on struggling

I think it’s so funny that people legitimately believe that somehow their liberal arts university or art school represents the core of what it means to be lgbt, to be queer, and that they legitimately give a decent window into the needs psyche & beliefs of ~the community~ as a whole.

Like, you need to acknowledge that you’re predominately surrounded by other white middle class twenty somethings, and that these isolated pockets, so often cut off from most of our reality, reaaalllyyyy is a poor representation of queer existence as a whole.

a sad anniversary

It’s been exactly one year since Chris Carter left us with the most savage X-Files cliffhanger of all time. You know, the one where everyone is dying except for the ones with alien dna (???) and Mulder and Scully are estranged (????) and stranded on a bridge and a UFO comes and they have a child together but they don’t know where it is and we never know if the show is coming back? 

My brain when i can draw: …………. Oh WOW a mosquito! Hi lil beast of Satan~!

My brain when i can not draw: MOCHI YOU KNOW WHAT CAN BE BEAUTIFUL!? THIS. THING. OMG YOU HAVE TO DO IT NOW BECAUSE… Yes. YOU HAVE TO DO THIS ART FULL OF FEELS, TEARS AND LOVE, BLESS ME FOR HAVE THIS IDEA ❤


I need a new graphic tablet.
I really need it.

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Breakfast is 2 eggs with beans/corn/tempeh and mozzarella. I made a table that can help me track my progress toward my goals. Yesterday was not great, but today is starting well.

On a tumblr note, I wish there was an option to only see personal posts from the people we follow on here. I end up unfollowing people I truly enjoy seeing progress posts from because they reblog so much random stuff that clogs up my dash. Fb is for frivolous, tumblr (for me) is to see personal fitness mostly. Really need some better follow options @staff