only 1 more day till the end

Making him proud!

After celebrating the bachelor of my roommate girlfriend we partied a bit to long for a soon day it was already 1 am. I must have been a bit more buzzed the realised at first since my short cut tuned out to lead me to completely different part of town, it looks kind of low income. Could not remember the way back in current state I pulled out my new Smartphone, dad just bought me, only to realise I didn’t recharge at the party. So much for me calling a cab, great. Luckily I could make out the a that advertised for one of these small stores that had open till the early morning at the end of the street. So I thought to you could call a cab from there. In exchange for using the telephone I get also something to eat and some instead coffee as well, after all I a social studies lecture at 9 am.

I started running down the street my Smartphone still in my hand, I didn’t want to be in this dirty looking part of town any longer then I had to. As I was about to turn the corner I bumped into someone. The impact few me to the grown, and I could hear the display of my Smartphone shattering. With put even looking up angry screamed. “Idiot, that was now you will pay for a new one!”. As I looked up and realised how I just bumped into I realised what the mistake this had been.

In front of me stood a mid-filthy looking skinhead. A feeling sickness and fear came over me this guy didn’t look like he would just ignore that and let me walk of. Before I could even mumble an apology he pulled me up and in front of this face looking angry into my eyes. I was so close I could smell the disgusting cheap cigarette he was smoking. “I’m… *cough*” as I tried to still him how sorry I was he below his cigarette smoke right in my face. The feeling of disgust and the coughing were short lived as I felt sudden pain, without saying a word he had ram his knee against stomach.

As I recoil in pain on the ground, put me in a chokehold cover my mouth and nose with one rough hand. Only now I had noticed the swastika on the armband. I was done not only had I just angered a skinhead, I had angered a Nazi skinhead. Unable to scream or breath I started to struggle, fearing for my life, but I could not even move. “Your father must have missed to teach you basic manners, boy! Don’t worry boy I will teach you some!” He said in my ear. And then the world faded in black.

My body felt t strongly numb, as tried to move but I couldn’t. I opened my eyes to find myself strapped a padded metal chair. The rubber gag in my mouth had just a hole for me to breath and the leather straps mad it impossible for me to move, not even my head could move the smallest bit. The only thing I could see was a flat screen on a brick wall running a screen saver program.

The sound of a metal door open frighten me I head heavy steps. “Oh, my boy your already awake, good. Hope you like the char my father’s work. Still feeling the aesthetic, I gave you after you blacked out in the street I bet.” I heard the voice of the form behind me. I felt a cold rough hand stroke over my head… my shaved head! That freaking Nazi had kidnapped me strap me to this thing and shave my head. I tried to scream for help, he just laughs. “No use boy even if down here now would here you any way this just to spare me any stupid questions or bagging.”, he sad almost casual.

“Relax my boy. Here this will help with that”, he said as I felt a needle pricing my neck and injecting me with god knows what. He headphone on me and said pleased: “This should keep you from getting bored”. The headphone plays some calming sounds.

The stuff he gave me must have start had started to take effect since I felt no longer stressed or any kind of fear relaxed. As a calm voice started to talk to me. It told me to relax watch the screen just watch the screen. And so I did there was nothing to do any but watching the screen the voice was right.

After a while just watching the screensaver pictures of skinhead and short clips of skinhead fucking and sucking each other of the voice told me to keep watching just watching. I felt a pain again in my neck and in my penis shortly after the vice start to tell me I liked watching the skinhead licked watching them and that the gay skinhead sex on. But… but… I was straight, right? The voice told me told me that’s why my cock was so hard right now. Yes, it was hard almost painful the voice must be right… Yes, that made sense. So I kept watching the voice reminded me that liked watching skinhead and liked watching skinhead having sex. That I was a skinhead that liked rough skinhead sex only liked gay rough skinhead sex that I never had any interest in women. This was right my throbbing cock proved it felt so good watching other skinhead fucking and sucking I just wanted to join.

