Summary: The reader is hopelessly involve with Dean, but too scared to do anything about it. She has to deal with Dean bringing home countless girls, and she reaches her breaking point. With the help of Sammy some sense is knocked into Dean.
Author’s note: This is 100% inspired by Guardians Of The Galaxy…but it came out so awesome! Let it be known this is the first fluff I’ve ever written…I know I’m just as shocked. I really love this one guys, I hope you do too!
There was no denying it, you were head over heals for Dean Winchester. You’d been hunting with him and his brother for the past year, and ever since that first hunt you’d fallen for him. There was something about how those green eyes of his light up that just made a thousand butterflies in your stomach take flight.
The one thing you couldn’t get over was seeing him with other girls. You always compared yourself to them, and in your own head came up short. Convincing yourself you weren’t enough for Dean was something you constantly did.
You knew Dean’s type, and you always told yourself you weren’t it. Sure the girls would only stay the night and Dean wouldn’t remember their names, but at least they knew him intimately. You wanted so badly to feel his lips on yours, his hands run down your body, and him whisper little things into your ear.
Dean often consumed your thoughts, and that was happening right now. Sam was snapping his fingers, “Hello earth to (y/n), stop thinking about Dean”. You were pulled from your thoughts, remembering you were sitting across the kitchen table from Sam.
Throwing a napkin at him you rolled your eyes, “Sam shut up before Dean hears you”. As you spoke Dean was dealing with one of his one night stands, and you knew his routine to a t. Dean would explain he wasn’t much of a breakfast guy and would offer to make coffee, which was a flat out lie and he just wanted to politely make his guest leave.
He would sit down and have a cup of coffee with the woman and once they were done remind the girl that he really needed to start his day, lie number two. The girl would get the hint and call a cab, and pretty soon she’d be on her way.
This certain girl had perfect red hair, a toned body, and beautiful face. Taking her in your self hatred started to eat away at your mind. Sam threw the napkin back, “She’s not that pretty you know (y/n), to Dean she’s just another girl”.
Sam of course knew your feelings for his brother and always insisted that Dean would return them. That didn’t give you the confidence you needed to actually make a move, but it did warm your heart how deeply Sam cared.
He would always insist that Dean was just scared because when he loved people, it meant he could lose them. The voice within your head told you it was because Dean didn’t feel the same way. Thus, your current state was created.
You sighed, “Sure Sammy, then why did he have sex with her?”. Your anger bubbled as you watched Dean flirting with the girl. She was reaching for the sugar and Dean came up behind her to also grab a packet, and he pinched her side. She laughed while Dean pressed his body even closer to her.
Picking up on your apparent anger Sam called for Dean, “You know Dean we really should be starting our case”. You found yourself smiling, it was good for Sam to have your back. Dean didn’t want this girl to go yet, “You know Sammy I think we have time for one more cup”.
The anger easily found it’s way back to you, why was he fighting to keep this one. You’d finished what you’d been eating, which meant there was no real reason for you to be subjected to this.
Getting up you put your dish in the sink, unfortunately bringing you closer to the love birds. While putting your dish down the girl gave you a dirty look, intensifying your anger. The random girl shot daggers at you before pulling Dean in for a kiss.
You didn’t want to give her the satisfaction so you just gave her a glare before returning to your room. While walking to your room you thought about how much better it would’ve felt if you’d just shot the girl. She was acting like a monster so the action would be justified.
After you left Sam was left in the kitchen with his brother and his random one night stand. Sam was just as angry as you were, if not angrier. You were Sam’s best friend and it pained him to see the way Dean played with your heart.
He knew that Dean was too scared to act on his feelings, and he wished he could get you to believe it too. Every time either of them loved a girl, that girl was immediately put in danger. You meant a lot to Dean, which meant you’re be put in even more danger. So Dean pushed down what he felt and tried to fill the void with meaningless girls.
The girl came to sit down where you’d previously sat, across from Sam. She made herself comfortable, which annoyed him. Sam called to Dean again, “You know Dean I think (y/n) had the right idea by going to her room to get ready”.
At the mention of your name the girl rolled her eyes, obviously feeling territorial. Sam heard the girl scoffed under her breath, “…that girl really needs a lot of getting ready”. By this time Dean had joined them at the table, and he also vaguely heard what the girl said.
Dean was annoyed, “What did you say?”. The girl placed down her cup and laughed, “Well the girl that was in here two seconds ago obviously needs a lot of time to get ready..did you see her?”. Suddenly Dean felt incredibly regretful that he’d even kissed this girl, she was a clear waste of time.
Sam smiled seeing the anger bubble up in his brother, maybe he’d finally act on his feelings. Dean’s brows furrowed, “Sorry not everyone can be as quick to get ready as you sweetheart, I guess it’s so easy because you barely wear anything in the first place…easy access huh?”. Sam couldn’t help but laugh, he wished you were in the room to hear Dean’s remark.
The girl got up from the table, “Excuse me?”. Dean didn’t hesitate, “You heard me, you’re the type that has to put others down to feel remotely good about yourself. That girl is beautiful, inside and out which is something you’ll never be”.
The girl flipped both brothers off and then stormed out of the bunker. Neither Sam nor Dean cared how she left, they were just glad she had. Even though she’d left Dean was still fuming, he threw his coffee cup into the sink causing it to smash into pieces. Sam got up, “Woah Dean calm down”.
Dean angrily ran a fist through his hair, “Sammy who do I do this?! Why do I waste my time on meaningless girls when I know I’m in love with (y/n)! Why am I so scared!”. Dean was so confused, his feelings overwhelming him.
Sam got up and calmly spoke, “You’re scared you’ll lose her Dean, and that’s understandable”. Dean’s anger soon turned to pain the more he thought about everything. He sighed, “Why can I wipe out an entire vamp nest but can’t tell her how I feel?”.
Sam laughed, “Because love is a lot more difficult Dean, it’s unpredictable..which makes it scary”. Dean knew that when it came to matters of life or death he could always make the right decision, but with his feelings it was more difficult.
Dean laughed too before getting serious, “How do I fix this Sammy?”. He realized how many times you’d had to deal with him bringing home girls, and he felt awful. Sure, when he was with the girls he couldn’t help but think about you but that wasn’t an excuse.
Sam smiled, “ Go talk to her Dean, or at least try too. She’s probably going crazy with her thoughts, I mean we both know her..”. Dean shook his head finishing his brothers sentence, “She always overthinks….I guess like me”.
With his new found confidence Dean headed towards your room. He wanted to finally set things right, because he couldn’t do this anymore. He couldn’t try to distract himself with meaningless girls because it made him feel emptier. Dean needed to grow a pair, and go for what he wanted you.
In order to distract yourself from how you’d felt you decided to nerd out to one of your favorite movies, Guardians of the Galaxy. It was a feel good movie, and you had to admit Peter Quill made it all a lot more enjoyable.
