So hey I’m on mobile and I can’t put this 100% tiredness-induced rambling under a read more so sorry for that in advance oops. Anyhow, topic: I still lowkey feel like doing stuff on YouTube could be a fun time?? A couple of my pals maintain channels atm and idk– besides drawing and sleeping, entertaining peeps is among my top 5 fave things so like??? Hm~
((That said, last time I tried to make one it gave me a major anxiety spike but hey maybe after I’m (hopefully) in a steady job outta uni???))
Mostly it’s a case of: I love video editing but I get next to no chances to do any– plus from what I’ve seen, challenge videos etc with friends seem like they’d be super fun to do, and obvs I could always upload speedpaints of my work, but otherwise I wouldn’t really know what to do in terms of vloggier(?) content. (Tfw u enjoy talkin but got no idea of what to talk about.) idk.
In any case it’s fuckin 1.30am and I oughtta crash.
Mini concept time bc it's 3 am and idk why I'm awake but here I am(tm): modeling au feat. Katelyn and Laurance 👀 throw in intern vylad who befriends (and crushes on one) and ends up getting invited to a party, drags along Travis and introduce him. Maybe later featuring model travis bc boi is cute alright
SCREAMS,,,, MY FAVES,,,MODELS,,, IM INTO THIS bc the thought of vylad photgraphing one and going internally “be still my heart” @ laurance kills me fifnfjfn
Tho lbr travis is an instagram model, whens his chance to shine bright 👀👀👀 possible photoshoot collab w katelyn 👀👀👀👀👀
Requests- “HI! Can i request an Imagine where You and Anthony Ramos are going to the Tony’s and he and idk maybe Phillipa go with you to pick out a dress and Anthony is just acts really cute and fluffy? Thank you so much! Love your stories!”
“Can you do an Anthony, Oak, or Daveed where the reader is plus sized but the boy loves her anyways and still finds her attractive please? Thanks!! Your blog is my fave!!!!!”
A/N- (I spent forever trying to think of a real fashion designer since it’s 4 A.M. and I’m too lazy to make one up, and then it hit me. If you don’t know who Christian Siriano is, you’re missing a fierce man in your life )
You sat down next to Anthony on the sleek black couch and handed him a drink. Javier was having a little get-together, and your boyfriend dragged you along. Not that you minded. Anthony friends had become your friends too. He smiled and wrapped his arm around you, pulling you slightly closer.
“I can’t believe the Tony’s are in a few weeks.” Lin huffed.
“I’m so excited!” Renée jumped up and down and squealed. “My dress came in from the tailor yesterday and oh my god.” She said, punctuating her words. “I swear I haven’t been this excited about I dress since my wedding.” She looked to Pippa who nodded excitedly.
“I know! I love getting all dressed up.” she sighed contentedly.
“Look what you did Lin. You got them started on dresses.” Oak joked.
“Speak for yourself.” Daveed stated. “My suit is amazing.”
You giggled and several eyes turned to you. “What about you Y/N?” Renée asked.
“Yeah what does your dress look like?” Ariana added.
You gave an awkward smile. “I haven’t really gotten a dress yet.” you said carefully.
“What?!” most of the girls, and a few of the guys, shouted. You looked over to Anthony, but he was just laughing.
“Y/N you should really get on that.” Renée said calmly. “What if adjustments need to be made or you can’t find one you like right away? Have you even started looking?”
You shrugged. “Not really.” The faces of everyone in the room were so distressed that it really wasvhard not to laugh.
“Tomorrow.” Pippa stated firmly.
“What? You can’t be serious.” You turned to Anthony, but he held his hands up in surrender.
“Tomorrow.” Pippa growled. You sighed and rubbed a hand over your face before nodding. She smiled and sipped her drink sweetly like nothing had happened.
“Really, Ant, you don’t have to come along.” you said to your boyfriend as you grabbed the keys to the apartment you now shared with him. Pippa was standing at the door. Her hands clutched her purse in front of her, and a smile never left her face.
“No, I wanna go.” Anthony threw back the remains of his coffee and put the empty mug in the sink. He took the keys gently from your hand and gave you a confident smile. You rolled your eyes and walked out the door after Pippa.