At some after point watching the screen for a while if felt the gag getting removed but I did not scream for help I just kept watching and licensing. Not even locked away from the screen as something rubbery was put over my mouth and.  I was fixated images shown like the voice told me. I don’t know how long I had been watching after this, when I suddenly started smelling something familiar … smoke cigarette smoke. After a few light coughs I got used to the taste and smell that now accompanied the images on screen and die voice from the headphones.

Some time I felt a short pain in neck and my penis but couldn’t get my mind to focus on anything but the images and the voice. The way had also started telling me more thing that I liked the smell and that of cigar smoke and it was right I did start liking it and that I actually always enjoyed it only lied about not liking it. Yes, that right I always liked the smell and was just scared to start smoking before now, even if I always wanted it…

First I didn’t notice but the screen had at some point start showing pictures and short clips of skinhead smoking and enjoying it I felt envy of them.

Every time I could no longer keep my eyes open to watching the images on screen I felt to short pins in my neck and after the short shock, I was awake again still tired but unable to fall asleep. Thanks to this I had been able to keep watching the screen enjoying the cigarette smoke and obey the vice from the headphones.After a blissful eternity the rubbery thing in front of my mouth and nose was short removed and something salty was feed to me. Someone told me to swallow since he knew I loved it. I did as he told and swallow it, without ever looking away from the screen. He kept telling me how good it was and how much I loved it and since I was eating it all that would proves just that … yes that makes sense I eat it so I love the taste…

I don’t know how often the I was feed between watching the images and enjoy the cigarette smoke. Until the screen started showing different pictures the same older looking Skinhead, seamed familiar, I stared wonder the voice said. “He looks familiar, doesn’t he? Of course you own father looks familiar.”. Something felt wrong he wasn’t my father… I think… thinking felt so hard. Before I could finish this thought vice told me: “he is your father he has taken you in and loves you and you love him. You’re his son, he made you his son.” What made his son… I don’t… “He feed you his seed and raised you as a skinhead”. My fathers seed?” He is your father and he loves you and you love him. You love the taste of your fathers seed, that’s why eating it.”. Eating my fathers seed and loving the taste…” Remember the taste you love the thing was feed to you is your fathers seed and you love that’s way you ate it…” Yes, I did eat it, now I started remembering, and I love the taste. I love the taste of my fathers seed. “his seed makes you his Son he raids you in his image as a skinhead and you feed on his seed to become more like him his son more! His seed changes you, it lets you become his son, that’s why you love the taste of your fathers seed boy!”. Yes, I love my fathers seed, his seed changes me into his son.

The vice kept telling me more about me father how I came to him leaving my old family since they never would accept my true self the skinhead I was inside. That he taken me in became my teacher my master and followed and obey him without question becoming more and more my true self feeling happy than ever before. That I worked that had stopped going to the university and had started working in the same construction company as he did. He and his Skinhead gang had become my family my only true family. We became so close that he wants me to be his son. And how happy I felt after he told me this. How he started feeling me his seed filling my ass even know I hated getting fuck that I love getting fuck by him so his seed could fill me change e more.

After some feeding of my fathers seed the screen had started showing the skinhead and skinhead fuck sessions again but also now pictures Nazi skinhead, SS uniforms, differed and Nazi symbols. The voice reminded me that I was a Nazi skinhead, just like my father and my skinhead brothers and that I served the 4th Reich. And also reminded me how I ran from the leftist fools I once call family to my true father how he helped me the free my Nazi skinhead self. That I was his loyal Nazi soldier that I call him Sir that I served the Reich under him. That I feed on his Aryan seed to become this true Nazi Skinhead son loyal to him and the 4th Reich.

It was impossible to tell for me how time passed or the feeding with the Aryan seed of my father had enjoyed when the screen went black and my father stood inform of me removing the breathing mask. As raised his right arm and proud said “SIEG HEIL” like a reflex without a single thought I stood up and replied loudly with pired filling my voice “SIEG HEIL, Sir”. I had even notice that I was no longer strapped to the chare and my head no longer fixated, or when this head happened. The last thing I remember before collapsing is seeing my father proudly smiling at me.

