destiny pt.1 (angel!jungkook)

summary: you’re just about ready to give up on life altogether; your love life is in ruins, you’ve lost your job, and your family couldn’t care less about you… and then you meet your blushing guardian angel, and maybe life isn’t so bad after all.

relationship: angel!jungkook x reader x demon!yoongi

words: 4,312

warnings: depressing thoughts, contemplating suicide 

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Rule I: Each angel is granted three warnings. If an angel sins, a warning is given. If an angel uses up all three warnings, that angel is stripped of their wings and cursed to live out their days as a human, with no guardian angel of their own to protect them from harm. When this fallen angel dies, they are headed for hell. No exceptions.

Hanging from above Han River, you couldn’t help thinking about how inviting the water looked below. You could already feel the icy water enveloping you, biting your skin until you felt nothing, as the same water filled your lungs and your eyes shut for the last time. That’s what you would have liked to have happened, at least. 

You were just seconds from letting go of the railing, thoughts of nothing but emptiness and calmness overtaking your mind, when a strong arm wrapped around your middle and you felt yourself being jerked backward roughly, right back onto the gravelly ground, nowhere near as peaceful as the water you had almost plunged into. Your eyes were shut tight still, the anticipation for death so mercilessly ripped from your fingertips that you all but screamed out of frustration. You shot open your eyes, ready to yell obscenities at whomever had dared play hero this time. This wasn’t your first brush with death, yet somehow, somehow, every time you got close to the edge, something ended up pulling you back. A phone call, a last, sudden thought of someone or something that you loved, and now this asshole.

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乁(⊙▽⊙✿)ㄏ *sweats* bias selfie tag! it’s super late but- thanks to my 2jae goddess @mark2young2jae for tagging me! <3 (i’m pretty sure there’s others but it has been ages.. TT af my dudes)

tagging:  @huggableyoungjae @mark2young2jae (cause i just love seeing ur face on my dash) @jackseunie @chansung4evar @minyo-ongi @jypnior @dsouls @got7ish @ranqueenie @cutepimook @nochuie and anyone who wants to do it! TT3TT feel free to tag me so i can see y’all beautiful faces (p.s. sorry for the tag! you don’t have too! just ignore this i’m awkward! OTL)

Time for a Hannibal fic rec !


According to the e-reader I received as a Christmas present last year, I’ve been spending around 800 hours, that’s 33,33 days, that’s a little more than an entire month out of twelve, reading fanfiction.

Mostly reading Hannigram fanfiction (though the Hobbit did hold its own, let’s be honest). And I discovered so many beautiful things, I shivered, I cried, I laughed so hard my neighbours banged on the wall to shut me up, I’ve been aching, smiling, gasping, and this year has brought me so much joy, that it’s only natural I give a little bit of love back.

So, to celebrate the Fic Rec Days on January 9th and 10th, as per piyo-13′s suggestion, here is my personal fic rec. 

To all of you fantastic authors : I couldn’t list you all, but I love you very dearly. I don’t know what I would do without you. Life would be so dull. Thank you for existing.

(If anyone wants to add anything to the list, feel free to do so, I would love it. Write your name next to it so we can know who added it! Also, feel free to add categories if you feel I wasn’t exhaustive enough. Let’s spread the Hannigram love!)

Aaaand here goes:

Dear Fic, I’d marry you if I could because you changed my life:

  • Alternative Means Of Influence (9 of Clubs, Quedarius) @alternativemeansofinfluence, @the-winnowing-wind
  • Epistolary (whiskeyandspite, drinkbloodlikewine) @wwhiskeyandbloodd
  • Ya'aburnee (whiskeyandspite, drinkbloodlikewine)
  • Consenting to Dream (emungere) @emungere​
  • Omega Point (cognomen, whiskeyandspite) and its sequel, Aleph (cognomen) (THIS IS NOT AN OMEGAVERSE FICTION this is about robots and it’s SPLENDID) (ADDED JULY 1ST)
  • The Joy Of Creation (FKAHerSweetness) (ADDED JULY 1ST)
  • Oddbodies (toffeecape) (ADDED JULY 1ST)

Dear Fic, I’ve read you three times at least already, and I don’t plan on stopping anytime soon:

  • Shark Thank (xzombiexkittenx) @xzombiexkittenx​
  • Ladders (emungere)
  • Blackbird (emungere)
  • Verisimilitude (becks)
  • A Remedy For Love (emungere) (ADDED JULY 1ST)

Dear Fic, you stabbed my heart repeatedly, and it was totally worth it:

  • Hozhoni (whiskeyandspite, drinkbloodlikewine)
  • A Room Without Doors (cartouche)
  • Redamancy (whiskeyandspite, drinkbloodlikewine)
  • Hand in unlovable hand (9_of_Clubs)
  • Hand in unlovable hand (coloredink)
  • Vorspiel (KareliaSweet) @lovecrimevariations
  • Both A Beginning And An End (thisisthefamilybusiness)
  • The Cardiopathy of Caring (ChuckleVoodoos)
  • Heart And Mouth (disenchanted) 
  • So I Stayed In The Darkness With You. (9 Of Clubs)
  • Morphology series (Finely Honed) (ADDED JULY 1ST) 
  • And So I Raise Me Up From Sleep (bendingsignpost) (ADDED JULY 1ST)
  • Housekeeping (FKAHerSweetness) (ADDED JULY 1ST)
  • Il Faut Souffrir Pour Être Beau (The_Clever_Magpie) (ADDED JULY 1ST)

Dear Fic, the love and adoration between my OTP was just breathtaking:

  • Paris, 1916 (whiskeyandspite, drinkbloodlikewine)
  • Aiónios (whiskeyandspite, drinkbloodlikewine)
  • The Joy Of Creation (FKAHerSweetness) (ADDED JULY 1ST)(I had to put it there twice, it’s so magnificent and heartbreaking)

Dear Fic, I want to wrap myself in your fluff and never get out:

  • Canis Lupus Familiaris (teaberryblue) @teaberryblue
  • Something Like Companionship (TimmyJaybird)
  • My Husband (VictoriaAGrey)
  • Domesticity (extremelyperturbed)
  • Ways and Means (Silverfeathered_Angel)
  • Falling For You (And Other Bad Puns) (thisisthefamilybusiness)
  • You’re Not Subtle (HushTheNoise)
  • We Are But Dust And Shadows (peppermintquartz)
  • Rescues (drinkbloodlikewine & whiskeyandspite) (ADDED JULY 1ST)

Dear Fic, you gave me the chills, and I thank you for that:

  • The Doll (Anna_Jay)
  • Wolf and I (t_pock)
  • The Hollow Man (artificer)
  • Awake (becks)

Dear Fic, I love porn. Thank you.

  • T-I-J-P (Ningengirai) (ADDED JULY 1ST)
  • Literally Speaking (halotolerant) (Or “That Awesome Pornstar AU”) (ADDED JULY 1ST)
  • Use Your Words series (mokuyoubi) (ADDED JULY 1ST)
  • View from the afternoon series (halotolerant) (ADDED JULY 1ST)

Dear Fic, thanks to you, I now have a weird A/B/O fetish:

  • Wage Your War (Della19)
  • Sonata 57 Appassionata  (Darkmoon Sigel)
  • The Egg (dandelion_wishes)
  • Tonight it’s only you and me (Ibegtodreamanddiffer)
  • Anything for you (Anna_Jay)
  • The Pleasure of Giving In (Darkmoon Sigel)
  • Sick Day (sku7314977)
  • Seek Your Enemy (Della19)
  • De Profundis (AGlassRoseNeverFades) (ADDED JULY 1ST)
  • The Dominance Fights (TheMarvelousMinniPin) (ADDED JULY 1ST)
  • A Knack For Monsters (Sugarmouse) (ADDED JULY 1ST)

Dear Fic, as of now, your post-TWOTL plot is my official season 4:

  • Rustic Charm (berlynn_wohl) @berlynn-wohl​
  • Every Idle Moment (berlynn_wohl)
  • Mock The Meat It Feeds On (xzombiexkittenx)
  • Tempo Di (KareliaSweet)
  • Sea Change (xzombiexkittenx)
  • Eremite (drinkbloodlikewine, whiskeyandspite) (ADDED JULY 1ST)

Dear Fic, I love nice outfits and costumes and you knew it, didn’t you:

  • Strangers ‘Til Now (mokuyoubi)
  • Pocket Squares and Sweet Surrender (Jenetica)
  • Clothes Make The Man (geneticallydead)

Dear Fic, yes to canon divergence:

  • Strange Bedfellows (amare)
  • Perfume Triptych (cicak)
  • Crystal Ship series (bluesyturtle)
  • Slip The Veil (Ningengirai) (ADDED JULY 1ST)
  • Pattern Break (Ningengirai) (ADDED JULY 1ST)
  • Le Petit Cochon (WendigoDreaming) (ADDED JULY 1ST)

Dear Fic, you’re the Alternative Universe I needed so badly:

  • Hierarchy of Needs (xzombiexkittenx)
  • I Am Terrified (MistDream23)
  • Railroad Romance (OneWhoSitsWithTurtles) @onewhositswithturtles
  • Lean On Me (OneWhoSitsWithTurtles)
  • Reflets Dans l'Eau (Darkmoon Sigel)
  • The Hermit and the Wendigo King (Darkmoon Sigel)
  • Boundless as the Sea (Darkmoon Sigel)
  • Lethe (peppermintquartz)
  • But The Stars Fall Away (ThatGirlTheyKnow) @wordsareagirlsbestfriend​
  • Firenze (eatthebunny, whiskeyandspite) (Renaissance painter AU) (ADDED JULY 1ST)
  • Quiet Asphodel (FKAHerSweetness) (ADDED JULY 1ST)
  • Like a Room Without a Roof (halotolerant) (ADDED JULY 1ST)

Dear Fic, I’ve always loved vampire stories, but you’re taking it to the next level:

  • Bloodline (xzombiexkittenx)
  • Monster (Darkmoon Sigel)
  • The God of Appetite (mokuyoubi) (ADDED JULY 1ST)
  • Particular Hungers (Silverfeathered_Angel) (ADDED JULY 1ST)
  • Voivode (AGlassRoseNeverFades) (ADDED JULY 1ST)

Dear Fic, you know, that Victorian AU ? Thumbs up.

  • Light Of All Lights (cognomen, whiskeyandspite)
  • Dear Boss, (cognomen, whiskeyandspite) (Jack the Ripper AU) (ADDED JULY 1ST)

Dear Fic, that soulmate AU just works (if not always in a typical way):

  • Hanging Tree (ChuckleVoodoos)
  • The Other Selves (dreammaidenn)

Dear Fic, your coffee shop/restaurant/bakery AU speaks to me:

  • Grace Café (loghain)
  • Page Six (Ningengirai) 
  • Provenance (whiskeyandspite, drinkbloodlikewine)
  • Eine Kleine Nachtmusik Movt 1 (Darkmoon Sigel)
  • Sugar And Spice (and nothing nice) (Ningengirai) (ADDED JULY 1ST)

Dear Fic, I love a good old fairytale AU :

  • Charm (cognomen, whiskeyandspite) (ADDED JULY 1ST)
  • The Fairy Godfather (extremeleyperturbed) (ADDED JULY 1ST)
  • Behold The Lamb (PossessiveNoun) (ADDED JULY 1ST)

Dear Fic, oh yes, please, fix it for me:

  • Careless Love (bluesyturtle)
  • Just So Long As You Can Keep From Drowning (berlynn_wohl)
  • Delineation (Emungere)

Dear Fic, you showed me kinks I was not even aware I had:

  • A Most Gentle Death (mokuyoubi)
  • Forgive All (whiskeyandspite)
  • Taken For Rubies (emungere)
  • Helghe & Yrse (loghain)
  • All I need is a stream (toffeecape) @toffeecape​
  • Lead Us Not Into Temptation (WendigoDreaming) (ADDED JULY 1ST)
  • An Allegory of Death (nischi) (ADDED JULY 1ST)

Dear Fic, I love it when my OTP (or part of it) is in prison:

  • Hannibal : Pushing Us Into Self Destruction (IBegToDreamAndDiffer) @ibegto-dreamanddiffer​
  • Zugzwang (setos_puppy)
  • A Robin Redbreast (In A Cage) (onawingandaswear)
  • Captives (whiskeyandspite)
  • Entangled (Silverfeathered_Angel)
  • Devils in the Dark (Darkmoon Sigel)
  • Anchor in a lockdown (Anna_Jay) 
  • Jailhouse Rock (malchanceux) (ADDED JULY 1ST)
  • Leave Your Message After The Tone (OneWhoSitsWithTurtles) (ADDED JULY 1ST)

Dear Fic, teenage!Hannibal/Will or university student Hannibal/Will is my kink, thank you. 

  • The Voices And The Shadows (darlinghogwarts, MaddyHughes)
  • Red Rubber Band (HermiaiaMoira) (ADDED JULY 1ST)
  • Hannibal : I’m Twisted Up (when I’m twisted with you) (IBegToDreamAndDiffer) (ADDED JULY 1ST)
  • University-verse series (luvkurai) (ADDED JULY 1ST)
  • Philia (Gweezle) (ADDED JULY 1ST)
  • Selcouth (drinkbloodlikewine, whiskeyandspite) (ADDED JULY 1ST)

Dear Fic, I love Will Graham as a regular, non-omega dad. Thank you.

