one direction one direction girlfriends



Learning to be okay without him is weird.
I swear I’ll be fine for weeks,
but one morning I’ll wake up
and my heart feels heavy for no reason at all
And I feel like I lost him all over again.
It’s just hard, you know?
Thinking you’re making all this progress only for it to be ruined when you see someone else brush their hair out of their eyes the same way he used to.
One little thing, and bam-
You start thinking that you’ll never be able to live without hearing his laugh ever again.
—  I’m okay, but I’m not really okay

anonymous asked:

dunno if you take requests anymore but can you pplease write something where harry texts you all the naughty things he'd do to you from his point of view? like if he was on tour or travelling to do promo of SOTT or Dunkirk, wtv x

Harry. Missus.

Disclaimer: I’m not gonna write the cliche where Harry tells the missus what to do and how, I’m going to write what Harry would make happen if he were with the missus, but there won’t any clue at all. If you don’t like this kind of stuff please simply don’t read it and don’t send hate. I’m sorry if there are many typos, I’m on my phone and can’t fix them at the moment. Thanks for reading if you do.

Hey babe! I’m just done with interviews and promo. 

I’ve had my dinner but… Somehow, I’m still hungry ;)

You want dessert? :P

Mmm I won’t say no to something warm and sweet babe

What I have melts on the plate..

It’s not even going to make it to the plate. Straight into my mouth babygirl… I’m famished ;)

So come hop your cute petite ass onto my desk. I want to take my time and enjoy that amazing body for as long as I can 

I’ll run my hands up over your feet and along your calves, squeezing and massaging them until I grip your thighs, right behind your knees and smile up at you, turning me head up for a kiss.

You bend down and open your mouth, your warm sweet breath filling my head and I’ll dig my fingers into your soft thigh and lean up, biting your lips and growling into you as I suck on your tongue lightly.

Lay back and enjoy this babygirl. I’ve got you.

I’ll groan and suck on your tongue harder. digging my fingers into your flesh and massaging my way up and down your thighs as your hair falls around us and I feel your arms snake around my neck

I sit forward and pull you closer, pressing my body between your legs, grinding against you slowly while my hands keep fondling your soft legs, my thumbs digging in and probably leaving slight marks and bruises on your delicate skin

Your hands and fingers slide into my short black hair, gripping my as I push my tongue against yours, tasting you and hungering for more! I growl again, breathing heavily as I rush my lips against yours and feel your tongue gliding over mine,warm and wet and slippery in my mouth

You feel me begin to grow in my jeans. You’re just wearing one of my tshirts and a pair of lace panties. My bulge growing and throbbing, hard against you through the soft material. I grip you by your legs and pull you closer, rubbing myself against you and feeling your warmth through our clothes, your hands pulling and scratching at my head and neck as we kiss passionately.

I move my hands behind you, grabbing you by your gorgeous ass and squeezing one cheek in each hand. I pull you against me and lean forward, pushing my boy into yours.

You move and wiggle against me, rubbing your tits against my chest and your legs wrap around my lower ribs, your ass barely touching the desk as I grope and feel you and out tongues explore each-others’ mouths

I groan loudly and feel you begin to grind against my bulge. You let out little purring sounds into my mouth as I feel you grinding your lit and pussy against my bulge. Your ass moving in my hands as you buck your hips, dry humping me while I squeeze your sexy butt cheeks hard and firm

I chuckle and pull away slightly, smiling up at you ‘Oh no you don’t, little one… I’m only getting started with you’ I say as I put one hand on your throat and push you back, choking you ever o slightly ‘You still oh me a dessert, don’t forget…’ pushing you further and further back until you have to unwrap your legs from around me

I take hold of both your legs and put them over my shoulders as you lean back on the desk, bracing yourself with your hands behind you. My hands move back up your thighs and push my tshirt up your soft pale body, exposing your flesh as I turn my head and kiss your inner thighs, first one then the other, letting you feel my stubble brushing and scratching your skin 

I lick and kiss and bite my way up your thighs as you whimper and pout above me

Harry, please.

‘Mmmm no not yet babygirl… You are on my time now. Be patient’ I smile, winking up at you and I push the shirt up over your tits and expose them both, letting my thumbs brush against your hard nipples as I bite and lick my way up your thighs

I feel your breathing slow and your body relax. I smell your warm soft skin, your scent filling my head.

I’ll brush one cheek against your pussy through your lace panties, feeling your body tense as my stubble scratches your most delicate little girl parts

I groan softly, but deep, letting you feel the vibration through my teeth and jaw on your thigh.I reach up with one hand, taking you by your throat and pushing you right back up against the wall, so you nearly fall backwards against it and the other hand grabs hold of your soft warm boob, and I squeeze it hard ‘Grrrmmmfff yes… This is what I’ve been thinking about all day my little pet' 

I turn my face, eyes close and breathing heavily, and I smell your panties, drawing in your scent and feeling your wetness on my nose and lips, groaning again letting the cool air blow over your wet panties, sending shivers up your body and making your legs tense so I can feel your heels digging into my back

I look up one last time, into your eyes, and growl possessively but calmly ‘This is mine, little one…’ and with that, I turn my head and push my face into your pussy, licking and groaning loudly into you, feeling your body shake and your legs tremble as I bite and lick and chew on your delicious, dripping cunt through your lace panties! 

