omg so heartbreaking

Watched episode 9 of Yuri!!! on Ice.

Cried.

Rewatched it.

Cried.

Realized there are only 3 episodes left.

Crying forever.

i thought i was over the 2x16 farewell scene but i just saw those gifs and broke down again… !! like!1

Clarke highkey looking like she was about to burst into tears if she looked at him any longer so she had to turn away abruptly… Bellamy barely holding his expression together and then as soon as she turns away his eyes close he exhales and his shoulders sag like all the weight of the world has just been placed on him because she’s left him alone I???

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On the 19th of December the king said to me while dining:  "Fourteen years ago you got up earlier than you did to-day.“  I understood His Majesty at once.  "That was the day my daughter was born,” he continued tenderly, “and to-day, her birthday, I am deprived of seeing her!”  A few tears rolled from his eyes, and a respectful silence reigned for a moment.  

JOURNAL OF THE TOWER OF THE TEMPLE DURING THE CAPTIVITY OF LOUIS XVI. BY CLÉRY

what kpop fans say:

  • “treat idols better!”
  • “idols are human too”
  • “they trained for like seven years oh my god”
  • “they sacrificed so much to become an idol… they literally see their family on a monthly basis omg i would cry”
  • “idols are criticized for every little thing they do and say just back off a bit am i right?”
  • “idols go through so much! they can’t even date, they can’t even gain like 0.5 kg”
  • “look at them crying… omg so heartbreaking they must be under so much pressure”
  • “oh my god look at the way those staff members mistreat those idols… how could you say that to someone?”
  • “literally how could you say that to a human being”
  • “they worked so hard… they don’t deserve this treatment just because of the actions of one member”
  • “omg… all that talent gone to waste…”
  • “idols deserve to be treated with a little more respect”

what kpop fans say at the slightest hint of a controversy which is 50% speculation + 30% blurry video + 10% mistranslation + 10% misunderstanding due to cultural differences: 

  • “omg *insert group* is cancelled”
  • “omg delete *insert group*
  • “fuck *insert group*
  • “y’all still gonna stan???”
  • “i know it’s not like confirmed or anything but they seem so problematic tbh u can just tell”
  • “honestly anyone who’s a(n) *insert fandom* can unfollow me rn”
  • “eww all of them are gross”
  • “ugly af”
  • “how did they even become idols tbh”
  • “haha they’re such flops”
  • “who ?? that’s right they’re nobodies”
  • “i know it’s just *insert member* but honestly they can all go fuck themselves”
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“Jeremy is no longer going to be in the band with us. To be honest, this has been really painful. After taking time to consider how to move forward, we ultimately found that we really do believe Paramore can and should continue on. And so we will.

We’re really thankful for the people who have helped see us through hard times before and what we’ve discovered is that those people are just as much a part of this as we will ever be. We’re hopeful for Paramore’s future and we’re also excited for what Jeremy’s going to do next. Thank you all for your support and your belief in us. It’s kept us going.

scream until my face is red,
cry until my eyes dry. 
same cycle, different days. 
always my fault,
always unforgivable. 
the birds don’t sing by our house anymore,
we scared them all away. 
and i think that slowly,
we’re scaring me away too. 
—  j.e.b. ((about a toxic relationship that won’t end.))
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This video is so heartbreaking omg