  • Pi’s Lullaby (t_pock)
  • Murder Dating Series (@hannigrammatic​) (ADDED JULY 1ST)

Dear Fic, I want to tell you how great that crossover was:

  • The Man Who Knew Too Much (thepointsdonotmatter) - Groundhog Day
  • Alternative Means Of Influence (9 of Clubs, Quedarius) - Harry Potter (I know it’s already in the list, it just deserves to be listed twice)
  • The Thorn of the Rose (AGlassRoseNeverFades) - Beauty And The Beast @aglassroseneverfades​
  • Sensates (starkaryen) - Sense8 (ADDED JULY 1ST)

Dear Fic, I don’t really know how to describe you, but I love you dearly nonetheless:

  • And They All Lived (AGlassRoseNeverFades)
  • Questions (Canton)
  • The Way A Knife Loves A Heart (Linpatootie)

Dear Fic, you’re not written in English, but that doesn’t mean you should get less love than others:

  • Une Trilogie Fromagère (jesuisbetejesuispatissiere) [FR] @jesuisbetejesuispatissiere 
  • Vera Dal 1926 (Ongi) [FR]
  • Défaillance (Clélia Kerlais)  [FR]
  • Dark Paradise (SherlockSnape) @sherlock-spock   [FR]
  • Je te tiens, tu me tiens (Danse & Quatre Saisons)  [FR]
  • Un Regrettable Accident (Laukaz - The Lab) [FR] (ADDED JULY 1ST)

Dear Fic, you made me think outside the box:

  • Within Reach (Emungere) - Madancy
  • Inside The Flamingo (whiskeyandspite) - Aidan/Nigel
  • Stories around the Fire : the Tristhad Vignettes (whiskeyandspite, drinkbloodlikewine) - Tristan/Galahad
  • It Boy (FKAHerSweetness) - Will Graham/Lucas (Jagten) (ADDED JULY 1ST)

anonymous asked:

Hey armas fitloora! Ütlesid kunagi ammu-ammu, et tunned, et su elu on igav. Mul Sama tunne pidevalt, kuidas Oma elu lahedaks teha? 😋 love u❤️

tee oma elu põnevaks ise!

1. tegele hobidega- arenda enda hobisid (nt pildistamine) või alusta hoopis uue hobiga :)

2. ära laiskle- see ongi igavuse põhjuseks. TEE MIDAGI! kasvõi organiseeri enda riidekapp ümber, anna riideid ära vms

3. mine välja- avasta uusi kohti, käi lilli korjamas, jooksmas, pilte tegemas

4. saa sõpradega kokku- tehke midagi, et üksinda igav poleks

5. vaata põnevat sarja- kui enda elu pole põnev, siis põnevat sarja on ikka äge vaadata

6. loo midagi- joonista, tee pilte, uus playlist what ever works for you

7. tee midagi, mida sa tavaliselt ei tee- nt ma ei käi tavaliselt teatris- seetõttu läksimegi hiljuti erikuga teatrisse. või näiteks väljas söömas käimine või ma ei tea…kiikumine! ma kiigun üli harva :D 

anonymous asked:

Hei! Sul on nii hea sõnavarakasutus ja olen aru saanud, et loed palju raamatuid. Kas sul on raamatute lugemiseks kindel aeg päevas või oled graafiku vabaks jätnud? Samuti, kui mu lugemus pole väga suur ja tahaksin seda arendada, siis kuidas alustada? Lähen raamatukogus pidevalt segadusse, sest tahaks kõike korraga lugeda haha. Mille järgi sina valid raamatuid? Ja üldse oled väga inspireeriva mõttelaadiga inimene. Innustad arenema, aitäh!!

Awww, see tegi mu päeva 100%. Nii äge. ❤️📚🐛

Praegu viimased kaks kuud ei ole ma igasuguste asjaajamiste, kolimise ja eksamiteks õppimise tõttu väga palju lugeda jõudnud. Mis on täiesti ok. Vahel ongi sellised perioodid, kus loen vähem. Samas mul on alati mõni raamat pooleli ja tuletab end vaikselt meelde.

Ma ei ole kunagi mingit kindlat aega lugemiseks võtnud. Tihti loen õhtuti, vahel enne magamaminekut, nädalavahetustel hommikuti, loengute vahel, rongis (natukene enne, kui motion sickness tekib, meh) ja lennukis, kui rannas käin või pargis istun. 

