only like me when they want something


so like me and my best friend stopped being really close and i started hanging out w other people and we have fun and i feel accepted when we’re at school but then they always hang out outside of school and never invite me so i feel bad because im like am i just some tagalong that you only hang out with in school or something and im probably reading into this far too much

also there were three new girls this year who hang out w the same people and theyve been accepted so much faster than i have and ive been going to school w these people for 4 years

again, im probably overthinking

but tbh all i want is a solid group of friends who love me as much as i love them and actually invite me when they go out

sorry for that off topic rant

i am so fed up with this girl i thought was my friend, i used to work with her at my old job and we got along so well and this other girl too, but since i left and she left too, there’s just no effort, she always says she wants to meet but she never messages and she only sends me snapchats when she has to brag about something and she’s one of those fucken ‘love laugh live’ people who have it hanging in their bedrooms and she has a boyfriend now so she just loves rubbing it in everyone’s faces that she’s perfect i gotta detach myself from her like pulling off a plaster, i can’t have time for fake friends !!!

I said this before and I’ll always say it: if the only thing you care when you meet the boys is a pic or a follow, if you only want to be able to say ‘I met him!’ or 'I hugged him!’, if you don’t care about how they feel about something or if they’re okay with something, if you don’t want to know how they feel or to talk about their job and things they like, if you actually don’t care about them, you don’t deserve to live that moment and you are not a fan, not at all.

They’re not objects and they don’t owe you anything.

I’m honestly fucking disgusted by the AA fandom. I found someone who said they “think Pearl and Edgeworth would make a great couple!” and legit drew art of it like I want to fucking die. not only is he in his thirties and Pearl a teenager, he fucking met her when she was a tiny 9 year old, you sick creeps.

I found a LOT more bullshit too, not just that, but it was actually way worse and I Do Not what to fucking talk about it. I’m disgusted. Like. I feel like I need a break from this fandom y’all seriously gross me the fuck out, supporting shit like this. I cannot stand how people think they can just spread around this disgusting bullshit. There is something legitimately wrong with people if they think it’s perfectly normal to support shit like that. They need to get their heads knocked back into fucking reality.

  • Me: *walking through grocery store for a few very specific items because I'm broke af*
  • Me: *walks past very expensive pomegranates*
  • Tiny nudge in my brain: "Buy them. Buy one now."
  • Me: "Persephone, no."
[TRANS] non-no Magazine 2018 Jan Issue - 100 Answers w/ BTS

JPN - KRN © 전정국 DC갤러리, 뷔 DC갤러리, ha_ru_man, BTSR_613
KRN - ENG © ktaebwi


Q1. Your dream job when you were a child?
A badminton player when I was in elementary school. After that my parents bought me a computer so I got into gaming and wanted to do a job about gaming.

Q2. How did the members celebrate your birthday in 2017?
We were all practicing singing and dancing and the lights suddenly went off, then the door was opened and Jimin-san and V-san came in holding a cake.

Q3. When do you feel like you have become an adult!
I turned 20 in Japanese age in September! But actually I’m still a kid at heart, so truthfully I don’t really feel like I have become an adult.

Q4. In which moment do you feel like you’re still a kid?
For example, when I watch and think about a video or an interview. When I read people’s comments, I feel like even with the same question, they think from a much bigger point of view than me. That’s when I feel like maybe I’m still lacking in depth.

Q5. A work that touched you recently?
“Love, Rosie”. It made me touched because it’s a sweet but sad love story.

Q6. The kind of song you’re planning to compose?
Song of styles like future base and chillstep which I enjoy and listen to a lot.

Q7. Favorite dessert?
The Japanese snack kinako mochi. I like that it melts in my mouth because it’s just so fluffy! Also I ate cheesecake before the photoshoot for <non-no>. That one was delicious too♡

Q8. How do you take care of your beautiful voice?
I don’t pay particular attention to it… Like I just sing with my original voice I’ve had since I was born…

Q9. Any habit?
Covering my nose when I yawn. Not mouth but nose somehow. (laughs) And I pull the baby hair on my face unconsciously. I know about these things because fans told me.