Feeling a little weak I woke up in a strange room. no now I remember this was my room I stood up and raids my right arm still naked proclaiming proudly “I SERVE THE REICH, I SERVE MY MASTER SIEG HEIL” facing the swastika pained on the wall, like I did every day since moving in with my master. Now every think came back to my father had order me to undergo a special training exercise last week, in order to become a better Nazi skinhead in his image, he had told me I would feel a bit groggy and would no time. Then I looked at my clock it was 4.54 pm and Saturday, father was most likely getting ready go out with their skinhead. Not wanting my Master to get anger for not being read to march the street with them I had to shave my head smooth and get gear.

After shaving at the small tub in my room I went to the wardrobe. All my Gear and work clothes and all is boot all lined up in military fashion. Smiling I reached for to old work sox my Father gave me he had worn them for a month, I pulled them out of the zipper plastic bag and took in the smell of my master’s feet, my father’s manly smelling feet. A bit horny I put them on and follow by my shirt bleachers and white suspenders. Since I was short on time I chose to wear my 20 hole boots instead of my favorite 30 hole ones.  I loved the contrast of the white lase with the black boots always filled me with pure pride.

I walked in the living room my Father was on the sofa licencing to Burn out a German nationalis rock band, I could not get enough of, too. After properly greeting my father and Master with: “SIEG HEIL, SIR”. Stood up and replied:” SIEG HEIL, MY SON”. Stand to attention was awaiting orders, as he walked up to me smiling and said “how do you feel my son after your special training.”. I answered: “Great sir, I’m now a better servant to you and the 4th Reich sir!”.  “Do you love your father, son?” my father asked. “Of course I love you father more than anyone you are my father my family, sir!”. “And your old family what do you think of them?” he continued. “I hate them sir they are Ignorant left leaning monkey that can’t see that to only future for this country will stay strong is becoming part of the 4th Reich. Uniting with our Aryan brothers under a strong single party sir!” I answered honestly.

“Son, get on your knees and earn your masters Aryan Seed!”, he ordered! Dropped on my knees in front of my master open his bleachers and already licking my lips at sight of is glories Aryan manhood! Unable to help myself from hungry started liking is already semi hard cock and greedy lick up the salty taste of dried work sweat and old piss, loved it, before swallowing it hole and sucking him off. As He cum in my mouth he raised is arm and screamed: “SIEG HEIL” and spilling is tasty Aryan seed in my mouth!

Smiling my father handed me a box of this favourite cigarettes proclaiming: “You’ve earned these it time to start smoking yourself. And to celebrate you finishing the special training we will go and get you your inked a I think a SS rune your chest and a swastika between your shoulders is is a good start for you!”. Happily, I reply: “Thank you, sir.”.

My father called our brother that owned the tattoo place to get ready for his boy getting his first ink, mean while I was enjoy the taste of my first pack of cigarettes the taste mixed with the after taste

4 have you evers'

1. have you ever missed me?
because I miss you like the world is ending, like theres a hole in my chest and only you can fill it. Its looking out a window on a rainy day, its laying in bed alone wrapped in cold blankets, I miss you more than I knew I could. I miss you till the ground shakes and the earth splits, I miss you till all the stars fall from the sky. I miss you until you’re back by my side.

2. have you ever ached for me?
like every part of your body had stars running through your veins. wondered what it would feel like if we let it happen? just pressed ourselves together, holding, laughing, touching, loving? we could mimic the oceans waves, crashing and falling all around each other. your fingers in my hair, my lips on your cheek, the sun on our skin. no one would have to know, it could be our beautiful secret. we could share whispers in the dark, mumbles in the morning, we could be everything together.

3. have you ever cried about me?
laid in bed confused and angry because you’re drowning and not sure what to make of us? because you feel it too but you’ve never felt this before and the uncertainty is the most terrifying thing you could think of? do you make up situations in your head and overthink until your heart is blue?

