only thing i could think of while he was doing that

The thing that gets me is that in a way Euros had a tragic story here because she has clearly longed for a friend for forever and she wanted that friend to be Sherlock her little brother. So much so that she kills Sherlock’s best friend when they’re kids. I mean her obsession is clearly not healthy and she has issues but I feel like deep down she really did just want Sherlock’s attention.

I do have a problem reconciling what her plan was - especially just the impersonating of different people and being out of Sherringford for quite a while and not setting her plan in the real world? Also that she only escaped recently? None of that makes any sense. Not if we’re to believe she’s smarter than everyone else and persuasive.

But the whole game she plays with them in particular Sherlock is to isolate him in a way. But she doesn’t want him physically hurt? The moment he decided to shoot himself she uses the tranquilizer darts. So it does seem that she does care about Sherlock in her own way. She’s still nuts but I do think she realizes what John means to Sherlock which is why he’s in the well and not Mycroft. This also sort of explains why she doesn’t use her persuasion thing on Sherlock because she might very well want him to make the choice to be her friend on his own. But she doesn’t seem to realize the difference between harming and I suppose playing because she mentions how she thought she was making Sherlock laugh but instead he was crying.

 I’ve seen a few posts around saying that Andy was problematic or that the episode would have worked just fine without him. The thing to remember is that the crewniverse creates this show to be relatable not only in ways that have us singing from the mountain tops, but also in ways that are a little harder for us to face. Maybe in ways that make us uncomfortable, but are very much issues that we need to address as well. 

How many people were reminded of their own closed minded family members while watching Andy? My literal thoughts were ‘oh look, it’s my dad in an SU ep!’, before wanting to sink away from second hand embarrassment for the comments he made. Because man, have I been there before. 

Because who hasn’t had their sort of uncle freak out over the illegal hippy martian immigrant farmers your dad said could live in his barn? 

No but really. Especially that part about hearing about this on AM radio? Yeah, at least one writer has come up close and personal with this type of specimen. It may seem that given the timing of certain current events, the last thing anyone wants to see on SU is one of THOSE types. 

But here’s the thing: they exist. You can hide your head under a rock all you want, but they’re still there. So what do we do? We actually get two points of view on this. One: the gems as literal aliens. On a good day they really don’t understand even the most open minded of humans. So here they are running smack into one that’s mad about a world that’s changing even without the interference of the gems. And he’s upset that they’re not acting in the “traditional” roles he’s use to seeing human women in. Never mind that they’re not human, or technically speaking, women. They’re there in his barn, messing with his things, and really there’s no way this can end well. 

Until you bring in the nephew he never knew he had. Who just so happens to be very, very interested in learning about his human family.And who just wants everyone to get along. Because let’s face it, that’s Steven’s MO. He’s so focused on finding out that his family name is ‘Demayo’ that Andy’s comment to Greg ‘not even marrying an American’ floats right by him. But it was very much meant for the audience to hear. 

Not that any of that matters to Steven, he’s already planning the most awkward family reunion in the galaxy. 

And the Gems, bless their hearts, are eager to make Steven happy.

And honestly, for all his misgivings, so is Andy.

To a point anyway. Until he realizes that maybe, just maybe things are changing. That change is coming whether he likes it or not. And that change can never, ever be one sided. 

And at the first Thanksgiving, the gems and the humans gave thanks for polyamorous wedding cake, corn, this table, and traumatizing life events.

The thing about change is that it’s never simple. It never happens over night. Both sides are scared or angry, or very probably both. They’re also sure that their side is the right side. 

And even when it seems like everything is going right, you’re trying so hard include everyone in your new vision and it seems like you’re really getting through to them, they just… slip away. Because change is scary. Because they’re going through the motions without really understanding why. Because sometimes it’s easier to go along with things even if they don’t agree, even if their heart isn’t in it. So again, what do you do?

You listen. You hear their fears. You let them come to their own conclusions that maybe, just maybe, things HAVE to change. 

But that doesn’t mean being left behind. 

Now for reality: It’s never as simple as this. Bigotry isn’t faced and solved in 20 minutes. No one is saying it is. Sometimes it’s safer not to face it, and sometimes you just can’t. 

But I think overall its meant to be a message of hope- just like the overall message of Steven Universe is a positive one. People have opposing points of view. Talk. Listen. See that in the end you have more in common than you ever thought possible and go from there. Also: family is what you make of it. Even if it’s a dad, an estranged uncle, an alien hybrid child and his hippy illegal martian immigrant aunts. It can work, as long as you work together.