Peter Quill was a lot like Dean; daddy issues, girl crazy, incredibly sexy, and overall good hearted. The whole thing about Guardians of the Galaxy was the soundtrack, it was all oldies. At one moment in the movie Peter dances with another character to the song, “Fooled Around and Fell in Love”.
Peter let’s his dancing speak for him, and you imagined Dean did the same with his body. Whenever that particular scene came on you dreamed it would be you and Dean. Trying to truly distract yourself you hooked up your speaker to play the song.
You blared the song, hoping it would drown out your feelings. The music was so loud that you didn’t hear the knocking on the door, and Dean call your name. Getting up from your bed you started to sing the lyrics while dancing around.
I must have been through about a million girls
I’d love ‘em then I’d leave ‘em alone
The lyrics just screamed Dean, they were totally him. Dean stood there leaning against your doorframe, watching you. He couldn’t even see your face, but you still looked incredibly beautiful. He found his mind drifting as he watched your hips sway slowly to the beat.
He found himself subconsciously walking towards you, just wanting to be with you. Before he could make it fully towards you, you had turned around. You both stood there for a moment, unsure of what to do next.
It used to be when I’d see a girl that I liked, I’d get out my book and write down her name , Ah, but when the, the grass got a little greener over on the other side, I’d just tear out that page
Without speaking he placed his hands on your hips, and then looked up with concern in his eyes afraid that he’d overstepped. You looked down at where his hands were, butterflies taking flight in your stomach. Dean took this as apprehension, “I’m sorry I-”.
Dean went to pull his hands away but you reached out and held them. You smiled, “Dean I didn’t mind”. There was about a thousand words that came to mind, but they got all jumbled in your head.
Dean seemed like he didn’t know what to say quite yet either. Moving closer to you he put his hands back where they’d been, and you felt so hot under his touch. You both started to move slowly to the beat, his huge hands guiding you.
I fooled around and fell in love,
I fooled around and fell in love, since I met you baby
The lyrics getting to him, Dean realized how badly he needed you. He pulled you closer to his chest, resting one hand on the small of your back. Turning your head to the side you pressed your ear against his heart, listening to his heartbeat.
Closing your eyes you took in his smell; a mixture of whiskey and aftershave. Listening to his heartbeat while swaying to the music you finally started to relax. You smiled to yourself, because Dean’s heartbeat suggested otherwise.
His heart was beating fast, and you wanted to calm him. Dean brought his chin to rest on your head as you moved to the slow beat. For once you felt so safe in his arms, all you concerns melting away.
Free, on my own is the way I used to be, Ah, but since I met you baby, love’s got a hold on me
It’s got a hold on me now, I can’t let go of you baby
Turning your head back you looked up at him, resting your hands on his chest. Dean looked down at you, his green eyes full of light. You noticed all the freckles on his face, each one like a snowflake.
Dean bit his lip, still contemplating something. You wondered if he was thinking about what you were thinking about. Soon enough you got your answer as he cupped your cheek in one hand, bringing his face towards you.
Dean lightly placed his lips on yours, and you felt months of doubt melt away. His other hand still rested on your back, as his thumb traced little circles. The kiss got hungrier as both of your desires grew.
When the kiss ended you both were left breathless, caught up in the moment. Dean scanned your eyes, “Listen (y/n) there’s no excuse for how I’ve acted…I was scared and I let that control me”. He held you tighter as he spoke.
Dean continued, “I…I love you (y/n) and I’m sorry for treating you how I did because you deserve so much better”. You smiled, happiness radiating throughout your entire body. Looking up at him you answered, “I love you too Dean you’re all-”.
He cut you off by placing his lips on yours again, so completely lost in the moment. When the kiss was over he held you tight again, loving how perfectly your body fit with his. Again you rested your head against his chest, and this time his heart beat was calm.
You both started moving to the beat of the song again, wanting to preserve the moment. Dean rested his chin on your head once again as he wrapped his arms around you. He finally had you, and he never wanted to let you go again.
I fooled around, fell in love I fell in love, I fell in love, yes I did
Imagine telling Chris you love him for the first time.
A/N: Finally had some time to just sit and write, so here’s that request from @createdbytinyaddiction. I hope this meets what you requested, my mind’s kinda in holiday mode.
The sun rose over the Manhattan skyline as you awoke from your sleep. Your eyelids fluttered open and you smiled when you remembered you were still camping out in your living room in the fort that you’d made with your boyfriend, Chris, and his adorable co-star, Mckenna, on Thursday night after their movie ‘Gifted’ premiered at the New York Institute of Technology. You’d promised her the last time you saw her at the Los Angeles premiere that you’d let her have a sleepover at your apartment after the New York premiere. She’d been wanting to see your apartment for a while now, from the moment Chris told her about how you had the most beautiful workspace with the prettiest teal blue typewriter- she’d been begging you to see it. Mckenna showed a great deal of interest in creative writing, so it didn’t surprise anyone that when she met Chris’ writer girlfriend that she’d cling onto you.
You didn’t mind though, you found her incredibly adorable and sweet. You remembered meeting her at lunch after she was casted, you’d fell in-love with her immediately. Chris had brought you along because he’d bring you everywhere with him if he could, and usually he could- you were a freelance writer, you could work from anywhere at any time. But you also knew the real reason he’d brought you along was to see you around kids; he was a family man who wanted a family of his own eventually, so he had to make sure the one he was going to settle with had the same family oriented values that he did. Now he knew you had nieces and nephews like he did, but he’d never really seen you with them as you’d only been dating six months. The two of you were still in the honeymoon phase where it was all about the two of you and no one else mattered. You’d met his parents and he’d met yours, but that was it. You were both yet to meet the rest of each others’ families, though plans had been made for the Fourth of July.
Despite the relationship only being six months old, you were both pretty sure about each other already. Even before the meeting with Mckenna went down, Chris had no doubt about you because he knew you shared the same mindset as he did. You may not have been as big a kid person as he was, but you did believe in doing things for the ones you loved and you loved Chris. If he wanted children, you’d have children. Be it for him, or with him- you’d do it because the love you carried for him was indescribable and unconditional, and it was enough to erase any fears and uncertainties that you had about having kids. Before you met Chris, you didn’t understand what your mom meant when she said “when you meet the one you’re meant to be with, you’ll want kids.” After meeting Chris, her words had never been more clear.
The only thing now that was standing in your way of getting that happily ever after was yourselves. Neither of you were fearless enough to push past the concept of time, you both worried that things were progressing faster than they normally should therefore preventing you from professing your love for each other. He didn’t want to scare you away and you didn’t want to scare him away, which was ridiculous because neither of you had plans to go anywhere. One of you just needed to find the guts to pass that first 'I-love-you’ barrier then things were going to fall right into place and you’d both live happily ever after.
“Morning,” you heard Chris whisper as he rolled onto his side, draping his arm over your stomach. You turned to face him, pressing your hand against his stubbly cheek. “How do you always look so beautiful so early in the morning?” He quizzed with a sleepy smile that made your heart flutter.