Ma ei tea, kas mingi kindla aja määramine aitaks rohkem lugeda. Võibolla. Mina ei ole planeerinud. Mul ei ole mingit kindlat eesmärki või hulka, mida tahan lugeda. Ma loen lugemise pärast. Ja siis ei olegi nagu vahet. Vahel loed rohkem, vahel vähem. Üks hea nipp on lihtsalt alati raamatut kaasas kanda. Ma usun, et meil kõigil on päevas neid hetki, kus me peame lihtsalt kellegi järgi ootama või kuskil ühistranspordis istuma või aega parajaks tegema ja siis on nii hea, kui on alati raamat võtta. Hoia raamatuid on kirjutuslaual, diivanil, öökapil. Oo, ja anna elutoa aukoht teleka asemel raamaturiiulile, haha, kui sa saad.

Kui ma lugema hakkasin, siis käisin raamatukogus ja võtsin lihtsalt raamatuid, milles kuulnud olin ja mida mu ema mulle soovitas. Ma alustasin klassikutest, sest siis sain kindlam olla, et satun hea raamatu peale. Ma mäletan, et esimesed raamatud, mille ma Keskraamatukogust laenutasin olid vist Mika Waltari “Sinuhe” ja Mihhail Bulgakovi “Meister ja Margarita”. Kui mulle mõne autori teos meeldis, siis lugesin ka teisi tema raamatuid. Ma olen lugenud läbi terve Erich Maria Remarque’i ja J. D. Salingeri bibliograafia, haha. Ja hästi palju F. Scott Fitzgeraldi, Ernest Hemingway ja Fjodor Dostojevski teoseid. Ja neid oskan absoluutselt kõigile soovitada. Ma lihtsalt armastan neid autoreid. SIIT leiad veel minu soovitusi.

Nüüd, ma ei tea, mida rohkem sa loed, seda rohkem su haare laieneb. Satud erinevate autorite ja teemade peale ning siis hakkavad raamatud kuidagi ise sinu juurde jõudma ja varsti tunned, et ei jõuagi kunagi kõiki neid raamatuid elu jooksul läbi lugeda, mida lugeda tahaksid.

Ma olen vist varem maininud ka, et mulle meeldib vahel kasutada sellist äppi nagu SparkNotes. Vahel ei ole kellegagi loetud raamatust rääkida ja tahaks lihtsalt rohkem teada teose ja kirjaniku kontekstist või käia mõttes läbi tähtsamad teemad, motiivid, sümbolid jne ja siis on SparkNotes hea abiline. Algul, kui lugema hakkasin, haha, eriti kui ma olin 15-aastane ja “Meister ja Margarita” kätte võtsin, siis ega ma ei osanud, kuidas öelda, nii väga ridade vahelt lugeda. Ma ei mõistnud kohe loetud raamatute suuremat tähendust. See oleks lahe olnud, kui mul siis juba nutitelefon oleks olnud, hehe maybe. Aga siis ma võibolla poleks raamatuid nii palju armastama hakanud?

ma võin leida viisi kuidas romantiseerida igat aspekti sinu juures
su viha?
su katkised nukid ongi ilusad.
su võimetus suhelda?
vaikus ongi vahel kaunis.
su kerge alkoholism?
sa oled noor ja sa võid.
su lõpmatu suitsetamine?
sa näedgi ilus välja kui su huultele on surutud suits.
su paranoia?
nii ongi kindlam, ei saa halba juhtuda.
su agressiivsus?
mulle meeldibki kui sa hoiad mind nii tugevasti, kuna see tekitab tunde et sa ei laseks hommikul must lahti.

Euskara in ~250 words

By popular request, there you go Euskara (batua) in 300 words! (inspired by this post by @funwithlanguages). We had to skip the “prepositions” section since Euskara has sort of postpositions - this is, suffixes - but it’s a list of nearly 250 basic words that we hope you’ll enjoy.

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First Verbs / Lehen aditzak

  1. be = izan
  2. there is = egon
  3. have = ukan, eduki
  4. do = egin
  5. go = joan
  6. want = nahi
  7. can = ahal
  8. need = behar
  9. think = pentsatu, uste
  10. know = jakin
  11. say = esan
  12. like = gustatu
  13. speak = hitz egin, mintzatu
  14. learn = ikasi
  15. understand = ulertu


  1. and = eta
  2. or = edo / ala (when only 2 possibilities are offered)
  3. but = baina
  4. so (meaning “therefore”; e.g. “I wanted it, so I bought it”) = beraz
  5. if = (baldin) ba-

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