Your  passion flowing over my face already. Your juices soaking through the lace and dripping down my chin as I growl and grunt and breath into you like an animal on its prey. Devouring your delicious sweet flower as gnawing at you like you’re the last meal I’ll ever have!

My hand gripping your throat, going tighter and firmer as I fall deeper into the abyss of my lust. Squeezing your tit and rolling your nipples between my fingers, you know I’m going to leave marks on your neck but you don’t care. You beg and plead as I bite and lick your pussy through your panties and I push my gface into you more, harder, firmer! My nose rubbing against the hood of your clit and my tongue slipping your panties aside and finally sliding between your smooth wet pussy lips, tasting your nectar and feel your body shake in ecstasy! 

I hear you whisper 'please’ desperately ad I come back from the fog, looking up at you, still rubbing my nose and lips and chin against your pussy 'Please what, kitten? What does my little pet need?’ I ask, my breath on your thigh nd my face still brushing roughly against your tender partially-exposed flesh

I smile and see the pleasure on your face and the lust in your eyes 'Well?’ I ask again, still rubbing my cheek and chin and nose against your pussy 'Please what, littler girl?’ I ask again, smirking at you and then taking your panties between my teeth and sitting back slightly, pulling them aside and down out of my way, breathing heavily so I can draw your scent deep into my lungs!

I smile and watch your eyes open and loo down at me, glazed over and lost in the clouds. I push my chair back and stand up slowly, bring my hand down from your throat. I take your panties in my fist roughly, my knuckles pushing and grinding against your pussy and clit, and I start pulling it own off you slowly, enjoying the feeling of your hand on my chest and neck and your legs shaking as you straighten and hold them together for me to pull your panties off.

I pull them off your soft, delicate feet and bring them up to my face and smell them 'Mmmm oh babygirl… This is what I’ve wanted all day’ I say as I look into your eyes and take them between my teeth and with my free hand I start undoing my jeans and pushing them down, along with my boxer. My rock hard cock springing into view at full attention!

I take your panties from my mouth and bring them over to your face 'Open wide princess’

You obey and I put them in your mouth, letting you taste your pussy juices, showing you how wet I made you and I take my cock in my hand and stroke it a few times against your soaking cunt, letting the foreskin draw fully forward and brushing it against your lips and clit 'Is thi what you want my little slut? Is this what my little whore is begging for?’ I ask tauntingly, stroking the length against you slowly and then taking it in my hand and slapping your bare pussy with it a few times, letting you feel the weight and hardness against your flesh

I smile and watch you change… My sweet, innocent little princess evaporates and is replaced by her twin… The sultry, slutty, hungry whore who can never get enough 'good girl…’

I growl and hold my cock at your entrance feeling you open your legs and put your heels against my ass, trying to pull me in but I hold back easily, controlling every move as I smile and look into your eyes 'Oh you eager, greedy little bitch’ I say, smiling and hearing you moan and pout and purr.

I rub my cock in small circles around your pussy and clit, stroking it a few more times, letting my foreskin move all the way up the head until it catches your lit and covers it, trapping it between my foreskin and the head of my cock. I lean in and bite your earlobe and growl softly 'This belongs to me, my little kitten…’ slapping my heavy hard cock against your pussy

Grunting as I hear you mewl desperately, hungrily, and then I suck your earlobe hard and whisper again 'And this, my little baby… .This belongs to you…’

And with that I hold my cock head at your entrance and without warning, I groan loudly straight into your ear, deafening you a I buck my hips and slide my swollen, thick mushroom cockhead between your smooth soaking pussy lips

In one long, slow, smooth thrust, I push myself into your warm, soft, trembling body. Filling you as I push inch after inch deep into you. Slowly, letting you feel every ridge and bump and vein, making every throbbing thick inch of me fill you up as you gasp and cry out and grab hold of me, your legs shaking and locking around my waist drawing me further

I groan and lay forward on you, my body weighing you down and pinning you to the desk and the wall, as I slide the last inch into you and you feel my heavy shaved balls against your ass and I stay there for  a moment, feeling your warm pussy engulf my cock and your body melting in my arms

I grunt and plant my legs apart from each other, putting one hand on the wall and the other on the desk

You hold onto me, clinging to me as I lift myself again and look down at you 'Enough of being soft and sweet. You’re not my princess anymore… You’re my whore!’

I growl and start bucking my hips, fucking you in slow deep thrusts at first, filling you with every hard thick inch and pulling out until just the head is left in you, then sliding back in

Deep and hard, making your body shake, banging the desk against the wall with my thighs, my heavy dangling balls slapping your ass with every thrust

I look into your big beautiful eyes, my breath i your face and my cock filling you again and again your moans filling the room and your smell driving me insane with lust 'Yes this is what you need. You fucking hungry, wanton little bitch! This is what you crave: To be mounted and dominated and rutted in by a beast

I groan and fuck you harder, driving my cock into your depths more violently with every thrust

My sweat from my forehead dripping onto you, my hands gripping the desk and my thighs hammering it against the wall! My body slapping against you as one after another the brutal, deep, violent thrusts wrack your body!

Your legs trembling, my body slapping against you, your pussy juices splashing along my haft and against my balls a they whack against your ass and pussy with every drive into you!