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anonymous asked:

you've probably answered this already but what is she physically like in person? i think i wouldn't be able to stop staring at her eyes, they are probably even bluer in real life

she is very long and lanky. she’s super thin and really petite. her eyes are aggressively blue, she’s really really engaging and very touchy - she stands close to you and grabs at your hands a lot. i’ve never met someone so attentive when you speak to her. she refuses to break eye contact. when she laughs she laughs with her whole body which is really genuine and something that a lot of people don’t do.

she makes you feel important and special and like you are the only person in the room even when there are 4-5 others there. she refuses to let anything interrupt the conversation - on monday, they asked her four times to pose for the picture and she kept going because we were chatting about something. she responds quickly and never makes you feel rude or uncomfortable, and compensates if she does by accident — also on monday, she was talking to ashley and accidentally turned her back on me and then when i moved around she immediately grabbed my hand and squeezed it because she felt bad. 

is that what you wanted to know?

writing fanfic like

Fic tags/warnings : angst, pining, friends to lovers, roommates, but they don’t live in the same actual room, flatmates, modern flat, domesticity, cooking, cooking breakfast, not cooking lunch or dinner, eggs, omelettes, non-veganism, dish ware, tea, drinking the tea, bickering, snark, watching tv, rupaul’s drag race, shangela, more pining, referring to boys as gorgeous, holding hands, interlaced fingers, legs touching, knees touching, fabrics, use of shoulder as a pillow, cuddling, breathing, hearts pounding, continued television watching, whispering, failing to act, time skips, sleeping, sleeping in separate rooms, nightmares, waking up, moving to the same bed, bed sharing, cotton sheets, awkwardness, hugging, comfort, a restful night’s sleep, morning breath, pretend disgust, staring into each other’s eyes, kissing, giggles, face touching, noses, butterfly kisses, fluff, lots of fluff, pressing together, frotting, frotting through pajamas, silk pajamas, flannel pajamas, friction, hardness, pleasure, sweat, ecstasy, sexual release, bodily fluids, mentions of laundry, implied bathroom usage, more breakfast, hugging from behind, feelings of surprise, feelings of contentment, happiness, hopeful resolution

Commenter: y wouldn’t u have a warning for doing the dishes? I hate being reminded of my chores, had to stop reading


TABLO is very close to BTS especially Suga who all look up to him as a big senior. Epik High’s music inspired Bangtan to become musicians.

In a recent interview, TABLO (EPIK HIGH) stated that his main inspiration for writing and composing “Lost One” were artists such as BTS, who respect and are inspired by Epik High:

“There have been a few people who’ve said that they started dreaming of making music because of our music. In particular, I once watched a video someone sent me where members of BTS said that they started dreaming of making music after hearing Epik High’s song “Fly. I’ve seen a few others say that over the years as well. That was what was in my head”.

Tablo also mentioned that advice from seniors in an industry is usually positive, and contains messages like “You can do it,” or “You can do well.” To this, he said: “I think it’s a shame that I couldn’t only talk about good things if I were to say something to those who start to dream after seeing me because there are so many painful things as well on the path that I’ve walked. At the same time, I think that these words could also seem like a comfort. If our children ever want to follow the path we’ve taken, I’d start by playing this song for them”.

Some lyrics of the song: 

My child, when you follow
Look carefully at the path I tread
One day, I’ll no longer be able to walk beside you
Leaving my footsteps here. See these? Avoid them
Follow those who chose the easy path, since that’s the answer
Since the path I chose is crooked like a question mark, and only gives to rise to countless problems
You look up to me, but I hope your dream doesn’t turn out to be a nightmare once you wake up
Now that I’ve run to the very end - the eternity, healing and answers I was looking for? Not a thing

My family was the reason I ran, but this path took them away, too
Perhaps the starting pistol was aimed at my back
Listen up. Even though the whole world welcomes you, that very world will abandon you - gotta let go
Before it’s too late. Cuz I’ve been there before
They may be spectacular to the eyes, but don’t be fooled by the diamonds and gold
Don’t get drunk on applause
Sometimes, they’ll tie you up with compliments
Even when they spread a red carpet for you, don’t forget
That it’s been dyed red with your blood and sweat