“I just watch and learn from you,” you answered then giggled when he chuckled. “How’d you sleep?” You asked, running your fingers through his hair which was so much fluffier when he didn’t have any product in it. He groaned as he stretched and you knew sleeping on something other than a bed was starting to take a toll on the body. “Think it’s about time we tear down the fort and sleep in the bedroom?”
“Probably,” he chuckled, resting his arm on your stomach again. “I do like sleeping in this fort though.” You nodded in agreement as you admired the interior; it was a lot prettier at night as there were fairy lights you could turn on. “Mckenna did a great job decorating it, I don’t think we could’ve pulled it off without the kid.”
“Neither,” you agreed with a nod. “She’s pretty talented, that one.” You smiled when you remembered you were having her over again soon. “I can’t wait to see how well my bake day is going to be with her as my sous-chef, I bet she’ll be more helpful than you.” He scoffed, pretending to be more offended than he actually was. “All you do is distract me, I never get anything done with you in the kitchen.”
“And that’s a bad thing?” He smirked and you laughed, squirming when he tickled your sides. “I’m the best sous-chef and you know it,” he poked your cheek and you rolled your eyes, nodding mockingly. “Say it, Y/N.” He tickled your sides again and you laughed. “Say I’m the best sous-chef, say it.” He urged as he continued to tickle you.
“You’re the best sous-chef!” You managed through your laughter and he stopped, wrapping his arm around your waist and pulling you closer to him. “You’re the best sous-chef, okay?” You caressed his face in your hand and you rested your forehead against his. “You’re the best sous-chef, the best actor, the best boyfriend. You’re the best everything, Chris,” you told him, smiling as you lost yourself in his kind eyes. “And I love you,” you whispered, completely unaware that that was the first time you’d ever told him that.
“What?” His eyes widened and his lips parted; he may have been waiting to hear those three words for a while now, but it still took him by surprise. “Did you just-” He cut himself off when he saw panic wash over you. “No no no,” he chuckled as he tried to calm you down. “Don’t um- Don’t freak out, Y/N. It’s a good thing, you love me. It’s- it’s fantastic.” You pulled away from him and sat up, burying your face in your hands. “Hey,” he sat up and placed his hand on your back. “Y/N, listen to me. I’m-”
“I’m going to go start breakfast,” you said and quickly scrambled out of the fort and to your feet. Chris followed you, chuckling softly. Your panic rose as you felt his presence right behind you. “Do you want pancakes?” You tried to quicken your pace only to have him stop you by grabbing your wrist in his hand. “You don’t want pancakes?” You mumbled nervously when he spun you around, eyes watching you with an intense gaze.
“Can you shut up for a second?” He asked and you pressed your lips together; he chuckled softly then smiled as he whispered, “I love you too.” Your heart rid itself of all that horror and panic, and sang a thousand melodies. “I love you so much, Y/N. You don’t even know how long I’ve been wanting to tell you how much. If you didn’t say it then, I would’ve said it at breakfast. I just-” he cut himself off, licking his lips. “You’re the love of my life and I’m in-love with you.”
“Are you sure?”
“Are you serious?” He laughed and you bit back your smile. “Yes,” he cupped your face tightly in his hands, “I am absolutely sure that I am one hundred percent in-love with you. I’m thirty-six, sweetheart. I wouldn’t be with you if I wasn’t sure you’re the one I want to spend the rest of my life with. I think I should be the one asking that question seeing as you’re the baby in the relationship,” he chuckled when you scoffed, slapping his chest ever so gently. “So are you sure?”
“I loved you even before you knew my name, Chris Evans,” you responded, wrapping your arms around his neck. He smiled, releasing your face to wrap his arms around your body to pull you as close as he possibly could to him. “So yes, I am very, very sure that I’m in-love with you.”
“Good,” he smiled. “Because I’ve got great plans to marry and spend the rest of my life with you.” You smiled and tipped your head, inching closer to his lips as he inched closer to yours. “I love you, Y/N.”
Kai Parker x Reader word count : 3 993 summary : based on the song ‘Happier’ by Ed Sheeran note : i couldn’t help myself with the ending. sorry not sorry. * gif by chris-woods _______________________
Losing the best thing in his life hurt like hell. What hurt even more was seeing the person he loved in someone else’s arms. It had been a month since Kai and Y/N had broken up because of a stupid impulse to get back at his coven and Bonnie for ditching him in 1903. He should’ve known this would be a mistake. He should’ve gone directly to his girl right after coming back instead of getting on the revenge path and losing everything. Instead he had let anger get the worst out of him again.
They had been together for almost three months , the happiest months in his life. He had never really understood love or falling in love until he had met her. Y/N had given him a chance even before the merge and always had stood up for him to her friends until his sister’s wedding day. He had pushed it too far that day and his life got turned upside down – and even though they had been apart for a month he was still in love with her and needed her in his life more than ever.
Kai heard her coming before she had even stepped inside the barn. There was no way for him to mistake the speed of the steps or her heartbeat. Someone had told her about what had happened , that he was back and – that he had linked her cousin and best friend to Bonnie. Before he had had the chance to get outside Y/N ran inside , stopping so abruptly at the entrance she nearly slipped on the blood on the floor. “Oh my God –” she muttered , covering her mouth with her hand. Her eyes took in the scene in front of her - all the bodies , the blood mixed with flowers and glass shards. Then she saw him and her eyes lit up. For a moment she took a step towards him then stopped. “You are alive. T-they said you killed yourself.” “I did , but I came back.” he smiled nervously at her. “I missed you so much Y/N -” Kai took a step towards her but she took a step back , holding a hand out gesturing for him to stop. Almost two weeks since he had last seen her , hugged her .. kissed her. His girl was standing right there barely a metre away and he couldn’t touch her because she wouldn’t let him. A tear rolled down her cheek and he reached to wipe it away faster than she did. Kai couldn’t help but notice how her heart skipped a beat when he did yet she didn’t smile. “You screwed up Malachai. Big time.” she said quietly. Kai flinched - the only time she used his full name was when she was beyond upset. “How can you even — You liked Bonnie to Elena. Elena who is not just my best friend , she is like my sister the only family I had left. You didn’t even come to see me when - ” “I was going to. I swear , just things got in the w-” “Yeah , I see. Things always got in the way… ” she pushed away his hands. “I stood up for you. Even tried to convince Bonnie to let you out or to send me there so I can be with you not giving a damn we’d be stuck there and what do you ? You didn’t even talk to me - ” she raised her voice. “ - instead you proved to everyone you are still the same monster they saw you as when you first got out of 1994. You lived up to everyone’s horrible expectations of you. Congratulations. Now you are the monster everyone sees when they look at you.” Kai took a step towards her , stepping over one of his family’s bodies reaching for her , dying to wrap his arms around her and apologise. Nevertheless what came out of his mouth was completely different. He knew Y/N’s words hadn’t meant to hurt him but that had been exactly what had happened and they had cut deeper than any knife ever could. How had he managed to push away the only person who ever gave him a chance and ever made him happy? The only person he ever loved and who ever loved him ? “That’s right. I am the monster , the abomination. Always the one everyone treats like some irredeemable piece of trash. All my life that’s all I’ve ever known. All those people you see here - you have no idea what it was to live with them. To be always the one to blame , not to be able to touch anyone because they shriek in fear – I thought you were different. I thought you’d understand like always - ” “Understand what ?” she snapped. “That you acted on an impulse again ? Not thinking or caring who you’d hurt in the process ? You know what — I can’t do this anymore.” “Y/N please -” he took a step towards her trying to touch her but she pulled away not even looking into his eyes. “ - I can change. I will find a way to undo the spell. I will do anything.” “No. No , Malachai.” she said quickly wiping away a tear from her cheek. “This is too much. You lost me the second you decided getting revenge is more important than what we had. We could’ve been happy. We could’ve had a family of our own. You could’ve had everything you have ever wanted but - ” “You have been waiting for this moment haven’t you ? You and all your stupid friends. You never loved me or cared about me. It was all pretend so you keep me in check wasn’t it ? I can’t believe I spent even a second believing you love me and you’d be by my side.” Y/N’s eyes widened. “Actually no. I haven’t , they might’ve but not me. I believed in you and loved you and if you had chosen to come to me first things would’ve been different. I was ready to leave town with you before you got trapped in 1903 and even after you got stuck there. We could’ve left , but instead you made the decision for both of us. You know , I kept trying to convince them to let you out. To give you another chance , to except you despite of everything you had done… I have done that ever since day one , remember ? I am done with all of it. I’m done.” “Wh-what are you -” “It’s over. We are over. I – ” she wiped a few tears off her cheeks. “ - I don’t want to see you or hear from you. Ever.” “Y/N …” he took a step towards her as she spun around on her heels running outside. He could hear her crying on her way to the car and afterwards punching the steering wheel. “What did I do?” he whispered looking around , holding his head in his hands before smashing one of the chairs into the wall screaming out in pain.