I take my hand form the wall and grab your throat, choking you violently, pushing you against the wall and glowering and grunting into your face with every animalistic thrust into your depths 'I’ll fuck you like I want to break you, you fucking greedy little whore!' 

Your hands clawing at me, grabbing and scratching, your breath wheezing through your nose and mouth as your beautiful eyes well up with tears and I grunt louder and louder! MY body slamming into you, driving my cock deep into your pussy and filling you with my raging hard flesh again and again and again!

Choking you against the wall, your toes curling over as your legs tremble and your juices squirt all over my legs and balls and desk, and I don’t give a fuck! I see your tears and hear you whimper and I growl, driven further into the red haze of my animal lust 'Cry and scream all you ant you slut! Nothing can save you now… You are mine and I’ll use you until you are broken into a thousand pieces!’

My fingers on your neck and throat, digging into you hard! I buck my hips and thrust with my legs, pounding my cock into you like I fucking hate you!! Leaning in I bite your neck an mark you, leaving my signs on you for the world to see, so everyone knows this bitch is owned and that you’ve bee used like the depraved whore you are!

I groan and bite you, sucking on your skin and I feel the tingle in my belly, that sweet familiar sensation that tells me I’m approaching the edge!

Your hands and nails digging into my back, marking me as I slam into you faster and faster. The desk shaking and  banging against the wall in a fast frantic rhythm now! My body pouring with sweat, my groans and grunts deepening and quickening, filing your ears so you can’t hear anything else in the world except my ravenous hunger for you!

I close my eyes and throw my head back! I grip your throat and pull you back suddenly, pulling your ass off the desk and I slam you down on it on your back, pushing your head up against the wall! Twisting and contorting your body as I want it

I pin you down and hold you i place, thrusting hard into you! Slamming you with all my strength, destroying your beautiful soft body as I pound my throbbing thick cock into your cunt without mercy!

'Grrraaagghh fuck bitch yes I’m close!!’ I scream loudly, choking you and grabbing hold of your thigh with my other hand! Digging my fingers into you again, marking you as I hammer your pussy hard and deep, making you ache inside and out!!

I close my eyes and my legs begin to shake. You pull me deeper, your on senses incoherent and scattered, your only sensations being the pain of my hardness ravaging your tight sopping cunt and my hands roughly holding you and overpowering you! Using you like a fuck doll I’m about to dump  a huge fucking load into!

I cry out and my body shakes suddenly! I plough forward, ramming my raging hard cock eep int you and holding it there, letting it throb and pulse deep in your gorgeous body!

I cry out and pin you down, holding you exactly where I want you!

Then I fall of the cliff. I release all the anger and frustration and lust and passion.. I cream loudly and choke you and grip you with all my power, marking and hurting you intensely, as my cock erupts deep in your cunt and I pump rope after rope of my thick, warm, creamy seed deep into your cunt and flood your omb with my spunk! 

My hands not releasing you, and shake an shiver and groan with each incredible jet of cum that pumps into you! One after another they flood your body, filling you as I groan and gasp in ecstasy, feeling myself melt into your warmth as your legs wrap around me possessively, not letting me go, holing me inside you, and I feel you clenching and releasing your cunt, milking my tender cock, drawing the last drops of me deep into you

I lay forward on top of you, my chest heaving, my heart racing, blood thundering in my ears and still I feel you. Your hands all over my back, your gorgeous legs still wrapped around my, not even considering letting go, and your brutalised, broken pussy still squeezing and milking my cock, wanting every single last drop of my seed deep inside your womb, and I gasp breathlessly 'even now kitten… gggrraaaggh… still as greedy as ever, my pet’

I’ll stay there, not pulling out. Growing soft inside you, feeling your bod melt under me. My seed filling you, warming you inside and I know that between my marks on your body, and my cum in your belly, my little slut has been well and truly owned. My kitten. My whore. My babygirl…

Fuck babe… I loved that.

So did I, too much

Mmm oh yes babygirl, mine to own and enjoy and spoil and use and show off and dominate

Hehe too much? I don’t think that’s a thing xx

   Touchè, it’s never too much because it’s never enough

It’s never meant to be enough. Lust is insatiable… And thank fuck for that!

Did you cum for me during that, babygirl?

Three times, I enjoyed that a lot I told ya

Oh fuck… I love that! 

I’m very glad you did. I cam so hard at the end. Harder than I had in a while

You’d have been filled up so much babygirl. Filled to the brim with my thick, warm cum

I don’;t think there is any better sign of ownership by a man, and submission by a woman, than him cumming deep n her pussy and filling her with his seed. I fucking love that so much.

I love how filthy and hungry you can be, while looking so sweet and innocent, babe

My kind of girl!

That’s why you chose me, :P

#43 The Gang Leader (Harry Styles)


Where are you?

The light flashed on the screen of my mobile, stealing my attention away from the class. Annoyed, I took it off the table and threw it in my bag. After class, still vibrating in intervals, I took it out.

Call me ASAP.

What does ASAP mean?

Honey, I need to talk to you now. Where are you?

Have you seen the update? I need to talk to you before that.

Okay, I think you must have seen it. Is that why you aren’t talking?

