one of the most beautiful songs in existence

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I couldn’t help but ask
For you to say it all again.
I tried to write it down
But I could never find a pen.
I’d give anything to hear
You say it one more time,
That the universe was made
Just to be seen by my eyes.

With shortness of breath, I’ll explain the infinite
How rare and beautiful it truly is that we exist.

When She Loved Me

This is very OOC, trust me. I wanted to see how it’d be if Pan was destroyed by someone through what he believes is the weakest thing to have - love.

I apologize because I’m dealing with writer’s block at the moment - ‘Tis not the best

Song Inspo: When She Loved Me - Sarah Mclachlan

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She brought out a side of me that no longer existed, one that I buried far too long ago when Rumple had begun to enter my life. Although she wasn’t my first Lost Girl, she was most definitely my favorite. She wasn’t lost, either. She couldn’t have been lost if she found Neverland to be her home - her safe haven. Everything was beautiful with her.

From the moment we met, to the dangerous and most thrilling of adventures we had, to the walks on the beach, to the tantrums and the fights, every hour we spent together continues to live within my heart. When she was sad, I tried my best to be there for her first, to dry her tears. I wanted so badly for her to accept me, for her to let me in.

When she was happy, I felt a new high. It was one that I had eventually rubbed off on the Lost Boys, one that erupted laughter and joy on the island.

Through the summer and the fall, I had her and that was all. She was all I needed to get past my worst days, and she was enough to rid my thoughts of any possible future dangers. Around her, I relaxed. Her safe zone was Neverland, whereas mine was her.

She and I together, it was like it was meant to be. Until Rumple came along with his new favorite motto, of course, “Villains don’t get happy endings.” Still, she stuck by me, hoping that this little inconvenience would pass. Little grew into large and expanded from here on.

Years went by and I stayed the same, I think. She… she had begun to drift away. Once again, I felt like I was left alone. I had to do something for her, to prove that I still cared for her. I couldn’t let her feed into the fact that Rumple had me under his fingers like a puppet, along with my great-grandson, Henry.

So the day came where I gathered enough courage to rebuild myself and our relationship. Approaching her late at night at the beach, I noticed the little details that always made my heart flutter. From her hair flowing freely around her face, to the soft turn of her lips when she saw me, to the other small, quick motions she’d unconsciously make around me. I felt lonely and forgotten and I never thought that she would once again look my way. I told her everything I’ve always wanted to tell her, even though she may have already known, and she smiled at me and held me just like she used to.

Everything was perfect and I was almost there to perfecting my relationship with her. I didn’t want to hurt her with what was happening, so I decided never to bring it up. Although never is an awfully long time and as it seemed that I was dying, I never realized that she was, too.

All it took to hurt me was to see her face fall as she hit the ground, a sword through her chest from a specific rival who stunk of rum and saltwater. Captain Hook laughed mercilessly and he disappeared behind the Dark One himself, Rumplestiltskin.

That may have been when I realized that love was weakness. Only because I didn’t know how to use it, of course. Hate was so much easier to use that I reverted to it. I didn’t realize that because of my grief I was weakened and therefore lost the fight against my dear son.

Although, I will never forget her. I can’t, actually. Everything at the time was beautiful. Every hour we spent together still lives within my heart. I replay the memories over and over again like a symphony that I constantly conduct. All it took to destroy me was when she loved me.

Taehyung and Jin stans in Ma City be like:

attention you unlit humans!!

hello, my beautiful skeleton clique! i need your help with something…

so, in my opinion, the twenty one pilots fandom is one of the most accepting and nonjudgmental fandoms that exist; i’m proud of that. therefore, i want to make something for us (us being us, and Josh and Tyler).

you know the new song they just released, Ride? well….. maybe we should do a lil’ lip dubbing? imagine a bunch of us singing Tyler’s lyrics back to him… he’d absolutely love it! so read here if you want more information!! (-:, and reblog this post to get the word around!!

  • Vienna
  • Billy Joel
  • 13 going on 30 soundtrack
Play

vienna // billy joel

slow down, you crazy child;
you’re so ambitious for a juvenile.
but then if you’re so smart, tell me
why are you still so afraid?

where’s the fire, what’s the hurry about?
you’d better cool it off before you burn it out.
you’ve got so much to do and
only so many hours in a day.

but you know that when the truth is told,
that you can get what you want or you get old.
you’re gonna kick off before you even
get halfway through.
when will you realize, vienna waits for you? 

