. “I’m Lexi.”

“Y/N.”

Her eyes grows wide and she turns to glance at Jungkook. “This is y/n?”

“Yeah,”

“The girl you’ve been texting everyday for the past few weeks?” It warms my heart to know that Jungkook has mentioned me to Lexi and for a minute I actually started to feel my heart mend again.

But then it completely breaks down again. “But you said there’s nothing between you two,”

Crushed

I looked up at Jungkook and for what to me it sounded like someone stabbing a knife through my heart, the expression on Jonahs face told me me that it was just a simple joke to him.

I had to admit, when a boy in California, with a cocky but lovely humor actually wanted to talk to me, I felt alive and for once I actually felt like I had someone. I guess I shouldn’t have hoped for anything because when I start doing just that, i end up in a million pieces.

To Jungkook, this might’ve been a simple joke. Texting a girl everyday and falling asleep on the phone with her was probably normal for him. I mean look at him, girls probably follow him to the toilet.

But to me, those moments were treasured so hard and I actually felt something.

Now I don’t want to feel anything.

Not for him.

“I-I have to go.” I quickly blurt out and before they can hold me in place, I run off.

Sleepy Sounds

Pairing: Thomas Jefferson x Reader

Prompt: #44 “I haven’t slept in so long I can see sounds.”

Words: 556

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You couldn’t sleep. You hadn’t slept in about two days. It didn’t matter what you did. You were really out of it.

You were also really worried about how your courter, Thomas Jefferson, would react to knowing this. It probably wouldn’t end up very well.

It also didn’t help that he was going to take you out to dinner tonight.

Preparing yourself was a bit difficult. Something always ended up distracting you. Your brain was on overdrive and you needed to focus.

You managed to get ready and calmed down a bit before Thomas showed up on your doorstep.

“Good evening my dear. Are you ready to go?” He asked you, holding out his arm for you to take.

You nodded and took his arm.

He lead you out to the carriage. You sat next to each other, with his arm around you. If you weren’t careful you would fall asleep now.

Dinner went well expect you knew that Thomas sensed that something was off with you. He could read you to easily.

He decided that the two of you should take a walk in the park before he took you back to your home. You had been fidgeting all evening so you knew that he wanted to talk to you about something.  

The two of you walked through some flowers, he picked on for you and stuck it in your hair.

“My dear is everything okay? You seem really jumpy tonight. Has anything happened to you?”

You decided to be upfront with him because he was relentless and would find out anyway. Although your brain also wasn’t thinking straight so you didn’t know what you were saying anymore, you were so tired.

“I haven’t slept in so long I can see sounds.”

He stared at you shocked. You obviously didn’t realize what you had just said because all you had was a dazed look on your face.

“Darling how long have you been awake?” He asked you, bringing you into is strong arms.

“About two days. I don’t know what is going on with me, I just can’t seem to sleep.” You said leaning into his embrace.

His face grew in shock and he picked you up bridal style. You shrieked and wiggled around in his strong grip.

Not letting you down he carried you all the way back to the carriage and took you to his own house.

He put you into a bed in one of his guest rooms and cradled you into his arms.

“You aren’t going anywhere. I am going to stay here with you until you fall asleep and you aren’t aloud to do anything about it.”

You were a bit surprised that he would stay here with you and not start working. Instead he grabbed a book off of the shelf and started reading too you, his deep voice sending you to sleep already.

When you were almost asleep he put the book down and started talking to you.

“My darling never be afraid to come to me in situations like this, no matter how small or large they will be. I love you and I want you to let me help you. You can’t take everything upon yourself. I love you,” he told you, stroking your hair and pulling you close.

“I love you too Thomas.”

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I should really get some more sleep.

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Taken - Part Seven

MERRY CHRISTMAS. Here’s part seven :) I apologize if it’s a tad short but I like the content in this one. Enjoy! Xoxo -S

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After breakfast, you head back upstairs to your baby pink bedroom to fish out a new outfit to wear from your new closet. Your eyes come across the stunning gold dress again and you feel a twinge of excitement in your heart.

You decided to slip on a pair of light wash jeans and a gray sweater. For these not being your clothes, they hugged your body in the right places and fit perfectly.

You sat on the bed and couldn’t stop thinking. You replayed last night’s and this morning’s events in your head. The way J first looked at you and the way you got lost in his crystal blue eyes make you feel so warm. The gentle way he holds your hand and the passion and heat in J’s kiss and touch was something unique that you’ve never felt before with anyone else. You couldn’t believe that a man so psychopathic could make you feel so wanted. Just thinking about him makes chills go down your spine and your heart skip a beat.

Fuck. You love him.

Then you replay what he said to you. “A person like me doesn’t love, so there was no use for the others anymore.”

You realize what your fate comes down to. If J realizes or you tell him you love him, he’ll release you and you will never be able to see him again, hurting you. But if you stay with him, you put yourself through hell loving someone who doesn’t love you back. No matter what, you were going to get hurt.

Tears welled up in your eyes, blurring your vision. You put your head in your hands and wipe them away. You don’t know what to do. You asked him how anyone could love a monster like him and yet here you are. You scoff at your own stupidity.

The Joker is crazy, manipulative, and psychotic, but you’re crazy in love with him.

“I-I-I love him,” you state aloud in a cracking whisper, reaffirming your crazy train of thoughts.

Just then, you were interrupted by J’s figure standing in your bedroom door.

“Hey,” he sighed.

@i-am-damnjam

Scandal || m.c.

Originally posted by painfulblisss


Y/n was a form of art in his eyes, everything about her was perfect inside and out. How he could become lost in her beautiful eyes, speculating her soft face, admiring y/n’s features of beauty, her hair, nose, those soft pink lips that stare at him. Michael loved the way her perfume lingered in air, his heart would pump out his chest whenever she was near. A simple kiss from her made Michael go insane, craving more of her touch. Michael loved capturing moments of her on his camera, in their shared bedroom. Y/n wearing nothing but her blue laced undies in their king size bed, covered in white sheets. He grabbed a hold of her ass taking the picture. “Your so beautiful.” he complimented taking more photos, y/n let out a soft giggle posing for him, “Thanks Mikey.” 

Michael looked at the camera roll, seeing all the pictures of y/n’s body, “perfect.” he said, Michael set a timer for thirty seconds placing the camera on the nightstand so that it could capture everything.  “C’mere.” guiding y/n to his lap, she sat in front of him, her breast pressed against his chest running her fingers in his blue hair gazing in his emerald eyes . “I love you so much.” Michael said wrapping his arms around her waist, Michael leaned in dangerously close, his lips lightly brushing y/n’s, giving her a tease. Y/n pulled him in, hated getting teased. His warm and tender lips colliding with hers with a soft passion forcing their mouth open as tongues danced together in synchronization, tasting y/n’s peppermint chap stick on his lips. Everything around them appeared to be in slow motion, only focusing on each other. Y/n bit on Michael’s bottom lip pulling on, then letting go, giggling. “God your perfect.” Michael admitted leaving wet kiss down her neck slightly biting her skin. Y/n grabbed a fistful of his hair moaning, her chest rising up and down slow as he kept going. The camera shutter went off capturing the moment. It was perfection, she was perfection.


The next day at work in the afternoon, y/n’s phone was blowing up with notifications from every social media. It was usually fans tweeting about how much of a whore y/n is, something typical. But it was non stop tweets on Michael and y/n is some photo with the hashtag #michaelandy/ninbed . Y/n takes a look to what everyone was fusing about, seeing a picture of a familiar setting of their bedroom her heart stopped, y/n wearing the same blue panties making out with Michael. It was becoming the number one trend on Twitter and Instagram. She felt sick to her stomach seeing it appear everywhere. Y/n left early from work saying she wasnt feeling good. She put on sunglasses walking out the building, paparazzi everywhere with camera’s asking questions. 

“Y/n, are the pictures of you and Michael true!” A guy yelled following her, y/n ignored him and everyone else proceeding to her car. Fans were also there yelling at her saying its her fault and calling her a whore.  


Y/n slammed the door behind her coming back from work, “Michael!” she yelled out, throwing her bag on the floor. He came out the bedroom pacing to the living room facing his girlfriend, “Baby I know-” he panicked. 

“Why the hell would you post something like that! she shouted, throwing her hands up in anger. 

“I didnt post it I-swear, I dont know how it got out.” Michael stuttered trying to calm her down. 