The Signs as Victuuri Scenes in Yuri!!! On Ice
  • Aries : Victor sleeping on Yuuri
  • Taurus : "Yuuri, let's sleep together!"
  • Gemini : "Seduce me with all you can"
  • Leo : Yuuri announcing to the world his love (for Victor)
  • Virgo : that loving look in their eyes after they kissed
  • Libra : Yuuri crying and Victor not knowing what he should do
  • Scorpio : Yuuri licking his lips for Victor
  • Sagittarius : "It can even make me,a man, pregnant! Such Eros!"
  • Capricorn : "I want to be known as the man who stole Victor away from the world"
  • Aquarius : Victor hugging Yuuri while he was drunk and half naked
  • Pisces : "This is the only thing I could think of, to surprise you more than you have surprised me"

Dating Dallas Winston would include…

- Sleeping over at Buck’s

- The gang thinking you are just another Sylvia at first

- Earning Dallas’s trust and respect

- Only calling him Dallas when you are angry

“Dallas Winston!”

“Oh come on, what did I do this time doll?”

- Becoming friends with the gang after they see that you are legit

- Dallas getting jealous at the smallest things

- You getting jealous when Dallas starts flirting with other girls

- Getting angry when Dallas is dismissive of your feelings

- Getting upset when he gets arrested

- Skirt lifting

“So I was thinking that after the movie we can- DALLAS!”


“Stop flipping my skirt up you perv!”

“Oh please doll, you know I love the view.”

- Hickies just everywhere, places people would see them and places only the two of you could see

- Visiting Dallas while he is in the cooler

“What did you do this time Dal?”

“Don’t worry about it doll, I’ll be out before ya know it.”

- Getting mad at Dally and flirting with Socs to get back at him

- Him reluctantly giving hugs whenever you ask

- Waking up to see your hips covered in small bruises

“Really Dally? You just have to leave your mark don’t you.”

“You’ve got to admit, you look real nice with ‘em.”

“Oh shut it. You know what this means right.”


“You aren’t gettin’ nothin’ until these heal.”

“What! No that’s not fair!”

“Deal with it.”

- Trying to get Dallas to take you out

- Dallas trying to mess with you under the table

- Having to stop wearing skirts in public

- Coming to the conclusion that you will never be able to stop him from looking for trouble

- Dallas constantly trying to seduce you

“Come on doll, we could go back into my room and have some real fun.”

“What are you doing?”

“What does it look like?”

“It looks like you’re sticking your hand up my skirt.”

- Sex in Buck’ car

- Sex anywhere and everywhere

- Safe sex because neither of you want to deal with a kid

- Dallas making midnight trips to buy condoms

- Contemplating whether or not he was just using you for sex

“Why should I follow you upstairs? So you can have a good fuck before sending me on my way again?”

“What are ya talkin’ about?”

“Stop lying to me Dallas. This means nothing to you, but why must you hurt me?”

“You’re acting crazy doll. Come upstairs, we don’t have to fuck if you don’t want to.”


“Yeah, come on broad, you know I won’t kick you to the streets after you give me what I want. I’m not that much of a dick.”

- Dally beating everyone who looks at you in a weird or suggestive way

- Patching him up after rumbles even when he’s being stubborn and insisting he’s fine

- Forcing him to dance with you to a slow song that you picked from the Jukebox at The Dingo


“It’ll be fun.”

“Not in front of everybody. I gotta look tuff.”

“I don’t care. Dance with me.”

- Stealing his jacket when he takes it off and making him run after you to get it back

- Play fights that actually gets you hurt because he doesn’t know how to go easy

- Being the only one in the relationship who says the words “I love you”

“I love you.”

“I know ya do doll.”

*sigh* “Seriously?”


- Dally showing he loves you but never admits it.

- Poison And Wine by The Civil War lyrics’ “I don’t love you but I always will.” being the anthem of your relationship because he swears he doesn’t love you but he always will love you

- Begging Dally to say I love you and him walking out because he can’t because he is scared

- Getting upset when he leaves you and getting your clothes packed to leave but him coming back and kissing you

- Taking what you can get because you believe he will never say it

- Finally taking that he will never say it or ask you to marry him

“I ain’t that kinda man, doll.”

“You aren’t that kinda man or are you too scared?”

- Dally grabbing your arm when you try to leave after sex

- After awhile you start catching Dally staring at you during the weirdest times

- Late night forced cuddles

- Dallas surprisingly being a great boyfriend, once you earn his trust

Ended up being rather long and I am not even sorry

-C and J

anonymous asked:

Could you do a 50's diner AU with Seungcheol please? Like he's in a biker gang and you're very girly?

alright so my hands were a bit too free considering I don’t know too much about the era and I’ve got no clue what “very girly” actually entails (and I might’ve gone wrong with the biker gang part too) so while I think this might actually be a passable 50′s diner AU in some way (idk if it actually is oops), I can only hope it’s not completely different from what you wanted in the other aspects?

otherwise I’m quite happy with this and it was a lot of fun to write, and heY if there was something you were expecting but I didn’t manage to get in or didn’t write well enough, hmu and I’ll be more than glad to write a part 2 with those things included better! ♥

+ this is 5.5k words and I don’t want to completely flood everyone’s dashboards so this will be under a cut - if there’s a problem, send us a message and I’ll help ^^

You twirled your pen in your hand, your elbows resting atop the counter and your head leaning on your other hand. It was a quiet day at the diner, with only a handful of customers seated, so you weren’t all that thrilled to be working. It was nearing 4pm, so you still had a few hours left before you’d get to go home.