It’s been 2 hours! C’mon! I need to talk to you.

Pick the fuck up.

I picked up the incoming call to avoid answering the texts.

“Where the fuck have you been?” He yelled.

“In class! My gosh! If I’m not answering your messages or your call, I would be busy, right?” I yelled back.

“No, you’re supposed to answer my texts!”

“When have I answered texts!” He wasn’t making sense.

“Okay. Point. Where are you?” He asked, calming down.

“Just got out of class! She took a two-hour lecture. My head hurts.”

“I’m sorry, baby. Wait, Mike is right outside the building. Climb into the car, and come here.”

“Where is here? I rather go home, Harry,” I told him, already tired of the long day.

“It’s not safe right now. Come here and rest.” He cut the call, and I had to climb into the car. Mike was sitting there, smoking away, and he straightened when he saw me.

“Sorry, Harry asked me to take you back to his house.” He told me, starting the car. They worshipped him, it seems. I’ll never understand gangs.

Harry was the son of the leader of one of the two biggest gangs that ruled this city. And I, a normal international student, who came here on an exchange program and chose to continue my degree here, became his girlfriend. I didn’t know how, because I recently found out about his affiliations with the gang. I was just quite into my course, studying Media and Culture and he just was nice to me from the start.

“We are going to his house? But, that’s so far away!” I groaned.

“Don’t you have a week off, now? Festival and stuff?” Mike asked.

“At least, stop on the way to my place so I can collect my things. I’ll work there.”

“Umm, it’s not safe. We shouldn’t stop.” He fidgeted.

“Please Mike,” I sugar-coated my voice.

“Okay, you will have five minutes, though!”


I ran up the stairs to my room and took the largest bag out. Dumping some clothes, my prep kit, books, laptop, chargers, everything I could possibly need in the week, and rushed down.

Coming down the stairs, the main door was blocked off. I called Mike, “Dude, the doors shut! What’s happening?”

“Fuck! Charlie’s guys are here! Listen, climb down the back balcony, I’ll pull the car there!” He said, hurried and tensed.

“What? What’s happening! Climb down where?” I tried pushing the door open, but it didn’t budge.

“Call the Boss. We got the girlfriend.” I heard a voice claim and bang the door from outside.

I climbed the first floor and saw Mike pull the car. “Catch my bag!” I threw it down, and he caught it, dumping it in the backseat.

“Be careful. Harry will have my throat!” He said as I climbed down the pipe. Slippery as it was, I twisted my ankle as I hit the ground. But, Mike picked me up and made me sit in the car, before rushing to his side and driving off.

Hitting the main road, I turned around to get my bag, “Mike, we have cars following us!”

“Oh shit! Fuck!” He increased the speed and speed dialled Harry.

“Where the fuck, are you?” He screamed.

“Harry! We have cars following us! We stopped at my place to get my things, and they shut the door, and they said we got the girlfriend, they are catching up, Harry!” I yelled.

“What! You stopped at your place! What did I tell you, Mike! Straight home!” Harry’s voice when angry could make a grown man cry. A little harder, and he could pee in his pants as well.

Mike, increased his speed with Harry’s voice increasing.

“Jason! Tell the lads to leave the warehouse! Keep talking to me, baby.”

“Harry! What is happening?” I asked, scared now.

“Nothing honey, I’ll explain when you reach.” Within no time, we had two cars, right beside us acting as protection against the cars that were following us.

“I hurt my ankle too,” I said, watching the cars following us stop, as we enter the Styles’ Land. The car slowed down as we reached the mansion, and I saw Harry standing outside, with five bodyguards around him.

He opened my car door and picked me up. My hands went around his neck, and he placed a kiss on my lips. “I am sorry for rushing you.”

“I am sorry for delaying the plan. I wanted my stuff,” I whispered. “It’s not Mike’s fault.”

Harry nodded, “Get her bag, and keep it in my room.” He told Mike. We walked inside the lobby, where a nurse was ready to fix my ankle.

“I don’t think it needs more than a spray,” I told her. She checked it and shook her head.

“I am wrapping it up, don’t put pressure on it,” Harry grumbled, in anger.

“It’s my fault,” I repeated.

“No, it’s mine.”

“What happened? Tell me now?” I was genuinely worried now. “Where is your father?”

“He is out of the country. Will come in a week, I messed up.”

“What did you do?” I asked, pulling him closer.

“Old beef with Charlie. Raised it up, again. Family rivalry. It’s just worse this time because, we fought,” Harry sat closer to me, pulling me in his lap. I checked his body for injuries. “I don’t have any, he does though,”

“So, are we having an off because of this? The entire week is off, will it continue for longer?” I asked.

“Till everything calms down,” I sighed. “Well, it’s not my fault that our party’s ruling.” He smirked.

“Take me up.”

“Harry, you’re in the news,” I called for him.

“What?” He ran and sat next to me.

The Styles family clashes again with the Shaw’s. Is it just a fight between the big boys or will it take a political turn?

“What sort of reporters are these?” I said, disgusted.

“I don’t know. You’re studying Media,” He giggled.

“So, I can’t leave the house?” I asked.

He shook his head. “Don’t worry, I’ll keep you entertained,” He laughed as pushed me down on the sofa, and climbed on top.

“You guys fight was no reason.”

