only one forever

I remember it now...


I just finished my rewatch of Eureka seveN after few years since last time. And I am a crying mess right now.

I remembered what I forgot through all those years. I was reblogging E7 related stuff on this blog for a long time now, but I didn’t feel anything. I was just mindlessly doing it out of habit.

But now I remember. How I felt as a 12 year old boy, who stumbled upon this show by pure coincidence. Ever since then I was mesmerised by it. I couldn’t wait till next episode. Nine pm, everyday. I remember the time when episode 50 aired. How sad it was to see that my favorite show, my favorite characters, my favorite world was gone. It felt like leaving something behind. Something really important to me.

Back then I thought that if Renton’s 14, then I still have 2 years to become as cool as him. This memory is so vivid it feels like it was yesterday. When I was a child, I didn’t know where lies the limit of human imagination. Eureka seveN felt real to me. I wasn’t looking at this show as a cartoon made by people. For me it was a real world. It was an experience. A journey.

This anime taught me a lot of things, With every year I gained, I was learning different things from it. I’m still amazed that even after 8 years, I can see new things in this show. New things I can learn from. This show taught me about family. About friendship. About love. That not everything in life works out. That to get something, to make something real, I can’t wait for it to happen. I have to do it myself.

About 4 years ago I think I forgot why I even liked this show. I thought I remembered it well. Well, I was wrong. Without realizing it, I forgot why I am so attached to it. But while I forgot a lot of things, it let me feel like I was watching it for the first time. I felt like a kid again. It felt like definitive end for my childhood, even though I’m 20 years old already.

But I remember it now…

I finally remember why I fell in love with Eureka seveN in the first place.  

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it isn’t uncommon, you know? it’s easy to get lost. in the vastness of space, there’s only yourself, your ship, your crew. (insp)

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You know what I realized tonight? This is a big ass house. I live in a freaking mansion. My parents are dead.  The girl that I love slept with my nemesis, and I have absolutely no idea what I’m going to do with the rest of my life. Which, get this, lasts forever.

。:.゚ヽ(´∀`。)ノ゚.:。+゚ Happy Birthday to the most amazing person on the internet, @amazingphil!! ゚+。:.゚ヽ(*´∀`)ノ゚.:。+゚

i cant believe her name is hekapoo but i love her already

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[D-Day] Woozi Birthday Countdown ;
Happy birthday to Seventeen’s producer, who is the embodiment of talent, passion, and modesty. Never change! | cr: 1 2 3 4

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Perhaps One Day... Someday.
Will you now forever remain/ out of reach of my arms~
—  Lumière & Plumette, Beauty and the Beast (2017) aka two extra lines I didn’t expect Ewan to sing
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These figurines were made by me from polymer clay and have had details added with acrylic paints - I’ve made seperate posts for each figurine on my instagram c: