only here for the happy things today :)))

anonymous asked:

Can I please have some Otayuri fluff for my Bday (TODAY! lol)? And guess what....I'm gonna skate with friends today!😎 Love, From an Italian

I don’t take requests, but I colored this sketch thing so here you go. I hope you have a happy birthday and a wonderful week !!

BTS Reaction to You Staying at the Dorm

Anon asked: BTS reaction to their s/o wants to stay over at the Dorm for that First time because she Is too tired to go Home? 😊 (members Are also at the Dorm)

Here you go, I hope you enjoy! I’m sorry that this is the only post today, this last week before spring break is busy OTL -Spice

Rap Monster:

Namjoon would be happy that you wanted to spend the night at the dorm, but slightly disappointed that you didn’t have any other intentions other than sleeping. That definitely wouldn’t bum him out though, and would jump at the chance to give you one of his shirts to sleep in. The thought of seeing you first thing in the morning almost made him too eager to fall asleep.

Originally posted by holy-yoongi


While he would be happy that you were spending the night, he likely wouldn’t want the other boys to see you in your night clothes. He trusted the boys and you, it’s just that he viewed your state of “undress” to be slightly intimate. Regardless, Seokjin would be more than happy to hold you in his arms as you fell asleep, stroking your hair.

Originally posted by theseoks


Out of all the boys, he would probably be the least enthusiastic. Not that he didn’t love you, it’s just that he wasn’t too thrilled with the idea of sharing the bed. Yoongi would probably complain a little, but once he felt your body heat radiating next to him, he would want you to sleep over more often.

Originally posted by yoongijae


This adorable ball of energy would be over the moon to have you stay at the dorm. Despite how tired you were, Hoseok would probably try to turn it into a slumber party with the other boys. Once he finally winds down for the night, he’s going to have at least one part of his body touching you at all times.

Originally posted by myloveseokjin


V would probably be the one to ask you to stay. Seeing that you were so tired, he didn’t want you to drive home in that state. He would make sure you were comfortable before crawling into bed beside you, wrapping an arm around your figure. Taehyung would really look forward to seeing your sleeping face so he could tease you about it later.

Originally posted by xcrazyfangirlx


The idea of you sleeping over would make him happy, but odds are he would be really shy and nervous. Despite his nerves, it was all worth it if he got to see you wear one of his night shirts. Jimin would want to sleep beside you in his bed, but he would more than likely end up just giving up his bed and sharing with another member.

Originally posted by chimtae


He would be very excited to have you sleep over at the dorm, albeit a little nervous. Jungkook would volunteer to give up his bed  for you and would sleep on the couch or with another member, but if you begged enough he would sleep next to you. If you let him sleep next to you, expect to see unflattering pictures of your sleeping face in the morning.

Originally posted by theseoks

A: I’m so glad you’re alright…

J: Only thanks to my guardian angel.

REJOICE! Mercy76 week is here!! Ha! There you go! I start off the Mercy76 week with fluff n clishés :’D  But right now I’m mainly happy that I finished this thing at all! It’s already late n tomorrow/aka today (the 20th) is my dad’s bday so I won’t have time to draw. so, yeah, huzzah! I wanna try to do smth for all the days- may the mercy76 muse be with me!

I chose 1st kiss for day 1 which, as clishé as it is, happened in my head canon on the battle field. Jack maybe barely escaped an explosion, he’s bruised up n his ears are ringing but he’s alive n well enough. n that only thanks to mercy cause she instinctively jumped towards him when she saw that rpg or granate or whatever fly towards jack. n her healing beam protected jack from anything worse, but still. for a horrible few moments mercy’s heatbeat almost stops when she isn’t sure whether she made it in time. But then the smoke settles n there’s Jack, all dirty n bruised but he’s smiling that boyish yet soft smile at her, n so many emotions pass between them within a mere blink. n mercy can only sink to her knees to join jack on the ground aaaaaaand then they kiss. the end :’‘‘‘D

ps. pls have a look at my commission table! this little artists needs support ~

Imagine #14 Charles Xavier (Request)

Requested by @kkkkkennedyyyyy: Hello! So I came across your blog and being the slut I am for Xmen would like to request an imagine. If it is not too much to ask can I request a Charles Xavier one where he is jealous of your relationship with another xmen (maybe Erik Lehnsherr, or Alex Summers) and then the ending can be all fluffy and stuff… Also can it be through the reader’s perspective? You are awesome. Thank you!

Originally posted by jmcavoy--fan

Not my gif

Words: 1934

Warnings: fem!reader, typos, swearing

A/N: So, I feel like I was half asleep writing this, I hope it’s readable! Enjoy! xoxo

„That’s it for today.“, you ended your lesson and then added: „And don’t forget your assignments, some of you can’t afford a bad score right now.“ Collective moaning accompanied the familiar sound of talking and laughing students gradually leaving your classroom to start their free afternoon. Some of them seemed to be in quite a hurry, you realized and grinned at Peter’s back that was just disappearing around the corner. He knew that you had referred to his grades before. And you knew that his essay wouldn’t be anywhere close to well done, probably not even close to ‘you tried’. Oh, what were you gonna do about that kid, you thought to yourself. Such a smart guy and so absolutely not interested in using his brain for anything else than pranks and music.

You were so lost in thoughts that you didn’t notice the figure sneaking up next to you and when you heard Erik’s voice, you almost jumped. And you might have let out a suppressed scream before turning to your best friend and hitting him with your notebook. “Jesus Christ!”, you hissed. “Just me.”, he replied and you rolled your eyes. “Your kid…”, you gestured vaguely towards the door, “is going to fail my class, if he doesn’t get off his ass soon. Tell him that. You can quote me.”

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a/n: I love this concept so much and write about it so much <3 (read the bottom note for a super fun thing)

You groaned as you felt Shawn get out of the bed, and press a kiss to your forehead. “Text me when you get up, babe. I’ll be in the studio.” He whispered, leaving you alone in the apartment.

It was another two hours before you rolled out of bed, and glanced at the time, but something caught your eye. You peeled the pastel pink Post-It from your alarm clock, reading the note. The way you always sleep in until 10, even on weekdays.

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Alright my lovelies. This is not a requested story. This is loosely based on some things I am going through at the moment and I needed to write it out. 

Summary: You have had feelings for TJ for the longest time. When you finally gather the courage to say anything, it’s too late. Now you have to live with the consequences for it.

@alexablss @noamsdunne @meaganottiz02 @racheo91 @lunaticfringe216 @neeadinghugs @gracea-boo @thatonegirloncealways @caramara3 @tearsropsandtiedye @celticstyles @littlemissava13 @bizclizbaybay

Originally posted by dailytjp

You walked through the front door of your home and slammed the door behind you. Today might’ve possibly been the worst day of your life.

Keeping the tears at bay, you went into your bedroom, changing from your dress and heels into some sweats and a t-shirt. You then proceeded to head into the kitchen, grabbing a bottle of wine and a wine glass before plopping down onto your couch. As you began to pour yourself your first glass, you thought back to the day’s events.

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But It’s Too Sweet (M)

Sequel to He’s Evil

Genre: Smut
Word count: 3971
Description: After weeks of silence it only gets harder to talk about things done and things left unsaid, but living with regrets of not talking is something neither of you can deal with.
Warnings: Mature content
Author’s note: I started this quite some time ago and couldn’t bring myself to finish, but here it is, finally! I’m not content, as usual, but I really wanted to post this for J-Hope’s birthday even though I really felt like writing something with Jimin today TT. It’s already past midnight in my country, but it’s still baby’s birthday in some places, so happy birthday to the sunshine Jung Hoseok!♥
P.S. Special thanks for all the motivation to a special eonni! :D

Hoseok cursed under his breath as he brushed away his sweat soaked hair in anger and went to pause the music, needing to cool off in silence. He was off rhythm, again. If the other members had still been there, he wouldn’t know how to explain it – he was shocked at himself. That’s precisely why he has been coming up with excuses to do most of the practices by himself. However, he knew Jimin was already catching on and it was only a matter of time when others would start noticing too, as he couldn’t practice for the upcoming concert without the rest of the members.

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anonymous asked:

Hi. I'm a recently diagnosed 26-year old autistic woman. There seems to be pretty widespread agreement in the autistic community that it's bad to want a cure, but I kinda don't get it? As far as I can tell, autism only contributes negatives to my life. I would love to get rid of the sensory issues, the executive function issues, and the trouble understanding people. I get that it may be impractical to find a cure, but if it weren't, why is it bad to want one?

trigger warning for ableism, eugenics, genocide

I understand.

Autism is a real disability. Some things truly are harder for us. Some things we can’t do. It’s okay to be frustrated by this. Many autistic people sometimes wish that they were not autistic.

Let’s talk about how autism works for a minute. Autism is caused by a “supercharged brain,” with more neural connections and activity (at least, if I am interpreting the research correctly). It is hardwired into the structure of your brain.

You couldn’t remove autism from your brain without ripping it apart. There’s no one “autism part” of your brain. It’s everywhere. It’s deeply ingrained.

There are 2 types of autism cures that people talk about:

  • Fake “cures” sold by scammers (e.g. Miracle Mineral Solution), which may be useless, harmful, or potentially deadly
  • Eugenic cure (creating a test for autism, testing fetuses for autism, and aborting the fetuses that test positive)

(The eugenics movement around WWII posed two more solutions: forced sterilization of disabled people, or killing disabled people, which Hitler did. Nowadays we don’t see many people advocating for these.)

A world without autism would be a world in which you and I are either dead or never given a chance to live.

Realistically speaking… you were born autistic, and you will die autistic. There is no magic pill to ravage your brain and destroy its structure, as that would tend to kill you.

Will humans someday learn how to change the intricate structure of the brain without destroying it? Maybe. I’m not a scientist. But I don’t think we should pin our hopes on a possibility that is unlikely to happen in our lifetimes, and could be very dangerous.

Now let’s talk about attitudes about autism.

Society tends to see autism in a deeply negative light. This isn’t an accident; society is inherently ableist and we have groups like Autism Speaks working to keep it that way.

Ever heard of the social model of disability? It’s the idea that disability is caused by society, not by inability. I always like to describe it using my glasses.

My eyesight is not great. With my eyes, I can’t read clocks, signs, even these words on the screen. My eyes are less capable. There are things my eyes can’t do.

And you know what? None of that matters! I have these magical things called glasses. They level the playing field. I have exactly the same opportunities as my friends with 20/20 vision.

Poor vision is a difference in ability that society accommodates.

Autism is not.

What if nobody paid attention to your stimming because they considered it normal? What if the world was designed to eliminate painful sensory stimuli, and to provide opportunities for sensory seekers to get their needs met? What if meltdowns and shutdowns were seen as normal, and there were quiet rooms in every building where you could go to calm down? What if honesty about one’s feelings were more common? Autism might not be such a big deal then, huh?

The problem isn’t that you were born different. The problem is that society does not adequately support your differences. This lack of support is what defines a disability.

Besides, not all your differences are deficits. Some of these strengths may sound like you:

  • Enhanced pattern recognition
  • Focused special interests
  • Loyalty
  • Better observation skills
  • Helpfulness towards other
  • Superior long-term memory

…and that’s just the beginning. Check out this article for even more.

I’d also like you to read the article “How to Accept Your Autism.” Heck, bookmark it. You shouldn’t have to go through life hating the way you are. Autistic people can be wonderful, capable, caring people. Redefine what success means for you, and work towards goals that will improve your happiness.

(”Being more neurotypical” is a garbage goal. Please take out the trash. You are only going to be sadder if you spend your time comparing yourself to others.)

Here are some example goals that are really good for you:

  • Spend time with my special interest(s) each day
  • Hang out with people who make me happy
  • Eat more fruits and vegetables
  • Get better at recognizing sensory overload, and taking breaks to keep it from getting worse
  • Buying and using some great stim toys
  • Writing down 3 good things that happened today before going to bed

You are good enough the way you are. You are not bad for being autistic. Please stop looking down on yourself. You are worth so much more.


leyton appreciation week 2017 ♥ day one: high school or adult leyton 

“I believe in true love, I believe in love at first sight, I believe love conquers all. That doesn’t mean there’s not gonna be hard days, difficult things to deal with, because there will be. But finding that person who does it for you and knowing that that person loves you back, it makes everything so much easier. ‘Peyton Sawyer will become Peyton Scott.’ That was the dream. And here we are ten years later, and we all get to witness today a dream come true.”


So today, I decided to rewatch Bones 6x23 (4 times to be exact) and I kept rewinding this scene (my favorite scene ever), where Brennan tells Booth she’s pregnant with his baby. Everytime I rewatched this scene I noticed something different, whether his looks, her looks, her smile of relief, his smile of happiness, etc… But one thing that I’ve noticed since the day 1 here, was that, their smiles weren’t only of relief or happiness. 

I mean, look at Booth, he barely believed that that was real life… at the end of almost 7 years he would be able to have a family with the love of his life. He is standing right in front of the woman he would give is life for, and that woman is telling him, that she is carrying his child! She is carrying his child after making love with him for the first time in YEARS after they fell in love with each other. (I mean for Christ’ sake Booth has teary eyes)

And Brennan, look at her, she never ever had a family, she never hoped she had one, and in that second, there she is, telling the men that taught her what loving someone meant, the men that broke her walls and crossed her bridges, the men that she trusted her life to, that she is pregnant with his baby. That, yes he was right, there is more than one kind of family but her kind of family is now him. 

For me those smiles were so much more, those smiles were from two people in love, who are now bond to one another, by a baby. Two people that believed they wouldn’t be together in a lifetime, now seeing the meaning of family when they look into each other’s eyes. Those smiles were from two people now becoming one.

And I completely love everything about it.

Thank you Bones for allowing me to have this moments were I can express my emotions, for me it means the world. You will be missed.

Benevolence 3

3/20 Can’t say much about this chapter, I’m sorry Y/N about your fucked up birthday. There will be light smut towards the end and Zhang Yixing will appear.

Word count: 5,372

  How can I hate you this much?

Why don’t you want me to leave?

What is it that she’s giving you that I’m not?

Questions I continue to ask myself each time I look directly into his face. Do I even love him anymore at this point? His hair parted straight down the middle with the ends flipped out. Part of his chest exposed underneath the jacket that was being held by a belt. It took me ages trying to find a print to match his pants.

“Y/N, Once again a job well done. Come to my office later we many things to discuss.”, The head fashion designer of SM spoke to me.

“Yes, Ma’am I’ll see you upstairs.”

Once she turned away I felt arms wrap themselves around my torso. The feeling of soft hair upon my shoulder made me chuckle. He was so corny constantly trying to do things that made us seem more like a couple to other people.

“Hello Boyfriend.”, I sighed 

“Hello Girlfriend.”, He answer cheerfully.

“What are you doing Baekhyun, you have to shoot another scene soon.”

“I just wanted to say hi, you weren’t beside me when I woke up this morning.”, I could feel the pout on his face. Baekhyun has a habit of laying directly on top of me whenever we sleep together so, when I wasn’t lay directly underneath him this morning he probably got upset.

“I’m sorry I got called in early to make the finishes touches on your outfits. You look sexy by the way.”, I muttered turning around in his arms.

“I didn’t think you’d want my sexy chest out for everyone to see though.”, He laughed spreading the top open even more to expose his chest.

“It’s not for them to see, it’s something nice for me to look at while I sew.”, I joked.

“But not you okay.”, His voice suddenly got extremely low.

“What do you mean?”

“I’ll walk around in the nude if it makes you feel better but, I don’t want you showing anyone your body except me.”, His voice darkened. 

Baekhyun let’s not be ridiculous why would I-” 

“Y/N, no matter what my love for you will never die. Please forgive me for whatever I do in the future that hurts you. I’ll always have you in my mind even if I’m doing the worst thing ever.” He leaned down closer to my ear.  “Never forget our love.”

My eyes fluttered open instantly getting hit by the ray of sun. That was the corniest dream ever, except the fact that it wasn’t just a dream it was a memory. All of those cheesy words being said in that dream were once said to me in real life by Baekhyun. “Please forgive me for whatever I do that hurts in the future.” How could I possibly do that now, I couldn’t, could I? Remembering that day now makes me wonder when exactly Baekhyun and Taeyeon started seeing each other again.

                     I felt small hands push on my back as if, they were trying to shuffle me awake. Turning around to face the person I saw Taeyeon dressed in casual attire. Her cheeks began to darken from the shock of me turning towards so suddenly.

“Happy Birthday Y/N.”, She cheered a smile gracing her face.

“Thank you.”, The sides of my lips tugged up as I sat in a sitting position.

I had almost forgotten today was my birthday. After finding out what my punishment was I say no enjoyment in it. I honestly thought about just telling Baekhyun to go on that dinner with Taeyeon however, I didn’t spend so much time on that dress to not wear. So for the first time just this one night I’ll try not to be so bitter about her being around. Am I accepting the situation? Hell no, I just don’t want to be the buzzkill on my own birthday. My birthday actually isn’t that important to me, at least before this year. I never liked having the attention on me too much because, I wasn’t very enthusiastic when it came to presents. I never screamed whenever I got one it was a simple “Thank you” then on to the next one. It wasn’t that I was ungrateful in fact I make sure to take extra care towards gifts given to me, I just never saw the point in screaming and crying over every single one. Turning 21 in Korea isn’t anything special I was technically already 21 if we’re going by Korean age, but I just say the year of my birth so people don’t get confused.

“Is something wrong?”, Taeyeon asked me furrowing her eyebrows, snatching me out of my thoughts.

“No, I was just thinking about something.”

“Was it Baekhyun? He told me tell you left early for the studio and that you needed to be ready a three so we can leave.”, She spoke

“Okay, what are you doing?”, I asked noticing that she was wearing shoes and preparing to throw on a sun hat. Her outfit was casual like I said before but, the sun hat seemed off.

“I’m going to meet some fans for lunch and then I’m going to SM to see about preparations for a solo album.”, Her eyes twinkled as she spoke the words. “I’m sorry that you’ll be alone for most of the day, I didn’t think you’d want me around while Baekhyun was gone.”

“It’s fine I planned on hanging out with some friends to make the time go by.”, I muttered getting off of the bed.

“I really hope you’re okay with me coming with you and Baekhyun today. He kind of insisted on letting me come so we could get closer.”

Did you ask me if I was okay with you stepping back into to Baekhyun’s love life fully aware that he had a girlfriend?

No, it’s fine it’s not that big of a deal.”, I assured walking over to the closet grabbing some towels for a bath.

“But….it is to you.”, Taeyeon struggled to get the words out not knowing my reaction. My hand froze as I was grabbing a wash cloth, it’s like she was trying to upset me. It’s not even anything she said it’s like she wants be to be said or angry with her and Baekhyun. I decided not to get too much into it, turning around from the closet to face her.

“Don’t you have to leave soon?”, I asked ignoring her last statement. Her eyes continued to look at my face for a few more seconds before she responded.

“Yeah, I’ll see you later.”, She muttered throwing the sun hat over her head rushing towards the door. There was just one thing that I had to ask her before she left.

“Taeyeon” She froze as the last letter of her name came out of my mouth. Her head slowly turned towards mine.


“What did you tell Baekhyun about what happened yesterday?”, It was either she said something different or Baekhyun just really liked upsetting me.

“Oh, I told him I slipped and that I wanted to apologize for taking a shower with you when you weren’t completely comfortable with it.”, Her eyes soon began to fill with sorrow. I didn’t know Taeyeon well enough or at all really, to tell if she was lying.

“It’s fine it’s not like I haven’t seen you naked before, goodbye.”, I finished rushing into the bathroom before she could get anything more out.

 For some reason it bugged me why she never demanded more respect, she was the oldest out of all three of us. Neither Baekhyun or I really gave her the proper “politeness” level. Did she really care that much about making other people happy or did she just not pay much attention to it?

 Turning the knob on the bathtub I removed my clothes trying to figure out what I was going to do today. I didn’t want to call Lisa and work on the ballroom dresses I wouldn’t be in the right mood. All of my other friends either were out of South Korea or had work to do. If I stayed at home I’d only find a reason to piss myself off. I had some things I wanted to do with Baekhyun today, I’d rather not do them by myself. I’ll think about it later right now I just needed to soak in this bathtub.

              “Hey Y/N, Happy Birthday!”, A male voice screamed into my ear

“Yixing, what are you doing here?”, My voice raised a little from the shock. I  was currently at a cupcake store buying their giant cupcake special. I really wasn’t in the mood for sweets but, knowing myself If I stared at it long enough I’d end up eating it.

  “I saw you walk in, I was actually getting ready to call you to see what you were up to.”, He giggle sitting in the chair across from me. We were the only ones besides the employees in the store. The store wasn’t very popular, which is one of the reasons I enjoyed it so much. I was always able to just get in and get out of it.

“You still can’t practice?”, I asked him my eyes traveling back to the giant cupcake on the table between the two of us. His back and hip injury never got to heal. I always liked Yixing he was one of the three members I was associated with. I admired his ability to never stop working.

“No, but let’s not talk about me I’m sorry Baekhyun couldn’t be here with you on your birthday. Since he couldn’t come I thought I’d fill in for him.”, He smiled at me picking up one of the plastic forks on the table. “Do you mind?”

“No, you didn’t really think I’d be able to eat this whole thing by myself.” Yes I would have, I ate way too much when I was frustrated. Being 5′1′, I’m actually a little overweight but, people mistook it as me being ‘curvy’. I never really cared because I’ve never compared myself to other girls too often.

“Great do you want to go bowling, that new placed just opened up a couple blocks down.” He asked me stuffing some of the cupcake into his mouth.

“I’m wearing a skirt.”, I chuckled digging my own plastic fork into the the abnormally large cupcake. I wasn’t wearing my dress now it was just a mini jean skirt, some thighs and ankle boots with a white sweater. I guess it was possible for me to go bowling with my skirt on but, I still didn’t want to accidentally flash anyone.

“Ah, I see it’s all good we call still go to China town.”, He spoke eyeing my outfit up and down.

Giving him a small smile I replied.

“That sounds fine.” I’ve actually wanted to live in China a few years after I moved to Korea. I’ve never really told anyone except,Taeyeon when she asked where else I’d want to live one day. Suddenly I felt something poking at my lips. Looking down at the object, Yixing had his plastic fork with cupcake on it, pressed against my lips.


Giggling a little before opening my mouth to let him feed me the cupcake. It was a little hard to do since he decided to smash some of it onto my upper lip, causing him to go into a fit of laughter.

“Haha very fun, why the hell did you put so much on the fork.”, I said pretending to be angry and upset.

“It’s not my fault your mouth is so small.”, He stopped laughing to speak out before giggling once again. 

Raising one of my eyebrows as he threw his head back as he laughed, I grabbed a handful of the cupcake while stalking over to his side of the table. My plan was to smash the cupcake into his face however, it quickly backfired when he caught my arm. As he was catching my arm my boot slipped on the floor causing me to knock my cupcake filled hand into….. a woman. 

What the hell? Nobody ever comes in here let alone a lady dressed in a damn suit. You can tell she was the uptight type, they didn’t let anything go.

A horrifying screech left her lips while she gripped the cup of coffee held in her hands, “Did this pathetic excuse for a human being just mess up my $30,000 suit?” What the fuck was wrong with her?

“Ma’am I’ll apologize for you suit but the disrespect was not necessary.”, I spoke through gritted teeth. Yixing was now standing next to me holding my shoulders.

“I’m sorry Ma’am it was my fault please don’t be upset with her it’s her birthday.”, He tried to reason with her.

“I wouldn’t care if it was Buddha’s birthday your stupid whore messed my suit up.”

“Who the fuck are you talking to, you uptight bit-” Before the words can leave my mouth a hand connected with my face. 

She fucking slapped me. I couldn’t hit her back because for one my days of getting violent were over, two you can tell by just looking at her she’s, the type to press charges.

“Women like you will go straight to hell.”, Yixing hissed cupping the cheek she slapped me on.

“I’d stick my foot up your ass but, you’d run straight to the police wouldn’t you?”, I hissed towards her. Of course something had to happen then as well. I suddenly felt her scorching hot coffee running down my white sweater.

“Get the hell away from her!”, He shouted inches the two of us towards the door. “You’ll get what’s coming to you, you rude bitch.” I was shocked honestly Yixing’s respect for women was too much for him to ever raise his voice at one.

“I’m so sorry Y/N.”, He apologized to me once we were outside. He took off his blazer placing it over my shoulders. It didn’t do me any harm honestly the slap was bullshit, the coffee was what really hurt. Thankfully the sweater soaked up most of it.

“I’m sorry Y/N, please don’t let this ruin your birthday.”, He begged me using his sleeve to try and soak some of the coffee up.

“It’s fine Yixing let’s just go to China town. It’’ll be fun.”, I tried to cheer him up.

“Okay”, He spoke grabbing my hand “Let’s go to China town.”

                China town with Yixing was fun I didn’t really care much for the actually place but seeing Yixing get so happy about his home country was. “Y/N my grandparents were born there.” “Let’s visit this shrine we have the original one back in China.” It was very refreshing to see someone be so enthusiastic about something. When it got closer to three he took the train with me home, I felt bad because he had to pay extra just to make sure I got home safely. His present to me was a diamond ring with a mermaid on it. I was obsessed with the ocean, I’d live on it if I could. Unfortunately that train ride caused me to be two hours late.

  Walking into the apartment I saw Taeyeon sitting at the Island on her phone, while Baekhyun was pacing around the room. His eyes locking with mine as soon as I clicked the door shut.

“Where the hell have you been?”, He growled at me. Damn, can I get a hello?

Hey jagi, sorry I wasn’t here this morning how was your day?”, I said in a mocking voice.

“Don’t be cute I was worried since you weren’t here.”, He snapped causing me to scoff.

“Well what was I supposed to do Baekhyun wait on you all day?”,

“What happened to your shirt?”, Taeyeon gasped

“I spilled coffee on it let me change my outfit then we can leave.”

“Hurry up miss wants to be two hours late.”, He scoffed at me.

“I was stuck on a train Baekhyun I texted you twice but never got a response.”, I gritted my teeth already going up the stairs not wanting to be bothered with his bullshit right now.

Walking into the the spare bedroom which I turned into my work room I sighed. Looking at the dress I worked so hard on for this day was beautifully untouched. I didn’t want to put it on in case it got ruined but what’s the worst that could happened we’re going to dinner.

“I’m coming damn.”, I huffed as Baekhyun honked the car another time to get me into the car. Looking into the car I could see Taeyeon was already in the passenger seat. Usually we bickered on who got to sit in the passenger sit because, Baekhyun had to drive because he was ‘the man’. But lately I just haven’t had the energy to care.

 Getting into the car of course it was on the side where Baekhyun and Taeyeon could both look directly at me through the rear view mirror. I could move of  course but, then it would be obvious why I moved and start and unnecessarily argument.

“Your dress looks nice I could tell you worked hard on it.”, Taeyeon commented. She just loves to talk to me whenever Baekhyun is around because, then I have to respond unless I’m trying to piss him off.

“Thanks.’, I deadpanned looking out the window as Baekhyun pulled out on to the street. Just as I happened to look up into the rear view mirror I caught him giving Taeyeon a quick glance before looking at me.

“Yeah Jagi, you look nice.”, He spoke to me turning on the street getting closer to our desired restaurant. I didn’t get a chance to respond because Taeyeon started going on about her solo gig. I never cared much for her music just because I wasn’t really into kpop.  I hear her songs in shops all the time but that’s all they are to me songs I, happen to hear that happen to be Taeyeon’s.

            We pulled up to the restaurant it was one of the top restaurants in Korea because, it was so old. It went back so many years and had so much history to it. At least Baekhyun remembered that, that I’ve wanted to visit this place for awhile now. While we were getting out the car I dropped my phone under the seat and had to fish it out from under it. Baekhyun and Taeyeon were walking side by side while I jogged to catch up to them.

“Hello to all, Good evening table for two?”, The waitress asked as soon we walked through the door.

“Three.”, Taeyeon and I spoke at the same time.

“Ah, you brought a friend along.”, The waitress whispered quietly not thinking anyone heard him but, if I did then I’m sure they did. “Come this way we have a free both for you.”

Walking us towards this red velvet booth the waitress spoke.”Here’s your booth. My name is Woojong and I will be your waitress for tonight. Have a seat and may I get you any drinks?”

I slide onto one side of the booth alone while Taeyeon and Baekhyun slide on the other. “I’d like sprite please.”, I said to the waiter.

“Diet Coke.”, Baekhyun nodded at him. 

“Just water please.”, Taeyeon smiled as the waiter nodded at us before heading off.

“What did you do today?”, Baekhyun asked to I’m assuming me because Taeyeon already told him what  she did in the car. We each picked up our menus and browsed the selections.

“I went to China town with Yixing.”, I explained going straight to the main course section. A good portion of their options had steak in them and I physically could’t keep steak down. Thankfully I found a dish that had the steak removed that appealed to me.

“Yixing?”, He asked surprised that I was with his best friend.

“Yeah he said he wanted to spend time with me on my birthday since you were busy today.”, I replied closing my menu down.

The waitress came back before he could respond handing us our drinks.

“Now, what can I get you for today?”, He asked taking out his notepad. Giving him our orders I happened to drop my menu as I handed it to him. As I was picking up my menu I saw Baekhyun fingering Taeyeon under the booth. Of fucking course he would be. Did he even say happy birthday today? Pretending not to notice I lean against the wall by the booth. They pretended to have a conversation while I pretended to be interested.

When we got our orders mine was all fucked up. It was a full blown steak sitting in front of me. It’s not even about me being picky if I could swallow it and keep it down I’d eat it but I can’t.

“They messed my order up.”, I sighed getting ready to call the waiter over.

‘Just wait he’ll come over.”, Baekhyun spoke through a mouth stuffed full of food. The waitress Woojong had already moved on to his next costumers.

“It’s fine I’ll just ask for my correct order quickly.”, I spoke getting ready to call him over again while they enjoyed their meals.

“Of course your needy ass would find a problem with the meal.”, He mocked me through a stuffed mouth.

“You know I can’t eat steak Baekhyun.”, I growled at him trying to keep my voice down making sure not to draw attention to myself.

“Just stop being a bitch for once you begged for this now eat.”

“Stop being a dick just let me ask him for my original order.”, I scoffed at him.

 His hand slammed against the table cracking the corner of it. By now a few people were staring here and there nothing I couldn’t handle.

“This is exactly why I need Taeyeon around. You’re a fucking brat!”, He shouted. “All you do is complain all the damn time about everything. You complain when I don’t fuck you enough. You complain when I drag myself out to this dinner that you asked for,. You do realize you’re nothing I could just be with Taeyeon if I wanted to? But I’m not because I happen to love you both but, you’re making it very hard for me to feel that way Y/N.”