“Paparazzi and your fans were all over my ass saying mean things to me!” Hot tears came down y/n’s face, thinking about what was going to happen,“Michael do you have any idea what this could do! I could loose my job!” 

“I know, this could jeopardized the band.” Michael said aloud thinking about it. 

“You and the band are going to be fine, okay! This happens to all the celebrities and they never get in trouble. Michael I cant go back to my job if I loose it, do you have any idea how hard I worked to get here!” she cried.  

“I know, I’m sorry. I really am let me fix this.” realizing how heartbroken y/n was about this stepping in closer wanting to comfort y/n, but she stopped him putting her hand on his chest. “No, I need to go.” walking past him to the bedroom wiping her tears away, Michael followed her there watching her undress out of her uniform searching for something else to wear.  “No please stay, I’m sorry. I’ll fix this I swear.” begging for her forgiveness, y/n slipped on skinny jeans and a shirt walking past Michael who on the door frame continuing to say sorry, ignoring him. She grabbed the car keys and her wallet off the coffee table from the living room heading out the door. Tears still spilling down her face, she unlocked the door holding onto the handle, Michael grabbed onto her hand pulling her closer to him, “Please.” he whispered, tears wanting to come down his face. “Get this through your thick head and leave me the hell alone!” she snapped pushing him back, leaving their shared apartment, slamming the door on her way out. Michael saw how hurt y/n was, her eyes didnt sparkle like they do, instead filled with anger and regret. He stood in front of the door shocked, his heart breaking into a million pieces realizing the mistake he caused.

I knew I was too early to this concert. It started at 7 and I was here at 2. I wasn’t the only one though. There were about 50 fans already lined up to get in.

I promised my best friend Annie I would get there early and get us a spot in line, not that I was sure she would show up. I love Annie but she’s really flakey. If she found a boy she’d be gone for the night. That scared me about tonight. She was my ride home.

I stood in the blazing heat, worrying my ass off about tonight. Security started showing up and that only freaked me out more. I began sweating and breathing became harder. Shit, not here. I didn’t need a panic attack.

“Miss, are you alright?” A security guard asked. I shook my head. “What’s wrong?”

“Panic attacks.” I breathed.

“Oh I understand. My daughter gets those really bad. Would you like to come inside? Get a drink of water and some cool air?” He asked.

“Y-yes please.” I said.

“Alright follow me.” He smiled, leading me into the venue through a security entrance. “Here take a bottle of water.” He said.

I grabbed a bottle of water and sat down in a chair he had pulled out for me. “Thank you.” I said.

“Don’t worry about it. I’m sure it’s hard enough without the heat.”

“Yeah, I usually can handle it but this was really kind of you.” I smiled.

“Did you come here all alone?” He asked.

I shook my head. “No, well sort of. My friend is supposed to meet me here but I’m not sure if she’s actually going to show.”

“That’s unfortunate.”

“Yeah, but it’s okay. I mean-”

“Fuck you Matt! You’ll never catch us!” A familiar voice interrupted me. I turned my head to see Jack and Alex zipping by on a scooter. They back tracked and stared at me. I gave them a shy smile.

“Who are you?” Jack asked. Alex slapped his shoulder for being rude.

“My name is Natalie.” I said softly.

“Not to sound rude but why are you in the venue?” Alex asked. I slowly put my hands over my ATL bracelet. I probably looked like an obsessed fan.

“I um, it got really hot and I almost passed out.” I half-lied. Anxiety isn’t really something I like to talk about.

“Oh, are you alright now?” Alex asked.

“Yes, I’m fine, thank you.”

“No problem… Want to run away from Matt with us?” Alex asked.

“Am I aloud to?” I asked timidly.

“Why not? C'mon blondie!” Jack smiled at the nickname with an outstretched hand.

“Thank you.” I whispered to the security guard. He smiled and waved me off.

“Here, hop on we can share my scooter.” Alex smiled.

“I can just run.” I said. Any other girl would die to be on a scooter with Alex Gaskarth, part of me was. But the other part of me told me it was safer to just run.

“Nooooo get on the motherfucking scooter girl.” Alex said in a girly voice. I giggled and got on. I held onto the metal of the handlebars while Alex wrapped his hands around the grips.

“Away!!!!” Jack screamed and we took of speeding through the hallways of the venue. After about 35 minutes, Matt finally caught up with us.

“Boys! Stop, get back to the dressing room you know you aren’t supposed to be running around here!” Matt scolded.

“Who are you?” Matt asked, addressing me.

“Our new best friend, obviously.” Jack smiled as Alex wrapped and arm around me.

“Obviously,” Matt mocked. “But I asked her, not you.”

“My name’s Natalie. I was about to pass out from heat when a security guard brought me in here. Alex and Jack started talking to me as they zipped past on their scooters. I’m sorry, I know I shouldn’t be here, I can leave now.” I said, stepping off of the scooter.

“Awww don’t make her leave, Matt! She’s fun. Can we keep her?” Jack asked.

I blushed, “No I don’t want to cause you guys any problems. It was nice meeting you, good luck tonight.” I began walking away when Alex’s hand gripped my wrist. Alex gave Matt a look and Matt nodded.

“You can stay on one condition, keep these boys in check for me. They don’t listen to me, maybe they will listen to you.” Matt said.

“O-okay.” I said.

“YAYYYY buddies! To the dressing room!” Jack yelled as he began to scooter fast, past Matt, taking his hat.

“Jack you fucker!” Matt yelled as he began running after him. I giggled a bit.

“Aww you have a cute laugh.” Alex said.

“Um, thanks?” I whispered.

“You’re welcome, now c'mon, we need to get back.” Alex forced me onto the scooter.

“Ayyyeee.” Zack yelled a we arrived in the dressing room.

“He’s back! With a lady friend!” Rian teased.

“Fuck off.” Alex teased.

“What’s your name?” Rian asked.

“N-Natalie.” I stuttered, I hated meeting new people.

“And you’re a fan?” Zack asked.

“Um yeah. Been a fan for like 3 years or so. This is my first show though.” I replied.

“Holy shit, that long? Wow. But you’re so mellow.” Rian said.
No shit, asshole, I’m nervous.

“What do you expect? Me flailing around because I’m talking to you guys? I’m not that kind of fan. I’m lucky enough to even be back here.” I said.

“Truth.” Alex smiled, “But we like you so it’s okay.”

“Real talk though, who’s your favorite band?” Jack asked.

“Probably Blink or Green Day.” I said.

“Hell yeah, high-five for awesome music taste.” Alex high-fived me. We spent the next few hours talking and I was starting to get a bit more comfortable with them. As the show was about to start I checked my phone like I did every five minutes hoping Annie would say she was here.

From: Annie
I can’t make it tonight Nat! My mom has gone pyscho! Have fun though! Give Alex a kiss for me!

Shit fuck shit fuck shit. She was my ride home tonight. Now how was I supposed to get home? I decided to enjoy the concert from side stage with Matt before I started worrying myself.

“There’s a monster standing where you should be…” Alex sang. We locked eyes for a moment and he winked. I couldn’t help but feel a bit giddy. I told him this was my favorite song off of Don’t Panic and now they were playing it. Alex Gaskarth was playing a song for me, how do you expect me to feel?

The show ended and that’s when my worries flooded back. “That was fucking fun.” Rian yelled.

“You guys did awesome! Thanks for letting me watch from back here.” I smiled shyly.

“No problem! Hey, did your friend ever show up?” Jack asked.

I shook my head. “No she didn’t. She was my ride home too, but that’s okay. I can take a cab.” Honestly, I was terrified to take a cab home by myself.

“No, you shouldn’t do that. Cab drivers can be shifty.” Zack said.

I nodded in agreement. “Yeah well.”

“You should just crash on our bus.” Alex blurted.

“What?”

“I mean we are staying in a parking lot tonight anyway because we have the day off tomorrow, you can just crash on the couch and I can take you home tomorrow morning.” Alex said.

“Actually that’s not a bad idea, maybe you can show him what to do on a day off here while he drives you home.” Matt said.

“Um…okay.” I whispered. My mom was out of town, it’s not like she would know, right? And they were really nice guys, it’s not like they are going to rape me or anything. Still, my anxiety was getting to me.

“Yay slumber party!” Jack yelled.

We spent an hour or so on the bus, all of us were drinking even though I am only 18, it didn’t really matter. Soon everyone was off to bed except for me and Alex.

“Do you want to borrow a shirt? I’m sure it’s more comfortable to sleep in then what you’re wearing.”