“Hmm,” He said kissed up my neck.

“You think, I can talk to Charlie? Put some sense into him, too?” He stopped and looked at me. I tried to reach his face, but he held my wrists.

Anger filling his expression, “No, you won’t talk to him.” He said, tightening the hold.

“He was my friend, you know?” I whimpered.

“I said, no.” And he climbed off me.


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I want to be your 4am thoughts,
I want to be the person that you think about when you’re lonely,
I want to be the person that you can lose yourself in every time you have something bothering you,
I want to be the person that you’d be proud to bring home to your mom,
I want to be the person who cooks you crappy food at 2am and eats it with you whilst watching shitty TV,
I want to be the person that you crave to talk to,
But instead… I’m only your friend
- generationblues


[word count: 1,163]

[Y/N: your name]
[Y/C/N: your crush name]
[Y/F/N: your friends name]
[E/C: eye color]

[request: Where you thought he liked your best friend but he admits that he likes you, please and thank you :)]


You walked along the dark pavement, a smile etched on your face. Between the bright lights around you, the food, and all of the attractions, you were put into a great mood. The carnival was always a place that you could enjoy yourself at. It only came around once a year, so you wanted to make the best of it.

“Y/N! Are you even listening?” Your best friend, Y/F/N, blurted from beside you, pulling you from your trance.

“Yeah, sorry. I zoned out again.” She laughed, nudging your shoulder with hers.

“You’ve been doing that a lot lately. Something on your mind? Y/F/N glanced at you curiously.

A sigh escaped your lips, "No, everything’s fine.”

But it wasn’t. There was something that had been bothering you, but of course you weren’t going to tell anyone. You weren’t one to make a big deal over something no matter how much it affected you.

It was Y/C/N, the guy you’ve liked for as long as you could remember; and Y/F/N knew this too. But recently, Y/F/N had been acting strange. From canceling plans and making ridiculous excuses, you knew she was up to something. Something that involved Y/C/N. There would be times when the three of you would hang out with a larger group and the both of them would disappear at the same time. You had also noticed Y/C/N’s name pop up on Y/F/N’s phone screen quite a few times in the past few months. You couldn’t help but jump to conclusions. Y/F/N knew how much you liked him; she wouldn’t do this to you, right? You were torn, not knowing what to believe.

As you both continued walking through the carnival, your eyes fell on something in the distance. Someone, actually. Y/C/N.

‘Go figure,’ you thought to yourself. You always caught yourself staring at him, even when you didn’t intend on doing so. When Y/C/N heard you and your friend talking, his eyes drifted over to the both of you. A blush broke out on your face as you darted your eyes down, hoping he didn’t catch you staring at him. He left the friend he was talking to and began to walk in your direction.

'Don’t be so obvious,’ you thought as he now stood in front of you, looking slightly nervous.

“Um, Y/F/N, can I talk to you for a second?” Y/F/N turned to look at you.

“I’ll be right back,” she spoke, walking away with Y/C/N trailing behind her.

Your heart dropped immediately. You knew it, you were right. He liked her. Why would he ever like you, anyways? You weren’t anything special. You were nothing compared to Y/F/N.

You sat down at one of the wooden picnic tables, playing with the hem of your shirt to keep yourself busy. You couldn’t help but be upset over what had just happened. The sun was quickly setting in the distance, the sky turning to a dark orange. A few minutes had passed, and you were beginning to get cold. Cursing yourself for not bringing a jacket, you began to run your hands up and down your arms to try and keep warm. You suddenly felt something drape over your shoulders, causing you to gasp in surprise.

“You looked a little cold,” Y/C/N smiled down at you. Your heart was beating rapidly as you looked up at into his E/C eyes.

“Oh, thanks..” You trailed off, pulling the jacket further onto you.

“Uh,” he trailed off for a moment, “Do you want to walk with me for a little? There’s kind of something I wanted to talk to you about.” His hand rubbed the back of his neck as he hesitantly looked towards you.

“Yeah, okay,” you stood up and were surprised when he tugged on your hand, lacing your fingers together. A blush rose on your cheeks as you began walking away from the carnival.

You were confused and nervous; what would he want to talk about? Did he know that you liked him? That would be so embarrassing, were you that obvious? So many thoughts clouded your head as he led you towards a deserted area far from the all of the commotion.

He dropped your hand, running it through his hair. “There’s been something I’ve been meaning to tell you,” he began, looking a bit nervous. “Um, I haven’t been very honest with yo-”
You cut him off, not wanting him to finish his sentence.

“Look, it’s okay if you like Y/F/N, I get it-”

“What? That’s not with this is about, I like you, not her!” You stared at him in shock. You were so surprised, you had no idea what to say. Y/C/N liked you this whole time? You immediately felt like a complete idiot.

“I-I, oh,” you looked down towards the grass, embarrassed.

“I didn’t mean to make this awkward, I’m sorry, it’s okay if you don’t like me back, really-”

“No! No, that’s not it. I do, trust me,” you laughed slightly, a small smile on your face, “I just thought you liked Y/F/N this whole time, you’ve been with her a lot lately…”

“Yeah, about that…I’ve been meeting with her about you. I sort of wanted to ask you to be my girlfriend and I just wanted all of it to be perfect because you deserve it but I couldn’t wait any longer, so…” Y/C/N trailed off slightly. You were speechless, once again having no idea what to say. You couldn’t wrap your head around what was happening.

