Honestly looking back on how #spoilt I was for 1d content w 1947195718 new pics on my dash each morning makes me feel like a broke 1930s stock marketeer lookin back on the roaring twenties + rememberin parties w friends who dont call anymore
was a grey day, a day spent with your boyfriend at the mall the city had to
offer. It was a casual visit, more like just something to do until dinner time.
Both of you would continuously point out cute and funny things behind the glass
of some of the shops, other times you would go in to explore a little deeper.
Only sometimes would you actually leave with anything.
you two left one of the stores, empty handed once again, you saw someone
uncomfortably familiar. Someone you thought had been your best friend, only to
turn and realize that they were nothing as they seemed. A wave of raw emotions
and memories started to fill your mind and that was the last thing you wanted.
you said quickly, stopping in your tracks as you looked at them with wide eyes.
he asked, furrowing his eyebrows and turning his head to look back at you.
were staring at them, feeling an overwhelming sensation of panic and sadness
washing over you. Niall was looking at you confused for a moment, trying to
follow your gaze. Your hand was gripping onto his without you really even
he said quickly, moving to stand in front of you so you would have no choice
but to look at him. He had no idea what he was shielding you from, he just knew
he had to. “What is it?”
I-I need to leave,” you stammered out, your hands starting to get clammy and
your heart rate starting to pick up.
we’re leaving,” he nodded his head, keeping a tight grip on your hand as he
started to guide you out of the mall.
no, no, not this way,” you gasped out slightly, realizing instantly that if you
kept going that way that you were going to have to deal with passing right by
them and you couldn’t deal with that.
babe,” he said softly, but your panicked expression was enough for him to stop
trying to protest and lead you to another exit that was a little farther away.
you were outside, there was a sense of relief. You could feel Niall’s concerned
gaze on you as you two made the walk to your car. He pulled out the keys and
unlocked the car, but when you got in the passenger side, he knelt down in
front of you, staying beside you.
you take a deep breath for me please love,” he said calmly, rubbing your knee
gently to make sure that it was okay for him to touch you. “Remember how to do
it? In through your nose for three seconds…” he did it as he explained. “And
three seconds out through your mouth okay?” he continued and turned your face
to look at him.
started to follow him, but it was shaky to start. You kept your glossy eyes on
him and tried your hardest to focus. It was difficult though. Your eyes kept
wandering around to see if they were anywhere around.
focus on me please,” he said softly, grabbing our chin with his thumb and
pointer finger. “Are you ready to tell me what set this off?”
want to go home…” you mumbled out, your voice still uneasy.
we’re gonna go home,” he nodded his head and pushed himself up, coming over
quickly to get in the driver’s side and start up the car.
you were on the road, you noticed that it was easier to keep your breathing
steady. You could feel Niall’s continuous glances on the side of your head.
are you feeling?” he asked you softly, reaching out his hand for you.
you responded quietly, letting your hand sit in his.
you able to tell me what happened back there?” he asked softly.
saw… them,” you whispered out the last part.
he asked cautiously, not wanting to make you upset again.
when I had that… really bad falling out with that one friend of mine?” you said
I do,” he nodded.
was there and I just… I panicked…” you said quietly, chewing your lip softly.
understand love,” Niall nodded his head softly, slipping his fingers in between
yours. “We’re away from her now though so you’re okay,” he spoke softly,
bringing your hand up to his lips.
you two got home, you got out of the car and grabbed the few things you two had
gotten from the mall. The two of you headed into the house where you set your
bags in the kitchen. Out of nowhere, Niall came and wrapped his arms around you
tightly, turning you in his arms so you were facing his chest. Instinctively,
you put your hands on his sides, sighing out softly. Dropping your head to his
shoulder, you closed your eyes.
looked like you maybe needed a hug…” he murmured out softly, pressing his lips
to the top of your head.
you…” you murmured, nodding your head.
course,” he hummed, sighing out softly. “I’ve got you, everything’s okay now.”
“Someone who I really look up to is Harry Styles though. His style ranges from minimal to chic, which I love because it’s versatile. Sometimes he’s feminine, sometimes he’s masculine. He’s not afraid to let labels define him or try something new. His style sometimes reminds me of my own. I’d like to think that my style is just as unique as his.
Today’s update includes new pics of Louis today, more pics of Niall yesterday, more pics of Liam on 22 October, another pic of Zayn for NME Magazine, a new pic of Niall, twitter activity from Niall, Instagram activity from Liam, Niall and Louis, a Facebook post from Zayn, a Tumblr post from Zayn, a press round up and an update on c4c’s charity drives for the boys. That’s it.