When the bell above the door chimed, you straightened your back and grabbed your notebook, getting your professionalism back to the top only to have it almost crumble when you saw who it was that had just cime in.

It was the gang of 6 young men, all of whom had bikes and dressed accordingly. Your nose scrunched a little in distaste - perhaps it was a bit too obvious that they weren’t exactly your favorite customers - but waited behind the counter nevertheless while they found a booth for themselves. A few of the guys were still going through the menu, so you didn’t have to approach them just yet, no matter how much one of them was, as per usual, staring at you while running his fingers through his greasy hair.

Frowning, you pouted a little to yourself before walking up to the group of guys and clicked your pen on the notebook so that it was ready to use. “So, what can I get you?”

You felt like squirming at the way that one guy let his eyes go up and down your legs shamelessly, and you shifted on your feet uncomfortably. He grinned.

“Five cheeseburger meals, one salad and six milkshakes, two of each flavor, and your number, sweetheart,” he said cockily, raising his eyebrows in what he probably thought was a suggestive way but only came off as jerkish. You clicked your tongue and resisted the urge to roll your eyes while scribbling down their order, which luckily wasn’t all that complex. It never was.

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My Eyes Only - Part 1

Originally posted by softbeom

You want to surprise your boyfriend and the rest of Got7 when they come home from tour. Things take an interesting turn

Genre: Fluff, Smut

Word Count: 2,946

The day had finally come! You hadn’t seen your boyfriend in over a month while they promoted their new album in Japan but tonight he and the rest of Got7 would be coming home.

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  • Tabata: NOCTUNA? Oh yes it's gonna be so CANON! So, listen, we're gonna make them meet for a very short time when they're basically infants, making flower crowns and do things kids do. Then, we won't give them either a proper goodbye and we won't allow them to meet again for 12 years. So they won't actually interact for 22 years, when they finally will look each other in the eyes in the afterlife! Of course in the meantime they can text each other, but not via those super technological phones everyone - especially royalty - has: they're gonna have dogs as messangers, so they won't ear each other's voice for years and it's also gonna pass some time before the news arrive. Only the girl will actually do something useful for the boy, just like a common man-device, while the boy will regret his whole life not even trying to call her when he obviously could (but we will let people think that's because the empire forbids it). They both will be stucked with memories about when they were kids and we're gonna make them marry in the afterlife as if in 22 years their emotional/physical/mental needs never changed at all!
  • Also Tabata: LUNYX? Noooo they're NOT CANON at all! They're grown up and mature people! They meet only for 2 days. So we're gonna give them a beautiful first talk with fireworks in the background, flirty conversations, they're gonna save each other's back multiple times in just one night, they're gonna have protection instincts towards each other, smart and quick remarks, intimate conversation in the dark, yearning looks, deep respect for each other's position, gifts, promises, chemistry, they're gonna encourage each other, support each other, you know, like a doomed love? Yeah but not really that canon, because they're not canon of course ahahahahah
  • Fandom: ... Ok, that sounds fake but ok.
Another little evak moment I have stuck in my head is...

Isak and Even lying in bed one lazy afternoon. Even’s arms are wrapped around his golden haired sweetheart, while Isaks head is literally resting right on his man’s big beautiful heart (which of course belongs to Isak anyway) 

and as i’m sure they do in moments like this sometimes, they begin to reflect on everything they have been through, and reveal personal and deep things that they have felt or thought, that they could never tell anyone else but each other. 

and during this particular moment Isak reflects on That Night, the night that led him to doubt Even’s feelings for him and to hesitate at running to his side even though that was the only thing he wanted to do. He of course doesn’t tell Even everything Sonja said to him straight out. Because our baby is just not like that. He understands why Sonja said what she said and he just wants to forget about it. But the thing is he lets it slip. Somehow he’s just thinking and Even is talking about how he couldn’t believe that Isak would ever in his wildest dreams, like him back, and suddenly it just comes out. 

That Isak thought once that maybe Even’s feelings weren’t ever real and he was just a symptom of his illness. That it had to be true because for Even to love him back was just too good to be true. Even was too good to be true. 

Even of course is instantly annoyed at Sonja, but more than anything he is incredibly sad that the boy that means more to him than anything else in the world. The boy who gives him life in many forms, for one moment believed that Even’s feelings were not real. Even though it is too late, the only thing that becomes important to Even in this moment, is to make sure the man of his life never doubts the amount he loves, adores and worships him ever again. 

