•I’m really emotional at the moment and all of the people who’ve been replying to my blog posts and messaging me have really saved me from having a break down. It’s like the messages arrive at the exact right moments to reassure my restless heart.
•please no one message me asking if the baby is here yet. You will know, I’m not going to keep it a secret :P
•I had bacon, onion, mushrooms and poached eggs on buttered toast this morning. Zane cooked it while I had a nice, hot and long shower. He overcooked my eggs, but I’m just so grateful he is willing to do anything to make me feel more comfortable and settled so it doesn’t even matter haha
•the baby feels like it’s dropped a bit. Pooping isn’t happening as frequently, when I pee it feels like a hose with someone half stepping on the pipe and I can now easily fit a hand and a half between baby’s bottom and under my boobs. I also have even more of the ‘bowling ball vagina’ feeling. And I only waddle, walking is no longer a thing.
•I haven’t been drinking enough water in the past couple of days.
I’ve been laying in bed for like an hour but my anxiety has been keeping me awake. I had my anxiety under control for a while but because of recent shit it’s gotten pretty bad and it’s just 2 much 4 me. I’m gonna continue trying to sleep now goodbye
we’re running low on milk so my mom just told me to “buy some at the store after tkd tomorrow morning” and i was literally just like “but mom i have to get home as soon as possible to see rwby” and she was just like “oh right fine.”