A lump got stuck in Kai’s throat when he stepped into the town square. Across the street walking towards the Grill were Y/N and … her new boyfriend. Kai stopped right on his tracks looking at them. For a moment a small smile spread across his face seeing her after all this time , then his smile faded. Y/N and her new boyfriend had wide smiles on their faces and he couldn’t help but notice they were wider than the ones he and Y/N had had on theirs when they had been together. His girl was moving on and looked happier with someone new , laughing at something her new boyfriend said to her while he put his arm around her shoulder leaning in to kiss her before they walked inside. Kai looked at the ground feeling his eyes starting to water. It hurt so much seeing her with someone else , worse than having his heart ripped out ever would. This should’ve been him with her. Putting his arms around her , kissing her , waking up next to her in the morning… not this person. Last thing he wanted now was to watch his girl with someone else at the Grill and he started to turn around when Damon bumped into him , putting his arm around his shoulders. “There he is. My favourite heretic.” smirked the vampire. “Come on , lets go get a drink so I can tell you all about how much it hurts being away from the person I love the most.” “Not in the mood Damon. Why don’t you find another drinking buddy ? I can’t lift the spell even if I wanted to. I told you and no one hates me more than I hate myself for what I did that day.” replied Kai , pushing Damon’s hand away. “You lost your girl because of me and I lost the best thing in my life trying to get back at you.” “And that’s exactly why we need to go get a drink my friend.” “Not your friend.” “C'mon , I need a new drinking buddy. Alaric’s alcohol tolerance as a human is a joke now -” “I said no , Damon. Your girl is in a coffin taking a magical nap but you will see her again one day and she will be in your arms again. My girl … is happier without me.” Damon’s expression changed suddenly , looking at him almost sympathetically . He knew how the young heretic felt , not exactly but he got enough. He had had to watch Elena with Stefan for years before they finally got together and seeing the person you love with someone else is one of the worst feelings ever. “As someone who had lived longer than you – one day you will be happy again. You will get over her.” “No. I will always love her , it will always be her and only her even in a thousand years. It will always be Y/N and no one else. All I can do is try and not to take it personal while she moves on with someone new. Try and smile to hide the truth –” “ – and get drunk with your knew best buddy.” grinned Damon. Kai scoffed pushing Damon’s arm again. “Go find another drinking buddy Damon.”
A couple of hours later Kai got in his apartment , reaching almost immediately for the bottle he had bought on his way home. It was full but in an hour or two it would be empty just like the rest of them. He pulled out his phone , feeling an ache in his heart seeing his screen wallpaper - a picture of him and Y/N. A whole month and he still hadn’t changed it. Why would he ? He liked seeing them smiling widely at the camera with their arms around each other. They had been so happy before he had screwed everything up. Y/N had been right - they could’ve had it all together. They could’ve had a family of their own in some other town away from his family and everyone else. All they had always needed had been each other. Now — he was alone , and she … she was moving on with someone else. A tear rolled down his cheek but he didn’t even bother wiping it away not realisig when he had opened the bottle. He didn’t bother to pour the amber coloured liquid into a glass. What would be the point ? Its not like pouring it into a glass would get things back to the way they were before he had linked her cousin and best friend to Bonnie that day making it so Y/N would never see Elena again. It’s not like it would stop him from drinking the entire bottle. He searched through his contacts , scrolling until her name popped up on the screen. For a few long moments his finger hovered over the screen as he was debating whether or not he should call her. A deep sigh left his lips and he rested his back against the wall with the bottle in his hands. His eyes closed and he slid down sitting in the corner of the room , bringing the bottle to his lips. He didn’t even know what he’d say to her or if she will even answer. Seeing her earlier in the day had wrecked him all over again , shattering all the pieces of his heart to dust. Sitting in the corner of the room Kai could almost see her walking around , could hear her laugh echoing in every room of his apartment. He glanced at the couch and she was standing there waving for him to come over before the movie started , snuggling into his arms the moment he sat there. Then turned around seeing her leaning against the kitchen door frame with a smile on her face before running up to him and jumping into his arms while he was making breakfast. How it was possible that everything reminded him of her ? Even that wine stain on the carpet which had been a complete accident and she had tried so hard to remove. A whole month and he could still smell her perfume in the air. Not even in the Prison World he had missed and needed her so much. By the time he got up the bottle in his hands was empty. Quickly he got a piece of paper , a pen and started to write. He planned on sending his letter the same way he had sent her hundredths of messages while they had still been together. Maybe she’d read it — or maybe she will toss it in the trash and forget about him completely. Who knew , maybe she already had.
Y/N was laying in her bed starring at the ceiling thinking about how it had been a month since everything. Or more like trying not to think how it had been a whole month since the last time she had seen Kai. When she had told him to never call her again , it had been her emotions in that moment talking. There hadn’t been a part of her thinking he’d actually give up that easily. What they had had been this instant connection where you see the person and you just know thats him/her. So many nights every time her phone buzzed she thought it was him but it never was. Every time someone knocked on the door or threw pebbles at her window her first thought was KAI. It never was.
