one day i will be able to use illustrator and indesign

All you people interested in what do after you have your photoshop brushes? This is for you.

robotobroadcast said:

Is there anywhere I could learn how to use photoshop the way that you do? I’ve just never been able to recreate that hand painted look like you seem to be able to do.

Short answer: have a good scanner (Epson Perfections are awesome) and experiment with photoshop brushes, opacity, flow, and the mixer brush tool.

Long answer with pictures: 

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