“Uh sure.” I said softly. He went to his bunk and grabbed a shirt. “Here, put it on. Take off your shorts or don’t, I don’t really care. I can turn around if you’d like.” Alex said.

“Would you please? I’m sorry it’s just-”

“No I get it. Go on.” Alex turned. I slipped on his shirt. I took off my shorts too. I got under the blanket and coughed to let Alex know I was done. “Ah much better.” He smiled sitting down on the opposite end of the couch.

“Yeah…y'know I’m not going to be able to wash this and give it back you in time right?”

Alex smiled. “Nah keep it, it looks better on you anyways.” I blushed.
“You’re really quite, you know that, right?”

I nodded. “I know. I can’t really help it. I just worry about everything all the time and it keeps me from saying much. I’m too anxious half the time.”

“You had a panic attack this morning didn’t you?” Alex asked. I shamefully nodded. “Hey, that’s nothing to be ashamed of, okay? It happens to me all the time. You’ve just got to find a way to my let it take over your life.”

I looked up at him, trying not to let him know how ashamed I was of my anxiety. “Thanks.” I said with a shaky voice.

“Aww come here.” Alex scooter closer to me and I did the same. He wrapped his arms around me and I instantly felt better. “You’re so pretty and adorable, you shouldn’t let this run your life.” Alex said. I blushed deeply. “I’m going to give you my number, anytime you have an anxiety attack, text or call me I will listen.”

“Thank you Alex.” I whisper.

“You’re welcome, Natalie.” He kissed my cheek lightly and I knew everything was going to be okay.

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Hey, sorry this one isn’t perfect. I have Finals(Midterms) next week and I’ve been studying like crazy!! After next week I should be able to write more! Hope you liked it though.

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“Please Lily, just give him a chance. James has changed, he’s matured, he’s not the same arrogant prick he was several years ago.” You pleaded with Lily trying to get her to agree to go out with James. 

You’d always had a thing for James, but when you realized how in love with Lily he was you figured you’d try and help him out. As much as you wanted him to be with you, you’d rather he be happy, and if someone else could give him that happiness than that was fine with you. 

“(y/n)…” Lily said with a sigh. 

“Please, you know Dumbledore’s not going to let some reckless moron be head boy, just one date, that’s all I ask.” You said trying to sway her. 

“Alright,” Lily said more so because she wanted to shut you off than because she actually wanted the date. “One date. That’s it, nothing more, nothing less.”

You smiled a huge grin. “Thank you, Lily. Now if you’ll excuse me I’m off to tell James the good news.” You said before turning on your heel and walking off. 

You figured the boys would be messing around in the common room; none of them would be doing their homework except for Remus–of course. 

“You’re going to love me after you hear the news I have to tell you.” You told James as you walked over to where all the boys were. 

“Well, it’s a bit late for that babe.” Sirius replied before barking out a laugh.

“What?” You asked scrunching up your eyebrows in confusion. 

“Nothing. Someone put a confundus charm on him, and he still hasn’t fully recovered. What’s the good news?” James inquired trying to quickly change the subject. 

“As you know, this weekend is our first trip to Hogsmeade of the year, and I got Lily to agree to be your date for the trip.” You said with a smile. 

James’ eyes went wide, and you saw Sirius pressing his lips together to keep from laughing aloud.

“What, what am I missing?” You asked getting tired of being kept out of the loop. 

“Well…”

“Bloody hell Prongs! (y/n), James here has had the sudden realization that he’s in love with you.” Sirius cut in obviously getting annoyed with how long James was taking.

“Perfect timing James! Seriously? After all the time I’ve spent trying to convince Lily that she should go out with you, and the second she caves you decide you no longer have a thing for her.” You said before letting out a long, drawn out sigh.
“You’re really lucky I like you too.” You added with a smile. 

James smiled widely. “Really?” He asked not bothering to hide his excitement. 

“Yes, really…moron.” You said as you messed up his hair and placed a kiss on his cheek. “Someone’s going to have to break the news to Lily.” You said as plopped down on the couch next to him. 

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Chapter 16


Jaylin

“ Ooo Jesus ” I yelled , trying to get all my frustration out but the shit wasn’t working . I’ve been asking The Lord for the last 24 hours to give me some patience and extra nerves to deal with my situation but it was like he just wasn’t hearing my cries .

I punched the punching bag that hung lowly directly in the centre of the work out room , taking all my anger out on it . I watched it swing back and forth as the strength that I mustered up from god knows where helped me punch as hard as I could . With my chest heaving up and Down , I stood there watching the bag swing back and forth not daring to make one move .

Fighting the punching bag as if it could fight me back , I broke down into tears as the anger I thought I was releasing only seemed to be drowned in my emotions . Hitting the punching bag one last time , I found an empty corner in the room and slid down the wall . Putting my face in my shirt , I thought about my life ever since I’ve met Chris . I was finally happy with my self , he came along & made me happier only to take it away as well .

Shaking my head and chuckling bitterly , I couldn’t help but once again feel stupid for the second time in my relationship lifetime . Only this time I felt as if I became too comfortable a little too fast and aloud my guard to weigh its self down . Angry with myself from allowing some one I’ve known for five months put shit in my head , I wished I could take it all back .

Chuckling bitterly for the second time in less than a minute , taking it all back is what I wish I could want . Here I am talking about I wish I could take it all back , but to tell the honest to god truth , Chris made me my happiest and I keep praying to god he comes to his senses and comes over and say ” baby I want you , I want us ” . I would be so happy and overwhelmed beyond extreme measures just knowing that I am who he wants , us is what he wants .

Picking myself up off the floor , I hit the switch for the light to turn off and walked out of the workout room . Sniffling , I wiped my nose with the back of my hand and did squats on my way up the steps . Getting tired by the second to last step , I encouraged myself to go one more before I’m done . Succeeding with the hurtful exercise , I made my way past the empty guest rooms and into my own .

Staring up at the clock , it’s was 7:00 on the dot and I had less than an hour to get showered and dressed for school . Rolling my eyes , school was the last place I wanted to be . Frowning at having to be around two people I don’t have peace with , I was pretty positive it would be permanent for the rest of the day .


Gathering my daily body wash and new set of Vicky secret undergarments , I sashayed into my spacious bathroom and stripped from my sweaty clothes . Turning the knob in the shower , I made sure my water was scolding hot before closing the glass door back .

From the water temperature being so hot , it caused the bathroom to immediately fill with steam , making the mirror fog up . Using my hand , I wiped back and forth against it enough to where I could see myself clearly . Bending over to retrieve my makeup wipes , I started to forcefully wipe my makeup off . Revealing my hurtful bruises , I stared at myself with a tilted head in utter disgust .


How could I let a low down dirty ass nigga hit on me for what I chose to do and not defend myself ? All that was going to allow him to do was feel as if it’s okay to hit me all the time when it’s not . Continuing to scrub my face as hard as I could to remove the loads of makeup from my face , if Alexis would have seen me this morning she would have looked at me crazy and asked why in the hell was I going workout with makeup on as well as telling me to take the shit off . Thankfully , she was still in her room knocked out cold .

I still have yet to tell Alexis about my encounter with Michael yesterday , also I’ve had yet to tell her the exact reason on why I came home earlier . That was weighing me down drastically because I never hide anything from her , I tell her everything .

Only reason why I was holding back on showing and telling her about what has happened is because I’m afraid of being judged . Everyone knew me as the type to never put up with anyone’s shit . ” Jaylin don’t play that , she would dead a nigga . , ” ” jaylin don’t let these niggas play with her , she would drop em like a fly “, is stuff I would hear from people who knew or shall I say thought I could be some what strong in a relationship so I felt that if people thought of me like that , if they were to know about some of the things I put up with they would not only judge me for being stupid but also talk about how I also put on a front .

Sighing heavily , I tried my hardest to clear my head with the way people thought of me and tried to think about how I was going to tell Lexi .Scratching at my scalp , I grabbed my towel and got inside the shower that was still scolding hot . Adding a tad bit of cold water , I stepped under the shower head and let the water cover my body starting with my head first . Letting the water run down my body , I for some strange reason felt at peace and that’s all I’ve been asking for was some peace .

Deciding to wash my hair since it was already wet , I moved my fingers in circular motions all across my head . Hitting the hickie from when Michael threw my head against the window , the soap started to make it burn . Burning as bad as it was , I hopped under the shower head only to burn it some more with the hot water . Letting out a painful scream , I hurried to turn the hot water completely off and let the cold water take over . The cold water helped sooth out the pain , and relieved some of the tension I was feeling and I was grateful .