“Get back on the market. It’s the easier way to move on. What happened was for the best. He would’ve hurt you or gotten you killed. Why do you keep defending him after everything he had done? He killed his entire family – he linked your best friend , your cousin to me.”
A sigh left her lips. Her friends’ words kept repeating on a loop in her head. A tear rolled down her temples at the last happy memory she had of her and Kai together , right before he had gone over to the Salvatore’s to try and help. He had really thought they were giving him a chance and had been excited about it. They had made plans for the next day , and the next… Then Elena had called and her world had turned upside down. Then almost two weeks later Kai had come back and her world returned to normal for a few seconds before it got turned upside down again. Y/N’s eyes closed for a few seconds and then her eyes opened seeing flames burn on her night stand for a few moments. Quickly she sat up in her bed confused as to what was happening at first before her mind placed things together. There was only one person who could have sent her that. Kai. It took her less than a minute to snatch the piece of paper and read it twice , tears rolling down her cheek and a small smile on her face seeing his hand writing. There had been smudges on the paper and by the looks of it maybe he had been lightly buzzed while writing it.
“I know you don’t want to see or hear from me but you need to know… What I did and said that day was the biggest mistake I have ever made in my entire life. I hurt you like no one else has ever hurt you and I know you won’t forgive me for any of it , I know I will never forgive myself. I was happier with you and I know there are others who deserve you and who will love you but no one will ever love you or need you like I do. I saw you today with your new boyfriend and your smiles were twice as wide as ours used to be. You looked happier with him than you had ever been with me and it hurt , but I promise not to take it personal that you are moving on with someone new. I knew that would happen someday… Damon said one day I will find someone else and feel that kind of happiness again but there will never be anyone else for me but you. I am still in love with you and I will be waiting for you , if he breaks your heart. I will put on a smile and act as if it doesn’t hurt because you looked happier … Are you ? Happier with him ? ”
Y/N reached for her phone , her finger hovering over Kai’s name in the contacts closing her eyes for a second she tapped the screen with her thumb , wiping her nose with her hand smiling through tears. No answer. Why would she send her a note and not answer his phone later ? It made no sense.
Kai laid almost face first on the couch , half drunk and semi awake when someone knocked on the door. Groggily he got up , taking a few short steps towards the door. His hand hovered over the door knob for a few moments while he tried to figure out who would come over at 3AM. A sigh left his lips and he turned around heading back towards the couch. Probably it was Damon looking for his new drinking buddy. No. Kai wasn’t planing on doing that. Almost half way to the couch whoever it was on the door knocked again and this time he opened the door. “Hi.” His heart was about to leap out of his chest seeing Y/N there , still wearing her PJ’s and knowing her , probably she had gone outside wearing them and her fuzzy slippers. A small smile spread across her face seeing him smile back at her. Kai wanted so badly to hug her , kiss her – just one more time but no. He couldn’t do that. Y/N had a boyfriend now , not that he cared much about that , but she would. “Hi.” he finally managed to say. “Wh-what are you doing here ?” Y/N unfolded Kai’s note , holding it in front of him. A lump got stuck in his throat. Why had she come in the middle of the night because of the letter ? “Can I – ?” “Um yeah , of course.” Kai stepped aside letting her walk inside. Y/N looked around Kai’s apartment - it looked exactly the same except for the empty bottles and the pieces of glass near the wall. A small sigh left her lips hearing him close the door taking a step towards her until she turned around to face him. Their eyes met and for a second everything was the way it used to be. Just the two of them. “No.” she said quietly. “What ? I haven’t asked anything –” “Yes , you did and the answer is no.” she pointed at the letter. “You are not the only one who can put on a fake smile and make it believable Kai. How can I be happy with someone else when my heart belongs with you ? When I — belong with you.” “I am drunk and dreaming.” muttered Kai to himself. “Or hallucinating. Definitely.” Y/N took a step towards him with a wide smile on her face , placing her palm on his cheek. Kai looked into her eyes afraid she’d disappear at any moment. “If you were dreaming would I do this ?” she said lifting herself on her toes gazing into his eyes. For a moment she almost kissed him and then she slapped his cheek , not too hard but hard enough to convince him he was awake. “I deserved that.” he said rubbing his cheek for a second , scooping her into his arms and twirling her around in the next. Y/N’s laugh echoed in the house and for the first time in weeks he felt complete. “God , I really hope this isn’t a product of my imagination but even if it is - it feels so good to have you in my arms again. I will never let you go. Never ev-” Y/N’s lips crashed against his , more hungry and greedy than ever kissing him as if her life depended on it. He wrapped his arms around her tight , pulling her towards him feeling a tear roll down his cheek. “Wow happy crying.” she said wiping it away from his cheek. “Thats new.” “Tell me about it.” he laughed , not willing to let go off her. “Come on. Lets go to bed. I walked like 2 miles in the middle of the night and now I just want to go to bed with my boyfriend.” “Y-your b-boyfriend ? What about – whats his name ?” “I’ll deal with that tomorrow. Right now , you have a month of cuddling to make up for.” Kai scooped her up and carried her to the bed unable to take his eyes away from her the same way she couldn’t tear her eyes away from him. Seeing him smile and his eyes sparkle like never before was everything she could ever want in life.
“Wake up. Kai ?” No , no, no. No. Don’t wake up. he thought to himself. Whatever you do , do not open yo- Wait — whats happening? Kai felt someone’s lips on his , kissing him gently as he started to wake up. He recognised who it was immediately and his hands wrapped around her pulling her towards him , not ready to open his eyes just yet. Then his eyes opened slowly finding Y/N leaning over him on the bed with a wide smile on her face. “You are here.” he smiled , brushing his fingers through her hair.“For a moment I thought -” “That me coming in the middle of the night wearing my PJ’s and fuzzy slippers , slapping you and then kissing you like my life depended on it before we fell asleep cuddling on your bed had been a dream ?” Kai laughed. “Breathe. That must’ve been the longest sentence you have ever said. And yes , for a moment I was terrified it had all been a dream -” “It wasn’t.” replied Y/N , hooking her arms around his neck. “I am here and I am not going anywhere — but to the store. You have no food here and I am starving.” “No. No you stay here. I’ll go.” said Kai getting up quickly. “What do you want ? Pancakes ? Waffles ? Ice cream ? Pizza ? I’ll do anything -” Y/N laughed sitting on his bed with her knees up to her chest. “Whatever you decide. I missed your cooking so even if you fry me an egg I will love it.” Kai ran back towards the bed , smashing his lips against hers for a long moment before heading towards the door when Y/N got up after him. “Hey , Kai ?” she said running into his arms. “I forgot to tell you something very very important. I love you.” Kai smiled widely at her. “I never thought I’d hear you say those words to me again.” “I love you.” “I love you too Y/N.”