The three of you strolled down the streets of New York City. There was slight summer breeze, and you closed your eyes to enjoy it, missing the purer air from your hometown for a moment. You opened your eyes and looked up at Anthony. He smiled and put an arm casually around you. Any momentary regrets you’d just had about moving to New York with him quickly vanished. To you, Anthony was home.
“Here!” Pippa said. “This is a great place to get a dress.” She opened the glass door to a large room. It wasn’t a store, though. It looked more like a studio, but it was fancy. You felt like you should take your shoes off walking in. The face of the man sitting on a large sofa lit up when he saw Pippa. You could’ve sworn you’d seen him before. He walked quickly over and hugged her. They exchanged a few words and then Pippa pointed towards you. You hid yourself behind Anthony slightly, not dissimilar to a scared child.
The dark haired man walked towards you and smiled, holding out his hand. You took it carefully and put on your best smile.
“Hi! I’m Christian. You must be Y/N and Anthony.”
Something clicked in your brain. “Wait…” you paused. “You’re…you’re Christian Siriano. From Project Runway.”
He smiled and nodded, fixing his glasses.”Yep! The one and only.” You looked around him to stare at Pippa with your jaw slack.
“You know Christian Siriano?!”
She smiled softly and shrugged. “Oops, did I not mention that?” You shook your head vigorously.
“Yeah…” Christian shot a glare at her. “This little trick was invited to my wedding but she can’t come because ‘her last performance is that day’” he said with a dramatic eye roll.
Pippa sighed. “Are we really gonna do this again?”
Christian pursed his lips. “No. We’re here to help Y/N find a dress.” He turned to you with an eager grin. “Come with me.” He took your hand and started gently pulling you further into the studio. You looked back at Anthony. He chuckled and took your other hand, walking behind you.
Christian led the three of you into a room with racks upon racks of dresses.
“Wow…” you breathed.
“You’d be surprised.” Christian stated. “A lot of times, pictures of the dresses sell more than the actual designs.”
You nodded slowly, your mouth hanging open, again.
“Start looking!” Pippa said excitedly. She instantly began rummaging through the plastic covered dresses quickly. Every once in awhile, she’d pull one out and show it to Christian, getting his opinion. You looked through them at a slower pace, knowing one thing for sure.
“None of these dresses will work on me.” you said casually, staring one up and down.
Christian turned to you and furrowed his brow. “What do you mean?”
You shrugged. “My body type isn’t right.”
Christian laughed softly. “Honey, fashion doesn’t have a body type.” He turned back to the dresses, pulling several shiny metallic one’s down. You sighed and turned back to the gowns.
An arm wrapped around your stomach, and you jumped slightly. “Having fun?” Anthony asked in a low voice.
“Yeah, lots!” you lied.
“Y/N, come try these on.” Pippa called. You sighed and followed the sound of her voice to the space that was clearly where Christian worked. There was loose fabric all over the place and four different sewing machines. Pippa had laid several dresses out on one of the tables and was unzipping the garment, bag of a white and orange one. She held it out to you. The three of them stood there waiting.
You furrowed your brow. “Can I like…not change in front of all of you?” you asked.
“I’m gay and engaged.”
“I’m not gay and married.”
“I’m your boyfriend.”
You gave them each a deadpan face.
“Alright fine!” Pippa resigned. She started to walk back to the garment hall and the two boys followed her. Anthony winked at you before closing the door.
You slowly stripped yourself of your shirt and pants and stared down at the dress. You pulled it on halfway before you became worried that your thighs would tear the fabric if you tried any harder. You put it back in the clear plastic garment bag carefully and pulled out a black and white one with ruffles at the top.
You managed to get this one over your butt at least, but even without zipping it, the cinched waist was killing you. You groaned and pulled it off. The straight skirt didn’t look good on you anyway.
Dress after dress fell to the floor. You’d given up on hanging them nicely somewhere between the pink floor length with a slit that ran far too high for comfort and the strapless silver gown with circular cut outs on it that revealed way too much.
After what felt like the millionth dress that you were just too big for, you sank to your knees and held a hand over your mouth. Tears silently started to slip from your tired eyes.
“Y/N? What’s taking so long?” Anthony’s gentle voice echoed in the tiled room after a moment or two. You heard footsteps approach slowly and then suddenly much faster. Anthony’s hands were on your face in seconds, making you look to his light eyes.