By the time he was finished the entire restaurant was staring at us. If you know me you know I hate being directly stared at in embarrassing situations. I’ve had to pause or turn off countless movies because of second hand embarrassment. This was too much I hear people snickering and whispering.

“Are they in a polyamorous relationship?”

“She’s stupid as hell for staying with him.”

“He just snapped on her.”

All I wanted to do was crawl under a rock in hide. Grabbing my cell phone off of the table I try and rush towards the door however, my plan backfired when an entire bowel of red and brown noodle dish fell onto my dress.

The dress I worked so many weeks on.

The dress I made to specifically wear on this day.

The dress I didn’t want ruined because of today.

Here it is covered in noodles and sauce giving people even more reason to think I’m pathetic I am.

“Oh my god that beautiful dressed is ruined.”

“She’s definitively not going to forget this birthday.”

“Baekhyun what the hell is wrong with you.”, I heard an unfamiliar shout escape Taeyeon’s lips.

She never raised her voice for anything I would’ve smiled but I was too focused on getting out of that place.

A warm jacket was placed onto my shoulders, looking up I saw a handsome male who was now missing his blazer.

“You don’t deserve this leave them.”, He whispered in my ear rubbing my back before walking off glaring at Baekhyun.

This wasn’t anyone’s fault but my own, I’ll make sure to never ask for anything again. I saw a side of Baekhyun I thought he’d never show in public. I don’t even understand what I had did to upset him so much.

 Sitting in the backseat head pressed against the window as a stunk up the car. Taeyeon got into the car shouting at Baekhyun who only held his head down as he put the keys into the car.

“I’m so sorry Y/N”, She spoke tears gathering in her eyes as she apologized for Baekhyun who at this point clearly didn’t care.

“It’s fine.”

I wasn’t crying or screaming because there wasn’t a point this was my fault no one else’s.

“I’m touching my makeup up before I go back to the studio.”, she growled at Baekhyun as he simple nodded his head. I just wanted to hurry up and get back to the apartment to sleep. I felt her hand reach back to hand him me some paper towels?

Was she pitying me?

I sat on the edge of the bed in our bedroom, today was shitty and embarrassing and I’m just ready to sleep it off. Taeyeon was gone and I was stuck her with Baekhyun. Some of the shit that happened today was too much, Baekhyun embarrassing me in front of that restaurant topped it off. The worst thing I realized today was that my love for him was surely fading away.

“Baby, I’m sorry I messed up your birthday.”, His voice attempted to whisper innocently.

“I don’t care.”, I mumbled leaning back on the large bed. “Stop pretending to care anyways.”

I could feel him inching closer towards me, what does he want? I think I’m more than clearly pissed off. I might just go sleep in the guest bedroom, I don’t want to hear them having sex later on anyways.

“I’m sorry there’s no excuse for my asshole behavior. I didn’t realize how bad it was until tonight. I messed everything up jagi, the looks on those people’s faces when I yelled at you.”,His voice had cracked, I ignored it thinking it was in my imagination. Soon I felt his body laying next to mine on the the large bed.

“I’m not bothered at this point, Baekhyun nothing you do will ever surprise me again.”, I chuckled bitterly.

“Let me make it up to you, I haven’t touched you in awhile. I know you’re not in the mood for it but please let me at least make you feel good.”, He begged his hand already slipping up my thigh and under my stained dress.

But then I felt something I had felt in ages, one of Baekhyun’s tears fell onto my face. My eyes snapped open to see the sight I hadn’t seen in what felt like years. Baekhyun was full blown crying over my face, out of guilt… or was he looking for pity?

“Please Jagi, I feel awful.”

“Fine do whatever you want to.” Once the words left my mouth his lips pressed tightly against mine. Baekhyun’s tears that were once rolling down his cheeks were now going down my neck. His lips moved swiftly against mine trying to convince me to accept his apologize through kiss. His lips moved down my jaw and onto my neck.

 Light sucking and biting was placed onto my neck leaving light bruising. Hands rubbed lightly against my panties grabbing and groping whatever he could grab. Kicking my legs open with his foot he got on top of me, sucking on my collarbone I heard him undo his belt. Wow, I was really going to have sex with him. Usually he’d only make out with me before calling Taeyeon into the room. If this were under any other circumstances I would’ve been petty and pushed him off of me but, today was stressful so why not let him have sex with me.

“Hurry up.”, I grumbled pushing his blazer off of his torso.

“Please don’t be mad, I love you.”, He sobbed after pushing his zipper down and pulling his shirt over his head. “Y/N, I’ll die if I ever cause you to leave me.”, He choked out while pulling his pants and boxers down at the same time.

“Shh Baekhyun, I don’t want to talk about it anymore.”, I was trying my best not to pay attention to his constant sobs and apologies because, at this point I didn’t care. They meant nothing to be at this point, all I could think about was fucking him.

His hand cupped my cheek “I don’t deserve you Y/N, I can’t make myself feel good.”

Smacking his hand off of my face I lifted the upper part of my body up so he could unzip my dress, 

“What the hell are you talking about? I want to have sex do this for me this is what I want.”, I snapped as he pushed the dress down while I managed to kick it off of my legs. I haven’t gotten him to fuck me without Taeyeon in the room for weeks and, I don’t like touching myself.

“But I don’t want you to think I’m just trying to get myself off, I don’t deserve to get myself off after how I treated tonight.”, His fingers finding themselves on the waistband of my panties tugging them down.

“I don’t care Baek, I don’t care. Tell me all about your forgiveness bullshit tomorrow but, right now I want to have sex.”, I spoke grabbing his base gently pumping him to full hardness.

“Baby…Ah…Okay, I’ll do whatever you want.”, He whimpered pushing my legs open further. He dipped his index finger into my core, feeling my wetness.

“Why are you so wet already?”, He exclaimed rubbing his free hand up and down my thigh.

“It’s been a good few weeks since we’ve done anything and I have to listen to you fucking Taeyeon 24/7.”, I mumbled arching my back trying to push myself deeper onto his fingers.

“I’m sorry.”

“Don’t start.”, I hissed sinking my nails into his sides as he positioned himself fully over me.

“Are you ready?”, He panted above pumping himself with my hand, letting go of him I placed my hand his shoulder.

“Just hurry up.”, I moaned out right as he pushed inside of me.

  The next morning I woke up with his arms wrapped around me for the first time in a long time. Tugging one of my legs from underneath the blanket, I saw marks covering up and down my leg. Getting my eyes to focus on my thigh I was able to see teeth marks. “How hard did he fucking go last night?”, I asked myself turning to face him. His sleeping form was relaxed and calm yet, his face was stained with tear drops and underneath his eyes were puffy. I still don’t understand exactly why he was crying and I really wasn’t looking forward to all of his excuses.

Turning over again I went to grab my phone off of the nightstand why I saw a box with a smaller box on top attached to a piece of paper. Removing Baekhyun’s arm from around my waist to see what was in the boxes as I placed them on my lap. Snatching the note off of the box to see who this was from.

“I’m sorry I messed up your birthday Y/N, I love you”

“Did he really take the time to hand type this small piece of paper?”, I mumbled fiddling with the strings on the boxing to get them open. The smaller box had the necklace that matched the ring Yixing gave me. I chuckled as I thought about how they must’ve planned getting the gifts together out. The larger one had my dress… the same dress that was completely ruined last night, not a spec of dust was on it. How did he get the stains out without ruining the lace?

Placing the boxes back down on the nightstand I turn to face Baekhyun. “I’m still pissed and I still know my love for you is gone.”, I whispered loud enough only for myself to hear before burying my face into the crook of his neck and falling back asleep.

Happy  birthday Min yoongi and Taeyeon!!!