Whimpering lowly , I quickly washed my body and rinsed off . Walking out the shower , I picked up my big towel and dried myself off . Slowly drying my hair , I whimpered some more with a few tear drops falling from my eyes as the pain seemed to pick up and become unbearable .

Walking inside my bedroom , I quickly picked up my aleve bottle that rested on my nightstand and popped 3 pills , swallowing them dry . Chasing them down with some water , I wiped my mouth as some of it spilled down my chin . Sighing , I wiped my face and searched for my makeup bag so I can apply my heavy makeup for the day .

Getting myself ready , I was together in no time . With my mood being so downhill I dressed very comfortable and carefree . With a simple all white t -shirt and some sweats , I threw on some original pair of J’s and called it a day . Turning my light off , I stopped in front my mirror and checked my makeup before fully walking out and turning the light off .

Hearing the doorbell ring , I took a detour from my trip to the kitchen and walked to the door . Opening it , no one was there but when I looked down all my bags from michaels was sitting there waiting to be picked up . Sticking my head outside the door , I seen his car speeding off down the street.

Looming back down , I picked up my bags and walked inside. As I was walking up the steps , a note fell from off the side of my bag . Reading the note it was all about Michael saying how sorry he was and that only seemed to bring tears to my eyes. A slight shiver took over my body as the air conditioner turned on , seconding my choice on not grabbing a jacket .

Simply throwing my shit inside my room , I sniffled and patted my eyes lightly so my makeup wouldn’t smudge . Although it was some what nice for Michael to apologize I still was deeply hurt & madly upset with him and his consequences . Hauling down the steps , I made my way in the kitchen to see Alexis cooking up a storm .

Taking a seat at the island , I folded my arms and laid them on the counter so I could rest my head in them and continue to watch her In silence . Turning around , she jumped a bit causing a small laugh to escape my lips . Knowing if I went to school , I would my have too many of those but more awkwardness than anything .


” Alexis can I stay home today ? ” I croaked out due to me not speaking since last night or drinking anything to help my dry throat . Taking a sip of the orange juice that she sat in front of me , I rubbed my throat as the cold liquid slid down .

“ jaylin no , I need to pack up the house so we can move in as soon as possible ” she said tucking her hair behind her head . Her baby daddy august brought her this nice big house on her own land and her ass don’t know how to act but ima let her get her shine on .

“ is Michael picking you up this morning ? ” she asked , looking at me through the side of her eye . Licking my lips , I shook my head no .

“ no I’ll be driving myself ” I informed . Nodding her head , she moved around the kitchen and boxed up all the glasses . Hearing the doorbell ring for the second time this morning , I effortlessly hopped out of my seat and walked through the foyer , to the front door .

Opening up the door , Emily stood there with a wide smile on her face and her belly poking out 10 times as much as it was when I seen her a few days ago ” guess who got a car ” she beamed holding up her car keys .

“ let me guess , you ” I smiled lightly with a goofy laugh . Nodding her head , she dangled her keys in the air with a cute smile on her face . Shaking my head at her excited ass , I stepped to the side to let her in .

Walking back in the kitchen , she spoke to Lexi before we both dashed up the stairs to my room . My eyes seemed to immediately land on the clock , and it was 15 minutes till 8 . Shrugging my shoulders , I didn’t care if we were late but considering school didn’t start until 8:15 I had 30 minutes to do whatever .

“ I’m mad your hair looking a hot ass mess right now jaylin . Sit your ass down so I can do something to it ” she said sternly pointing to my vanity rolling chair . Taking a seat , I rolled my eyes at her statement . My hair was perfectly fine in its messy bun , it went with my mood . Messy .

Sitting back , she turned on all my flat fcirons and my curling wand and took my wild hair down from its holder . Sighing , I thought about this long process of her trying to make me look like something .” Come on girl , don’t you wanna look good for your man ” she smirked nudging my shoulder .

Shaking my head , I went on and proceeded to tell her about what Michael has been up to and she could not believe her ears . She tried to tell me that Michael was not like that but I wasn’t trying to hear that bull shit , not at all . No matter what , you don’t talk about someone doing something and you go back and do the same thing . That’s what’s killing me the most , he’s a hypocrite .listening to all the excuses Emily was coming up with for him , it went through one ear and out the other .

Tuning her ass out about Michael , I focused on what I was going to do and how I was going to act when we walked inside of school . Biting my acrylic nervously , I could feel sweat beads forming on my forehead . Gently wiping them , I took a swig from my water bottle and calmed my nerves . What ever happens , happens .

Watching cartoons through the mirror , my eyes stayed glued to it as the daily morning re-runs of Ed Edd & eddy played on my tv. Eating a yogurt and fruit salad that Alexis brought up the stairs to me , it seemed to be the only thing I could stomach everything else made me throw up.

Eating my slight breakfast in silence , I was happy Emily had shut her ass up & I could hear my cartoons clearer . Laughing at how dumb edd was , I couldn’t stop as a thought of Patrick popped into my mind . Laughing harder , I flicked to Nickelodeon in search of an episode of sponge bob . Happily finding one , I laid my remote for band finished up with my breakfast . By the time I was done eating , Emily was finishing up with my hair.


Staring at my hair as emily fluffed my big wand curls out , I smiled as I looked over my appearance . Letting her add a nude shade of lip gloss to my lips , I rubbed them together and got out my seat . Ignoring the pain that was currently shooting up my leg , I grabbed my backpack & out the house we went.


Pulling up to school in Emily’s drop top BMW , we made it here in no time since the school wasn’t far from my house . The ride here was quiet and the only sound that could be heard was from the radio although I didn’t mind .

Getting out , I huffed lowly and straightened out my shirt and fixed my sweats . Looking in the side view mirror , I checked to make sure my makeup and curls was in tact before grabbing my backpack and crutches . Waiting on a slow Emily to finish getting her self together , we made our way inside the school together.

“ oh god there they go ” I groaned , nodding my head in the direction of Michael and Charles .

“ ignore them baby and let’s go so-” Emily was cut off by Charles loud ass mouth yelling for us to come here . Rolling my eyes , I mumbled great under my breath and followed behind em . Walking up to where they were sitting , Emily stood in between Charles legs and Michael rested on side of him .

“ what’s good Jay dog ? ” he questioned with a cute little smile .

“ hey Charlie charl ” I cooed . Taking a seat , all their teammates came piling up at the table next to me . Sitting there for 10 whole minutes , I listened to Michael talk to everyone else but me . He ignored my presence as if I was invisible . No longer wanting to feel awkward , I got myself up and walked away as fast as I could .

“ jaylin where are you going ? ” Emily asked rushing behind me . Turning around to look at her , my eyes were watery and my bottom lip was quivering in a pouty stance . As much as I was upset with him , it still hurt to know that I also hurt him when I said what I said but I didn’t think he would ignore me like I wasn’t shit either .


” anywhere besides that table ” I responded . Sighing , she pulled me in for a tight hug . Wanting to bawl in her shoulder , I kept it together as the thought of someone seeing me cry made me felt weak as well as me not having my makeup bag in my backpack . Hugging Emily , she rubbed my back in a soothing way and it helped .

Pulling away , I looked at her with a warm smile silently telling her thank you . My smile only lasted for so long once I heard the laughter of Naomi coming from the same direction as mikey . Looking over Emily’s shoulder , there that bitch was , laughing and giggling in her face as he did the same .

Rolling my eyes at this hoe hopping ass bitch , she just had to be cute with everybody huh ? First you was in Chris house playing wife and now you all up in tygas face trying to see what you can do for him. Clenching my jaw , this hoe was sickening and made my nerves bad .


Licking my lips , I nodded my head as I watched Michael entertain this bitch as if he didn’t see her open up Chris door the other day but that’s none of my business tho , I hope his ass catch something from her grimy ass . Turning up my lip in disgust , I turned my back to them and walked to class with Emily hot on my tail .

Taking my time with getting to class , the late bell had already rung and I’m pretty sure coach was going to be up my ass with his bitching but at this point I didn’t give a fuck about a damn thing . Walking into the gym through the double doors , all eyes fell on Emily and I .

Looking at everyone , I rolled my eyes ” tf are y’all looking at ? ” I questioned only for everyone to put their head down or go back to the conversation they were previously having . ” carter , you’re late ” coach yelled angrily . Shrugging my shoulders , I helped myself up the bleachers and sat down.