“Oh my god you’re crying.” he whispered. He pulled you into his chest quickly. “Why are- are you okay?” You sobbed and shook your head, pulling away from him.
“I’m too fat for all of these!” you cried.
“Hey!” Anthony’s forehead creased. “I thought I told you not to use that word.”
“Why! It’s what I am! Why pretend that I’m not!” you said angrily.
Anthony’s face displayed shock confusion, and above all hurt. “No one’s pretending anything, Y/N.” he said softly. “So what if you are bigger? You’re still incredibly gorgeous, inside and out.”
You mumbled something and looked away from him.
“What was that?” he asked. You could tell he was frustrated and upset, but so were you. You continued to stare at the floor. He adjusted his position so his legs were to the side and laid down on the floor, bringing his face into view. “Hi there.” he said with a smile. You rolled your eyes and turned away again, but he just brought his face back into view. This time, he took the sides of your head in his hands so you couldn’t look away.
His eyes scanned all over your face, and he wiped at the vestiges of tears with his thumb. “I wish you could see yourself the way I see you.” he whispered. You rolled your eyes. “No,” he shook your head lightly. “Stop doing that. Stop brushing off everything I say.” You sighed and looked straight at him. He dropped his hands to yours and gently held onto them. “I’m crazy in love with you, Y/N. Every aspect of you. You’re smart, funny, kind, driven,” He pressed his forehead lightly to yours, and you felt a few more tears slide out. “And you’re beautiful.” he whispered. “So incredibly beautiful. I will spend every day trying to convince you of that if I have to.”
There was a small knock. You and Anthony looked to the door right before Pippa and Christian walked in.
“Everything alright?” Pippa asked. You shrugged, squeezing Anthony’s hands. Both Pippa and Christian came to join you and Anthony on the floor. “What’s wrong?” She put her hand lightly on your forearm.
“Nothing fits.” you sighed.
Christian tsked. “Sweetheart, no one expected them to fit. Pip wouldn’t fit in most of these.” he said with a half smile.
“He’s right.” she agreed. “Momma’s got hips.” You sputtered and started to laugh. Anthony smiled at you.
“We just wanted to get an idea of what you liked so Christian could make something for you.” she explained.
You looked around.” Even if you adjust them, they’ll look weird on me.” you mumbled. “They’re made for models.”
Christian rolled his eyes. “Not all models are stick thin. I’ve designed for plus size women before. Hell, I’m making this dress for Leslie Jones. She was a little worried about being too tall, but oh my god she is gonna look so fierce and-” Pippa gave Christian a look, and you giggled. “The point is,” he looked back at you. “you can wear whatever you want. You deserve to feel beautiful, Y/N.”
“See?” Anthony gave you a look. You rolled your eyes again, but it was less out of annoyance and more out of habit.
“Find something you like. Look around.” Christian said. Both Anthony and Pippa started to hum at the same time, but you glared before they could start singing. You started to look more carefully at the dresses, imagining what they would look like if they actually fit you right. Your eyes kept coming back to the first orange and white one, and a black one you hadn’t tried on yet. You ran your hand over the dark satiny fabric.
“Ohh.” Pippa cooed. “I like that one.” She joined you at your side. You held it up and examined it more closely. It was solid black with a full skirt and short off-the-shoulder sleeves with long trails on each of them.
Christian nodded his approval. “I think that one would be great.” He grabbed a pad off the table and started to scribble, mumbling to himself about embellishments and ruching.
You looked over to your boyfriend. His opinion mattered most to you. “Ant?”
“You’d look great in anything.” he said. You gave him a serious look. He grinned. “It’s true! But I do like that one.”
“You could make it fit?” you asked Christian.
He rolled his eyes and took the gown from you. “Don’t doubt me.”
“Anthony! Anthony Ramos!” someone called. Lights were flashing all around you. You were slightly dazed but overwhelmingly happy. Anthony’s hand on your back guided you towards a smartly dressed woman with a microphone. She said a few things about Anthony and asked him a question or two before turning to you.
“You must be Y/N, Anthony’s long time girlfriend.” she said more to the camera than you. You grinned and nodded. “This dress is amazing and bold!” she raved. “Who are you wearing tonight, Y/N?” She held the mic out to you.
