((OOC: over 100 shows played, over four months away and its all over.
This week has been surreal, hectic and exhausting, whilst also managing to be exactly what I needed. I just want to get soppy for a moment because this man is one of the most ambitious, considerate, hilarious, ridiculous and all round beautiful people I have ever met and I’m so glad to have him home until September <3
Thank you guys for putting up with my hiatus’ and sending all of the super sweet asks, after tomorrow I’ll be back to being a full time nerd *excited flailing*
Side note: Matt and I are literally spending the night in an airport in Milan tonight because we are flying home for my goddaughters birthday and didn’t think to book a hotel soo if you have any questions for the both of us I’m going to see if i can convince him to come online later *fingers crossed*
(( fjdhdh I sincerely apologize for not being on here in a billion years really there’s no excuse,,, I mean I have “excuses” but what I mean is I’ve been p much ignoring this blog which I shouldn’t have done and I’m Sorry and I should get back to posting really soon, school’s almost out guys so I will do my best!!! ))
[Heeey guys! Mod Jack here and yes, I’m back to working on updates for this blog! Though, my next ask is gonna be a rather long post so I’m sorry if it’s difficult to scroll through!
The bad news is that bc of its length, it might take a little longer to finish, buuut- I’m excited for it! I’ve been working on it here and there the past few weeks so expect it to be posted some time this week?
The good news is that it contains heavy information about an event in the summer before their senior year! So, there’ll be more plot now!! And I hope that post will be worth the wait! (It’s like… 20 panels, lmao.)
Hope y’all are ready for the watermelon.
🍉🍉🍉 Also, stay hydrated y’all! Take care! <3
Hey guys so I have been trying to hold off the inevitable for as long as I can but the fact of the matter is I just can’t write the words will not come without a ton of effort on my part making it not so fun anymore. So I will be going on a Hiatus for… I don’t know how long until rping is fun again I guess. Thank you for understanding and everything! love you all!!!!!
Sorry guys. I’ll be a tad absent this week. Just so much emotional crap tbh. Exams are one thing but I’ve been reminded that my grandad and father’s passing anniversary is near so I may take some time off for that to properly get my head screwed on correctly. I’m sorry guys, I really am…
idk guys. i’m tempted to put Dustin on hiatus for a bit. just a bit overwhelmed rn with irl things, as well as the hype around s2 - and the abundance of new blogs to follow and interact with (luv ALL you guys tho ofc). there’s just so much happening.
And while I love my nerd son, i don’t have energy for him as much.
in the meantime, y’all can find me on my camera boy if you’re wondering where I’ve gone off to.
Hiatus: I wanted to do so much more and get a chance to post more…sadly I don’t think I can, my creativity died, I can’t draw..I can’t write, I can’t come up with anything, and I don’t feel like it either, I’m tired and stressed physically, mentally and emotionally, I had an emotional meltdown where I broke into tears last week, I can’t explain how much it hurts to be alone while working hard to succeed..I can’t explain how much it hurts to work hard when everyone around me treats me like I don’t exist or simply hate me for the slightest reason, I can’t explain how much it hurts to work and study hard only for the instructors to still minus my grades for every little mistake I make, and still teach me stuff that I already know.
I feel low, weak, pathetic, incapable of advancing in anything in my life, and thus I feel lifeless, I feel like no matter what I do, I fail miserably, and they’ll make my life more difficult as punishment, but I have to finish this while overcoming all obstacles and pressure, but it feels like an eternity.
And really, I have to face it, I can’t stay here, I can’t be active, and I can’t promise for anything, I think it’s time to stand on my own two feet again and continue my struggles where I left off before I joined, and I have to set my priorities, and for that, unfortunately I can’t dedicate my time for OT community anymore, I can’t make anything to entertain either, I apologize if this seems like a sad news to you, but it hurts me to do this, for many reasons (I don’t think you know all of them..) yet I think it’s for the best, for now, I have to finish my study and survive in this economical life crisis, and I don’t want to end up been suicidal again just because I live with people who doesn’t love me or care about me, or because I encountered many bad events with friends hurting me or walk away from me when I needed them (or both), I have to move on and carry on with my life, this community has no place in my life anymore, and it’s not doing anything good to me either, so I have to go for an indefinite time, thank you for the good memories, it’s been fun while it lasted.
I’m not sure if I’ll ever come back or not, so I’ll leave with no promises to make, only time can tell.
hello my friends! I have decided to come off of hiatus (finally) but I do ask that I not be involved in anymore nsfw threads because I would like to focus on the development of plot and characters more. It isn’t anything against you or your muse or anything like that, it simply doesn’t suit my style anymore so I ask that you please respect that <3
Hey y'all!! Holo here!! Sometime today, I’m gonna be leaving to go on a week-long trip. Because of this, I won’t be able to answer drawn asks for a while, and for the current event that’s happening, I don’t think I can answer any of these asks without drawings. Thank you for understanding! See you guys in a week!