Love is unexpected- chapter 1

There’s something incredibly beautiful about two people falling together when they least expect to. Timing, is well…funny, you know? You spend your whole life looking for something but all you get is heartbreak when you think you finally found it. Love is a funny thing too. It’s beautiful how no one can explain it but you can feel it. How you find it and then you break it and then you find it again and you break it again and then you get sick of it. You decide to quit love, in some sort of impossible way. It’s impossible to just quit it of course. Love doesn’t work like that, no. Love is unexpected. You find it when you’re not looking. It’s heartbreaking until then. Then it’s the most wonderful and beautiful thing to ever exist.

See Taylor has had her fair share of heartbreak, she transformed pain into beautiful songs, in her own unique way. She showed the world she doesn’t need a guy and she focused on her friends and family and on her career. There is no way to deny that Taylor is sure of herself. She knows herself very well and there she was, that night, on stage, opening up the Brits, strutting on stage, a powerful look in her eye as she sang the words perfectly. He was watching her every move. Calvin was definitely intrigued, amazed. He knew who she was. Everyone in the room knew her name. Taylor Swift was one of a kind, he had noted. She was gorgeous. It was impossible to take his eyes off of her, how she moved gracefully around the stage was captivating enough, her voice was incredible. Anyone would be amazed by Taylor Swift. He was no exception. He had seen her before. Mutual friends made that happen and the music business is a small world, but he had never formally met her and had a conversation with her. He wanted to though. In the back of his mind, the thought had happened. Taylor Swift seemed like a lovely person and he had heard great things from Ellie.

Taylor got off stage and headed to her table. She was happy to be there with her friends and be able to perform for her British fans. It was a happy night which was about to get happier. Ellie had called Calvin over a little over half an hour into the show. He was handsome, she noticed as he walked over to the table, dressed in his black suit, a wide grin appearing as he spotted his friend, leaning down to give her a hug. As Ellie introduced him to her, a small smirk on her face which neither of them had noticed, Taylor realized how tall he was. He was taller than her even when she was wearing heels. She liked that. It was different.
His voice sounded nice as he talked, she realized he was also funny, goofy. She liked that too and she cursed herself for thinking about all the things she liked about him in the single hour she knew him. The conversation flowed easily. Friends, family, music, upcoming artists, cats. Taylor was pleased to know he liked cats, she loved cats. She could add that to the list of things they had in common. It was surprising to both Calvin and Taylor how much they had in common. They sat at Taylor’s table, talking to friends but then there was the after party and it seemed that there was something about Calvin, she couldn’t put her finger on it just yet, but she couldn’t stop talking to him during the party.

“So your real name is Adam. I didn’t know that.” She mused, a small smile on her lips. “Why did you change it?” She asked. He laughed lightly, his eyes looking into hers.

“I don’t know. I just felt like I had to be a different person to be in the music industry and besides Calvin Harris is a cooler name.” He told her, smirking at her and she giggled, shaking her head. “And also my real name is for friends and people who are close to me.”

“We just met, though.” She told him, a glint of joke in her voice. “Did we become friends that fast? Adam, I’m honored.” She dramatically put her hand on her chest and he laughed loudly. He laughed because she looked funny doing it and he was having such a great time. It was hard not to be happy around her. She was like a walking sunshine.

“Well Taylor you’re different.” He told her leaning in closer.

“How so?” She wondered and he smiled at her.

“You’re friends with Ellie and you’re also very beautiful.” He spoke charmingly making her smile.

“Do you just throw your real name around to beautiful girls all the time?” She teased, sipping her drink before meeting his green eyes again.

“Only to the ones that are worth it and right now I think you are, Taylor.” The way he said made her heart jump at the sudden change in the tone of his voice. He wasn’t joking anymore, he was being serious and she would be lying if she said that didn’t make her heart flutter. “Would you ever go on a date with me?” He asked and she laughed.

“I’m not looking for anything right now, Adam.” She replied, shaking her head.

“Taylor!” Karlie’s voice made them snap their heads in her direction, interrupting their conversation. Her grinning face approached them, giving Taylor a knowing look, unnoticed by Calvin. “We have to go. Your flight is soon.” She told Taylor and disappointment washed over her because she thought she had more time with the tall guy she was having a great time with.

“Okay, just wait for a little bit, I’ll be right there.” Karlie nodded her head before walking back to Ellie with whom she had been kind of spying Calvin and Taylor with. “I guess I have to go now.” She smiled softly at him and he nodded. “I had a great time with you tonight.”

“I did too.” He said before wrapping his arms around her waist, pulling her in for a hug. Her face was buried in his shoulder, a grin on her face. “Can I have your number?” He questioned when he pulled away. She gave him her number and he swore he would call her soon. She smiled at him one last time before starting to walk away from him. “Oh and Taylor?” She looked back at him and he grinned. “I’m going to get you to go on a date with me.” She laughed and walked away. Calvin was going to make it happen. No matter what.