Gently, he brushes his fingertips across Isak’s cheek, and leans down to press a soft kiss against his forehead. Isak looks up at him, his green eyes sending shivers down Even’s spine and once again he wonders how this boy cannot know how deep his love truly is, how much he would do for him, how much he affects him from one look. he continues to gently stroke his beautiful handsome face as he tries to send everything he feels for this boy through his eyes. 

he then leans down to Isak’s ear and whispers “The way I feel about you, the things you make me feel; that is the only thing in my entire life that I have been sure about. You are my reason. You are my Life.” 

Isak responds by leaning up to wrap his arms around his neck and gently brush his nose against Even’s, before shrugging and saying “yeah you’re okay too I guess.” They both break out in giggles before wrapping themselves up in each other and letting their lips, hands and hearts fit where they belong, 

with each other. 


Gif source:  Isaac  |  Derek

Imagine going on a date with Isaac, but while you’re with him he turns and starts to hurt you, so you lock yourself away from him and call Derek who comes over and saves you just before Isaac can hurt you really badly.

——— Request for quirks-of-a-superwholockian ———

He’d turned and wasn’t himself. He acted as if he didn’t even know who you were, instead the violent instinct brought out by the full moon bringing him to lash out and hurt you. He’d gotten in a good scratch across your shoulder before you’d rushed into the bathroom, locking the door and pressing yourself against it to keep Isaac out as he growled at the other end.

You did the only thing you could do: call for help, “Derek?”

Your fear must have rang through the phone, because Derek’s voice was on alert as soon as he heard you, “What’s happened?”

“Isaac— he’s turned and I need your help! I don’t think this door is gonna’ hold up for long!”

I’m starting to see now how there could be a big conflict between Viktor and Yuuri developing from the Makkachin problem.

Let’s say that, while Viktor goes to Japan, Yuuri doesn’t do well. I’m sure he will still qualify for the Final, but it is prossible that Yuuri will start having doubts and Yakov won’t be there for him when he needs it the most.

So, Yuuri will not do well in his Free Skate.

And this means Viktor will feel guilty, so guilty about Yuuri’s failure. I don’t think Yuuri will blame Viktor, but Viktor will definitely blame himself if Yuuri fails, because it was his idea (and a sudden idea, one he didn’t think through at all) to let Yakov deal with Yuuri during the FS.

If things don’t go well and Viktor blames himself, he might even start seeing himself as a failure, a person who couldn’t act as a real coach, only proving that Yakov and other coaches were right about him just being a fake coach, and might end up deciding to leave Yuuri at the worst moment because “he’s not the coach Yuuri needs”. Which is bullshit, but it would surely cross Viktor’s mind.

We all know how Viktor makes flawed decisions. He doesn’t know well how to deal with people’s feelings, and he makes decisions on the spot, like the one about letting Yakov coach Yuuri. And while this might lead to Viktor learning from his mistakes and improving as a coach, it could also involve a big and painful conflict between Yuuri and Viktor, in which Viktor leaves because he thinks he’s not a good coach, and Yuuri will need to convince him that he is, and has always been, good enough, and that all he needs to succeed is to have Viktor by his side.

So that’s how I see this conflict developing. It will hurt a lot, but I’m sure Yuuri and Viktor’s relationship will become stronger after this.

Wang Jung appreciation post

Can we stop for a moment, and give him a little love? I know many people do not like and borderline hates Jung, and I understand – it really is easy to feel frustrated by his actions. Although, one thing I will always appreciate about him is his loyalty and love for Hae Soo. 

When you think back, Jung had that nod from Yo a while ago but only used that decree when Hae Soo indirectly approves it. He could have forced her into marriage if he wanted, but he didn’t because he knew his love was unrequited. Still, when she agreed, he was so happy that he would be living his married life with the one he loved although knowing that it would be his brother that would hold her heart forever.

He treated her so well whilst she was alive. He took care of her, tried to make her happy and laugh, listened to her and treated her like she was his half. When Hae Soo asked him to protect her daughter, he did and loved her as his very own. You can see how much he loves her daughter when he meets So a few years later.

He might have screwed up the spies and the letters but in the end, all his actions, although sometimes selfish – were for Hae Soo.

So I’ll never be able to be fully mad at him… Perhaps, only annoyed as fuck.

anonymous asked:

would lose his mind. Marco was also kind of harsh with his words, but that was because he was frustrated and couldn' think. If Marco claims that he did nothing with Jackie while being out that late with her and also coming home drunk, the only thing I could imagine him doing is drinking and talking about how he misses Star so much to Jackie (maybe she might even help fix their relationship) or just simply drinking. Regardless, they both need some time to talk, because they love each other! (2/2)


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Piano memories (Bucky x reader)

Originally posted by wintersthighs

Piano memories

Pairing : Bucky x reader

Warnings : anger, a bit of swearing, fluff

Summary : While he recovers, Bucky remembers that he used to play the piano before HYDRA. The only problem is…he can’t play it like he once did with his metal arm. Upset and angry about himself, you can’t help but offer your help.