Starting up my own conversation with Emily , I couldn’t help but feel a pair of eyes on me . Looking in the direction of Naomi , the bitch was looking dead at me with a smirk plastered on her face ” bitch do we have a problem ? Cause I mean it can be handled ” I let it be known . Not only was I not in the mood but I didn’t feel like dealing with her shit .

“ look baby girl , If I had a problem with you what I have already done should show you that It could be handled . ” she smiled . Cocking my head to the side , “ wtf that’s suppose to mean ?”

“ I already fucked your man . And I’m about to fuck your other one . Don’t believe me just watch . I mean, didn’t Chris almost split your head wide open ? Yea hoe he told me about what he did ” she cackled , making the rest of the students cackle . Feeling low , I didn’t have a comeback what so ever . Looking around at all the kids laughing , it hurt the most when I seen Michael join in .

Nodding my head at all these fuckers , I took my right crutch and swung as hard as I could and hit Naomi right in her face. Wanting to break her shit in , I Decided the pop across the face was good enough . Looking back over the crowd , everyone had shut up . Smart move on their end cause they could get it to. Placing it back under my arm , I carefully walked down the few steps and out the door .

Looking around for a quiet place to go , I thought about one spot that I was guaranteed no one would find me in. Slowly walking up the hill that was located on side the school , I sat down at the top and brung my legs to my chest . Resting my head on my knees , I looked out onto the lake view and watched the little Nemo fish jump in and out of the water .

Letting the wind breeze through my hair , I felt a presence on side of me but I didn’t bother looking to see who it was . To tell the truth I didn’t have to because I knew that scent from anywhere , it was Chris . Pulling my body close to his , I broke down in his chest as he comforted me by rubbing my back .

Being allowed to feel like it’s okay to cry and get it all out , I took this to my best advantage and cried my eyes out . Bawling all into Chris fresh white T , I had ruined it with my mascara and eyeliner . Hiccuping , I hoped he didn’t get upset with me behind it cause I didn’t mean to .

Few minutes had done passed by and I was still crying like there was no tomorrow. Rolling my eyes , I couldn’t believe that I was actually crying to him right now . Out of all people I let one of the main people who hurt me , comfort me .

Wanting to pull away so bad , I couldn’t bring myself to do so because his warm embrace felt so good up against my body that was desperately crying out for this young man . I never knew that you can want somebody so badly that no matter what they do , you’ll always end up back to them .

Wrapping my arms around his neck tight af , I could hear him struggling to breathe but he didn’t dare tell me to move or let go . Loosening my arms a bit , I wasn’t trying to kill the boy but I was showing him just how much I needed and wanted him .

Sobbing uncontrollably in the crook of his neck , he hummed a happy tune in my ear in attempts to calm me down . I could feel an anxiety attack coming on and I needed to take my medicine . Finding the strength to pull away , I wiped my eyes totally forgetting that I had makeup on , smudging it even more than what his shirt did . Possibly showing my bruises . Digging into my backpack , I pulled out my pill holder and water bottle and took my medicine . Downing my water , I capped it back up and put it back inside my backpack .

Looking at Chris who was already looking at me , he looked concerned ” are you okay ? ” he questioned , wiping his thumb under my eye. Wincing in pain , his face turned up in confusion . Biting my bottom lip nervously, I didn’t want him to know Michael beat on me .

“ no I’m not okay ” I mumbled , answering his question. Still staring at me , I put my head down as his stare was becoming a little too intense for me .

“ pick your fucking head up jay , why you not okay ? ” he barked , forcefully lifting my head . Looking at him , more tears seemed to flow from my eyes , still ruining my makeup . By now I’m sure my bruises were some what visible and it would only be a matter of seconds before Chris blow up .

“ that nigga been beating on you jaylin and you ain’t tell me shit ? Huh ? ” he growled standing to his feet . Standing on my own , I looked at him not knowing what to say . He was clenching and unclenching his fist while flexing his jaw in an angry manner .

“ is this the reason why you not okay ? Because he been beating your ass ” his anger was getting the best of him and his skin color was changing . He went from my yellow crayon to red. Looking at him with a “ are you serious ” expression , I licked over my dry lips.

“ no , you are the reason why I’m not okay Chris . You both are . You accused me of cheating and called me a hoe and treated me like I was nothing to you ” I yelled through my tears all while beating his chest in . Taking his licks like a man , I guess this would be my way out to vent .

“ you was suppose to make me feel like something Chris . You was suppose to make me feel like I was everything and more to you but you didn’t . You called me out my name , disrespected me beyond measures & now you rubbing your hoe in my face ” I sobbed .

Shoving me back a little , I guess I was beginning to work his nerves by laying my hands on him but I wasn’t finished . He is going to physically feel how verbally hurt i am as well on top of that , physically .

Slapping at his chest , he put both hands up and closed his eyes , attempting to eat my licks up but my hands were too heavy . Bringing my abusiveness to a halt , I looked up into his big brown eyes and hiccuped repeatedly . ” I’m here for you jay , let it out ” he assured rubbing my arms .

“ Michael hit me the same day I came to your house trying to make things right . He hurt me because I hurt him by confessing my love to you , only to be kicked in my ass in return .” I hiccuped . Sniffling , I wiped my nose & my eyes with his shirt , neither of us caring .

not uttering a word , I took that as my token to continue cause he was indeed listening to me ” all I wanted was for you to tell me you wanted me back and you wanted us to work and you couldn’t even do that . Instead you let that bitch ass hoe say what she said without even trying to defend me . Do you even love me Chris ? ” my voice cracked .

“ jaylin , I’m sorry baby but you know damn well I love you bruh” he wrapped his arms around me only for me to unwrap them . Grateful for his apology , right now it just wasn’t enough . Being told he loved me made my insides tingle , but my emotions were tripping and has me not wanting to hear that .

“ I swear to god Chris , sometimes I wish I never met you ” I confessed

“ jaylin you don’t mean that shit ” he grumbled through gritted teeth .

“ no Chris , I do mean it . Sometimes I wish I would have never gave you the chance to talk to me . But then there’s the times I’m happy that I met you . Chris you just don’t understand how unstable you have my emotions right now . If it wouldn’t have been for you doing what you did to me , that wouldn’t have pushed me into Michael’s arms , which could have prevented me from getting my head slammed and us getting into a car crash . You just don’t get how us not being together is all your fault ” I tried my hardest to explain but my sobbing probably made my words sound like I was talking with shit in my mouth.

“ Cali , people make mistakes . One of mine happened to be accusing you of something you didn’t do and I admit it , I was wrong & I’m fucking sorry . I swear to god I am but you as a person have to forgive me ” he argued back , calling me by my middle name .

“ people make mistakes right ? ” I asked . Nodding my head , I bit my bottom lip and picked up my things . Placing my crutch under my arm , I looked back at him “ one of my mistakes was letting you in ” and I left him just like that . Carefully walking down the hill , I turned to see Chris standing there with a single tear rolling down his cheek .

Was I really doing this ? Was I really walking away from the man I really wanted to be with ? My heart kept telling me to turn around but my feet kept moving . Trying my hardest not to look back , I ended up doing so anyways and seeing something I never wanted to see , Chris self destruct . Covering my mouth , I watched as he literally beat him self up . Not wanting to see him do anything else , I hurried to get away from that sight .

Making my way down the side walk , I said fuck school . Going home to change my clothes , I had some other things planned so I could take my mind off of things . The walk home was the struggle considering it was hot as hell and the crutches under my arms were starting to hurt .

Walking inside , I slung my crutches across the foyer and into the next room. Angrily walking up the stairs , I had no idea where it was all coming from . Stepping inside my room , the first thing that caught my eye was my appearance . My makeup was all run down and my bruises were clear as day . I felt ugly , I felt disgusted . Punching the mirror , It shattered into millions of little pieces.

Looking down at my bloody hands , I shrugged my shoulders as little glaciers stuck out of my hand . Slowly picking each one out , I hissed out in pain as one piece was a little deep and I had to use scissors to take it out . Staring at the glass on my floor , it intrigued me to damage some more of my stuff and that’s exactly what I did. I felt that it was needed .

Knocking the shit off of my dresser , it all fell onto the floor , creating a mess . Breaking anything that I possibly could , I threw it all across my room . Having an emotional break down , I started throwing some of my items out of the window and into the next doors neighbor pool and I honestly did not care . Breaking my flat screen Tv , I fell onto the floor and cried as the sweat from my forehead trickled down my face along with my tears .