Next chapter will be up in a few days its mainly just getting more into the oc’s fashion life and more flashbacks. Chapter 5 is what I’m excited for because Baekhyun, Y/N and Taeyeon go fishing together.

It ended up being a really beautiful day! I actually took this picture to show how crazy my hair looked after I took it down from having it in a bun for dance…but in the picture it doesn’t look so bad. 🤷‍♀️

Dance was fun–I’m not used to such a small class; there was nowhere to hide! (I’m definitely a back-of-the-class girl.) But, the teacher gave me a really nice compliment about my posture and “lines” while dancing. 😁And, before class my friend and I had absolutely delicious sushi and discussed All the Ugly and Wonderful Things in our own mini book club. I didn’t know that today would be her first sushi in America (since moving here from South Africa several months ago), so I’m glad I picked a good place!

I backed out of happy hour–I still had laundry and grocery shopping to do and I am socialed out. We’re going on Wednesday instead. I’m currently trying to read more of Dark Money. It is interesting…but it’s like a very depressing dystopian novel (only it’s non-fiction) in which all the characters are dreadfully unlikeable. 😳😐😞 I’m only 100 pages in. I think I’ll just keep doing what I’ve been doing and reading a chapter before or after I read my other books.


I feel really good about myself today, so here yall go, it’s my face, happy munday!!

[he/him or she/her only please]

This idea crossed my mind long long time ago. And this is the picture from Goth. He made this for Palette and it is mentioned in the following story. I don’t think I’ll write more fanfics, so enjoy.
This story is made for you, dear Nekophy-Senpai. Hope you like it.

WARNING: the fanfic contains bad English.

Goth POV

It was already evening and I sat at the bottom in front of the forest. The orange light of the sun faded behind the forest, but I didn’t really noticed that. I just thought about Palette. We met every day at the same time in front of the forest, but he didn’t come for 4 days. That was not like him at all and I really started to worry about him.
Okay okay. I know I could visit him just to look that everything is okay. But I wasn’t in a good mood to do it.
And so I sat there and after a few minutes, I stood up. I still don’t know why, I just did it. Someone stood behind me, I could feel it. I turned around but nobody was there.
“Just visit him already. Your thoughts are really annoying!” That voice was right, I said to myself.
So I went to Palette. It was a small but beautiful house with a lot of trees in the garden. The walls were full of ink.
I went to the door, knocked and waited a few minutes before Mr. Dream opened it. He was surprised as he saw me. “Oh! Hello Goth. I didn’t expect visitors today. But I am glad that your here. I think Palette would be happy to see you. Ehm…you are here to visit him, right?” “Hm? Of course. I didn’t see him in a while. What happened?”, I said. I didn’t really listen to him and looked more around. Everywhere were pictures and​ photos. Some with a baby Palette, the whole family or just Dream and Ink. Some were only things Palette or Ink drew. All in all, it was comfortable, but very small.
Now Dream and​ I stood in front of Palette’s room. The door was closed and I heard Palette talking to Ink. “I’m fine. Really, you worry too much dad!”, Palette said. “Ugh… why won’t you understand. You have a terrible flu and it won’t get better if you just go out to visit your friend. What was his name? Greg…? Gray…? I don’t care.”, Ink responded. And then Dream came in.
“Palette!” I was shocked when I saw him. His eyes were dully and under his eyes…
NO! I don’t want to think about this again, it makes me cry.
Well, tears came in my eyes. “G…. Goth…!” His voice sounded broken and he tried to stand up, but he couldn’t and fell.
Seeing him suffer​ made me sad and it felt like a nightmare became true. I told myself​ to wake up just to realise that it was all real. And as I realised this I wanted to run away. To forget what I saw: a sick Palette. But I didn’t run away and I didn’t even move. I just stood there until Palette said:“ Can you please leave me with Goth alone?” Ink, of course, wasn’t happy about it, but both went outside the room and then Dream closed the door.
A few minutes of silence followed until Palette broke it. “So, this is my room. It is not as great as yours, but…*sigh* Come on. Laugh if you want.” “ Laugh at what?”, I asked. I haven’t looked around, but after he mentioned it, I looked around. He was right. His room was really small, but also colourful, with a lot of pictures and , oh god, a picture I drew for him once. How could I know that he will take it? I mean, I was there for the first time. “Cause my room is so small.”, Palette answered me.“Why should I laugh?! Your room is way greater than my room, even though it is small. But it doesn’t have to be big.” “Mhm…"He closed his eyes.
The silence came back and after ten minutes, Palette fell asleep. I left his room, said goodbye to his parents and left the house.

I visited him every day and every day he felt better. We talked a lot, laughed a lot and read books together. It was so much fun and my feelings for him grew every minute, but I didn’t tell him that. That could ruin our friendship I guess.
After one week I wanted to bring him cookies mom made for him because he didn’t want to eat soup anymore. Well, he ate it every day. I ran to his house and met Dream with a big bag. That surprised me and I asked what happened. Dream told me that Palette's​ feaver got worse and that he didn’t wake up this morning and that Ink brought him to hospital. Oh god, I was so shocked and asked Dream of I can go with him. He luckily agreed.
After twenty minutes we arrived the hospital​. I didn’t know the room so I followed Dream.
Ink stood in front of a closed door. The room, where Palette was.“Dream he…Oh, Goth!” Ink sounded angry. That scarred me a little because it was the first time I saw him in this mood. “What do you want here?!"He asked. "W… well, I wanted to bring Palette some cookies and-” “ Did I say that I need your help?” Ink interrupted me and took the cookies. “He didn’t wake up and I think you’re the reason why his flu got more worse. Go! And don’t visit him until he feels better!” Tears started running down my cheeks. I turned around, left the hospital and ran away. Why? Why? WHY? I asked myself over and over, but I didn’t get an answer.

It was almost two weeks ago that I saw Palette and I started worrying, again. I asked myself if he died, but I shaked my head to throw that thought away. Thinking the wort won’t help, I knew that, so I stopped thinking.
Someone was behind me and covered my eyes. It could be everyone, I mean I was in front of the forest. I turned around and saw a smiling Palette. “Hehe! Hey Goth!” He laughed. “Palette!” I almost screamed of happiness. “ Don’t do that ever again! I was worried about you!” “ Sorry Gothy! I won’t do it again, I swear. You know why?” “I guess not” I answered. “Cause we’re best friends” He said with a happy voice. The words ‘best friends’ still hurts, but I didn’t care about it in this moment. I was just happy that he was alright, alive and happy!
“You’re right, Palette, you’re right!”

art by jessitale 


Strictly Professional

Originally posted by onlylostmemoriesx

A/N: YES I KNOW ITS BEEN EONS BUT IM FINALLY UPDATING!!! I’m sorry if this is kinda boring but it will get interesting soon, I hope:) The other fic should be uploaded soon, but I have lots to think about for that one. This fic is 100% mine and written by me! No I do not own JDM, sadly. Also, let me know if you want to be tagged! Enjoy! 

Pairing: Jeffrey Dean Morgan AU X Reader

Warnings: None that I know of (please let me know if there are) 

Word Count: 1,416 

Tags: @a-queen-and-her-throne 

Chapter Two: 

The bell rang, signaling the end of the first day. You stood at the door and instructed the kids to form a quiet single file line. After they all were lined up, you all walked to the cafeteria so that the kids could sit and wait for their parents. Another teacher took everyone who had to ride the bus outside so that you could stay and make sure that all of your kids get picked up. You weren’t as scared and dreadful of talking to the parents this time, since the morning of the first day is usually when it’s the most hectic. Most parents didn’t even talk to you when they picked up their child, since most of the time they were both eager to go home. But fortunately, Amelia had really become fond of you, and didn’t mind talking to you about how much she loved school already. Even though you didn’t like to choose favorites, Amelia was definitely one of them. She was always so kind and well-mannered, and loved to play well with others. And her happy spirit seemed to spread to whoever she was talking to at the moment. “Ms. Y/L/N, you’re the best teacher ever!”, Amelia said to you. You laughed at her and said, “I’m your first teacher, Amelia! And I’m your only teacher this year, you can’t say that yet!”. “I know but you’re still the best!”. She had the best and funniest ways of lifting your spirits. “Oh look, my dad’s here!”, she said before running to him. Your eyes followed and met with his in an intense stare. Why did he have to be so gorgeous? You smiled at them as he picked her up and spun her around in a tight hug. You could tell she was telling him about her first day by the way her face lit up and how excited she was. 