Bucky’s P.O.V

 Your recovery is going well. In some cases of memory loss, though this is not particularly memory loss, it may helps the patients remembering their previous life by reliving their lives and do things they did before. I think that it could be a solution for you.” Bruce explains as he steps back, pulling off his glasses.

I stare at the floor for a while, lost in my thoughts. I can’t remember much, except Steve’s helpless face when I was falling off the train… I mean I just remember small little parts of my previous life and most of them are with Steve. But the memories of my time with Hydra still blur the rest.

“At least, if you can remember something ? It doesn’t need to be something big. Just a memory of your every-day life or something.” Bruce proposes as he tilts his head to the side, probably looking for my eyes.

“Nothing much.” I firmly answer.

“Are you sure ? Not even a thing that you loved doing in the 40’s ?” He pushed further.

I run a hand through my hair, while trying my best to remember something. “I.. I think that I liked playing the piano.” I reply with blurry memories.

“Perfect !” Bruce exclaims as he raises an eyebrow and put his hands in the air. “Tony has a magnificent piano, you should try it and see what’s left.”

He was right, I’ve never thought of trying Tony’s piano. I mean, I saw it a thousand times during some of his famous parties but the idea of playing it never crossed my mind.

“I guess I could give it a try, yeah.” I admit.

“I think too. Now just go get some rest, it’s important for your metabolism.” Bruce says as he opens the door of his laboratory.

I quickly get on my feet and walk towards the door.

“Thanks Banner.” I say.

After I close the door, I head straight to the big party room where the piano is placed. There, I sit and touch the key, remembering step by step the melodies I used to play. My right hand can play the notes perfectly but once I push the keys with my metal hand, it’s a disaster. This fucking thing doesn’t help me at all except for the fights. I can’t do anything right like I used to and I can’t barely stand it anymore.

 Your P.O.V

 You are talking with Tony about random things that happened during your missions in the resting room when you both hear the sound of a tortured piano. Who the hell could play this badly ? Tony winces every time a note comes to his ears, and so do you.

“Who’s persecuting my poor piano ? It’s a masterpiece goddamn.” Tony complains.

You escape a giggle, wondering who it could be. “Maybe I should go take a look ?” You propose. “Oh yes, please. Make it stop for god’s sake.” Tony begs. “Alright, alright.” You laugh as you leave the room and make your way to Tony’s big party room where the beautiful black piano is placed. There, you find an angry and annoyed Bucky. You’re facing his back. He’s leaned over the piano, his right hand playing beautiful notes while his left hand is helplessly trying to play the right notes. You can’t even count the amount of times that he sighed. Then, all of a sudden, he angrily punches the piano keys cause he fucked up again with his metal arm. “Fuck it! Fuck this fucking piano ! I don’t even know why I keep trying. I’m just a damn stupid old man.” He desperately complains as he drops his head. You were standing against the door, silently, during the whole heartbreaking scene. You’re now feeling really bad for Bucky. Plus, he’s been your man crush since a while now, but you wouldn’t tell anyone. You hesitate to go talk to Bucky… What if he’d reject you ? Maybe he just wants to be alone. But whatever, you start walking towards him. He turns his face as soon as he hears your footsteps coming his way, but he stays silent. You take a sit on the bench and look at him. “Something’s wrong ? I saw you punch the keys, Buck.” He clenches his jaw and look back at you. “Everything’s perfectly fine (Y/N).” He firmly says on a rough tone. But you’re stubborn, and we all know that nothing’s fine. And you also know that Bucky’s not the type to confess how he feels, not even to you. You sweetly place your hand on his and press it. “C’mon, you can tell me anything, you know right ? I was listening to sweet notes before you started punching the piano.” You mention with a warm and sweet voice. He frowns his eyebrows for a seconds and licks his lips. Then, he shows you his left arm, the metal one. “This. This is the problem. You see ? I can’t play like I used to with his fucking thing.” He says. You open your eyes in surprise. “You never told me that you could play the piano.” He chuckles and smiles sweetly, for once. “There’s still a bunch of things that you don’t know about me, doll.”

“Yeah, I got that. Maybe I can help you ? I could play the left-handed part.” you propose, as he looks at you, wondering if you knew how to play this instrument. “I mean… I had piano classes when I was younger. I still can remember some notes.” You add, as you tilt your head to the side, like an adorable puppy. And Bucky knows he can’t resist to your puppy face.

