one of my dean moments

THIS WHOLE SEASON HAS JUST BEEN A LOT OF DEAN BEING HIMSELF, AND DEAN AS HIMSELF IS ACTUALLY THIS CUTE, ADORABLE ASSHOLE WHO WEAR BATHROBES AND ONE LAYER SHIRTS AND MAKES THESE PLEASED OR HAPPY FACES AND CRAZY EXPRESSIONS, WHO IS A GEEK AND GETS FLUSTERED, AND WOW, I REALLY CAN’T DEAL IF HE CONTINUES TO BE THIS WAY.

Dean calling, “Cas” with worry.
Dean shouting, “Cas!” with anger.
Dean asking, “Cas?” with disbelief.
Dean stating, “Cas.” with faith.
Dean breathing, “Cas” with relief.
Dean repeating, “Cas” with concern.
Dean yelling “Cas!” anxiously.
Dean saying “Cas” affectionately.
Dean whispering “Cas” brokenly.
Dean praying: “Cas–

Cas,

Cas.”

some days I just have dean feels.

other days I HAVE DEAN FEELS YOU DO NOT FUCKING UNDERSTAND HE’S MY PRECIOUS BBY AND I FUCKING LOVE HIM SO MUCH AND I NEED TO HUG HIM AND GIVE HIM SOME PIE AND SING TO HIM AND LET HIM REST WITHOUT WORRIES FOR ONE FUCKING DAY AND I NEED HIM TO KNOW THAT HE’S LOVED AND HE’S WORTH IT OKAY

dean ✧・゚:*✧・゚:* \(◕‿◕✿)/ *:・゚✧*:・゚✧

dean getting flustered ✧・゚:*✧・゚:* \(◕‿◕✿)/ *:・゚✧*:・゚✧

dean being romantic ✧・゚:*✧・゚:* \(◕‿◕✿)/ *:・゚✧*:・゚✧

dean loving ✧・゚:*✧・゚:* \(◕‿◕✿)/ *:・゚✧*:・゚✧

dean being loved ✧・゚:*✧・゚:* \(◕‿◕✿)/ *:・゚✧*:・゚✧

dean being cheesy ✧・゚:*✧・゚:* \(◕‿◕✿)/ *:・゚✧*:・゚✧

dean being mushy ✧・゚:*✧・゚:* \(◕‿◕✿)/ *:・゚✧*:・゚✧

After reading this post,

I sometimes think about Dean and his identity this season, and I think about how much geek!dean we’ve been getting, and we’ve seen how flustered and awkward Dean can be, and I just think about how there’s this other side of Dean that we’ve never explored before. And I get a little mind-blown that the Dean we’ve seen all seasons isn’t all of Dean, and that, there’s actually a part of him that we’ve never seen. And this season’s Dean is probably a bit truer to himself than any other season, but really, I’m just really emotional about how we’re seeing Dean Dean–we’re seeing him as him. No covers, no veils, no masks–it’s all of Dean.

helppp, I’m just thinking about how Cas loves burgers and Dean makes awesome burgers, and imagine Dean makes one for Cas and Cas tastes it for the first time and asks Dean in surprise, “You made this?” and Dean’s all like “Hell yeah I did” and Cas says with a smile, “It’s wonderful, Dean,” and Dean just grins and he’s secretly very pleased that Cas loves it.