“Y/C/N, I don’t even know what to say…that’s the sweetest thing anyone’s ever said to me.” You spoke softly, gazing up at him. Your close proximity made your heart flutter. Y/C/N smiled at you, walking towards you and wrapping his arms around your waist, pulling you to him. Your foreheads were touching, noses brushing against each other. You could feel his warm breath on your face as he spoke.

“You don’t have to say anything, everything’s okay now. I’m just relieved that you like me back or else this would have been extremely awkward.” You giggled, smiling at him. Everything around you was silent, the faint sound of the carnival in the distance. You both stood quietly, enjoying each other’s presence.

“Y/N?” Y/C/N whispered, brushing a piece of hair behind your ear.


“Can I kiss you?” Your heart jumped at those four words and you became anxious. You nodded your head, pulling your bottom lip between your teeth. Y/C/N slowly leaned in, his eyes never leaving yours. Both of your eyes fluttered shut, and moments later his lips were pressed softly to yours.

What an amazing way to end the night.

[sorry for the lack of imagines lately, i hope you still enjoy!]

#42 Not Worth It (Harry Styles)

DISCLAIMER: Hello! This was an imagine I had posted on a co-account I owned, but we shut that down so, I put it here, just cause.


“Isn’t she cute?” she giggled as she held Samantha’s daughter in her arms. She kissed her cheeks as the baby laughed in her arms. Babies loved her, they were always attracted to her, and they always laughed in her arms. She made them laugh.

“Let’s leave Honey,” I repeated for the fifth time. She was so busy playing that, she didn’t pay any attention to me at all. I was getting late. Had Cara’s party tonight and, didn’t want to be late and, Ally here was not moving. “Okay, c’mon!” I took the baby from her and handed it to the next person in line. I took her hand, wished the host goodbye and pulled Ally out of the house.

“I think I forgot my wallet inside…” Ally said once, we reached the car.

“Oh, for god sakes, really!” I shouted. She flinched and checked her bag, again.

“It’s here…” She mumbled and sat inside the car.

I looked at my watch, “I’m so late…” I huffed.

“Isn’t the part at 9? It’s still 6:30, you’ve plenty of time!” She smiled.

Plenty of time? I had to get ready, then, drive all the way down to the hotel, it takes time. What’s wrong with her! I didn’t reply and rushed back to our apartment.

“Are you mad at me?” She asked. “I’m sorry, Lila was so adorable and, you know, I love babies…”

“I know! I know! But, if I ask you to leave, at least listen!” I raised my voice again.

“I’m sorry, it’s been so long. I haven’t stepped out of the house and, I just wanted to be out for some time.”

“Oh so, now it’s my fault!”

“I’m not blaming you…” She shook her head, keeping her voice low. “I just wanted to be out for a little bit. This entire deal of keeping me hidden is not exactly ideal, you know. And, it’s not like you’re locked up with me.”

“You aren’t locked up!”

“You know what I mean.” She got out of the car and walked off.

Ally’s POV

I wiped my tears as I opened the gate to our apartment. I had lost all hopes of fighting with him. Especially now, that I knew he had asked the management to keep me hidden. It’s been more than 1.5 years now. Earlier on, I wanted it to be undercover. I didn’t want our relationship to go out and be demeaned by fans but, that was in the beginning. After being together for almost two years, you do expect to be accepted. Although, when we sat down to discuss this, he blamed it on to the management. And, stopped going out with me altogether.

I’ve been stuck at home for the past three months because, this was the only way I could be with him but, he didn’t care about that. Like today, we were supposed to be at Samantha’s at 3 for the birthday party. He came in late, and we left within one hour of being there. So, much for being together! He didn’t even ask if I wanted to go for Cara’s party. Like, I didn’t exist.

I took off my dress and slipped into a big T-Shirt while he got ready. I saw Cara’s gift kept in a bag. It was beautiful. I thought I should wrap it.

“I’m leaving,” He announced fixing his watch. “There was a packet kept here…” He asked searching for it.

“Umm, I wrapped it. It’s on the counter!”

“Wrapped it?” He said picking it up. “God Ally, why? This looks tacky now! I don’t have time for this, where is the fucking packet?” He snatched the packet from my hands and banged the door.

I curled up on the couch with my blanket, just wondering where things went wrong.


I sat with Harry, curled up in his lap watching some random TV show. I had no interest in TV shows but, Harry enjoyed them. A scene where a mother held a baby for the first time in her arms was on.

“Do you like kids?” I asked.


“Would you like one of your own?”

“Where is this coming from?” He asked, annoyance in his voice.

“Nowhere, the TV,” I just said keeping my head down.

“Yeah, I’d like one of my own. Not now though…not with you.”

“Wh-what?” I looked up, shocked. “Is there something wrong with me?” My heart just shattered. I shifted away.

“What no, forget what I said, come here…” he said, pulling me in his lap.

I refused, “What does ‘not with me’ mean?” I asked.

“Means nothing,” He said, keeping his phone aside which he was stuck on till now.”I don’t plan to have any kids, right now. Just that…”

“I don’t plan to have any, right now, either. But, one day…” I got up from the couch. “Do you even plan a future with me?”