 Bucky’s P.O.V

Gosh, this girls owns my heart. Her beautiful hair, her rosy cheeks, her lips that I could kiss all day if I had the chance and her eyes, god her eyes. I won’t start talking about them or I’ll never stop. But damn, they’re hypnotizing. She’s standing there, right next to me with her puppy face that she knows I can’t resist to. She’s the only girl that can put a smile on my face, even in the worst moments. I look at her while she’s waiting for a sign of mine, but I nearly forgot how to speak for a few seconds. Then, I don’t know why but I unconsciously place my metal hand on hers and guide it to the piano keys. She seems surprised at first, but she lets me do. With my right hand, I start to press some keys, the right ones because a smile forms on her pink lips as soon as the sound comes out. Then I guide her hand on the other part of the piano, her delicate fingertips slightly pushing the keys.

 Your P.O.V

You’re in a perfect harmony. Your both hands pressing the piano keys as a beautiful melody comes out. An adoration look is on his face, as an adorable smile is forming on his lips.

You can’t help but fantasize about having his lips on yours. How would it feels like ? You’re lost in your dreams when the soldier suddenly stop playing the piano. He turns around to look at you as he removes his hand from yours. You slightly blush as you find yourself missing the feeling of his body touching yours. “I’d love to spend more time like these with you, doll.” He delivers, making you stare at your hands to avoid his eyes and hide your red cheeks. “Oh. You wouldn’t.” he immediately sates, turning his head to the other side. “No, no Bucky! I’d love to.” You exclaims, making him face you again, eyes wide open of surprise.

“Maybe we could go out next time.” He proposes on a flirty tone. “Yeah, of course, soldier.”


A/N : Here a bucky imagine ! I post it so you have something to read while i take care of the requests :) i’m sorry i take time but i’m really busy with school and all. But the requests are Open. You can take 3 seconds to hit the FOLLOW button, i’d appreciate :) All my love . -M

In most of the fic I read, especially those sympathetic to Tony, I kinda find it funny that Bucky Barnes seemed to be the only one deserving of Tony’s forgiveness, or whose olive branch was kinda shorter, while others (steve, clint, sometimes even wanda and/or natasha, but especially Steve, but Scott doesn’t count) suffer and being stupid and being hypocrites or downright miserable. The guy who whose face was forever painted as his mother’s killer, also Steve’s best friend and probably the whole reason Steve was getting blinded in his cause to the point of ‘civil war’ seemed to be the guy Tony would forgive first once he got time to think and calm down before he could even get pass at forgiving anyone else. So yeah, as a winteriron fan I am very amused.

Tony, cutting all ties to Steve? Whelp, I can totally see that. Clint? Well, he did say a mean thing straight into the bullseye, which is a very hurtful thing to do and if Tony doesn’t want anything to do with him anymore I can get behind that. Wanda? The woman doesn’t listen to anything as long as it came out of Tony’s mouth, and repeating the same thing over and over again and expecting a different result is the very definition of insanity, so if he stopped trying I’ll understand. Natasha? She tried in her spy way, but if Tony doesn’t want that ambiguous friendship where Tony doesn’t ever know when she’ll stab him again then so be it. Sam? He’s at this place that could go either way. He seemed like the most neutral after Scott in the whole fight, but his obvious preference to Cap also kinda blinds him. Then again, he and Tony was never close. He could be the second guy after Bucky to get forgiven, since he actually cared about Rhodey.

Buvky, though? I can’t see a version of Tony Stark where he doesn’t have a conversation with the guy and actually have a budding friendship and actually try to help the guy, like he said before the airport fight. Maybe they won’t be friends. Maybe there won’t trust between them either. But, I can see them always having a tolerance that Tony won’t have with the others. Except Scott.

So, yeah. As the guy whose hands killed Tony’s parents, he seemed to be much easier for Tony to forgive than his ex-teammates. The drama and the tragic outcome of this revelation really fuels my half-buried feels.

Okay; so me and my friend have talked about this for a while and I really want to put it out there.

Now; we ship Sabezra, as do quite a lot of people. But I just want to say; there are two kinds of Sabezra shippers.

One kind who only see the REAL shipping moments; where the moments aren’t just them touching and glancing to each other… But the moments where they care and worry about each other; give each other those heartwarming smiles. That kind of thing. 

The other kind are the people who see Sabezra in every little thing. All Sabine and Ezra need to do is look at one another and people class it as CANON SABEZRA. 

I don’t see why so many people think that us shippers are all the second kind of shippers. Personally, I don’t see Sabezra in everything. A lot of scenes I just see them helping each other out as team members should; but then there could be that one small scene that relates to there ship and gets me excited.

Then there are people who moan at us because Sabine and Ezra are ‘Siblings’ *Sigh* Are they adopted? No. Are they blood? No. Do they both see Kanan and Hera as parent figures; well yes. But that doesn’t make them siblings.

I see Sabezra in the scenes that imply it; not in them looking at each other or talking to one another. 

Not all us shippers go crazy over a scene the two of them are in; and it kind of annoys me that every non shipper I’ve seen think we are. 