Once he set her down, he pointed to one of her friends and she ran to them, and then he started walking towards you. Ohgodohgodohgodohgod. “Hey Y/N! So, how was your second first day?”, he said, close enough to you that you could see every detail of his perfect face. “Hello Jeffrey! It actually went pretty well, everyone today seemed to love school so far”. “Well I’m sure that having you as a teacher helped lift their spirits”, he said with a sparkling wink. Is this man trying to make you faint? “So, how was Amelia today? I hope she was on her best behavior, sometimes she gets a little too hyper and it can be difficult to calm her down”. “Oh don’t worry, she was fine. Actually, she was more than fine. She is one of my best students. She is the most well-behaved and kind child I have ever seen. And she is certainly the happiest!”, Jeffrey broke into the brightest smile at your words. “Thank you so much, you have no idea what hearing that means to me. Being a single dad is tough and you’ve just reassured me that I’m doing everything right, so thank you!”, he smiled at you and held your hands again. Good grief, how could someone’s hands be so soft and rough at the same time. You started to think of possibilities of his hands going elsewhere before you scolded yourself to be professional. “Stop worrying Jeffrey, you’ve raised a wonderful daughter”. He smiled and stared down at you with his intense eyes, creating a little bit of tension between you two. You weren’t even sure exactly what kind of tension it was. Just then, Amelia ran up to you both, breaking the spell as she said, “Hey daddy, Anna left and gave me this flower she drew, see it?”. “Oh wow, that’s a very pretty flower! Did you thank her for it?”. “Of course I did!”, she laughed at Jeffrey, as if it was even a question. “Can we go home now? I want to eat my soup!”. Jeffrey laughed back at her and said, “Yes we can go, say goodbye to Ms. Y/L/N first though”. She ran up to you and hugged you tight and said, “Goodbye Ms.Y/L/N, I can’t wait to see you tomorrow!”. You hugged her back and told her, “And I can’t wait to see you either!”. Jeffrey smiled at the two of you in a hug, “Aw, look at my two favorite girls”. You blushed at his statement and Amelia pulled away to say, “As long as I’m your most favorite, right daddy?”. “Mmm, I don’t know, Ms.Y/L/N might have you beat”, he teased at Amelia. You and Jeffrey both laughed as she just stood there and pouted. “Oh come on Amelia, you know you’ll always be my favorite girl”. She smiled and ran into Jeffrey’s arms, making him laugh and almost fall over. “Well, we’ll see you tomorrow Y/N!”, he said while picking up Amelia. “Goodbye guys, have a good day!”, you waved at Amelia as she waved to you, Jeffrey winking at you before he left. Good God, how were you supposed to survive an entire year with him? 

After cleaning the classroom and talking to Mrs.Sanchez for a while, you couldn’t wait to finally get home and relax. Once you got home, you put on your most comfortable pajamas, poured yourself a glass of wine, and lay on the couch to catch up on some TV shows you loved to watch. You heard your phone ring and picked it up to see it was your best friend, Lilly. “Hey Lilly, what’s up?”. “So, how was the first day?”, she questioned, seeming to be a little too excited. “Well hello to you too! And it was pretty good, I didn’t have a mental breakdown or anything, so it was definitely better than last year”. “Good! And how are the kids? None of them are too bratty, are they?”. It amazed you how much Lilly just absolutely loved children. “No Lilly, the children are just fine. Most of them are the sweetest little things ever! Especially this one little girl I have, she’s just so happy all the time that it makes me happy!”. “Well I’m glad you’re having fun, we picked up three more cats today, which means three times more sneezing for me. Why did I even want to work in an animal shelter?”. “Because you love animals and have a big heart. Come on, you’re around animals all day. How is your job not the best?”. “Why don’t you come down here and clean up the kennels yourself?”, she let out laugh, “No, I’m only joking. I do love working here. Especially since this hot guy just started working here, he really makes it even better!”. “Hmm, I don’t think your boyfriend would enjoy hearing that very much”, you teased. “I only said he was hot, I didn’t say I would date him! And what about you? Have you seen any hot dads yet?”. Instantly, you could feel the heat in your body rush to your cheeks. She hadn’t even said his name, yet his face wouldn’t leave your mind. You didn’t want to tell her and give her the satisfaction though. “No, I haven’t seen any”, but once the sentence left you, you could tell that she wouldn’t buy it. “Y/N, are you lying to me? You know I can see, or hear, right through you, right?”. “I don’t know what you’re talking about!”. “You are! Oh my God, you must have a huge crush on him then. Please take a picture of him and send it to me! Wait, tell me his name so I can look him up”. “No! I am not taking a picture of him or giving you his name!”. “Fine, then I guess I’ll have to come to your school and find him myself!”. “Alright, just remember that there will be tons of children here”. “Oh, that’s right. My evil plan has failed. Oh Dave just bought some Chinese food home, I gotta go. Bye Y/N!”. “Bye!”, you laughed, she sure loved herself some Chinese food. After going through some of your TV shows, you looked at the time and realized it was 11:00pm. You turned the TV off and headed to the kitchen to eat a quick dinner. Once you finished eating, you went straight to your bedroom where you could finally drift off into a nice, peaceful sleep.

Pregnancy Update: 38 weeks!|04.11.2017.

Hi there! What’s up? :)

I was inactive for two weeks because of problems with the laptop, and also busy preparing a nursery for our baby. But, I’m back!
I did not notice how quickly these months passed. And I just can not believe that this month we will meet our boy… Seriously, we are waiting for him very much the whole family!
Okay, let’s move to update…

How far along - 38 weeks!
Stretch marks - Nope.
Sleep - The same… Although, last week I slept pretty well. At least, more than 3 hours.
Food craving - Nothing for now.
Belly button in or out - In.
Symptoms - Backache, and some heartburn.
What I’m looking forward to - Finish the nursery!
Baby in veggie/fruit terms - Leek.
Happy or moody most of the time - Happy c:
Gender - A baby boy.

If I started talking about the nursery…It’s almost ready. We started to decorate 2 weeks ago, but our crib came only 2 days ago. At the moment, we have only add a few things to complete. I’m not sure if I can show the nursery before the baby coming here. If we finish before he arrives, I will post photos.

Also, we’re doing great. It’s still wonderful weather, and the kids just rush to the outside to play :D

It was all for today!
Have a wonderful day/night,

anonymous asked:

Well, Vel, happy birthday! A friend recommended me your webcomic CTC a few weeks ago, so, I started following you recently; but I'm so in love with your art. When I entered your tumblr and I saw that you were only 16 (now 17), I was a little shocked haha. You're a great inspiration for me. I love draw and I started drawing by digital the last year, and see how a person, just 2 years older than me, can do such amazing things; makes me so motivated to draw and try to give life to my histories(1/2)

I just want you to know your work is amazing, you have a very beatiful art and sure you’re a very creative person. I hope you to be very happy today, and the rest of the days of the year. Here, a fan who admires you a lot <3. (I want to add that I’m Spanish, so, sorry if I said something wrong, I hope you have understood me!) (2/2)

jhdsfjsb thank you so much!!!! ;A; This is so kind of you… Thank you to all the birthday messages today!! You guys rock <3

anonymous asked:

I absolutely loved the one with Hanzo!! Do you think you could write a second part where Reader and Hanzo share their first kiss? If you don't write second chapters it's okay, I just really really loved your portrayal of Hanzo♥

Oh, I hope you feel bad for requesting this, dear Anon. 
We did totally not turn into giggling messes as soon as we read this ask and did definitely not jump with excitement.
Well, as you can see, we were more than happy to create a second chapter, Hanzo is a very fun and interesting character to write! :3
We hope you enjoy! 