4. have you ever thought “I love her”?
when the breeze blows my hair, and i half smile just enough for my dimples to peek out. when I look up at you adoringly, cheeks red, heart beating out of my chest. when we lay in bed my head on your shoulder, in the car when i sing every word right. When I look out the window at the sunset. when I chop my hair off and cry about it. when my arm is bandaged but I still get up in the morning. when you see me.

because i have

I Am Human - Part V

Pairing: Jared x reader
Summary: He’s one of the two main actors. He’s 28, sexy, charming and funny.
She’s the new girl on set. The new assistent from a foreign country. And she is only 20 years old. She is also the one who stole his heart in milliseconds, just by being herself.  Jared Padalecki and (Y/N) (Y/L/N) are what you like to call starcrossed lovers, two fitting pieces of a puzzle. But we all know love is not easy. So what happens if their age difference becomes a problem? Can (Y/N) keep working for Jared when feelings get involved? And what secret is she hiding from him?
Warning: None

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Dear Markiplier

In more ways than one, you have definitely changed my life, and I can’t thank you enough.

I discovered your channel well over a year ago, I was watching something on Disney XD and there was a commercial for Gamer’s Guide to Pretty Much Everything with Markiplier as a special guest. I had heard of this Markiplier before and I knew he was on YouTube, but I had no idea he was a gamer, so shortly after I checked out your channel. I started out by watching your Super Mario Maker series because I’m a huge Nintendo fan and didn’t really care much for other games. After watching more of your videos, I immediately became hooked.

I didn’t really join the community until the November Charity live stream, it was honestly the best day of my life and I stayed up all the way until 1 in the morning just to watch the stream till the very end. I wanted to contribute more to the community, but I didn’t really know how since my drawings suck and I didn’t know how to make gifs or do really amazing edits. Not only that, but I was extremely shy, so I was always anxious when talking to a new person in the community. Up until that point, especially all throughout 2016, I felt like I didn’t really belong anywhere and it took huge tolls on me repeatedly, but ever since I discovered such an amazing community, I’ve felt that I belonged somewhere. I’ve been trying to talk more with others, even if its just a reply to their post, in hopes to brighten someone’s day. And ever since watching that first stream, I’ve made sure to watch each one after that (excited for the April charity stream!).

After becoming more involved in the channel and the community, I’ve become such an optimistic person. It was at the end of November 2016 when life really started to shit out on me. My partner at the time and I broke up (who was also my best friend prior to us going out) and I felt overwhelming loneliness that I still feel every now and then to this day, I had to unofficially drop out of college because I couldn’t control my anxiety, and I remained stuck at home for the next 5 months because I was too scared and anxious to leave the house. That brings us to my current situation, still stuck indoors, but thankfully things should be changing soon since I should be going to counseling within the next few days.

Through all of these bad and emotional times, not once did I give up. Because I knew, despite being in a shitty place of my life right now, things will get better in the future. And its thanks to you as well as the community that I’ve been able to keep going, because you taught me that life is worth living. And I’ve believed it ever since, and even though I’ve gotten into such low points where I want to give up, I don’t. Because I know life will get better in the future. And I’m really excited for it.

Mark, thank you for being the amazing person that you are, continue to spread positivity like you always do, because it truly does make a difference.

I’m sorry this turned out so long, I tend to overshare no matter what the topic is. If you read this far, thank you. It truly means a lot to me.

