long story short I need new blogs to follow so if you post
- dan and phil
- yuri on ice
- killing stalking
- one direction/ their solo careers
- aesthetic posts
- shit posts
or like stuff similar to that please like or reblog this (idc which one you do) and I’ll check out your blog thanks!
Hello, dear Anon, I don’t think you’re crazy. This is a super interesting idea and so… Here it is! You asked for it to be “a long one maybe” and somehow it turned into 3500+ words - yikes! I really hope I’ve done your idea justice!
This is called Erotomania, because it is a real delusion and the stalker in this piece is experiencing it.
Dating Harry Styles had its perks, but it also came with a few disadvantages. Going from being a completely unknown, regular, girl to being worldwide renowned (pretty much overnight) was a hard thing to deal with. Most people were positive and friendly and genuine, but there were always the odd few that could be cruel and hostile and… dangerous?
He started following you pretty much as soon as he saw your picture popping up on gossip sites and in magazines. He thought that you were beautiful. Only this following wasn’t just on Twitter. He had been surprised at how easy it was to track down where you lived. He found you so easily, and keeping his head down wasn’t too difficult either. Outside your house there was now always at least one photographer or journalist or fan to skulk in the shadow of. When you aren’t expecting to see someone, it’s surprising how easy it is for them to go unnoticed by you.
At first, just seeing you go about your day to day life, in the flesh, was enough for him. He never even felt a need to approach you. He could just admire you from afar. It really was all he wanted… Until you and Harry started to get more serious. Rumours started flying around the internet about the two of you moving in together or engagement being on the cards, and then Harry started to stay the night at your place more and more. Eventually you did move in with Harry and that’s when his obsession with you got worse.
Despite his efforts for you to notice him now, you never did. Now you lived with Harry it was so much more difficult to be seen. There were more cameras, journalists and fans around you than there used to be. He had missed his chance. One night as you attended a film premier, as Harry’s plus one, he managed to get a spot at the barriers. You even approached him and took a selfie of the two of you. But you took so many selfies with fans that day, his face didn’t really register and after you passed him back his phone, with a sweet smile, you went and joined Harry in having your photos taken together for the press. The way that you looked at Harry, with such love in your eyes, made him angry. And now he’d had just the smallest taste of your attention… he wanted more of it.
the fact that most people i talk to including myself often get embarrassed to be in the same category of fans (aka army) who completely disrespect the boys and feel no boundaries says a lot about how fucked up this whole situation and the fandom is
GUYS OH MY GOD OK LAST NIGHT WAS MY CONCERT AND IT WAS THE MOST AMAZING THING EVER IDEK WHERE TO START THERE WERE SO MANY FUNNY AND AMAZING MOMENTS AND I KNEW THEY SOUNDED EVEN BETTER LIVE BUT I HAD NO IDEA AND LIAM AND ZAYNS HIGH NOTES AND THE WAY THEY CHANGE THE SONGS AROUND ARE SO GOOD I WAS SCREAMING SO LOUD AND LOUIS IS PRECIOUS AND SO FUNNY AND ADORABLE AND I LOVED HEARING HIM TALK AND NIALL IS SO ENERGETIC AND FUNNY AND WAS ALWAYS ASKING IF WE WERE HAVING A GREAT TIME AND HARRY IS LITERALLY SO CUTE AND THERE WAS A TECHNICAL DIFFICULTY WITH NIALLS GUITAR AND THE EARPIECE LIKE HE COULDNT HEAR HIMSELF PLAYING THE GUITAR AND HE WAS JUST GONNA GO WITHOUT IT BUT THEY FIXED IT, BUT WHILE THEY WERE FIXING IT HARRY TRIED TO TELL JOKES AND THEY WERENT VERY FUNNY BUT HES SO CUTE AND LIAM HAD THESE AWESOME DANCE MOVES AND THERE WAS A TON OF NOUIS (!!!!) AND NIAM AND NIALL WAS WAVING TO MY SECTION SO MUCH WHEN THEY WERE FLYING OVER THE FLOOR AND OH MY GOD AND 5SOS WAS AMZING I WAS SO GLAD OTHER PEOPLE AROUND ME WERE SINGING AND SCREAMING TOO AND THEY SANG BESIDE YOU AND I WAS GONNA CRY AND THEY WERE SO GOOD I CANT BREATH. OK SO ME AND MY FRIENDS WENT STALKING IN THE MORNING AND HAD NO LUCK AT THEIR HOTEL, (WE EVEN MADE BREAKFSAST RESERVATIONS THERE SO THAT WE COULD BE INSIDE THE LOBBY BUT IT TURNS OUT THEY MAYBE STAYED AT THE ARENA ALL NIGHT AND NEVER WENT TO A HOTEL SO UGH IDK) OR THE BANDS HOTEL BUT WE GOT TO THE ARENA AROUND 12:45 AND WE SAW LUKE AND MICHAEL AND I GOT REALLY GOOD PICS THAT I CAN POST LATER IF YOU WANT AND THEN WE SAW ASHTON AND I SCREAMED SO LOUD BECAUSE HES MY FAVORITE AND SOME PEOPLE SAW HIM BEFORE I GOT THERE SO I WAS SAD I MAY NEVER SEE HIM, SO I SAW ¾ OF 5SOS MINUS CALUM AND THEN OH MY GOD OKAY SO AROUND 3:20 WE WERE LIKE WELL SOUNDCHECK AND M&G MUST BE STARTING PRETTY SOON AND WE HAVENT SEEN ANY OF THE BOYS AND AT 3:36 (I KNOW THIS BECAUSE I TWEETED IT IMMEDIATELY) A BUS PULLED UP AND SO PEOPLE WOULD SCREAM ALL THE TIME EVEN IF THERE WAS NOTHING SO IM LIKE NOT AGAIN.. BUT YOU KNOW WHAT HAPPENED.. NIALL HORAN WALKS OUT AND HE IS WEARING HIS CUTE GREEN BACKPACK AND HE HAS HIS GUITAR AND SUNUGLASSES AND HIS HAIR IS DOWN… HE IS HOLDING HIS GUITAR AS HE WALKS PAST ME AND HE WAVES AND WAVES HIS GUITAR AND HE IS SO ADORABLE AND I WAS GONNA THROW UP AND THEN.. HARRY COMES NEXT AND LITERALLY I WAS ALREADY CRYING FROM NIALL AND IM CRYING AND SCREAMING AND HE WAVES TO US A LOT AND HE WAS LOOKING RIGHT AT WHERE I WAS STANDING (I WAS LIKE THE 1ST ROW AGAINST THE FENCE!) AND I GOT PRETTY GOOD PICS OF BOTH OF THEM SO YEAH I SAW NARRY AND IM STILL SHAKING EVEN AS I TYPE THIS AND MY MENTIONS ON TWITTER WERE BLOWING UP EVERY UPDATE ACCOUNT WAS RETWEETING MY PICS AND PEOPLE WERE TWEETING ME AND FOLLOWING ME AND IT WAS NON STOP FOR OVER AN HOUR I COULDNT EVEN USE MY PHONE BC NOTIFICATIONS KEPT COMING IN. AND THEN LUKE CAME OUT AGAIN AND WAVED AND HES SO CUTE LIKE I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT TO SAY AND YEAH UM OK I GUESS I’LL MAKE ANOTHER POST OF MORE ABOUT THE CONCERT LATER, IM TRYING TO GET MY VIDEOS ON YOUTUBE BUT CANT FIGURE IT OUT! AND I WILL POST MY NARRY PICS AND 5SOS PICS AND SOME CONCERT PICS TOO