A/N: I wrote this a long time ago. It was probably one of the first fics I’ve ever written. I hope you all enjoy this! Feedback is welcomed and appreciated! I love you all so much! <3 <3
You stood in the elevator of NCIS, your headphones in your ears as you listened to music. It made the commute to work less stressful and put you in a better mood. You swayed your hips slightly in the elevator as you waited for the ding. In a few seconds you heard the ding that lead you to the squad room floor. Tony and McGee were already chatting away, Tony smiling when he saw you.
You walked up to both of the agents, “good morning McGee, and DiNozzo,” you said cheerfully, taking out one of your earbuds.
“What is our fellow Agent [Y/N] [Y/L/N] listening to this morning,” Tony asked, walking over to you and taking the earbud you had taken out. He listened for a few seconds before his face lit up like a Christmas tree. “No way,” he exclaimed. “You listen to Sinatra?”
(If it might trigger something, please, don’t read)
“I mean, I have seen sea many times but today it looks especially
amazing!” exclaimed you and Loki laughed softy. You were sitting at sand, warm
waves licked your feet, and stars were shining like diamonds. Loki promised you
surprise and he kept his word.
You pressed yourself against him and kissed his chapped lips. “Do
you like it, petal?” mumbled he softly and you chuckled as his icy
breath made you shiver.
“I do” you bit your lip as his hands tightened around your
waist. Loki slowly kissed your neck and you closed your eyes.
“Why, who I see here” low voice came from behind and made you flinch. You
couldn’t see much because of light directed in your eyes but you could feel
danger radiating from stranger.
“What do you want?” mockingly quiet asked Loki and pressed you
closer.Chitauri pretended to be offended “Can I not want to see old
friend? Besides, old debts must be paid”
In the blink of an eye, you were separated from Loki and strong arms
were holding you and put a knife to your throat. Loki twitched but Chitauri laughed, “One
more move and I’ll slit her throat”
“You’ll come with me and nothing happens to her” Loki clenched his
jaw and hissed “Let her go. I will do as you say” Youwere
considering to escape but there was no chance you could anything to ten armed
to teeth aliens. Still hoping on miracle, you spoke up quickly: “Wait. I want to come with Loki”. Loki
got paler than usually, “Don’t be fool,
Y/N. Leave. Now!”
“Not without you” you whispered as
sharp cold pain made you scream and you felt weakness in your feet. Loki rushed
to you but other two easily caught him and held him strongly.
Grip of the one who held you weakened and you fell on sand as he spoke to
Loki “Everyone who has ever loved you
died. Have you ever asked yourself why it is dangerous to be around you? I will
tell you. Because you are the monster. Who bring only death and devastation.
Frigga first and then this midgardian girl” Loki’s eyes filled with horror
and fury and he growled “I promised to
come with you! Why did you do it?”
“Do you think that your word costs anything? Yours, God of mischief” contemptuously
he asked and added, “You will watch her dying.
And then… then you will come with us so Thanos would punish you for betrayal”
“Don’t listen to him, Loki.
You are not the monster. You have never been one. You are the best that has ever
happened to me. I am happy I could share many moments with you. You are the
best man I ever dreamt about” wheezed you and tried to smile. It was difficult to
do; you limbs were cold first but you didn’t feel anything now. It went so numb
as if you don’t have any and you became thirsty and tired. It felt like life
were leaking out from your body.
You attempted to focus on Loki but everything was blurry. Still you saw
his lips were moving; he were saying something. All you could think that it wasn’t
enough; you didn’t want to die. Many things you could do together but you would
Tears came streaming down and burnt his cheeks and Loki yelled and seek
to break free “Y/N! You can’t-dove, you
can’t…Don’t you dare to die! You mustn’t… You have you whole life ahead! Don’t do
that to me, please, baby, not you!”
Tiredness overwhelmed you but you knew you weren’t tired. You
desperately wanted to know what Loki was saying but your ears went deaf. It was
death with her ugly face and you couldn’t help but obeyed her.
And here he was; broken and alone as in the beginning. But this time he
lost everything without even illusion of having it.
HONESTLY i cant believe this !! less than 3 months ago there was just 100 of you on my first day but suddenly 800 of you have just HOPPED ALONG THE TRAIN ! ! ! and though I haven’t had the pleasure to know all 800, I KNOW I’VE TRIED MY DARNEST TO JOKE AROUND OR INTERACT WITH EVERY LOVELY PERSON I COULD REACH OUT TO ! in such a short time i found myself loving tumblr as just, a second home i can feel comfortable being who i am and just ENJOYING what roleplaying truly is ! its an experience, and one I’m so glad to share it with all of you <3
THERES JUST WAY TOO MANY PEOPLE TO THANK THOUGH, so i’m dividing it between those i just, LOVE WITH ALL OF MY HEART who give me their all each and everyday, even if its a little pun or joke, OR A LINE OR TWO IN A REPLY! and those i just keep on my watch list as fun or cool people i’d love to know better or do much junk with !!
AND A FEW SPECIAL PEOPLE GET THEIR SPECIAL MENTIONS RIGHT AT THE END of c ofc
TRULY — FELLOW OVERWATCH AGENTS : those who i cant EVER imagine leaving without a word ! you really do make the dash a special place and I adore you from the bottom of my heart !! you go beyond followers and are the friends anyone could ever ask for !!
I guess Imma also post this on here,
I made it a while ago and posted it on my Twitter (fairlyylocaldan)
The 84th ryc vid is basically the first one I ever watched (which was over a year ago) so I thought “why not animate Jacks videos from this one on”. Which I did :P
The background took me so long oml because I wanted to draw it exactly like it was in the setup tour vid.
Anyways, Jack you helped me a lot. Your positivity keeps me motivated your cozy videos make me calm down and smile and everything you do and all the quotes you already made are so admirable. I met my best internet friend through you and I can’t thank you enough for that. I also can’t thank you enough for being you and accepting everybody.
I am from Germany and have a really bad nut allergy that won’t allow me to go abroad yet but if I ever find a way to go to America to a convention or if you ever come to VidCon Europe I’d just love to hug you. So tight. That’s what motivating me to go on.
You are such an inspiration for us and we always got your back. @therealjacksepticeye
Love, Marie :)
Welcome to a new weekly-ish feature in which we spotlight a talented
author in the Han/Leia fandom. Please message us if you are interested in
taking part (everyone that would like to be featured will have their turn) and we will let you know what we need from you :)
Our first author is @hanorganaas. Thank you for sharing your stories. We will definitely be re-reading these!