Ugh; I’m done for now. But seriously… We’re not all SABEZRA CRAZY and think every single DAMN SCENE means romance. 

I found out my friend’s husband saw Taylor last year while working as the bartender in the hotel she was staying at during the 1989 tour in DC. He said he didn’t know who she was at first, just that she was a gorgeous woman.

He said she said hello and asked how he was as she walked by - it was only when he saw her bodyguards, etc. that he put two and two together.

I tell you this because I think it says a lot about who Taylor really is that she would pause and say hello to the bartender. She could just as easily have walked through quickly without looking at anyone (she was headed to her room) and not given him the time of day and likely he and no one else would have thought anything of it.

It’s the things people do when no one’s ‘watching’ that tell you who someone really is and this is just one more example of the class act that is @taylorswift

It just confuses me why Dumbledore didn’t punish Sirius (since he was the only one who instigated the Prank) for almost killing Snape. It could be for a number of reasons, but personally I think it’s because Remus would have been taken into Azkaban for something he didn’t do….or worse, killed. Which is why he kept the thing under wraps, but why not expel Sirius under some other charge? I don’t know man, I was always disappointed in Dumbledore for that. I mean Dumbledore fucked up that time, he fucked up and fucked up bad. I’m mad, but not the crazy “I want to string Dumbledore up by his toenails and ruin his whole rep” kind of anger that the LJ Snapefen community displays, but still I’m mad. (WARNING: I DON’T WANT ANY DUMBLEDORE BASHERS ON THIS POST. IF YOU HAVE AN OPINION DON’T GO BASHING PEOPLE WHILE EXPRESSING IT!)


Shawn has been on tour for a while now and you guys missed each other like crazy. After what felt like forever, management finally gave in and let you visit him. 

Travelling the world with Shawn was amazing. He was amazing.

Today the two of you got called for a meeting with his management and it took both of you with surprise that you also had to come to this very meeting.

“What do you think that they’re gonna talk about?” you asked Shawn while you guys were in the car on your way to the meeting. “I have no clue babe, but you’ll be fine.” he said. Shawn was literally the only person who could make sure you wouldn’t stress out about things like these. So you were glad that you were with him.

When you guys arrived, Andrew was already waiting for you outside. “Right on time guys, follow me.” You two followed Andrew to some random office in the building and Shawn held your hand the whole time because ofcourse you weren’t used to this and he was. 

You got seated in a room next to Shawn and on the other end of the table were Andrew and some woman sitting. “Okay let’s just get this over with.” Shawn whispered.

“Thanks for coming both of you. My name is Eva. I’m an insider for your management and I had some things to discuss with the two of you.” the woman said and she continued. “Shawn your album sales have been going down. We are very worried about that. In 2015 the sales were absolutely incredible, but this year it’s actually kind of worrying all of us. We tried to come up with a solution to this problem and the only thing that has changed since last year is that you got a girlfriend.”

And that’s when your heart stopped. You already felt this coming. You felt Shawn’s hand grabbing you tighter. “So what?” he answered.

“We think it’d best for you if you two just broke up.” the woman said and she looked between me and Shawn.

“Just broke up? There’s no way in hell that that is happening. Andrew did you know this?” Shawn exclaimed and he looked into Andrew’s direction.

“Why do you think Andrew gave you permission to let her visit you. We had to discuss this with both of you.” the woman answered. 

“I’m sorry for my language but this is absolute bullshit. This is not happening.” Shawn said and he looked at you. “and I’m sure Y/N agrees with me.” Everyone now looked at you. You’ve been quiet this whole time because you were in shock.

Eva started speaking again. “Well let’s ask her then, Y/N how do you feel now that you know that you’re holding Shawn down from achieving his dreams?” she said and she immediately got interrupted by Shawn.

“What is this? Is this a joke? We’re not doing this, we are leaving.” Shawn said and he stood up and took a hold of your hand and just as he was about to open the door to the office Eva spoke up again. 

“Shawn if you leave now, we’re cancelling the rest of your tour. So think clearly about the next step that you’re about to take.” and that’s when Shawn flipped.

“We all know that you won’t cancel my tour. Do you guys realize that the money you’re getting is also mine? So if you cancel the tour it’ll be a loss for all of you and so is this situation. You’re probably upset about not getting enough on your bankaccount? Well fuck that. We’re leaving and we’re not breaking up.”

Eva and Andrew were both speechless. “Shawn maybe we sh-” you tried to explain the situation to him, if he really wanted to do this but he interrupted. “No Y/N we’re leaving, now.” he said and walked away while holding onto your hand very tightly. 

As soon as you guys were outside you spoke up. “Shawn do you realize what you’ve done? Do you realize what the risks are?” you said with your lip trembling because you couldn’t actually believe what had just happened.

