one true supreme

Me rewatching THAT scene for the 234345th time like it was the first time.

OMG WE’RE ABOUT TO GET OUR JELLER MOMENT

*flirty banter going back and forth* I’m liiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiking this

OMG OMG OMG HE’S LOOKING AT HER LIPS *hang ooooon, I can’t swoon just yet*

All of this led him to her. This is so sweet I might just turn off the lights and leave this world.

AND HER TO HIM! LOOK AT HER FACE. SHE CANT BELIEVE IT’S HAPPENING. OMG I WISH THERE WERE CAPPER CAPS TO EXPRESS ALL MY FEELS RIGHT NOW

OH I SEE. THE HEARTEYES™ AND BLURTING HIS HEART OUT FACE™ ARE SO ON. OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG I’M DYING OVER HERE. AND HE WOULD NEVER WANT TO UNDO EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENED. THIS IS SO BIG. REALLY, WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT everything that happened, it’s a lot. And he’s really saying he wouldn’t change that because it brought them together. This is like THE declaration of love. THE ONE TRUE SUPREMELY AWESOME AND SWEET AND MATURE declaration of love. It’s really a lot of crap to go through because of someone, and he wouldn’t undo it. Just let that sink in. I’m totally dead, people. Flatlined. I don’t exist anymore. My spirit is typing this from the afterlife.

OMG IT’S HAPPENING. NO, I’M NOT FREAKING OUT. I’M NOT FLAILING, NOT SMILING, NOT ON THE VERGE OF SHRIEKING LIKE A FREAKING NAZGUL. NO NO. I’M COMPLETELY CHILL. JELLER IS HAPPENING, NO BIGGIE.

WTF PATTERSON. WE WERE ABOUT TO GET ANSWERS. DIDNT YOUR MOMMA TEACH YOU TO CHECK FOR JELLER HAPPENING BEFORE YOU WALTZ INTO A PLACE? GAAAAAHHHHH, ARE THESE TWO EVER GOING TO BE NOT INTERRUPTED?

oh but look at the looks. They are definitely going to pick up right where they left. I’m confident. AND THE THINGS THAT WERE SAID. OMG OMG OMG no no no. IT WAS THE BEST NO KISSING ALMOST KISS IN THE STORY OF TV.

Ok everybody. Episode is ended. Nothing to see here more than a crazy lady who wants to kill her future son in law. *relives and goes back to rewatching the bar scene*

Say Haaaaaaaay Mrs. Carter~!

I figured I should post a higher quality photo of the painting I did for Beyoncé. I saw her yesterday at Barclays! I couldn’t give it directly to her like last time at Roseland (protocol + the spacing of the arena), but I gave it to someone on her team/security so hopefully it finds its way to her!

More context: http://odera.tumblr.com/post/70483379828/odera-odera-odera-odera-odera-am-i

And some people showed interest in buying this, so I updated my society6 store

My visceral reaction to the show, before I went to bed

I have lost my voice.
I have lost sleep.
I have lost the ability to stand or move any muscles.
And of course I have lost my edges. (They have been snatched)
I haven’t even gone a day without hailing the king and queen, the alpha and the omega, the one and only true Supreme and creole vodou goddess~

But what I have found—what I have rediscovered is immaculate and divine.
Beyonce, god made you on the seventh day.
Perhaps you sang yourself into existence on the seventh day.

Thankyou for the Mrs. Carter World Tour.
Thankyou for saying “i woke up like dis” at the beginning of the show.
And of course thankyou for performing Grown Woman AND XO.

Now I’m trying to go the club, and praying they play some Bey. ~watermelon~ ~serfboart~