once insecure

And no she isn’t the easiest girl to love. She has this bad habit of overthinking, she tends to overreact more than she should, and she gets a little insecure every once in a while. She’ll be needy for your attention, she’ll want to literally take up all your time, and she’ll require a lot of reassurance. If anything, she is everything you wouldn’t want in a girlfriend. She isn’t capable of fully trusting you, she doesn’t know when to stop fighting you even if she’s wrong and she has no problem pushing you away if she feels like you’re close to hurting her.

Loving her will stress you out, loving her will make you angry, loving her will make your heart hurt at times, loving her will test you, loving her will challenge you, and loving her will change you. It may get so demanding that you’ll be tempted to walk away, it may get so hard that you’ll think about giving up, and it may get so complicated that you won’t want to deal with her anymore. Loving her means you get to see her at her worst and most vulnerable and that is something that you’ll have to be strong enough to handle because she needs someone who’s patient enough to understand why she is who she is today. It’s not gonna be an easy relationship with her.

But if she is in love with you, then she can promise that you’ll forget what life felt like before she came along because she’ll always be there to put your heart back together after breaking it. Maybe she’s not the best at being loved, but she’s pretty amazing at loving.

Are you sure you want me?

anonymous asked:

Can i have a x-men/marvel/hp ship? ❤ I love learning, art & being inside. I hate small talk but love deep debates. Introvert. Open minded. Insecure. Touchy once in confidence. I wanna grow as human & make a difference; psychology student. Ravenpuff?

X-Men: I ship you with Charles Xavier!

Originally posted by i9o42o

Omg I swear I thought of him as soon as I read your ask. You would constantly love to learn with him and whenever you got engrossed in something and excited about learning you made this cute little face and Charles thinks it’s the cutest thing ever. He would even teach you about psychology and you likewise, and you would often ask him what it’s like to be in someone’s head.You would also have interesting debates between the two of you and I think Charles would be the kind of person to give the best hugs. Erik would be your number one shipper even if he doesn’t admit it.  

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Marvel: I ship you with Clint!

Originally posted by fanfic-shiz

Clint would have the biggest crush on you at first and would act super cocky towards you but still be super nervous about asking you out. Whilst Clint is a bit of an extrovert, he would be happy to stay inside with you if that would make you more comfortable. You would talk to him non stop and when you opened up to Clint a bit more he would love it and be super happy. He loves to just sit on the couch and watch movies with you for date night. 

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HP: I ship you with Newt Scamander!

Originally posted by mybeautylittlethings

Holy crap this lil bean would be so nervous around you when he first met you. You would be one of the first people to become interested in his work and he would constantly rant to you because he’s rarely had anyone to talk to about his creatures. He would open up to you over time and become more confident and so would you. 

anonymous asked:

“Look at everything you do. Look at everything you are. It’s incredible, as incredible as you.” -starshipmario (I'LL REMAKE EVENTUALLY... MAYBE TOMORROW)

SU Starter Prompts

Mario’s soothing words washed gently over Luigi like light,
rolling waves, each softly-uttered syllable calming the storm
of insecurity that once again plagued the unfortunate bro’s
kind heart. Rapid, shuddering breaths were taken while needy
fingers grab meekly at his elder brother: his security.

   ❝B-B– But, B-Bro… I-I– I’m-a n-not–❞

He faltered, trembling. How he wished he could see himself the
way Mario did. Why couldn’t he be so confident? Luigi whimpered
softly as he leaned closer to bury his face in Mario’s chubby chest.

And no, she isn’t the easiest girl to love. She has this bad habit of overthinking, she tends to overreact more than she should, and she gets a little insecure every once in a while. She’ll be needy for your attention, she’ll want to literally take up all of your time, and she’ll require a lot of reassurance. If anything, she is everything you wouldn’t want in a girlfriend. She isn’t capable of fully trusting you, she doesn’t know when to stop fighting with you even if she’s wrong, and she has no problem pushing you away if she feels like you’re close to hurt her. Loving her will stress you out, loving her will make you angry, loving her will break your heart at times, loving her will test you, loving her will challenge you, and loving her will change you. It may get so demanding that you’ll be tempted to walk away, it may get so hard that you’ll think about giving up, and it may get so complicated that you won’t want to deal with her anymore. Loving her means you get to see her at her worst and most vulnerable and that is something that you’ll have be strong enough to handle because she needs someone who’s patient enough to understand why she is who she is today. It’s not gonna be an easy relationship with her. But if she is in love with you, then she can promise that you’ll be loved with such passion and intensity that you’ll forget what life felt like before she came along because she’ll always be there to put your heart back together after breaking it. Maybe she’s not the best at being loved, but she’s pretty amazing at loving.
Power of mental health

There is this feeling of emptiness within, like a part of me is missing. I can’t seem to understand but I just feel it gnawing inside of me. I thought if I just fuel it with art and music, everything will be okay. It hasn’t been and I am hoping that it will not stay like this.

