i really don’t want to die, the thought of it genuinely scares me

like even when i cross the road or something i think “what if a car hits me now what if i’m supposed to die right now”

sounds stupid but seriously

when you think about it we’re all so lucky to be alive r/n

Reading over old messages is weeeeird.

I was just browsing through my hotmail and I came across a load of emails between myself and somebody I used to be very close with, like I basically considered them as a best friend for a very long time, and I just find it so strange, how I don’t talk to this person anymore, neither do we ever acknowledge each other or anything like that, it’s basically as if we never had one conversation about anything, and obviously that doesn’t really bother me now, but it still kind of left me in a bit of a melancholy mood for a little while because I find the concept of friends fading away kind of upsetting, especially when they’re good friends like the one I used to have, so I decided to pop over to tumblr and ramble about it a tad ;L (though I think really I’m just putting off the Ethics essay I’ve been meaning to write for a while now…) 

Just remember,

I’ll ALWAYS be there for you. All you need to do is vent to me. If you don’t want to talk about it, I’ll just reach out my arms and hug you. I care & I always will.

isolxtedpoxsxn asked:


❖: What is the attitude and appearance that your muse presents in public? How does this differ from the attitude they have in private, when they are alone?

Oooo! deep thinking question I Love it.

Ok! so, lets see, Chase in public gives off this regal..intimidating air,confidant and suave as shit!

and the idea that i have for him is that he is just…not as reserved at home, and alone He can sit in his room in shorts and a tank with his hair up while he looks over a book or old scrolls, He talks to him self, or the cat warriors but mainly him self.always training to refine his skills. Being able to picture him getting up in the morning with bed head and a grumpy stair as he halls him self out of bed and goes about his morning routine is just very pleasing to me, it give shim like..a human aspect i guess? takes away the intimidation and elegance something chase has worked hard for..Fuck this turned into a ramble, iI’m so sorry