The Legendary Heroine Verse:
A Brand New Hope: In a Retelling of A New Hope with Leia as the Chosen
One, Leia Skywalker, who grew up on Tatooine, finds herself thrust into
adulthood when on the night her arranged marriage to Han Solo is
finalized, she embarks on a mission to save the Galaxy and embrace her
birthright. (Rated T)
Revenge of the Empire [In Progress]: In a Retelling of the Empire
Strikes Back, Leia Skywalker Solo balances love and Destiny as she is
trained by the great Jedi Master Yoda. (Rated M)
okay so let’s make this quick and pretty . when i thought about moving daphne to a new blog , many things scared me ; one of them being , of course , if people would still write with me . starting ‘ fresh ’ seemed pretty terrifying at first — i have come so far with my girl , so much development has been made and so many amazing threads have been written that i wasn’t sure if i wanted to move blogs ; it felt almost as if i would be leaving everything i had built with daphne for the past year and a half behind !! but , with a bit of encouragement from some friends , i took a change and i can honestly say from the bottom of my heart that i was completely wrong . moving blogs was definitely one of the best things i ever did for both myself and daphne , and a huge part of that is because of you friendships !! i could never have imagined that i would be achieving such a huge milestone within a month of restarting ; seeing how many of you have stayed with me and how many of you have just recently joined this little gang of ours makes me very , very happy everyday , and i don’t think i’ll ever be able to thank you enough for being so supportive and kind . i could barely believe it the first time i reached this number , and the second time around is just as unbelievable !!
under the cut will be listed just a few of the amazingly beautiful and talented people who continue to inspire me every single day . i wasn’t able to add every single url that some of you guys have , there are just too many sometimes !! thank you to all 1k+ of you for being the best friendships i could ask for .
Request: Hello, I really love your writing!! And I also really miss Matt the radar technician! So I was wondering if you can write a modern!matt where the reader and him are close friends that have feelings for each other and she sticks up for him bc he gets picked on. Idk something like that. But yeah! You always know how to make your stories amazing! Thank you!!
A/N: I’m so glad I received Matt requests bc I miss that son of a bicth……thank you, anon, for the request! Enjoy :) [gif not mine]
Word Count: 2.5K+
Matt was, what you called, your average ‘nerd’. His glasses were as big as his head, the silver rims and thick lenses that hugged his nose. His attire was always neat and in place–although the opposite went for his bright blond hair. Now that was a mess. It was hard to keep the curls looking nice. Brushing them weren’t an option and neither was jelling it, so he let it be.
“Everyone, let’s raise a glass to toast the future bride and groom!”
Around the room, glasses of champagne were being raised into the air. “Cheers!”
Bucky Barnes didn’t raise his glass. He stood in the corner of the room wishing that he was anywhere but there. It would’ve been obvious if he hadn’t shown up though. The rest of the team were around having fun. Bucky, on the other hand, was absolutely miserable.
didn’t know who was more excited about today, your five year old daughter or
your husband. It was Easter and you’d decided to take your daughter to a fun
Easter egg hunt and Andy decided to tag along when he heard about free
and Andy sat with the other parents watching your daughter run around the small
wooded area with a cute little pink basket which still had no eggs in. Your
daughter was smaller than the other kids and some of the eggs had been put
quite high in your opinion.
scowling love or you’ll get wrinkles, what’s wrong?”
stroked your hand across the table and you sighed.
of the eggs have been put high and our little girl can’t reach them which is
then we’ll have to do something about that then y/n.”
were confused as to what Andy meant but before you could question him your
daughter came running up to you with an empty basket and a pout on her
daddy, I can’t get any eggs and the other kids laugh at me.”
was the spitting image of Andy right down to his blue eyes, the only feature of
yours she had was your long h/c hair that nearly reached her waist. Andy picked
her up and put her on his lap.
you like daddy to help you princess?”
please daddy. Mummy can he help me?”
couldn’t say no to two sets of bright blue eyes staring at you with puppy dog
he can angel, just make sure you get the most eggs then.”
high-fived my daughter after y/n gave us the all clear. I helped her off the
chair and took her small hand in mine, when y/n first announced she was
pregnant five years ago I was scared but then my little princess was born and
ever since then she was my world and I’d do anything to make her happy.
was right about some eggs being too high so I hoisted my daughter up and
allowed her to pick them while the other kids weren’t around.
you for helping me daddy, I wanted at least one egg and now I have more than
seeing her little face light up as she admired the eggs in her basket made my
heart melt. I crouched down so that I was in front of her and kissed her
forehead, I still had a good eight years before she hit those moody teenage
years and I stopped being her knight in shining armour.
make a good team princess, now how about we cash these eggs in and get some
she was definitely her mother’s daughter with her sweet tooth. I led her
towards the table where you handed in the eggs and got chocolate in return for
each egg in your basket. The middle aged woman smiled warmly at us as I lifted
my daughter so she could hand her basket over.
precious; you have a beautiful daughter sir.”
you, she’s my little princess.”
woman handed us ten Easter eggs because we had ten eggs in the basket, y/n was
going to be proud of us. As we made our way back over to y/n I noticed she wasn’t
alone, Ashley was here with his son as was Jake and the three of them were laughing
their heads off.
Ash and Jake, look at all the eggs daddy helped me get.”
down next to y/n and put our winnings on the table before leaning over and
kissing her while our daughter pestered her uncle’s.
you got lots of eggs Andy, you’re the best dad for helping her.”
you’re the best mum for not snitching me out to the people in charge.”
laughed and swatted me away. Our daughter was currently sat on Ashley’s lap
wearing his cowboy hat which was way too big for her.
you’re not turning my princess into a cowgirl.”
put his hands up in surrender.
can’t hurt a guy for trying; now how about you share all this chocolate?”
I could protest our daughter shut me down with a single look and handed her
Uncle Ashley one of the Easter eggs. Jake burst into laughter as did y/n.
Andy she’s definitely got her mums knack for shutting you down.”
shook my head and held y/n closer to me; this was the perfect way to spend our
IMAGINE: Being best friends with Loki and secretly being in love with him, however he doesn’t know (or he does but just brushes it off). What happens when he sees you getting close to a certain super soldier?
[gif is not mine, creds to ‘becausehiddles’] i wrote this a couple of years back and published it to my ao3 and now i want it here. don’t message me saying ‘hey, you plagiarised this! i saw this on another website’. because that would be pointless because i wrote this.
Their love was always there, but it was covered with friendship. It wasn’t really a fairy tale at first. They didn’t admit that they were in love when they first saw each other. They hated each other at first, that’s a fact. But they needed that hate, so then it can grow into love. They made mistakes, said some pretty hurtful words, but in the end it was worth it.
“So are you ever going to admit you love her?” Steve asked as he sipped from his water bottle, he nudged one in Loki’s direction which he took gratefully.
“(Y/N) of course,” he said like it was the obvious thing, but not to Loki, he merely screwed his face.
“Why would I do that?”
“Because you’re deeply in love with her and you can’t live without her? I mean everyone can see it.”
Loki chuckled, finding it humorous, “I love her, but not in the way you’re thinking. I love her and I can’t live without her because she’s my best friend.” He explained gently although emphasising the point in order to make Steve understand.
Steve shrugged, if Loki wanted to be stubborn then it was his loss, “Just don’t go crying when you find out too late.” He gave Loki one last look and headed up the stairs.