Crying seemed like the only thing I could do for these past few days in my life and I was getting tired of it . It wasn’t helping me , if anything it was weighing me down even more . I needed to be strong , strong for me and not be the old weak girl I use to be back then when I lived in Baton Rouge .

Jumping , a flash of my old life flashed across my eyes , reminding me of the life I never wanted to live again . Watching mark beat me countless of times to a stand still , I was ashamed of myself ” you is a ugly bitch ” his voice blared through out my ears .

Scratching at my ears , I tried to beat him out of my head . Hyperventilating , I didn’t like this not one bit . Soon His voice disappeared from my head and I was relieved .

Rubbing up and down my arms , I clenched my shirt tight as hell . ” you are beautiful jay , you’re so beautiful ” I could hear my mothers sweet voice say to me. Smiling through my tears , I nodded . ” I’m beautiful , yes I am ” I chanted . Still holding my self tight , I continued to repeat that over and over and I wouldn’t stop until I actually felt like it .


Alexis

Walking around the mall , I was buying some things for the house to make it feel more at home . I wanted to be comfortable in my house , not just living in it . Although the things august purchased for the house was fine , I preferred to do it how I wanted and to do what makes me happy .

Walking around this small cute little picture frame store , I picked out fancy looking family picture frames that I could hang up once the babies get here and we take family pictures . Biting my bottom lip , I was already carrying four big ones and my eyes were skimming over two more .

Shrugging my shoulders , I just said fuck it and asked for some assistance on handing me the frames from the top shelf . Holding my four close to me , the nice man came from the front of the store and helped me get what I wanted . Politely saying thank you , I walked to the front counter with the help of Mariah and sat my things down .

Wanting to some what patch things up , I invited Mariah out with me today to do some house shopping but it seems like ever since we got here , her mood went down hill. Trying my hardest to ignore her funky ass attitude , I continued on as if nothing happened .


I had no idea on what her problem was but she might want to fix it because no matter how big pregnant I am , I would still whoop a bitch ass for playing with me . Sister or not , respect comes with all ages & sizes and if you can’t respect me , I can’t respect you .

“ so how are you and dom ” I questioned , trying to spark some conversation .

“ he good , tf you worried for ? ” she rolled her eyes . Closing my eyes , I bit my bottom lip and counted to 10 in my head .

” a bitch was just asking damn ” I retorted .

“ Well don’t , worry about your own man and how y’all relationship going . Cause from the looks of it , it ain’t going to good ” she chuckled . The fuck was that suppose to mean?


” look if you gonna keep it up with that slick ass mouth you can get the fuck from round me . I may be pregnant but I’ll still bat the fuck out you Mariah ” I was past upset right now . We haven’t hung out in how long and this is how’s she’s acting ?


” fine , I’ll leave ” she said walking away . Bitch better not call me for shit no more . Always ruining some ones mood I swear . Flipping my hair over my shoulder , I grabbed my bags filled with frames and walked out of the store .

Looking left to right , I couldn’t decide on the next store I wanted to go in . Riding the escalator to the second floor of the mall , I stopped at the cookie place and got me some chocolate chip cookies . Placing the warm delicious , substance in my mouth , a moan escaped my lips .

Licking them , I continued to walk down the small strip of fast food places in silence while enjoying my snack . Looking ahead of me , I seen some one with a blue cast and that’s very rare to see . The only person that came to mind was jaylin and I swear if it’s her ima kill her ass for not being in school .


Scrunching up my face to get a better view . Jay ? ” I called out , turning around it was her .
” why the hell you not in school ? ” I hated when she skipped school .



” Lexi I couldn’t take it . I seen Michael with some other girl and it hurt me because that’s the same girl Chris was with . And I had an emotional break down & I wouldn’t have made it all the way through out the day if I would have staid ” she choked out embracing me in a hug . This shit was really breaking her . 
I haven’t seen her so broken like this since her relationship with mark .

That’s how I know she loves Chris , Only bad thing about her acting like this is , he won’t do nothing wrong in her eyes . 
” Just relax baby , you wanna help me shop for the house ? How about you pick out the stuff for your new room ” I said trying to lighten her up . She was hyperventilating and I didn’t wanna draw attention to her .


” that’s fine ” she smiled weakly .


” now stop crying , you too beautiful for that ” I said wiping her tears .


” I love you sis ” 


” I love you too , now come on . I need some ideas for the movie room ” 


” Woaaah the house is that big ? August got fucking money ” she gasped . Laughing loudly at her vine watching ass , she laughed with me .

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” hella big shawty , you gotta see it ” I laughed some more .


” can you take me to see it ,? ” she asked picking up some comforters . We had managed to walk into bed , bath and beyond .


” those are cute but , I have some customized ones getting made for you now ” I said still checking them out . They were pretty but more of a guest room type of comforter. Making our way through out all the stores , we stopped at kids footlocker because of our small feet . . We were way over due , we get shoes almost every week and we haven’t got any in like a month or so .


” I’m getting these for my Tutu’s ” Jay gushed holding up three different baby Jordan’s . They were all retro 1’s and were unisex.


” they are cute ” I smiled . Nodding she put them on top of her two boxes . 
Looking around the store , I had managed to pick up 5 different boxes of shoes both for me and jay while she grabbed Air Force 1’s for both her and Chris . Yea I peeped but I thought it was cute . That girl was a sucka for him but wouldn’t admit it .


”your total will be $578.65 ” the cashier said . Watching Jay pull out a wad of cash out her pocket , curiosity played across my face . 
” where’d you get that money ? ” I asked .
” Michael ” she stated simply . I ain’t even say nothing . Shit if a nigga want give you money , take it . But it’s not like she needs it .

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” thank you for shopping at kids footlocker have a good day . ” the nice lady said .


” you do the same ” Jay retorted .


” my feet starting to hurt ” Jay complained once we left out the store . Agreeing , we decided we spent enough time in the mall and we’ll come back when we had some off time during the week . I didn’t have much more to get .
” so where’s the house ? ” she asked .


” just 5 minutes away from our house ” I said stopping at a stop sign . Sitting back in her seat , I could tell she was starting to think about chris again considering she had a sad frown plastered across her face .


” you know , I haven’t seen you react this way since you’ve been with mark ” I pointed out .


“I know , and I’m afraid it’s gonna tear me apart once again ” she mumbled . 


” what do you mean ? ” I wanted her to open up to me more .


Blowing air out her mouth , ” when we were together mark would constantly fucked over me with this girl named jennifer and I always took him back . I always forgave him no matter what he did ” she said letting a tear slip .


” how come you never told me ?” I asked , even tho I basically figured it out myself .


” because I didn’t want you to call me stupid ” she chuckled bitterly .


” I wouldn’t have called you stupid . I’m your sister . I’m on your side , right or wrong ” I assured her .

” can I tell you something then ? “ she asked hesitantly looking down . Raising her head , I nodded for her to go on .

” Michael hit me “ she rushed out in hope I wouldn’t hear her but I heard her perfectly . My hands tightened around the steering wheel at the thought of her being physically abused .

” how many times ? “ I asked with my eyes clamped shut.

” just this once “ she mumbled . Shaking my head , I blew air out through my mouth .

” you aren’t allowed to talk to him & I wish someone would come back and tell me you were “ I said with a pointed finger . Nodding her head slowly , she tore her gaze away from me and looked up at the house .


” this bitch is nice ” she smiled jumping out the car , falling in the process , completely leaving the conversation alone .

Cackling , ” that’s what you get bitch ” I hollered with laughter . 


” open the door ” she laughed loudly . Jay was goofy as hell . It didn’t take much to crack her up . Making sure she was good , we both grabbed the bags and walked to the front door .


” Who’s car is that” jay asked, Looking over I seen a brand new Lexus truck .

” Ion know maybe aug got a new car. “ I shrugged .As I was putting the key in , the door opened. And below & behold there stood august & Mariah.

Dropping my bags my fist immediately balled up in a fight stance as I got ready to bop both of these bitches in the face . wtf she doing at my house and on top of that with august while I’m not here .

” What are you doing here? How you know where I stay?“ I asked throwing questions at her left & right.

” Uhh– ” she said like the cat had her tongue.

” I gave her the address “ august spoke up .

” Why?“ I mugged him .

” She wanted to know what she should get for the baby. “ he said .

” How y’all get each other’s number? “ I asked . I was about to get pissed off .

