I realise now it’s not the endings that are the hardest part, even if they were tragic. The worst part is the aftermath, being left with glazed eyes on the cold bathroom floor, too exhausted to cry, desperately trying to remember who you were, before the once upon a time.
There’s a million things I want to tell you
But I faced reality, you’re not here
Not a sight near & Its pretty clear
I can’t share everyone emotion & news with you
You don’t have a clue how much I miss us
From Falling sleep next to you
To waking up next you
Who knew, this could be this hard
Shit even writing this & Im falling apart
Be the person you needed when you were younger.“
And so I never give up on anyone and fight for what I believe in. I hold onto the good I see in people and help them believe in themselves. I share a gentle, kind love that, hopefully, helps heal peoples’ wounds.
Because that is what I needed, once upon a time - Jess Amelia