“You’re over reacting. Come here.”

“What are we doing here, Harry? Tell me I’m not some time pass.”

“No, you’re not. Now, forget what I said and come to me, baby” He pulled me towards him and kissed me.

I let that go that day, quite easily. Didn’t think too much about it, either. But, it’s been eating me up. He doesn’t plan a future with me. He doesn’t even see one with me. This was the reason, I asked him to tell his fans about us. He was taken aback. Then, a few days later told me that, the management didn’t think right now was the right time.

I found out, management didn’t say anything at all. It was Harry. After that, he hasn’t even been the same. Today was just another day of the same insulting behaviour I was living with now. My friends say that I was an idiot. That, I should leave him. But, I couldn’t believe it. I loved him and, there was another reason, I’m sure.

I woke up next morning, with a backache. Sleeping on the couch, in that position, wasn’t a great idea. I walked into our room and found Harry sleeping on the bed. He didn’t wake me up when he came back. I took a shower and got dressed. I had film pitch today, and I felt drained already. Plus, I was late. I rushed out and heard Harry talking. I don’t know why but, I hid behind the pillar.

“Yes, it was great! You were great! Hahaha!” He laughed on the phone. “Yes, 21st? I’m all yours! No no, no worries. Hahaha. I told you!” He continued. This 21st? It was our anniversary. 2 years. Okay.

I slowly walked out and went to the kitchen to grab an apple before I left. Harry went from laughing to whispering. This was weird.

“Yes, fine love, I’ll see you!” He laughed again.

I walked into the room and hugged him from behind, kissing his shoulders. He stiffened, “I’m talking…” He said and walked away. I felt the familiar ache in my body and left for work.

He was surprisingly home when I came back, “Hey, how was your day?” He asked, sipping his beer, “Want some?”

I shook my head. “What are you doing home, today?”

“I’m home. C’mon!” He laughed.

“Hey, Rachel’s pregnant!” I smiled. I was so happy for her.

“Rachel? Your Rachel? Are they even married?”

“No, I think, he’ll propose, though. We’re getting old!” I laughed.

“Are you inclining something?” he kept his bottle on the counter.

“Wha-no, no…I’m just…”

“Cause, I don’t want to get married.” He said, taking another sip.


“And, it just seems you’re giving me all these little clues but, it’s not happening so, don’t think and cry about it.” He laughed, he took this so lightly. Was he drunk? “I mean, I don’t even want to get married to you, much less have a baby with you…I mean, a baby – with you, what! I don’t even want people to know about us, a baby is out of the question!” And, then he looked at me.” And- I didn’t- I didn’t mean that…baby…I didn’t fuck!”

I had to take the support of the pillar to stand. He crushed all my love, my hopes, my dreams in a laugh. “Fuck baby…look at me! I didn’t mean that…really! I’m just a bit drunk! I didn’t mean that.”

I couldn’t register what he was saying now. He was suddenly hugging me and kissing me, and I couldn’t take it in. I just pushed him away and, walked into the room. Numb and heavy headed.

“Babe! Babe!” Harry banged the door. I curled up on the bed and broke down. He was serious. He didn’t want anything with me. There was going to be no us. I was just emotional support and a sex toy to come back too. For fucking two years, he played me! That asshole played me! He wasn’t planning anything on the 21st either like my heart imagined! I couldn’t stay here! I had to leave.

I packed a bag and collected my belongings and got out of the room. Harry was sleeping on the side of the door. He almost fell when I opened the door. “Ba-baby…” He woke up, dazzled and stood up. “Baby, I didn’t mean it…really. I’ve no idea why I blurted those things…let’s talk about it…why are you holding a bag?”

I shrugged his hands off my shoulders and walked out. “Look, I’m sorry! I didn’t mean it! Why are you overreacting! Ally! Ally…” He ran in front of me and held my face in his hands. “Look at me…look at me! I’m sorry! Really baby, don’t go! Don’t leave me!”

“Now, you don’t have to lie to me about the management not wanting us together. You won’t have a reason.”

“You knew?” He asked, he was crying, why? “Look, I’m sorry…I can explain…”

“I don’t want to know, I’ve embarrassed myself enough. It’s clear now, you don’t want me as a wife much less a mother for your child! You made it very clear. Bye…”

“Ally!…” He followed me down to my car but, I left. I couldn’t lower myself anymore. This wasn’t who I am.

(1 month later)

“I’m gaining weight” I mumbled, as I came back from my morning run. I rubbed my hand on my tummy.

“Hahahaha! It’s a bulge! It’s like you’re pregnant!” My best friend laughed. “What-what? Why did you go so serious?”

“I’m not pregnant.” I lifted my top and rubbed my stomach. I missed my period for the past two months. But, that was regular with me. I missed it because of stress, and my pattern was always weird. It’s been two months, that I’ve had sex. It was the time Harry, and I got drunk and woke up naked in the living room. Fuck. I didn’t think. “Do you have a test?”

“Are you saying you can be pregnant?” She asked, her eyes wide. “But, you don’t have any symptoms!”

“Every body is different. My mother didn’t know she was pregnant till her fourth month! Just get me a test!” I freaked out. She ran and got me one.