” We exchanged when jay was in the hospital. “ Mariah spoke up this time .

” Mmm we’ll why you was acting like that earlier. “ I asked crossing my arms .

” Dom was just pissing me off" she said looking away .

“ This is him calling I gotta go” she said before hopping in her car & driving off. Something seemed off about this whole thing . Pushing august out the way I went upstairs. Placing my bags from the mall in my closet , I kicked off my flats and walked back out , taking off my dress in the process .


” Babe? ” I heard him call out but I ignored him. You want have bitches in my house ? Okay , you talk to them bitches then .
” Alexis?” He called out again .

“ ALEXIS DESHAY CARTER” he yelled .


” What mane?” I asked rolling my eyes . I didn’t want to be bothered and he act like he don’t get the clue .

“ What the hell wrong with you. ” he asked coming into view .

“ Nothing I just really don’t wanna be bothered right now so can you leave me alone? ” I swear if I would have been around him any longer I would punch him in the face .

“ Mane whatever I’ll be back later. ” He said walking out the door.

“ no tf you you think you going ? ” I asked pulling him back , taking the keys out of his hands .

“ bout my damn business , fuck you worried for ” he mugged me . Oh he’s going about his business ? Nodding my head , I slammed the keys inside his hand and backed away from him .


” ok bye ” I said no longer wanting to fuss with him . Walking back up the stairs , I got into the bed and tried to go to sleep but failed miserably when august couldn’t leave my mind . Fuck him with his lanky ass , he can stay gone for the whole night if he wants to .

Hearing my door creak open , I tore my gaze from towards the tv screen and looked to see jay laying her crutches down on the floor and kicking off her shoes . Climbing into bed , she sat behind me . Sitting up , the thunder and lightening from outside the window caused her to jump and I to laugh .

With it being as dark as it was inside the room , it was the perfect setting for us to have girl talk and get anything off of our chest that we couldn’t get off around our men .

Talking about their previous actions , we both disagreed with their behavior and did not approve of it for future references . August should not and will not ever bring another bitch where i have to lay my head or my kids & the fact she was my sister .

A thought of them having sex floated through out my mind making me cringe . If it came down to it if they were fucking , august and I relationship would be dead game and Mariah would simply be dead . I can’t stomach the thought of august laying with another girl and coming home to me let along my sister .

Something was definitely fishy about the earlier situation tho to say the least . With the way Mariah was talking and how august was backing her up , they made it seem as if they were doing something . Pushing any thought of them doing some the nasty in my house to the back of my head , I listened to jay vent until she talked her self tired .

As she talked her self to sleep she tried her hardest to keep my mind off of august and for the most part it was working because I was so amused with her light sleep talking .” Sleep baby ” I chuckled shutting her eyes . Shutting her mouth , she laid there trying to get her self comfortable . Turning my back to her , I laid there and continued to let my mind race .

Getting under the covers , she scooted closer to me and curled up under me . Smiling, she wrapped her arms around me and rubbed my belly . ” don’t worry about him ok , you got me for the night ” she assured before laying her head on my back and drifting off to sleep, me following behind her shortly after .

Only being able to sleep for an minimal amount of hours , I woke up to see jay on the other side of The bed completely knocked out . Picking up my cell phone , it was 10:00 . Damn I was out for a good lil while . Slowly sliding out of the bed , I slipped my feet into my house slippers and walked out the room . Closing the door , I slowly made my way down the stairs and walked to the kitchen .

There was no signs of august being here and in a way I was happy because I didn’t feel like arguing . I’m sure if he was here , I would have said something and picked a fuss . Yawning , I covered my mouth and pulled out a glass to pour my apple juice in . Pouring a nice talk glass , I walked to the living room and plopped down on the couch .

Turning on the tv , I turned the channel on lifetime and began watching murder on the 13th floor . Taking a sip out of my juice , I tucked my hair behind my ear and sat back . Hearing my phone ring upstairs , I walked back up them as quick as I could . Getting to it before jay could wake up , someone had sent me a picture .

Opening up the message , it was a picture of august throwing money at a naked hoe that was dancing on the stage .” So this nigga at a strip club ” I muttered lowly . Clenching my jaw , I contemplated on taking a ride up there and putting his ass on blast but I decided I would let him have his fun .

Shooting him a quick txt , I told him I was glad he was enjoying himself , he can let himself in tonight . Walking into my closet , I quickly got dressed into something simple and cute . Walking back out I left jay asleep in my bed and grabbed my phone . Walking down the stairs , I grabbed the keys to my Bentley and walked out the house .

If he can go out and enjoy himself , so can I. If he thinks for one second ima be in the house all in my feelings while he’s out tricking money , he got another thing coming . Getting situated inside my car , I laid my head against the steering wheel . Did I really wanna go out or was I just trying to be petty like him ?

Huffing , I go out the car and made my way back inside the house . Stripping from the pieces of clothing I put together , I crawled back into bed with jaylin and turned off the tv . Getting comfortable , I laid my head against my plush pillows and before I could even think about the possibilities of august wilding out , I was knocked out .

klarolineforevermine  asked:

klaroline + “You better have a good reason for waking me up at the ass-crack of dawn. I WAS THINKING WEREWOLF AU :D


Thank you so much Sara for submitting this prompt, and prepare yourself for the feels. AH where no magical babies of any kind exist.


“Caroline… Caroline, get up!”

“Umfph…”

“Love, get up, get up right now…”

“Uhhhhmmmmfff…” Caroline groaned as she rolled over, letting one eye pop open and she swiftly hit the hybrid with a pillow before using it to cover her head. “It’s 3:38 in the goddamn morning, Klaus…” her muffled voice growled from underneath the goose feathers.

“Caroline, you have to come willingly or it won’t work, love,” Klaus added with gentle firmness, sitting on the on the edge of the bed to shake her arm gently.

“‘It won’t work’?” Caroline’s muffled voice replied, before he watched the messy mop of blonde locks emerge curiously. “What won’t work?”

“You just have to trust me, love. I know you’ll hate yourself if you let this opportunity slip past…”

The seriousness in his eyes despite his soft expression imploring her to trust his word shook Caroline to the core and she was suddenly more awake than she’d ever been.

“Alright alright…” she murmured as Klaus stood and she pulled back the covers and padded over to her walk in closet. “You better have a good reason for waking me up at the ass-crack of dawn.”

“Love, I promise you that it’s the best reason for waking up at the ‘ass-crack of dawn,’” Klaus murmured with a small smile.

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Let me leave: Peter Pan Ouat

Request: Can you do an imagine where pan won’t let you leave Neverland because he loves you

A/N: I am almost done with all the imagines I have two more to post then Request box will be open again. Phew! Sorry I only put this up now but it’s here! Thanks!


     “No one gets off of Neverland. You need Pan’s permission. Oh wait he doesn’t care!” I should probably stop thinking aloud, Pan will only keep me here longer. Right… I’m here to stay. I’m not even lost, I just so happened to follow a group of boys who were heading somewhere.

     I walked around the shore, checking to see if I was followed every once in awhile. I sat on the golden sand, hugging myself to keep warm. “Ugh! Why won’t he let me go! I hate him so much.”

     “Well it certainly is nice to know what you think of me.” I heard that all to familiar voice chuckle. Great… “Did you follow me?” I snarled, glaring at him. I’m not afraid of him, yet… “Did you really think you wouldn’t go unnoticed by someone? Felix? Me?“ “Oh? You notice me?” I took the opportunity to tease him. “N-no?” he said, cheeks turning a dark shade of red. “A-are you blushing?” I giggled, gaping at him. “Blushing? No! I may be a boy but that doesn’t mean I’m fond of such childish acts!” he blushed harder. “Suit yourself, but that,” I pointed to his cheek, “ that is definitely red.“ He watched my finger as I pulled it back to cross my arms.

     I walked along the shore, leaving him behind. I don’t really care. “Where do you think you’re going?” he growled stepping in front of me. I turned around, coming nose to nose with him. I whimpered, and stared wide eyed. “Why do you care?” I shook my head and continued mt gait. “I can’t let you… well attempt to leave. You really can’t anyway but-” “Then you have no reason to follow me!” I gritted my teeth. He may be attractive but he is the most annoying person I have ever met. He so persistent and over confident with himself.