Hope you can reach your dream
Hope your dream only shows you the things you can hold on to
Because success is about taking as much as you give
Hope your dream doesn’t give you something too precious

Hope your dream doesn’t attract attention
Protect it like a secret, and always hold your breath
Because the world is a place that takes as much as it gives
Hope your dream doesn’t only show you dreamlike things

Hope your dream lasts long

To Jungkook you’re just a girlfriend. - pt.2

[pt.1] [p.2] [pt.3 End]

Originally posted by eatupbangtan

The more I thought about him, the more I couldn’t stop my tears from falling. But at the same time, the more I thought about this whole situation, the more I feel as though I was overreacting. He was right, I’m only his girlfriend - we’re not tied down to one another and he can hang with whoever he wants to hang out with. But her. She’s always liked Jungkook even though we’ve been together for this long, she never gave up on him and he knows what feelings she has for him. Do you blame me for being insecure? For being scared of the fact that I might end up losing the man I see my future with because of her? But it’s all too late now, there’s no use in being scared, or insecure because it all happened. Everything he ever assured you of, that they’ll only ever remain as friends, that he won’t do anything to lead her on, that he won’t hurt you like that, all those things he said, they meant nothing because those are all the things he did. 

I hear a knock on my door and I dreaded who stood behind it, but to my pleasant surprise I guess it wasn’t Jungkook.

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BTS Scenario | Daddy Dom

A/N: Hi guys! It’s Admin Sunshine, thank you for supporting me. I’ll be re-posting my reactions & scenarios on my blog.

PS: All of my reactions/scenarios and fictions will be fixed and there will be new things added in.

Aftercare is not included.

Not requested.

Warnings: Smut

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Pearl Physically Cannot Talk About the Diamond’s: Theory Masterpost

Now at first glance, I figured that Pearl was just having a hard time with the issue at hand, but then realized. When if she means that she literally cannot physically tell Steven? As in she means it when she says she wants to but it’s impossible. She literally isn’t physically capable because something is stopping her from doing so.

Now even though this only lasted for a moment, and then we went on to Steven telling Pearl the truth about what he was upset about, there is a lot to analyze in those few seconds. Now the biggest thing to me that stuck out was that Pearl looks like she was trying to pry one hand away from her mouth so that she could continue speaking.


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Okay since Tumblr only wants to show me porn and TERFs when I search something as simple as “trans women”

If you are a trans woman, reblog this post, I wanna follow you

note: I am a trans woman and I had to remake my account so I got like no followers lol

i really feel bad saying this but seeing all this wlw/sapphic content w/ soft girls and sweaters and ponytails and tea really fucks with me? cos i find myself desperately wanting to grow my hair out and have a ponytail and wear “feminine” clothes just to fit that lesbian representation that is imo overwhelming on tumblr and in the media. but i’m butch, and i don’t want to be anything else, and yet i feel like i can’t be a ~real lesbian~ unless i’m a soft autumn aesthetic sapphic wlw or something. i want more butches in the media. isn’t it sad that i can only think of LP when i want to listen to music that resonates w/ me on that level?

this is not an attack on people who identify with the sapphic/wlw content i’m talking about, obviously. i just think we should try to support butch content and make it as visible as that content.

two | the dom next door

genre: dom!jimin, fingering, spanking, angst

pairing: jimin x reader

synopsis: jimin learns about your little secret.

song: house of cards

one | two

two: acquaintances

You didn’t know what to do, you were not mentally prepared to see Jimin. There were so many questions that were drowning inside your head and you feel suffocated. The hole wasn’t blocked by the paper when you’ve noticed after doing your personal business, somehow, you’ve always made sure that small hole was blocked.

That’s why when you noticed it wasn’t blocked, you crawled your way to there and saw someone was looking back right at you. What made you horrified when you tried to call Jimin, the hole was immediately blocked. Does it mean Jimin was looking at you? You gulped. Did Jimin saw your little performance? You weren’t scared about your dancing, you were scared that he might have seen what you did after it. The knocks continued and you let out a deep sigh, and tried to calm yourself.