“Baby listen to me. I’m not gonna lose you over this. I know what I’m doing and I know that what I did was right. I don’t even care about the sales, I’m surprised so many people still pay for it, but I care about you and I’m not letting go of you, ever.” he said and wiped your tears away. 

“I love you Shawn.” you said, still a bit emotional.

“I love you too baby, we’ll get through whatever storm that’s coming our way now. We always will.”

Unpopular Opinion

One if my unpopular(I guess?) oppions. I ship #johnlock, but after I while I just started thinking about it. I think personally that our fandom is too obsessed with just the IDEA of Johnlock ya know? It’s like the dog that finally caught his tail. He had spend so much time, effort and energy in the idea of catching his tail, but when he did it, it wasn’t like he expected it to be. He’ll be thinking about the things he could do now, but he only wanted to catch his tail. He got extremely bored afterwards, and thus his “life goal” was achieved. Of course not everyone is a Johnlock shipper, but I am 50% sure that, IF Johnlock happends, the fandom will change. It’s not Johnlock that keeps us moving, it’s the idea of Johnlock. Just like the dog and the hunt for it’s tail.

The painfull thing is that the damage is done. I hear some thinking “IF you’re a Johnlock shipper, you can just unship it right?” No no no, it doesn’t work like that. Maybe if you’re just in the fandom but of you’re here for, Mmhh , lets say 1-7 years ( omg FrIkIn 7 years boi) , it will be incredibly hard. Most times Impossible. You’re too attached to the idea. Your brain is so attached to it, that you can’t let it go until it happend. Maybe bc of the Completion Principle. (if you don’t finish a task, you can’t stop thinking sbout it). Works for me. I haven’t finished house md yet. I couldn’t watch the last ep. Now I’m still trying to Watch it for free. I think I like the search more than the actual ep.

I just have SO MUCH LOVE for bokuakakuroken and all of the possibilities.

Just think of how they got together, maybe Bokuto and Kuroo realized that they liked each other more than friends and wanted to take their broship up a level. Maybe Akaashi and Kenma got really close during a training camp. Who knows, there’s so many ways they could get together. Maybe they all realize that they need each other.

What I love thinking about is how well they could work together.

Just think of Akaashi spending mornings on the couch with Kenma as he plays a video game and Akaashi just reads. They don’t have to say anything. This is their alone time, the quiet they have before the two hurricanes that are their lovers walk back in the door from the gym.

Think of Bokuto and Kuroo doing the stupidest shit ever together. Things that only the two of them could come up with and enjoy doing. Seeing who can find the biggest owl while taking a long walk at night. Trying to find out how many oreos they can possibly fit in their mouths. Or something like when they go to the store together they both try to find something small to bring back for Akaashi and Kenma to show they were thinking of them.

Akaashi, Bokuto, and Kuroo experiencing Kenma’s first anxiety attack all together and afterwards, when Kenma is feeling better and can be around people, they all cuddle on the bed. They make a huge blanket nest and it’s all so warm and comfortable.

All the small touches that already come so easy between Bokuto and Akaashi and Kuroo and Kenma and they all learn that it’s okay now. They have two more people they can show their love to. Two more people that already had the other half of their coin, but they wanted another one too.

Sometimes Kuroo and Kenma go off and do things they used to as kids, and Bokuto and Akaashi go and do something that reminds them of their high school days. Most importantly, they all go out and play volleyball together as often as possible, because that is how they met to begin with.

Don’t get me wrong, it wouldn’t be all sunshine and giggles. There’s enough things that can go wrong in a relationship between just two people, try adding two more. There’s times that Kenma and Akaashi just have to get away for a bit. They absolutely love Kuroo and Bokuto, and they’re used to the energy, but that doesn’t mean that it’s not overwhelming for them sometimes. Kuroo and Bokuto understand and they take their time together too.

I’ve read in fics things like Kenma not liking Bokuto and I really wonder why people think that. Yes he has a lot of energy, more than Kuroo. Yes that can be overwhelming, but Bokuto is very similar to Kuroo. I like to think that after some time Kenma would like Bokuto just as much. For the same reasons he loves Kuroo. The terrible puns, the constant need to know they are loved, the clinginess, and most importantly the blinding smile that their faces light up with when they see Kenma.

No one can convince me that Akaashi wouldn’t be like the mom of the group. Making sure that Kenma eats properly (when Bo and Kuroo aren’t able to do it themselves) and making sure that Bokuto and Kuroo don’t burn their place down trying to cook breakfast while dancing at the same time. It’s not something he considers a burden. He knows when it comes down to it, they can take care of themselves. But it really is no problem to kiss a few bruises and hand Kuroo a brush every once in a while.

I could go on for so long. More than the almost 700 words I already have, but I’m still not great at writing and my face hurts from smiling for so long.

I just needed to share this, because I love these dorks so much, but together? They make a pretty damn good team.