I am weeks away from obtaining my Master’s Degree in social work, established myself at work, have fulfilling internship opportunity, gained amazing friends and partner, have supportive family, and blessed with intelligence and creative skills. I know my protective factors but once the emptiness and insecurities creep it, I feel like a slave to my own skin.

Here’s the thing guys, here’s the things that gets me. Vex had already fallen so hard for Percy and she fully believed he was indifferent to her in that way. Vax could see that they were both crazy about each other, specifically in the way that Percy always listens to Vex’s advice and no one elses. The conversation Vex had with Vax breaks my heart because she really doesn’t think that Percy could see her in that way, she’s so insecure .

and THEN, the morning after her talk with Vax she has a heart to heart with Percy. Showing him once again how much she believes in him and his humanity and ability for change, and yet can’t bring herself to tell him how she feels because she’s certain he doesn’t have feelings for her. For him to then go right ahead and shatter her insecurities once and for all with the loveliest kiss. 

I just, I love them so much.
I love how they help each other grow and change and become better versions of themselves. I love how the progression of their relationship was sweet and slow. With him making her things and building up her self-confidence and her pulling him toward the light and reminding him of his humanity. That they have slowly started to realize how important the other has become to them.
I love these characters. I love this ship. I am dead. send help

Hello, if you don’t mind I’d like to be shipped. I’m a girl whose 5"4, and I am the closest to the stereotype of Scorpio. I really enjoy art, reading and tbh memes. At first I am shy and quiet, but once I get close to you I act spontaneous. And also, once I start to actual get close to you I start to get protective and such. I have a bad habit of getting jealous easily though, and getting easily insecure and once that happens I tend to drift away from others thinking I annoy them or that I really am a bother to them. (but I’m working on making sure that doesn’t happen a lot anymore !!) @wafflesrmine


Hello! Be sure to send in this request to my ask box next time instead of submitting! ;)


I ship you with: Yoosung!

Originally posted by hissorihaka

A scorpio is well-matched with a pisces! He loves your personality, especially your protective side. He understands how you feel because he’s almost the same as you. And he will work on it together with you so that the both of you will have a much better journey in the future. He’s not that much of a meme lover like Seven, but seeing you enjoy it so much, he might just be the next meme king. You two will enjoy quiet days together.


hope you like it! sorry if you didn’t get who you wanted :-)

anonymous asked:

honestly whoever he is? fuck steve

thanks dearie. he’s an old coworker, and he has a habit of trying to be funny by poking at my insecurities. once i came to work without makeup and he screamed at me, “what happened to your face”.

why am i getting this vibe that Lance would be scared to say “i love you” to Keith at first because of his insecurities but once he actually says it he says it literally all the time like Keith gets up to go to the bathroom like “i’ll be right back” and Lance says “i love you miss you while you’re gone” and Keith is just “i’ll be back in two minutes” but Lance gives the puppy dogs eyes and Keith just rolls his eyes fondly because wow he’s in love and says “love you and miss you too” before exiting the room

Once Upon A Time works on spiral/chiasmus kind of story structure which means that the characters will continue to confront similar issues and situations over and over and with each confrontation develop either positively or negatively. It’s easy to see in flashbacks where the characters make one choice in the present and the opposite choice in the past.


It’s why people get annoyed with certain characters or arcs because they feel like the character has already overcome this or that challenge and “why do we have to do it again?” And for me it’s part of their upward or downward spiral and so the repeat is necessary (and come on in real life you don’t conqueror a fear or insecurity once and never have a problem with it again. That stuff has to be constantly confronted).


We saw it last night with David with the present day episode covering a lot of the same ground as in S2 when he was also full of fear and doubt, also without Snow, and also on the brink of murdering King George only to be talked down by a friend. We have seen it with Emma and her deciding to punch back against fate in multiple seasons. We see it with Regina. We are going to see it with Rumple and Gideon and the Black Fairy. And we are seeing it with Killian’s current storyline as he moves upward on the spiral.

excited

my boyfriend is moving into my house in less than a week. i am so excited. i just want to be around him always. only seeing him once a week is so hard. i need constant love and reassurance that he wants to be with me, and maybe i will feel less insecure once he’s here. he means so much to me and im just so excited. 