I flipped it around in my hands, “Go Ally…” she nudged me. What is happening to my life!

I was going to enter the washroom when my phone rang. “The father’s calling,” My friend gave it to me.

“I really don’t enjoy your sense of humour,” It was the fourth missed call from Harry, since morning. He didn’t stop calling me. After I had left, he disappeared for a week without any contact and, every word he spoke got engraved in me. Then, he suddenly dropped in front of me and broke down. Begging for forgiveness, asking me to come back home. Telling me, he’d taken me for granted. I couldn’t accept it. Not after he told me that I wasn’t worth having a future with. He said, he wouldn’t stop trying and clearly hasn’t. I kept my phone away and took the test.

3 minutes.


I was pregnant. Fuck. I was pregnant. I slid down the washroom door and cursed myself. I couldn’t break down. Knowing that the path now, was alone, without a partner, I had to be strong. I collected myself and booked a flight back home.


“She isn’t picking up!” I said, banging my head on the tile.

“Hey, that’s new!” Louis scolded. “Maybe, she’s sleeping!”

“Nope, she goes for a run, can’t live without a morning run.”

“You’re an idiot for saying all that to her, give her time!” He said. But, I knew if I didn’t get her now, I’d lose her forever.

“I’m going to meet her.”

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It would have made a difference…

Imagine: Niall’s reaction when he hears that you have a boyfriend now. “Oh, ohh that’s cool.” He says but is secretly jealous.

Long Distance

[word count: 706]

[Y/N: Your Name]
[Y/C/N: Your Crush Name]
[Y/F/N: Your Friend Name]
[E/C: Eye Color]

[Request: I loved both of your stories! I was really hoping there was more… they’re perfect!! I love them! Is there any way you could possibly come up with a long distance kind of relationship meeting for the first time, or a proposal? Just wondering]


You checked your phone for what was probably the hundredth time in the past hour. The sound of your foot tapping anxiously on the tiled floor echoed slightly, your knee bouncing. It was now 6:45 PM. Y/C/N’s flight was scheduled to land in 15 minutes.

You and Y/C/N had first started talking when he DM’d you on Twitter after coming across your profile. You both would talk almost every single day, and your relationship only blossomed from there. After the course of a few weeks you began texting each other; and now, after talking online for months, you decided that you wanted to meet the other in person.

Sure, you would Skype frequently, but you both wanted more. Even though you had never met in person, you somehow developed feelings for Y/C/N. You didn’t really know what was going on between you and Y/C/N or what was going to happen, but you were extremely nervous to meet him.

“Hey, relax. You’re gonna be fine.” Your best friend, Y/F/N, said from beside you. She happily tagged along, almost as eager to meet Y/C/N as you were.

“Sorry, I’m just so nervous. What if he decides he doesn’t like me? He’ll probably think I’m annoying or-”

“Oh calm down! He’s definitely going to like you, don’t be stupid. I just hope he’s as cute as you’ve been describing him.” She laughed.

“Shut up!” You laughed as well, pushing her slightly. Once again, you pulled out your phone and checked the time.

6:55 PM.

As the time drew closer, your heart thudded faster. You knew you shouldn’t be so nervous, but you had no idea what to expect. You tried to think positively as 7 o'clock neared.

Before you knew it, your phone was buzzing.

“Just landed! Can’t wait to see you. xx”

Your heart race increased as you stood up, pulling Y/F/N with you.

“Oh my god, he’s going to be here any minute! I can’t do this, I don’t know wh-” You paced the floor until Y/F/N grabbed your shoulders, stopping you.

“Look at me. Relax. You’re going to be fine, you should be excited! He wants to meet you, Y/N. He likes you. You have nothing to worry about.”

You looked at your best friend, smiling. “Thanks, I needed that.”

“No problem,” she laughed, looking behind you, “Hey, turn around..”

Sure enough, Y/C/N was standing just a few feet away from you. The whole situation felt surreal. You just stared at each other, both of your faces breaking out into smiles. Y/F/N broke you out of your trance, yelling at you from behind, “Go!”

Immediately, you ran towards Y/C/N. Dropping his suitcase, he opened his arms, catching you as you jumped into them. You laughed as he spun you around in the air before placing you back on the ground, hugging you tightly to his chest.

“Oh my god, it’s really you,” he mumbled into your neck, squeezing your hips. He pulled away slightly, resting his forehead against yours. You took this time to take in his appearance. Staring into his eyes, you noticed that they were a deep E/C. Freckles were scattered over the bridge of his nose, and there was a dimple in his left cheek.

“I didn’t think you’d be so tall,” you admitted, giggling. He laughed, smiling down at you. “I can’t believe it’s really you.”

“Me either, baby,” he brushed a piece of hair behind your ear, “Um, can I try something?” Y/C/N spoke hesitantly, his hand resting on your cheek.

“Anything,” you mumbled, and seconds later his lips were pressed against yours. You stood in shock for a moment before you finally came to your senses and wrapped your arms around his neck, kissing him back. Y/C/N broke away after a few seconds, pulling you back into his chest.

“You don’t know how long I’ve been waiting to do that,” he whispered.

Time seemed to stop as you stood in the middle of the busy airport, in the arms of the boy you liked. Nothing else mattered at that moment.


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