only that the song was stuck in my head and i wanted to write it

The difference between you and me is that:

     You miss me only when you needed something, while I miss you because you are my everything.

     You talk to me only if you have time to spare, while I make time to talk to you and listen to all your rants, your thoughts, and your annoyance with traffic.

     I’m one of the shirts you never used, but kept around in your beautiful wardrobe while you’re the necklace I wear everyday, to show off to the world.

     I’m one of the songs you skip in your playlist, while you’re the song I keep playing on repeat, until it gets stuck in my head. I’d keep humming the rhythm on my way to school, while I shower, while I clean the house.

     I’m your least favorite among your branded shoes, while you’re my pair of white Chucks: the pair that I always want to be with every step of the way.

     And then it hit me, harder than anything. Why had I let someone treat my beautiful damn self lesser than it deserves? I became overly selfless, weak and I let you consume me because I’ve become blinded by the thought of love and the idea of you and me. I deserve to be someone else’s first priority, but you only see me as your second best and that, is not okay and that, is not what I deserve.
—  and honey, the difference between you and me is that i am a universe, while you just lost the fucking universe who could’ve given you the world. (zeus)
So well...

tagged by: @the-writer-of-universes

Rules: Answer the questions and tag 20 blogs you want to get to know better

Nickname: AJ (here); Jeanne or Jo

Star sign: Virgo

Height: 5.54ft or 1,69m

Time right now: 8:59 pm

Last thing you googled: cm in feet (because i’m not from the USA ^^)

Favorite music artist: puh, that’s hard… i change it to the last i heard: amella

Song stuck in my head:  I want you to want me (Gary Jules Cover)

Last movie I watched:  Lost in Austen

Last TV show I watched: Stranger Things

What I’m wearing right now: Black Sleeping Shirt (yep, only this! ^^)

When I created this blog: I created this blog in September 2016 because i want to follow a few (Undertale) comic artists and to have maybe also a platform to share my own writing and drawings

The kind of stuff I post: Original writing and doodles, tons of (Undertale-) art and comics, art tutorial posts, shitposts and other stuff that looks interesting or important for me, last but not least post of friends :)

Do I do asks regularly:
Yes, if you send in an ask I will respond :)

Why did I choose my URL: It was more a random name, my original wanted was already used and so I used a variation of it that i use if this nick is somewhere already in use.

Gender: Female

Hogwarts house: Ravencalw

Pokemon team: which edition? ;) atm i only have in Moon my Decidueye and Talonflame because i use the other slots for hatching eggs. But my normal ingame team included my starter (tend to fire or leaf), Absol, Gardevoir, Talonflame (if my starter isn’t a fire monster; if it is, it would be a dragon type like Dragonite or Hydreigon), a ghost pokemon like Mimikyu and a psycho pokemon like Meowstic
- I’m more a psycho/ghost/dark-player and cover my weaknesses with single attacks like Magical Leaf or with Talonflame as a quick and powerful fire monster. Also i try to get my two favs (Absol and Gardevoir) in moon-balls (good to be able to hatch ;) )

Favorite Colour: Black, teal, dark moos green, dark red, dark blue

Lucky number: 13 and 7

Favorite characters: in Undertale? I’m a Sans girl (classic or Tale) and keep an eye on Gaster and Swap!Papyrus ^^ 
not in Undertale it would go way too far to list everyone, but let’s say i don’t always go with the main-protagoinst and prefer side-characters or more dark and/or bad boys like Severus Snape or Don Simon Ysidro (Those who hunts the night by Barbara Hambly)

Dream job: Shopowner of a Tea & second hand book shop in London - and writer ^^

Number of blankets I sleep with: One blanket in sheets/duvet cover and two comfy and fuzzy coverlet

Followers: 22 XD 

Tags: puh, don’t want to bother anyone… @wolf-n-bones @nencheese @chi171812 @darkcrystaldemon @lacyazlin @13rokenangel @saturnwonder and everyone who wants to do it ^^

Tag!

I was tagged by @taesstory on my main blog @sixth-elf-gun and I’m going to do it here :P

Tag 20 people you want to get to know better

Nickname: Ann

Zodiac Sign: Libra

Height: 161 cm? 5′3″?

Last thing I googled: Sinaw (a city in Oman <3)

Favourite Music Artist: There’s way too many… But definitely Tnhe GazettE, Super Junior, Nu’est, Seventeen, BTS, Mamamoo, EXID and SHINee

Song stuck in my head: My House by 2pm

Last movie I watched: Alice Through The Looking Glass

What are you wearing right now: Volleyball shorts and a blouse (ie pajamas)

What do you post: Writings on this blog along with pictures of BTS and such and on my main blog it’s mostly Visual Kei and other random things

Why did you choose your URL: This url was a very impromptu thing. I didn’t wat to think too much but I had to put something so this.

Do you have any other blogs: Yeah, @sixth-elf-gun and @thepoeticmusingsofann

What did your past relationship teach you: I haven’t had one but the guy I confessed to recently told me we had “broken up”? So like? Make sure you know what you’re getting yourself into

Religious or Spiritual: Spiritual, I suppose.

Favourite colour: Black, Silver, Purple, Red (Yes, Uruha’s fav and Aoi’s fav.)

Average hours of sleep: 4 lol

Lucky Number: 2, 3, 6

Favourite Character: Dazai Osamu from Bungou Stray Dogs and Kozume Kenma from Haikyuu!! I think

How many blankets do you sleep with: One lol

Dream job: Writer/singer/composer/lyricist and linguist

I tag: @pjm-juseyo @colourfulnoodles @2am-convictions @iblamebighit and @a-gay-pancake

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I’ve had the time of my life fighting dragons with you.

I’ve been working on this video off and on since October. I knew the show was ending and I wanted to do something to show my appreciation. Although I only started watching Austin & Ally in May or June, it quickly became one of my favorite shows, and I am sorry to see it go.

I want to say thank you to everyone who made this show possible. Thank you for the hours of entertainment. Thank you for making me laugh and cry. Thank you for making me stand up and clap at the TV. Thank you for writing and performing songs that will be perpetually stuck in my head.

Thank you for all the hard work that you put into making this show.

Long Live Austin & Ally!!!