“Oh! Christian Siriano designed it for me.” you said proudly.
“Well, you look absolutely stunning.” the interviewer said genuinely.
“Doesn’t she?” Anthony stood back and beamed at you. You blushed and looked down. The interviewer nodded and made a few more comments before the two of you stepped away.
Anthony brought his mouth close to your ear. “I told you. You look gorgeous, Y/N.” He kissed you on the cheek lightly. You smiled and pulled away from his side to look at him properly. “Honestly, I’m speechless. You always look great, but this dress…I just…wow.” he breathed, a blush creeping onto his cheeks.
You took his face and pulled him down for a real kiss. Anthony was usually shy about public displays of affection, but you didn’t care at the moment. Screams and camera clicks surrounded you, but you only focused on Anthony as you pulled away and smiled sheepishly at him. He bit his lip and smirked.
Omfggg cant believe the askbox is open akdjjzjd first of all can I just day that I love you guys all so so much and I really appriciate all your hard work and second do you know any new fics with angst, romance and smut it can be any au, that doesn't matter for me or ones where kyungsoo is too scared to admit that he's actually in love with jongin? Like that one fic with dystopian!au?
Hi baby~ thank you so much for your appreciation for us and yep I happen to know a handful of the stories you desire! All of these have kyungsoo being afraid to love jongin and pretty much all of them are a wonderful mix of romance, angst and smut ^^
Yesteryear - the fic of 2015. i’m not exaggerating if there was a list of the best kaisoo fics this year, this one would top everything. it is my new age kaisoo classic ;u;
Just wanted to say I adore your fics and the prompt collection you have over on AO3 is one of my faves! Idk if you're still taking prompts but I figured I'd shoot you one just on case! I think it'd be cute to see Steve introduce Peggy to Thanksgiving (since we're 2 days away from it) or maybe Peggy tries to surprise Steve by attempting to cook the meal and it doesn't go so well? In a modern setting?
Thank you so much!! That’s so nice to hear :D I hope you enjoy this one just as much.
“If you don’t have any plans on Thursday, I’d like to cook Thanksgiving dinner. For the three of us,” Steve announced.
Peggy looked up from her book, and raised an eyebrow at Steve.
“You’ve never expressed an interest in the holiday before,” she replied. They’d been married three years and never celebrated it once.
Steve shrugged. “We’re a family now, I want to start making traditions.”
“Suit yourself.” She turned back to her book. “Though I don’t think Maggie’s ready for turkey just yet.”
Hi! i was wondering if you could maybe link to your favorite v app episodes with them? I mean, among the ones you've seen. :3 There are so many and I can't make myself watch them all T_T
Ooooooh this is fun. I’ll list my faves starting from oldest first:
This one is where they’re practicing the Knock choreography and Jihun is being all leader so idk I really like this one. They also then come to the front and read comments and aw they’re so cute. Here’s part one, and part two.
The fashion show v app! Hahah this one doesn’t have eng subs but it’s still funny and they play games after the fashion show and then the dance at the very end kills me.
Thespeed quiz v app with Youjin, Seungjun and Jihun. This one might be boring to some people but I think it’s hilarious and you get to see them talk more and be funny together. :)
This one is one of my most favourites because omg it’s just so funny… They read out questions from fans and answer them but they’re just so silly and fun. And this ep Seungjun just can’t handle the mere existence of Jihun it’s so funny to watch.
This one is the random game one where they just do a bunch of random games and it’s hilarious lmao.
This is the charades v app. I love watching them play games because half the time Seungjun fails at them. hahha. He’s bad at charades too lmao. This is also the v app where everyone is wearing seungjun’s socks :’)
It was so hard to choose just a few. But yeah these are the only ones you really neeeeeeed to watch (along with the Heejun and Inseong radio v app), but I recommend you watch every single one because I missed out a few good ones :).
since i think i’ve read like almost all the sexing fanfics out there i thought on making a masterpost for y'all poor, thirsty of sexing, souls (and for me when i feel like rereading(?) some fics) so here we go.
Roomates - this one is angsty but also fluff and hnnngn….!! Really like it! Also just realised it’s ongoing?? With 2/3 chapters?? How did I miss this I swear it was a one-shot last time I looked?? Anyway, I really recommend this one if you like “shivers”.