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PLOT SUMMARY: a multichapter imagine fic where the reader is dustin’s older siblings. follows along directly with the events of season 2. she’s friends with nancy, and drama ensues. over the course of the fic we see how the reader reacts to new challenges and a new romantic interest.  ( inspired by two other imagines that i literally can’t find for the life of me. )

CHAPTER SUMMARY: feelings develop and the reader comes to find out that steve truly does care about her.

PAIRING: SLOWBURN Steve Harrington x Fem!Reader

WARNING: Swearing and Spoilers



After sitting in the cellar for almost two and a half hours and Steve taking it upon himself to comfort you once again. Dustin had finally gotten through the story about the Demogorgon, and the upside down. It was a lot for you to take in. And if both Steve and Dustin didn’t confirm it you would have sworn it was just a bad prank. Also the giant hole in your cellar caused you not to question it very much. A hole, by the way, that looked like it went on for miles.  

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They meet and talk to you (an artist) at the AMAs and after introducing themselves and saying a bit in English you say to them "thank you! But you can speak in Korean" in Korean (BTS)

Rap Monster: -he thought it was going to have to talk to you in English. But you came out of nowhere with Korean. He thought it was an interesting twist in events- “oh wow you-what? I couldn’t see this coming at all”

Originally posted by btsreactionsandgifs

Jin: -you would smile as he did his best to talk to you before you touched his arm and spoke that to him in Korean. He was amazed by it and a bit shocked but glad you and him could talk- “really you can? This is great. I hope we can talk longer”

Originally posted by bwiseoks

Suga: -he tried so hard and you let him try so hard in the first place before you broke out your skills and he was like so shocked by it. He sighed largely by that- “you really made me try so hard to do this and you could have made it easier”

Originally posted by sugagifs

J-Hope: -he got excited because he thought you were amazing and really wanted to talk to you even if it meant help but now he could have a real conversation- “so you actually speak Korean? That’s sweet”

Originally posted by jaayhope

Jimin: -he was shy after that, knowing that you could understand him when he was talking to Namjoon to say something made him nervous- “did you hear what I said earlier then about you? Like you understand me?”

Originally posted by chimcheroo

V: -he thought you were kidding at first and could only say a few things but you started saying more than it, he was excited- “you really can speak to me? This is so cool”

Originally posted by je0n

Jungkook: -he couldn’t believe it, the moment you said it he was in shock. He didn’t think he would meet anyone who could talk to him without the help of Namjoon- “this is really awesome. I can have a conversation with someone now”

Originally posted by nnochu


Already posting some stuff for them. I am so happy and proud of them so I hope they have a great night and everything with all the people who will come to appreciate them!

Say you love me - Dean Winchester x Reader x Jack

Title: Say you love me

Pairing: Dean Winchester x Reader, Jack x Reader

Warnings: Slight age gap with Dean

Imagine: Imagine getting closer to Jack as you two slowly form a bond and Dean not wanting you to get attached because he’s in love with you and is scared he’ll lose you too. Other than being a little jealous.

Come on, man. You know how this plays out.” Dean shook his head with a sigh, gripping the steering wheel tighter “Look, when we try to bend the rules, pretend that the bad guys aren’t so bad or that things will get fixed, that’s when people we care about get hurt and we-” the older man almost choked, stopping himself as he clenched his jaw. He glanced at you in the rare view mirror and took in a shaky breath. A sad frown formed on Sam’s face, a knowing sad smile there too, as he looked from his brother back at you staring out of the window with your headphones plugged in, completely oblivious to the words exchanged between the brothers.

Look, Dean, we probably can’t save everyone but we- we could at least try, you know? We are already doing the best we can and-”

Clearly not.” Dean cut his younger brother off with a growl and Sam raised an eyebrow at him but didn’t really have to ask when he saw you look at Jack with a sympathetic smile. You made a move to grab the blanket you always kept under the seat and unfolded it to lay it on top of the sleeping nephilim. A content sigh left his lips and he relaxed more as you tucked the blanket around him. You smiled as well and tucked a few strands of hair out of his face which made a small smile to form on Jack’s lips, even in his sleep.

Clearly not.” Dean repeated in a rough voice, clenching his jaw before pressing harder on the petal.

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