i really don’t want to die, the thought of it genuinely scares me

like even when i cross the road or something i think “what if a car hits me now what if i’m supposed to die right now”

sounds stupid but seriously

when you think about it we’re all so lucky to be alive r/n

Reading over old messages is weeeeird.

I was just browsing through my hotmail and I came across a load of emails between myself and somebody I used to be very close with, like I basically considered them as a best friend for a very long time, and I just find it so strange, how I don’t talk to this person anymore, neither do we ever acknowledge each other or anything like that, it’s basically as if we never had one conversation about anything, and obviously that doesn’t really bother me now, but it still kind of left me in a bit of a melancholy mood for a little while because I find the concept of friends fading away kind of upsetting, especially when they’re good friends like the one I used to have, so I decided to pop over to tumblr and ramble about it a tad ;L (though I think really I’m just putting off the Ethics essay I’ve been meaning to write for a while now…) 

Just remember,

I’ll ALWAYS be there for you. All you need to do is vent to me. If you don’t want to talk about it, I’ll just reach out my arms and hug you. I care & I always will.

  • <p><b><p></b> <b><p></b> <b>My friend:</b> *tells me all this personal stuff*<p/><b>Me:</b> 👌👀👌👀👌👀👌👀👌👀 deep shit De Ep sHit👌 thats ✔ some deep👌👌shit right👌👌there👌👌👌 right✔there ✔✔if i do ƽaү so my self 💯 i say so 💯 thats what im talking about right there right there (chorus: ʳᶦᵍʰᵗ ᵗʰᵉʳᵉ) mMMMMᎷМ💯 👌👌 👌НO0ОଠOOOOOОଠଠOoooᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒ👌 👌👌 👌 💯 👌 👀 👀 👀 👌👌Deep shit<p/></p><p/></p><p/></p>