“Damn, how long did you stream last night, Hana?” A giggle escaped your lips as you saw your best friend enter the mess hall with dark circles under the eyes and her brown hair sticking out in every possible direction. She let out a small, annoyed snort before seating herself next to you. 
“Must’ve been around 5, I guess. But it’s surprising how you still seem wide-awake though you probably didn’t get much sleep last night either.” Her annoyed expression turned into a cheeky grin that left you confused. What was she getting at? Technically you didn’t get much sleep, that much was true. Hanzo had taught you how to meditate properly last evening so the two of you had spent the whole night just sitting by each other’s side in silence. It was peaceful, you never felt more comfortable and rested.
“It’s called meditation, Hana. Might wanna try it once in a while” you explained quickly before she would get any wrong ideas. Well, it was too late already.
“So that’s definitely the only reason why you didn’t come back to your room last night?”
Your rooms were right next to each other so of course, she’d always know when exactly you left and when you returned. These walls here were paper-thin. 
“Yes, that’s definitely the only reason. I don’t even want to know what’s going through your mind right now.” You playfully rolled your eyes but Hana wanted to make sure you’d know exactly what was going through her mind.

“So you didn’t have romantic sex for hours?”
At that question, you almost spit out the piece of toast that had just entered your mouth. You felt the heat rising to your cheeks as you furiously shook your head.
“Dirty sex then?”
“What the hell, Hana? No!”
You glared at her in an attempt to stop her from questioning you further but your best friend refused to stop. She just didn’t care. At all.
“Not even petting?”
“Definitely not!”
“What about a hot make-out session then?”
“Can we please just change the subject?” you begged with a groan as you noticed how many heads had turned in your direction already to listen in on your conversation. If only the floor could open up right underneath you and suck you into hell, that would be great.
The rest of the breakfast went the same way. Hana kept making wild suggestions on the kind of intimate things you and Hanzo could have been doing while you tried your best to deny it while hiding your flustered face.

The conversation stressed you a lot, to say the least. Not only because of the embarrassment accompanying the situation but also due to the fact that any kind of affection on this level wasn’t really a topic in your relationship with Hanzo. The two of you had been together for roughly two months now but so far the closest thing to a make-out session was holding hands. Not that you would complain, no, you didn’t mind taking it slow especially since your last relationship had been ages ago.

You met up with Hanzo in the afternoon to released all the stress that had been building up inside of you thanks to Hana. She managed to bring up the topic multiple times during training, resulting in more humiliation in front of your teammates. No matter how many times you tried to explain to her that, in fact, absolutely nothing worth mentioning had happened, she kept demanding proper answers. Therefore, some quiet and peaceful meditating with your boyfriend was the exact thing you needed right now.

The two of you chose to sit down on a hill outside of town right underneath a large tree to shield you from the glaring summer heat. You had a beautiful view on a smaller village nearby and you finally found your peace for today. The sound of birds chirping and the leaves rustling in the wind filled your ears as you let your mind wander. If only you could sit here like this forever. With him. That would be more than enough to make you happy. You couldn’t help but let out a content sigh. A few hours must have passed when you slowly started opening one of your eyes, deciding to glance over to Hanzo. The evening sun complimented his calm features and you couldn’t take your eyes off this sight. He seemed so peaceful, completely lost in his thoughts, not even noticing how you quietly got up and sat closer to him. Eve as you got so close that your thigh touched his he didn’t make a noise. Only when you rested your head against his shoulder did he slowly stir. He turned his face slightly to look at you and send you a warm smile. 
“Are you alright, my dearest?” Your sudden display of affection must have surprised him but it didn’t bother him. No, quite the opposite. Hanzo was glad that you were the one to make a move since he’s never found the courage before. Your actions, however, gave him a tiny boost of confidence, allowing him to lay his arm around your shoulder and giving you an affectionate kiss on the forehead. 

You sat like this for quite a while in complete silence, simply enjoying the scenery. The village started to glow in a bright red light as the sun began to set. Neither of you dared to move or make a sound, afraid of disturbing this moment. Only as the moon had already shown up did you decide it was time to move. It was getting a little too cold for your liking, your legs had fallen asleep a long time ago too. You had hoped to stay there forever but the surprisingly chilly temperatures just wouldn’t allow it. As you got up you threw a last saddened glance towards the full moon. 
Someone else, though, decided it wasn’t time to head back yet as he gently grabbed your wrist and turned you to look at him. 
The sincere, loving look in Hanzo’s eyes made your knees weak, it only got worse as he slowly started caressing your cheek with his right hand, leaning in closer. You immediately knew what he was about to do and your heart must have skipped a beat, or two. You couldn’t remember how long you stood there, simply staring into his dark brown eyes.

“May I-” before he could finish his question you were already nodding furiously. You wondered why he still had to ask, finding it cute nonetheless. 

Time seemed to stop as his lips found yours. It was awkward at first, neither of you had been with someone of that much importance to you in quite a while, but you quickly started enjoying the feeling. His hand was still cupping your cheek and you leaned in even closer, completely getting lost in the moment. 
The kiss lasted for what felt like an eternity but turned out to be only a few seconds in reality. As soon as the two of you let go of each other, a giant grin spread across your face.
“Can we do that again?”

This night you didn’t return to your room either. Instead, you spent it in Hanzo’s room, in his bed, in his embrace. No make-out session and sure as hell no dirty sex. You simply had a god night’s rest in each other’s arms.


Hana was growing more and more restless by the second. Her friend hasn’t returned to her room tonight and she was sure that something must have happened this time, definitely! To prove her point, Hana was now standing in front of Hanzo’s room, impatiently tapping her foot like a bunny.
“It’s 10 am already…they should have gotten up already. Unless whatever they did last night was that tiring” she muttered to herself with a cheeky grin.

Just as Hana was about to give up and just leave for the mess hall, the door in front of her opened and she found herself face to face with her best friend who looked like a deer in headlights. Hanzo appeared in the doorway shortly after.
“Well, hello there. So I assume you guys finally did it?” She sent a perverted glance towards the two of them that she regretted immediately as her friend suddenly darted at her and started chasing her through the entire base with a furious look.

anonymous asked:

If you feel like it, please respond with five things that make you happy when you get this. Then, send to the last ten people in your notifications anonymously. You never know who might benefit from spreading positivity! 🌼

I am feeling happy-go-lucky today and eager to rave about nice things, so why not. ^^ In no particular order, here are five things that make me happy (with bonus pics added!):

1. Nature during spring, and spring weather in general. 

2. Music. Music never fails to lift my spirits. :)

3. Cuddling with my old pup Dagi. Ever since my other dog died of old age, my now-only pet has become a complete mollycoddle, demanding ALL. THE. ATTENTION… which I, on my part, am always happy to provide. :) (I mean, just look at his stupidly cute face)

4. The ingenuity of the TS2 community, and all the groundbreaking, gorgeous CC that  is being shared lately. With animated skies, sparkly water, seasonal horizons, custom sliders, other-game conversions and so many other goodies being offered on a daily basis, every day feels like Christmas!

5. And another sims-related rave: when long-inactive simmers come back and start playing/updating again. I can’t quite explain it, but there’s something really uplifting about knowing that someone who has left the community long ago has found their way back again, and that the hobby that they used to enjoy so much still hasn’t lost any of its charm. It kind of inspires me to play my own game more ^^ (also, I jokingly call them ‘revenants’)