BTS Reacts - You’re Insecure About Your Accent

Park Jimin: Jimin can’t believe you’re saying this for the millionth time. He’s not tired with your lack of self-confidence in the way you speak, but he really wishes you could take more pride in it. He’s said it many times, and he’ll say it again: you underestimate how many people admire the way the way in which your voice peaks at certain words, how it mellows when a sentence ends. He stares at you when you tell him once more about your insecurities, as if trying to send a message right to your heart - that you have nothing to be ashamed of. He’s backed up by two rays of sunshine - Hoseok & Taehyung - who sign a heart to you (they adore your accent) as Jimin says:

“Your fanboys here seem to think otherwise about your accent, you know, including me.”

Jung Hoseok: Hobi really likes listening to you speak, but he knows he can’t deter you feeling embarrassed about your accent, especially since it’s a problem that stems from being insecure - he can flatter you all he likes, but he knows you’ll start feeling the same way soon enough. Instead, he’ll do what he can to distract you by making you laugh. When you’re at Bighit, you stay relatively quiet because you’re shy, but when you do talk, he makes sure he has an award they’ve won, ready at hand, to be picked up. He fakes his tears, howling on about how your authentic you sound. He’ll do this until you can understand: it’s okay to want to hide it, but the bottom line is that you shouldn’t feel forced to all the time.

“BEST ACCENT OF THE YEAR! OSCAR-WORTHY PERFORMANCE, OH MY GOD!”

Kim Seokjin: Jin is supportive, so he’ll probably want to help in any way he can. His mature mind knows that you’re old enough to make your own decisions, so if you feel like hiding your accent would make you more confident, he’d back you up, but he always makes sure that you know that the way you enunciate your words isn’t a problem with him. He would think that you’re silly for fussing over something so small, but he knows it matters to you, so he doesn’t give you much opinion on the subject. While he may show a slight sign of disapproval, somewhere deep inside, he’s kind of glad you want to stow it. He’s always worried how your accent might draw attention that you don’t want, particularly because you’re nervous about it.

“I guess it’s good you want to hide it - I’ll help teach you how to pronounce certain words better.”

Jeon Jungkook: A member that probably wouldn’t pay any mind to how self-conscious you were when it related to your accent. He would know and try to sympathize, of course - but he just wouldn’t hold back punches just because you were unconfident about your intonations. He’d treat you just like anyone else he’d make fun of, and that in itself is a testament to what he thinks about the way you speak. He doesn’t feel like it should set you apart from anyone else, and if they did ever poke fun at you for it, it wouldn’t be because you sounded distasteful - he actually thinks quite the opposite. You’re talking to Park Jimin about plans to hang out with the maknae line later in the day, when Jungkook interrupts upon hearing your pronunciations:

“What was that? Can you say that again for me to hear?”
( You elbow him in his stomach, and Jimin glares at the maknae. )
“But it’s funny!”

Kim Taehyung: Tae is no stranger to masking his accent (like his other fellow members from Busan & Daegu), but he’s definitely much more rehearsed in it because he’s trying to become an aspiring actor. When he hears you trying to do the same, he can’t help but laugh - your Seoul dialect isn’t exactly on point just yet. He asks why you’re trying to change the way you speak, and you tell him it’s because you’re hesitant to talk with your existing accent. Tae thinks you’re cute for being so embarrassed. The two of you are talking a walk by a riverside in the cold; he turns to you and places his hand on your cheek when he notices a fleck of snow close to the edge of your lips, wiping away at it while he reassures you.

“Yah, stop being so ridiculous. No one’s judging you; if anything, it’s unique - but if you really want, I can show you a few tricks to having a Seoul accent.”

Kim Namjoon: After a lively dinner with the boys, you and Namjoon walk behind the group. He starts to talk to you, and you reply in short, concise phrases. After a while of conversing, he can’t help but feel like you’re holding back from chatting freely with him, which results in him asking if you’re uncomfortable being in his company. You shake your head, confessing that you’re self-conscious about the way you articulate your words. This surprises him, so knowing now that you feel held back because of your accent, he’s set on getting you out of your shell. He would want you to be able to be yourself around Bangtan, especially him. He’s not usually one to be this forward, but he feels you should probably hear the truth behind his thoughts:

“You really feel that way? Well… I personally think your accent is kind of hot.”

Min Yoongi: You’re sitting wordlessly in Bangtan’s dressing room, before the shooting of one of their music videos. Hoseok and Yoongi are talking amongst themselves, and the Daegu boy occasionally throws suspicious glances your way, attempting to be casual by smiling when you meet gazes. You’re not sure if he’s asking you over, so you make your way to them just in case. You don’t say much, timid because of your accent - but the both of them still wait for you to say something, anything. Yoongi bites his lip in expectation, eyeing your own supple lips, as if unable to wait any longer for you to talk.  He’s always enjoyed having you around, even though he tries not to show it too much; he’s shy to admit your accent intrigues him.

