3 and 13 for BTS Jimin??? (If you are open) thank you💖💖💖
3.) “Yea, yea, I know how this goes. I’ll grab my clothes and get out of here”
13.)“I can’t just stop myself from feeling things for you- it doesn’t work like that!”
You woke up to a ringtone that didn’t belong to your cell phone, making you quickly sit up and squint at your own phone to check the time. It was still early and as you turned to Jimin who was next to you, you saw as he lazily took his cell phone and dismissed the call he was receiving.
You laid back down and took in a deep breath, “Your girlfriend must want to apologize for yesterday’s argument huh?” you stated and you heard him moan as he turned on his stomach and buried his face into the pillow. You rubbed your eyes and smacked his bare back, “You’re not supposed to be-” you started but he cut you off with a hiss as he sat up with a groan, “Yeah, yeah, I know how this goes” he said through an exhale, his voice hoarse and groggy with sleep. “I’ll grab my clothes and get out of here” he added, scratching his scalp and further disheveling his bed head.
You let out a sigh and covered yourself in your blankets, “Not gonna see you for a few days, I’ll be busy” you commented as you heard Jimin change into his clothes from last night. “Same here” he replied indifferently and you felt your heart ache a little. Before he was able to leave your bedroom, you sat up quickly and maybe a bit too abruptly because he was turning to you with surprise. He watched you expectantly and you managed a slight smile with the shake of your head. “Good luck with the girlfriend” you said, waving your hand. Jimin rolled his eyes as his shoulders dropped, turning towards the door and just as he was about to step out, he paused and stood in place.
You knitted your eyebrows and cleared your throat, “Are you forgetting something or?” you said but Jimin simply stood there for a few seconds before looking over his shoulder to you. “I’m just wondering if a few days will be enough of a break for the two of us” he said and you felt a weight drop on your chest.
You tightened your jaw as you swallowed hard and averted your gaze to the floor. “Well, if you feel like you need more time then, that’s fine with me” you replied softly, and you weren’t sure if you were telling that to yourself or to him. Jimin leaned against the door frame and fiddled with the rings on his fingers. “I’m asking because of you” he said, his voice deep and low, almost as if his words would break you in the fragile state he saw you in. You furrowed your eyebrows and looked up at his back, “What’s that supposed to mean?” you asked, your tone a bit harsh. Jimin shrugged, “It means what you wanted to, but both of us know- or at least should be aware of our intentions” he concluded and you scoffed.
“Get out, Jimin” you said, making him turn to you, his expression sympathetic but holding up a cold facade you had learned to grow accustomed to on mornings such as this one. “Y/N, I care about you, that’s why I’m asking-” he started but you chuckled and shook your head, “Jimin, don’t complicate this okay? Just leave” you said as you looked away and sat up against the headboard of your bed.
Jimin licked his lips and looked around before his eyes landed on you once again, “If this is too much, you need to tell me” he stated and you felt like that was all it took for the knot in your throat to loosen and the hurt in your chest to turn into frustration. “It is! It has been for god knows how long, and I hate it!” you said, your voice raising as you felt tears begin to prick at the corners of your eyes. Jimin made his way towards you and stood before you but you kept your eyes focused anywhere but at him. “Y/N, look at me” he said but you shook your head and stared at your lap.
“We promised we wouldn’t let this happen, why didn’t you tell me sooner?” he asked and this time you met his gaze in disbelief. “I can’t just stop myself from feeling things for you- it doesn’t work like that!” you shouted and Jimin nodded, sitting at the edge of the bed and taking you into an embrace as you protested. “I never said you needed to stop yourself from feeling… but I would have wanted you to tell me so I’d be more careful” he said, his tone soothing as he rubbed your back gently and you let yourself grip his shirt tightly.