So uh…I may or may not have spent this entire holiday break letting this very bad person get me into a British band of teenage looking man children I still feel wrong about finding attractive…
But let’s just say for argument’s sake that I have and let’s JUST SAY it’s gotten really bad and let’s JUST SAY FOR A MOMENT that I want to reblog All The Things but wish to spare my followers of my descent to hell.
Surely if all these things happened the sensible thing for me to do would be brainwashing starting a sub blog to let out all my frustration until this illness goes away (I’ve been informed it doesn’t go away but I have hope.)
I sure am glad all of this is hypothetical and I don’t have to do any of that. Ha. Hahahahahaha. Could you imagine?
it’s that liam is SO DELIGHTED that his mum likes zayn best
so many feelings about how hard it was for liam to make and keep friends when he was younger and how relieved the paynes must be that the other 1d boys love liam SO MUCH and SO GENUINELY and that liam is so happy and confident and certain that he belongs somewhere
ugh remember back in the day during x-factor live shows where zayn and liam REPEATEDLY named each other as their favorite person and best friend just imagine liam calling his mum at night talking about song arrangements and rehearsals and performances and talking about the things zayn said and how much he likes zayn’s voice and shenanigans that he and zayn got up to imagine how happy karen payne must have been when liam kept having zayn stories good zayn stories stories about how zayn likes liam to tiny bits and eventually the other boys’ names creep in there too
and imagine how relieved liam must have been too not just that he’s got friends of his own but that his parents can stop worrying about him because they’ve been worrying about him for years and now he’s got people who like him that he’s legit happy to introduce to his parents who won’t make cruel fun of him who’ll remember his birthday who don’t say ‘no homo’ after they say 'i love you’ like seeing his mum smile when the boys come bounding over is one of liam’s favorite things
the paynes love all the boys but they love zayn the most you might ask if my x-factor era zayn/liam feelings have an end and you know what i will tell you they do NOT