I’ve always had the weakest armour and it shows, I have my battle scars and the more recent combat wounds I might have misjudged the world as kinder, this time I am collecting stones you throw to build walls there will be no more sliced leather I will build a fortress from this with walls over a hundred feet high spiked at the top, embrasures for added defence, archers shooting from arrowslits, surrounded by the deepest of moats, my castle will stand strong and safe and you will never burn or bludgeon it down you will tire and you will fall, you are done. And you will never hurt me again. And nobody will ever hurt me again.
do y'all like… only love like one person in your actual lives… if you catch yourself loving more than one do you panic… this really isn’t a tough concept just embrace it and stop being… walnuts… I just woke up idek but I’m begging you to unclench
How do you feel about people also feeling sad for Isak at the moment? I see so many people saying there's no need and I understand Even's situation but are we not allowed to feel for Isak either? I love them both and I don't want to come off rude :(
You’re allowed to feel sad for both of them but it’s nice to take into account that you understand both sides. Even is not obligated to tell Isak his past, especially when he’s clearly living in fear that the most important person won’t accept him. I can only IMAGINE how ashamed and guilty he’s feeling because he can’t tell this to one person he loves most.
However, if you feel sad for Isak, it’s ok! And I understand this sadness might come from the fact that they are so in love and living together and Isak might still feel like Even does not trust Isak’s feelings enough yet? Which I don’t think is the case actually, because if we learned something from S3 is that Isak is incredibly understanding and just wants to be there for Even. It’s not nice to be kept in the dark, surely, so I understand if you are sad as long as you don’t blame Even for doing this out of maliciousness. In the end, I’m sure Even will learn that Isak is here no matter what but right now he is really scared and it’s completely understandable. Remember, you’re allowed to feel what you feel!
I really need some like, otayuri fluff in my life rn?? Like pls
•At the beach and Otabek cant swim so Yuri tries to teach him how to swim
•it turns into a giant mess tho because Yuri is apparently a really shitty teacher
•Otabek kisses his frustrations away and instead they make sand castles
•Otabek can draw?? What?? So Yuri lays down on the couch in the LEAST sexy pose and says “draw me like one of your french girls”
•Beka takes a whopping 5 minutes on it, coloring and all, and they laugh at it for 10 minutes
•Later when Yuri falls asleep during the movie at the other end of the couch, Otabek sneaks down and actually does a very nice portrait of Yuri asleep
•Yuri has them both framed in his apartment next to each other
•Yuri constantly buys shit for Beka because he has like no impluse control
•Guys this boy has like a $1,000 backpack okay dont talk to me
•Anyways one day he buys Beka this leather jacket that looks like it belongs in a Lady Gaga music video. Its a crop top jacket with studs and fringe EVERYWHERE and Yuri LOVES IT
•After mails it, like, a week later, Otabek posts a pic on instagram of him, leaning against his bike, in leather skinny jeans and the jacket with ray bands on and it goes like, viral over night. Yuri is s h o o k. Otabek texts him later like, “Oh, by the way, thanks for the jacket Babe”
Give me the boys being silly and stupid and in love p l e a s e