Tom Holland Imagine: Ready?
Summary: Tom and reader have a false alarm with a pregnancy test which brings them to wonder if they’re actually ready to be parents.
A/N: literally pissed cause I already wrote this but when I tried to post it tumblr deLETED ALL OF IT AND NOW ITS NOT AS GOOD I SUCK IM SORRY IT WAS ACTUALLY PRETTY GOOD THE FIRST TIME AROUND BUT THIS ONE SUCKS IM SORRY
I felt my blood run cold as I stared at the plus sign on the stick. How could this have happened!? Tom and I were always so careful… except for that one night… but he just looked so good and we had a few too many, but I still took the morning after pill!
I grabbed for my phone on the bathroom counter and dialed Harrison’s number. He’ll know what to do. He always wants what’s best for Tom.
“Hello?” Harrison cheerfully greeted.
“Harrison? I need you to come over immediately. But please don’t tell Tom!”
“Y/N? What’s wrong? What happened? Are you okay?”
“No, Harrison. I need you to come over here now…”
“I’m on my way.”
I was still staring at the test as I walked into Tom and I’s shared living room and sat down on the couch. I was so zoned in on the little positive sign that I didn’t even realize that Harrison had arrived until I heard his voice calling out my name.
“Y/N? Y/N, where are you!?”
“Living room.” I choked out through my sobs.
I heard heavy footsteps and then silence. I knew Harrison could see the test over my shoulder. I heard his breath hitch as he realized what was in my hand.
“H-How? You and Tom… you’re always so careful!”
“I know, but one night we weren’t… and I was due for my period a week ago and-and I couldn’t figure out what was wrong until Lizzy suggested… this… Harrison, please help me! I don’t know what to do and I-”
“Shhh, Y/N, it’s going to be okay. Everything’s going to be fine. I’m here for you, Tom’s here for you. He won’t leave you, Y/N. He loves you so much. I’ll call and set up a doctor’s appointment for you. You take a nap an-and I’ll set everything up. It’ll be fine, love.”
Harrison was sat next to me now, rubbing my back as I cried into his chest. I felt my eyes grow heavy as Harrison kept rubbing my back and whispering to me that everything was going to be fine.
As I came back to consciousness, I realized that I was laying down on the couch with a blanket over me and a pillow under my head. Harrison.
I went to squeeze the test, but it was gone.
I sat up and then realize that Tom was sat across the room, head hanging down, staring at the test.
Tom’s silence only made my fear rise and I soon felt the tears resurfacing.
“You’re pregnant.” He stated with no emotion, which only stressed me out even more.
“Tom, I’m so sorry. I ruined everything, I ruined your whole career, I’m so sorry…”
Tom whipped his head up.
“Love, this is by no means your fault. You did not ruin anything. I love you, Y/N. I’m staying by your side through all of this. Don’t think for a second that I’m going to leave you.”
Tom crossed the room and placed his hands on both of my cheeks, forcing me to look into his warm brown eyes.
“Everything’s going to be just fine, darling. Now, come on, let’s get you to bed. Harrison scheduled you a doctor’s appointment for Thursday.”
Tom scooped me up in his arms and carried me up to our bedroom. I laid my head on his chest and cried as he ran his fingers through my hair.
“It’s going to be okay, love. You’re going to be just fine and in nine months, you’re going to give birth to our child, the most beautiful child in the whole world and that baby, boy or girl, is going to be the most spoiled child in the world. Our child is going to grow up with two loving parents by their side cheering them on through every decision they make. And in 9 months, if you’re willing, I will make you my wife. Y/N, you’re going to be just fine. I promise you, everything is going to be perfect.”
Tom and I laid cuddled up on the couch as Beauty and the Beast played in front of us. Tom intertwined our fingers together with one hand while the other was placed over my stomach, rubbing circles lovingly.
“Have you thought of any names yet?” Tom asked out of the blue.
“Hm? Tom, we just found out yesterday that I’m pregnant, of course I haven’t thought of names yet.”
“Well, I have… I started thinking of names the second I saw that plus sign.”
“What did you come up with?”
“Um, well, if it’s a girl, Allison Ellender Holland. Allison named after your best friend and Ellender because Blake Lively’s middle name is Ellender and she’s your idol. And if it’s a boy, Harrison Robert Holland. Harrison because of MY best friend and Robert after RDJ.”
“Those are the two most beautiful names I’ve ever heard. I love you so much, Thomas Stanley Holland.”
“I love you, too, Y/N L/N.”
“Well, Mr. and Mrs. Holland-”
“Oh, we’re not married. I’m Ms. L/N, he’s Mr. Holland.”
“Well, then you’ll probably be happy to hear that you’re not pregnant.”
“You’re not pregnant, Ms. L/N.”
“But- the test? And I haven’t gotten my period this month?”
“Tests are false all the time, Ms. L/N. And you’re period skipping a month can happen as well if you’ve experienced a large amount of stress.”
“Honey, you did just wrap up finals last week. Could that have been a cause?” Tom asked.
“Yes, very easily. Ms. L/N, if you have any other complications with your period in the future, please contact us immediately. Have a good day.”
The doctor exited the room leaving Tom and I alone.
I shifted uncomfortably on the table as Tom stared at the floor.
“I know you were scared, but is it okay if I feel a little disappointed right now?”
“Of course, Tom. I surprisingly feel it as well…”
I watched as Tom walked over to me and stood between my legs.
“Y/N, I love you. I actually planned on doing this tonight, but right now just feels right. Yesterday, while you were at lunch with your sister, Harrison and I snuck out and bought something…”
I felt my breath hitch in my throat as I watch Tom get down on one knee.
“Y/N, I first bought this ring because I was under the impression that you were carrying my child, I was uncertain if I was ready to be married, but when I came home that night and saw how beautiful you looked in simply a tshirt and shorts, I knew I was absolutely crazy about you. And I was so ready to start a family with you and that feeling I just felt when that was ripped away from me was all I needed to know that I want you. I want you to be mine forever. And I want to have a family with you. Maybe not immediately though, perhaps we should start with a dog. But anyway, what I’m trying to say is, Y/N L/N, will you marry me?”
“Oh, yes, Tom! Yes! A thousand times yes!”
I flung myself off the table into Tom’s arms.
“Oh, my god! You said yes! Thi-this means that you’re gonna be me wife!? And and and we’re gonna have a family! Oh my god, I love you so much!”
Tom pressed a kiss to my forehead and wiped the tears from both of our eyes. He took my hand and slid the ring onto my finger.
“…perfect. absolutely perfect…” He whispered under his breath.
“Oh, Tom, this is amazing! We have to start the phone calls though! You call your mom and I’ll call mine!”
“Oh, god, yes!”
I laughed as I watched Tom fumble with his phone.
“Mum? Mum! SHE SAID YES!”