Keep doing you, Mark
- Kelly


Change in Blog Set Up

If you’re reading this you got to the end of my queue!  Sort of…  So as you know i’ve been playing around with how to set up my blog since now i’m doing a shorter queue. Not gonna lie…i hate everything i’ve tried so far. So that means we’re trying something else.  I want to try doing 1 story for 5 days straight, posting 7 times a day.  Then the spare two days will be filled by my random stories (Shipwrecked, Genesis, Friends Till the End, or the NSB)  I’m going to try it for a month and see how i like it.  If i still hate it I might go back to posting 10 or more each day since that so fare has been the only way i like to do things apparently lol xD  So for the next month this is what you can expect:

Oct 22 (Random)
Oct 23 - 27 (Wisp Legacy)
Oct 28 - 29 (Random)
Oct 30 - Nov 3 (Chantily Legacy)
Nov 4 - 5 (Random)
Nov 6 - 10 (Coconut Legacy)
Nov 11- 12 (Random)

That’s it for now, keep in mind i may hate this halfway through and change it again lol xD Thanks for bearing with me!

Till the End of Time: 12 Days of Christmas, Day 1: Cold Nights

Second Person - Words 1.5k

Not 100% Chritmasy but still a bit of fluff please send in some more requests. I can’t reply to anons so I’ve turned it off, if you don’t want to publish it just say so.


The power had gone out only ten minutes ago and from what you could see from your window block after block also had no power.

It had only started to snow early this morning but the winds were strong and had now apparently affected the power lines. Your apartment was cold now that your primary source of heating had been taken out and you had planned to cuddle up on your couch with a bundle of blankets and slip a dvd into your thankfully fully charged laptop.

Just as you were lighting the last couple of candles on your kitchen counter your phone starts ringing in your back pocket. Placing the lighter down you slide the phone out of your back pocket and smile at the name that pops up.

You had thought about calling Harry but you had only talked to him an hour ago and since he was a bit jetlagged from just getting back from American award shows and interviews you didn’t want to disturb his sleep. Something he desperately needed but he was going on break soon which meant that you had more time with him.

“Hey,” his voice was deep telling you that he was half asleep.

“Shouldn’t you be asleep?” You chuckle as your bare feet carry you across the room towards your pile of blankets.

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endless list of favorite characters: 1/?

mother; ragtime by e. l. doctorow

No longer expecting to be beautiful and touched with grace till the end of her days, she was coming to the realization that whereas once, in his courtship, Father might have embodied the infinite possibilities of loving, he had aged and gone dull, made stupid, perhaps, by his travels and his work, so that more and more he only demonstrated his limits, that he had reached them, and that he would never move beyond them.

[Trans] SHINee World J PLUS Update 160518/19 - ‘DxDxD Tokyo Dome’ Messages From SHINee (5P)



Everyone, Thank you so much for today~!
Were you having fun~?
I am happy that all of you had fun!

The concert tour which continues after Arena, It is really the last performance tomorrow~
Though it’s sad, let’s have lots of fun together till the end~!!!


Everyone, Thank you so much for today!
I am really happy ^^ 
Felt really blessed to be back in Tokyo Dome after 1 year!!

I am really thankful to meet everyone and it’s the last day tomorrow, I will do my best!!


How was it~?? ^^
To SHINee, though it’s back to Tokyo Dome again after 1 year, we were still feeling anxious while preparing for the performances~!
I am really happy that many of you came for our concert!
Really thank you so much!!

Though we only have just 1 more performance to go and I look forward to it like everyone, please continue to give us your support till the end!



Everyone, really thank you so much for today!
Thinking that the concert tour which started since January has finally ended, I feel sad. 
However, seeing everyone’s smiling faces at the end of the concerts, it became a really beautiful memory. 
Thank you so much. 
We sang a lot and danced a lot today, I guess everyone must be tired. 
Please go home slowly today~^^

I am really thankful for the wonderful time spent together!

Everyone, did you enjoy yourselves today~?
We really enjoyed ourselves today!

Though it’s back in Tokyo Dome after 1 year, I still had a wonderful time because I get to see many of your smiling faces. 
Thank you so much, everyone!
Thank you so much for those who has been to the concert with us till today!

Though the concert tour has ended today, I believe we can meet soon again. Till then, please wait for us~

Source: SHINee WORLD J + PLUS | S.M Entertainment Japan Inc
Credit: minoutshine
English Translations: Forever_SHINee[4]

Please take out with credits to Forever_SHINee!