“James!” (Y/N) jumped from her spot on the couch and dropped her book, “Blimey, you scared me!”
He laughed and gave her a crooked smile, “I’m sorry, didn’t mean to scare you. And Bucky. Call me Bucky, people only call me that, well actually never, unless you’re my mum.” He picked up her book and gave it back to her, “Lord of the Rings?”
“It’s one of my favourite novels, I guess you don’t know it? Judging you’ve been frozen?” He nodded and she explained the concept of The Lord of the Rings.
“That sounds…interesting. Can I read it after you?”
She smiled brightly at him, “This is the second book, I have the first one in my room, come on we can go get it before dinner.” She jumped off the couch and he followed suit. Together they walked up the stairs talking, not noticing the people staring at them.
“So the Second World War was like that?” (Y/N) asked curiously as they walked back down, “Can I possibly, maybe, have an interview? It’s for school! I swear.” She said sheepishly.
Bucky gave her a side glance and smiled. “Why not? I mean, it’s practically like yesterday for me.” They both laughed and walked into Stark’s kitchen.
“Hey love birds!” Tony called out as he flipped something on the stove, “Didn’t think you guys would be down, so what were you doing up there?” Tony waggled his eyebrows which caused Pepper to smack him on the arm.
“Must you be so crude? We didn’t do anything, Jam- I mean Bucky just wanted to borrow my book.” She explained, not noticing a pair of green eyes watching her.
They all sat down on the long table, chatting animatedly. “When do you need that interview with me (Y/N)?” Bucky asked her as he shoved a spoonful of mashed potatoes into his mouth.
“Considering it’s Wednesday and my report is due next Tuesday, maybe Friday night? If you’re free?”
Before Bucky could answer, “We have a date that night!” Loki called from the other side of the table.
“Not a date-date. But we were going to the fair that night.”
(Y/N) furrowed her brows and bit her lip, an action that both Loki and Bucky found adorable. “Can we do it on Saturday? It’s just my report really needs to be done.” She gave him a small timid smile and gulped some water, “Plus you can take Sigyn for that date she’s been harassing you about.” Everyone could hear the hostility said with Sigyn’s name, everyone was smart enough not to point it out.
“Fine.” Loki gave a curt reply. Dinner after that was silent, though Tony tried to crack some jokes, but it was quickly shot down. Loki abruptly got up before dessert and (Y/N)’s eyes followed him.
“Loki?” He didn’t look back or replied. (Y/N) didn’t even look around before getting up and following him.
They followed the couple retreating, “He’s an idiot.” Clint said plainly, as if he was talking about the weather. “They’re both idiots.”
“Loki?” (Y/N) called out softly before pushing the door open. “Are you okay?” The autumn wind hit (Y/N) and shivered slightly.
“I’m fine (Y/N), go back inside.” She didn’t listen to him, she sat herself down next to him on the grounds and looked up at the sky.
“It’s beautiful tonight.” She murmured. She wished she brought a coat with her.
Loki, noticing her slight coldness reached his arm over and pulled her closer to him. “Why are you here (Y/N)?”
“Can’t I be worried about my best friend?” She spoke, moving closer to him, was there a closer?
He grunted and looked away from her, trying not enjoy the scent of her shampoo or how perfect they fit together. “You’re right.” He spoke, breaking the silence.
“I’m always right, but about what?”
He playfully slapped her on the arm and she laughed, “About how beautiful it is tonight?” His tone was light and gentle.
(Y/N) was so pre-occupied looking at the stars, she didn’t notice that Loki was staring at her, neither did the fact that he wasn’t talking about the stars.
“You’re a great best friend.” She looked at him and smiled, “Love you, you know that right?”
“Love you too Loki.” More than you can ever know… She added mentally. Her heart was in turmoil, one part was happy that he loved her, it was jumping up and down. The other half well, it constricted in pain knowing that he didn’t feel the same way, probably never.
Loki and (Y/N) sat on the ground looking at the sky, his arm around her shoulder, her leaning to him. Their conversation was mumbled , their backs towards the door, but even from a stranger’s point of view, they can clearly see how much they were in love with each other.
“What happens if they never admit it?” Jane asked the group that was currently looking at the potential couple.
Natasha shook her head, “They will, don’t worry. It can go either way, it can make them complete and live a happily ever after. Or they will, but then deny it and spend the rest of their lives miserable.”
“I hope it’s the former.” Everyone agreed with Jane’s statement.
uh!!!!!! 200 followers!!!!!! how did y’all get here!!!!!!!
i said this during my last little shoutout but ……… man, i love being here. writing magnus has been so immeasurably wonderful, and i’ve had the opportunity to make so many friends & play with tons of fantastic people because of it. every single one of you has shaped my experience so far, and i’m so appreciative of the fact that you deemed my portrayal worthy enough to interact with, or even to follow!!!! it means more to me than you’ll know.
now, on to the even sappier part of this post !!!!!! as always, if i’ve missed anyone, i’m so sorry & i most definitely love you all the same.
@joneshead: becks, i love you, i’m your #1 fan over here in the corner, we all know this, it’s nothing i haven’t told you a hundred times before. your jug is everything, and i’m just not so patiently waiting for you to make a shadowhunters verse so we can finally write together again!!!!!! @skilledleader: i could go on about you for days but i won’t, since you’re fake af ://// not even gonna lie, the moment i stumbled upon your blog was the moment i decided to make magnus. you pour so much love & dedication into your alec, and magnus & i are smitten. i adore you, but you know this already. @archeir: actual canon alec—- i mean, mar. god. you are one of the kindest, loveliest people i have ever had the pleasure of calling my friend. thank you so much for always letting me cry at you, whether about our threads or magnus in general. i love & miss you so much, and i’m always here to talk whenever you’re free !!!!! @warricrsbcw: warricrsbcw???sounds fake??? idk her???? dude, you were the first alec to give me a chance when i made magnus & i’ll forever appreciate it. thank you for always being around to talk & YEET it up, i love you sm!!!!
A/N: This was pretty sudden, I actually wrote this during a break and was able to finish it in time. Originally, I was going to update Synergy but got carried away and the ideas weren’t coming out so I did BE instead. Thanks to those who read it, like I said, I’m thinking this may have about 8-10 parts (most likely 10) so let’s see how that goes! Anyways, enjoy! Pls let me know your feedback/if i should write more and thank you for reading :) [previous parts]
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Kylo’s anger radiated throughout the Force as if it were air itself. It was thick and heavy and it was almost like weights on your shoulders. What happened that triggered the sudden outburst? Quickly following after the rage-fueled man, you yelled out to him, completely ignoring the fact that now everyone’s attention was on you. “Ben! Hey! Ben?!”
This year I am 25. So I made a promise to myself that I would treat myself to an adventure.
For the first time ever, I’m leaving North American soil to explore over seas. As of today, for one month, I’ll be scribbling through Europe, seeing new sights and meeting new people. I couldn’t be more excited!