     “You can never be to sure. It’s not like I fail anyways.” he smirked, drawing back a little. “Then at least calm your chatterbox. Thanks.” He furrowed his eyebrows, looking offended. I giggled. Hm… just offended the great Peter Pan! He walked next to me, watching everything I was doing. I would barely look to the side and he would get ready to block me. “Why won’t you let me leave?!” I turned to face him. “Bipolar are we?” he smirked, looking away. “I didn’t get an answer. I have been here for how long Peter? Oh look I already forgot! I wanna go home already!” He softened up, “I have my reasons why you’re here. Tryst me on that.” “Trust you?!” I scoffed, “I don’t have a reason to! And if it’s such a good reason, tell me.” He tensed up, shaking his head quickly. “I-I-I-I can’t.” I smirked, an idea popping into my head. I sat down on the ground, pointing away from him. “Y/N? W-what are you doing?” I smiled, I wonder if this will work. “I’m not gonna move until you tell me. And since you so worried about me fleeing, you’re not gonna leaving. With that said, something could happen at camp.” This better work.

     “Okay this is foolish. Up.” I could feel him staring into the back of my head. “Not ‘til you tell me!” I laughed. “Now.” I was starting to annoy him. I don’t know if that helps or makes things worse. “Y/N!” he shouted, grabbing my arm. I pushed him. Uh-oh. “Little too fiery today… Fine! But don’t be mad at me when you don’t like my answer.” I smiled, forcibly, “Aha! Try me.” He let out a huge sigh, “When you came to Neverland I felt this thing like a pull and I-I liked it so I decided I liked that feeling and you so I kept you here for a few months and now I really don’t want you to leave because I- oi- love you…” he fiddled with his thumbs, avoiding any eye contact with me. Peter loves me? Is he? He means it? I smiled, thinking about what he just said.

     When I didn’t say anything, he quickly looked at me then back down. I sighed, “Really?” I heard hope in my own voice. Did i want him to really love me? He slowly met gaze with me. He simply nodded. I felt a smile tug st the corner of my lips as did he. I got up and started walking back to the camp, stopping next to him. I hesitated but quickly kissed him, then walking back. He grabbed my hand and pulled me to his chest. He took my chin in his hand lifting my eyes to meet his his. He smiled, pressing his lips to mine, gently. I kissed back right on contact. I pulled back, walking to the camp. A smile permanently plastered on my face.

A little Fantasy with Mr. Fassbender

He is in your place waiting for you, when he hears the door open…

He quickly takes off his clothes, and walks around with a towel  around his  hip

You leave the keys on the table and take off your coat, then to take a break you sit on the sofa. You’re exhausted. You had a shitty day. You hear someone coming, that’s weird because you live alone. He stands on your bedrooms doorstep and asks you “are you ready?”

You know you’re dreaming, this cannot be true, but what the hell! You had a shitty day, and you deserve it. He lays down on your fucking bed, and is wating for you. “Take off your clothes ” he says seriously. You’re nervous and trembling. “Slowly” he says.

You get completely naked, you’re scared but you like it. He looks every part of your body. He doesn’t care you’re not a fucking skinny model, he doesn’t like that. That’s why he is there with you, because he wants a real and normal woman. Then he takes you aggressively against the bed, and kisses you as nobody did before, you’re so fucking horny and so he is. You know it because you feel it. He is so hard like a stone, you can feel his big cock against you. He plays a little bit, you want him inside you, but he knows what he does, he wants you get you out of your mind, he wants you make you scream like a bitch, but for that you need to be completely ready. He is a master, he says nothing, but you understand his breathing. He is so fucking delicious, and is yours, all yours. You lose any fear, you become a beast. You touch him, kiss him,squeeze him, and then he knows you are ready. He puts his cock in you slowly, softly. He stares at you and start doing what he knows best, FUCK…

He fucks you slowly at the biginning, but then he moves harder and harder. You are out of control, and he likes that, you scream of pleasure. He is Michael Fucking Fassbender and he’s over you. His cock is so fucking delicious and is inside you. You bite him, scratch him, and do all that things you do when passion makes you lose control. He laughs because you’re making him happy. Oh this is so good. He whispers on you ear “You like it, don’t you?” and you scream “Yes, yes”.

“You’ve felt nothing yet” he says grabbing you. He sucks and bites your nipples, you feel no pain. He kisses your kneck like he were a fucking vampire.He puts your hands above your head by one of his own, and then he balls deep like a beast. You are gonna burst and so he is. His breathing says everything, he is ready. Then you feel that glorious moment. You cum and he does as well. He is there laying down next to you. Exhausted but happy. He stands up and goes to the bathroom. You stay on bed with that incredible feeling. Thank God for this wonderful gift! you think.

After a while he smokes a cigarrate. Looking at you so damn sexy.

Then he puts on his clothes and sit on your sofa “Come here” he says

“Omg! Am I high? or dead?” you ask aloud. He laughs.

“No, you are not high, I think, and you are not dead” he says. You sit and he hugs you. He is there, believe it, he is there next to you, so don’t screw it all.

Happy Sunday Fassy girls.

PS: Im better writing in spanish cuz is my mother language, but what the hell, the point is you fucked Michael anyway.

Dialogue (Excerpt, More Than I Love The Queen)
The Beatles

January 27th, 1969 (Apple Studios, London): Over breakfast, John shows Paul a book he’s had compiled of the various press articles covering John and Yoko’s You Are Here art show. Paul reads aloud from some of the articles to the amusement of John and Yoko.

PAUL: “Beatle John Lennon hugged actress Yoko Ono last night and said, ‘My marriage is over. I am in love with Yoko. Of course my wife and I are not through legally—’” 

JOHN: That they put “actress” is great. 

YOKO: [laughs] No, they thought I performed in the Bottoms film. [laughter] They took it so seriously… 

JOHN: Said it seriously. 

PAUL: “How much does he love Yoko? ‘Much more than I love the Queen.’” [laughter; Paul hums] 

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duckiel  asked:

If you're still doing prompts could I request Pirate!au with Captain!Stiles? Derek can be like a rival captain or a new crew mate or something as long as there is snark :D

The captain stared down all of the men in the lineup. Some of them had bags draped over their shoulders containing their clothes and a few odds and ends, like Derek did, but the majority of them came empty handed, even worse off than he. 

The captain was tall, but lithe, not muscle-bound like other ship captains Derek had worked under before. The way he carried himself was different as well. He stepped with confidence, but there wasn’t a boastful swagger.

The captain caught Derek staring and raised an eyebrow at him. Derek stared back at him, unwavering. He was smirked at, which did knock him off balance a little. The captain jerked his head towards the ship. “Go,” he said, voice higher than Derek thought it may be. “Hale, correct?”

“Yes, Captain.”

“Stiles. Call me Stiles.”

Derek narrowed his eyes, unsure if this was a trick or a prank being played on the new cabin mate. “Okay, Captain Stiles.”

The captain rolled his eyes before turning around and heading back up onto the ship. Derek followed, unsure of what else to do. 

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Delivery

content: When Dean voices a special request at his favorite pizza place, he doesn’t expect the outcome.

word count: 2910


“What do you wanna eat?”

“I dunno …”

“Oh c'mon, Dean! Stop being a sulky shit!”

Sam pouts like a toddler, eyeing his brother reproachfully. And Dean can’t help but return it because, yeah, he may be a little moody and even a bit of a handful for the last four weeks, but obviously Sam ran out of sympathy somewhere along the way. Admittedly, he didn’t have much of it to begin with – always teasing and making stupid jokes –, however, sometimes he played the devoted caretaker and pitied Dean like he’s actually supposed to do.

Since Dean’s current situation is absolutely crappy and he deserves all the compassion he can get, dammit!

“So I’m not allowed to be in a bad mood?” Dean snarls. “I’m trapped in this house for weeks, man. And I’m so fucking sick of it! I want to go out, have some fun, meet new people.”

Sam sighs. “I know, Dean. I get that it sucks. But it won’t be for long.”

Dean rolls his eyes because that doesn’t make it any better. His right foot is still in a freaking cast and still hurting like hell and he can’t even imagine that it’d ever be better at some point.

And only because he missed a step on the stairs and lost his balance.

Just one fucking second and everything changed.

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And You Are The Roots That Sleep Beneath My Feet

It holds steady.

This life doesn’t lend itself to foundations. Moving, always moving. Air and water and land. Tiny corners of home are made and held to with comfort. A bunk on a bus. Meals made that taste familiar. Shared shower gel and clothes. And people. There are many, but there are those who have climbed with them, and those that have become friends. A new kind of family.

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