“We were just talking about you, actually - Yoongi-hyung said that he thinks your accent is really -”
( Yoongi cuts him off. )
Yah, Hoseok!” 


I hope you like this react, anon! I have an accent too, but I’ve learned to cover it pretty well, so whenever I speak English, I sound relatively (?) American. However, when I’m with my fellow friends from home, I don’t restrain myself from switching back to my regular accent - but I could care less, because I’m enjoying talking in my native dialect so much! So, what you’re feeling is completely natural, but don’t worry too much about it, okay? <3

HLITF - Her Love in the Force - Ayumu Shinonome
Last Mission - Our Graduation - My thoughts

How I enjoyed reading this story! It was funny, and exciting and so much fluff. The best thing about Ayumu’s story is definitely MC X Ayumu, they make the cutest couple ever, I absolute love their interaction and how far it has evolved from season 1 to season 2. MC is just this bubbly character who has grown so much from that once very insecure rookie, thanks to Ayumu’s tough “training” if you know what I mean. XD One thing that I love about HLITF, which it has much in common with MPDCTY, is how they intertwine the internal conflicts of each character as individual and as a couple with the investigation and how events prompts plot development. I felt like Voltage has lost some of that edge recently but I saw a comeback in this story.

Nothing like a life and death scene to amp the drama and push a character to show their true feelings for each other. (Especially the one who never express his feelings! Like come on guys, do we have to be dying to get you to open your hearts? Yes I’m looking at you Kaga and Ayumu lololol) It happens again in last mission and it still makes my heart flutter and root for them, especially when it creeps up when you least expect.

But alas we still have to wait for the next chapter to see when this couple will eventually consummate their love! Poor Ayumu only got his hair pixelated this time lmaooo.

Still, Love Mission is definitely worth the wait and highly recommended for all Ayumu’s fans! It’s no wonder Ayumu has risen as the top HLITF character in the Jp elections recently.

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SO TODAY WAS ACTUALLY A PRETTY OK DAY AND IVE BEEN GETTING A LOT OF QUESTIONS ABOUT MY HAIR SO HERES SOME MORE SELFIES MAYBE? (Also featuring Jasper pupper 😂)

small/medium/tall jbm

• 5'5" Joly who used to get made fun of all the time for his height and no one ever seemed to take him seriously
• 5'9" Bossuet who always felt rejected because he knew he was around average height but yet that never seemed “enough” for his previous partners
• 6’ 1" Musichetta who was told that “boys don’t like when girls are taller than them”
• But then they all get together!
• Joly used to be nervous going in public with previous relationships because people would stare or laugh, but with Bossuet and Chetta, he doesn’t even think about it. All he can think is how lucky he is to have them
• They cherish each other’s differences and any insecurities that once surrounded their heights completely disappear
• One day Musichetta confessed she used to love wearing heels but stopped cause people told her they found it intimidating
• For her birthday, Joly and Bossuet surprised her with a pair of Louboutins and she cried
• She hasn’t taken them off since and that’s barely an exaggeration

Second birthday

Author : @a-january-girl
Rating : NSFW (at all!)
Notes : Happy birthday @piecesofscully! I wrote you an “All Things” post episode smut fic! :D Hope you’ll like it! 
This is my ficlet for the @txf-fic-chicks birthday challenge, including London, red, and cake!
Thanks @alldolleduppink for your beta on this one. Eres una perla ❤️

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Scully had no idea she was going to blow out birthday candles tonight with February being so far away…

She also had no idea that crossing paths with Daniel again would confuse her so much and yet settle things right at the same time. She couldn’t have perceived how it would make her life start anew this fast. Of course, the minute she laid eyes on him, she was overwhelmed with surging feelings of affection, but she also knew she wasn’t the same person she had once been, insecure and young, craving for love and safety in the shelter of his arms. She was older now and she finally understood she didn’t need reassurance, or anyone’s arms to feel safe and strong anymore. And even though the sound of Daniel’s voice had stirred long-buried emotions, she knew. She could ponder this for hours and wonder whether leaving him had been a mistake back then, but she was sure leaving him wouldn’t be a mistake today. It was the right thing to do.

Waking up on the black leather of Mulder’s sofa, tucked under his Navajo blanket, Scully surprisingly feels better than she’s felt in years. She feels warm and refreshed with the 2-hour sleep she just indulged herself in. She fell asleep in the blink of an eye earlier, exhausted by all the emotions and overpowering thoughts that had been going through her mind. She feels so good she’s determined not to let the lurking feeling of guilt for having dozed off in the middle of this meaningful conversation with Mulder poke through the midst of her tranquility.

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