Ok but imagine Shizuo having a life threatening disease and Izaya comes to taunt him about it but when Izaya comes Shizuo looks so thin and pale that he just freezes. Shizuo looks up from his lap and stares at Izaya blankly and whispers “I don’t want to die” and breaks down while Izaya stands there and his eyes widen as he hugs Shizuo close comforting him because he never expected the rumor that the strongest man in ikebukuro was dying was true. Izaya hadn’t expected him to look like this ever.
Oh god why would I imagine that gah. These feels why do I do this.