omg guys i miss u so much

anonymous asked:

Hi!!!! I really in love with your writing!!!! OMG!!!!! Virtual hug to you!!!!! Can i request minific like rfa+saeran lost their wife MC in their anniversary night because of car accident? Like MC die on the spot? Thank you! I love u soooo much! Muah!

HELLO HELLO MY BABIESSSSSSSS~

Did you miss me? Cos I missed you all a SHIT TON. LIKE OMG. So I’m like the absolute worst because of my two-month hiatus. Honestly, guys, life has just been sucking. Welp, I’ll go more in-depth later buuuuuut I am posting once again. I want to apologize because my writing is SUPER DUPER RUSTY. So I apologize ahead of time if the ficlets suck :( BUUTTT YA GIRL IS BACK. So without further ado the request :3 It was a GREAT prompt but ya girl can only do so much with car accidents D: Leave me some comments guys, critiques anything you’d like to see me do, or anything :)

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Oh, and if I were you guys, I’d uh prepare your hearts for some major angst >:D

Wanna know why I was MIA????

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Yoosung:

It was your first anniversary together as a married couple. Four years of having your beautiful soul in his life, Yoosung was thankful for the fateful day you staggered into the RFA chat room.

In the beginning, he didn’t think anything of it, he knew he thought he was just attached to you because you had filled Rika’s spot. The differences between you and Rika were colossal. He loved you more and more every day; he couldn’t believe his ears when you accepted his marriage proposal.

You were his and he was yours. He had finally graduated school and now he couldn’t wait to start a family together with you. He bolted out of work, excited to meet you. You guys were celebrating your first anniversary together and everything had to be perfect.

He couldn’t wipe the smile off his face. He grabbed a bouquet of flowers, sunflowers, your favorite. You always thought roses were super cheesy and excessive, in his opinion he thought that it was fitting to you. Like the flowers, you made his life much sweeter and brighter by simply existing.

He began walking to your rendezvous point when he spotted you. He felt his heart skip a beat and his breath lightly catch in the back of his throat. You were beautiful. Feeling his eyes on you, you glanced over at him, smiling brightly and Yoosung just melted. He felt his pace quicken, the need to have you in his arms overwhelming him.

 You quickly made your way over to him, not paying attention. That’s when it happened, a car ran a red light and smashed into you. Yoosung froze. He couldn’t register what was happening. The world was spinning and he couldn’t seem to hear anything. He was your limp body lying there on the pavement as the car sped away.

He saw blood pool near your body and that shook him back into reverie. He ran towards you, tears streaming down his face. This couldn’t be happening. It was your anniversary, the first of many. You were his happily ever after. How could this happen?

He gingerly lifted your head, his tears slowly falling on your face. There was no movement or reaction from you. Cold realization settled over him. He became hysterical, “MC? MC? Open your eyes babe. Please” he broke down sobbing.

Darkness clouded over his eyes and the next thing he knew was he woke up in a hospital bed. Seven sitting in the corner noticed the movement and quickly was at Yoosung’s side. “Hey bud, how are you feeling?” he asked tentatively.

Yoosung groaned, “I don’t know what happened dude, I just had the worst dream that MC was in a car accident.” He clutched his head and let out a breathy laugh. “Speaking of, where is she Seven?” he asked.

Seven just looked at Yoosung, heartbreaking in his eyes. The color drained from Yoosung’s face. It wasn’t a dream after all. His life was a living nightmare. Tears began running down his face once again. He didn’t know what to do, what to say, he just needed to see you, one last time. 

He walked into the solemn operation room, the hum of the machinery just clawed at his ear drums. He knew what exactly the ominous sound meant. He walked over to the bed, a silhouette was draped in white cloth. Its funny, a year ago seeing you draped in white cloth brought tears of joy to his eyes, but this white cloth was the antithesis of that.

This white cloth signified the end, happiness being wrenched from his arms. With shaky hands, he removed the cloth to see your face one last time. He couldn’t do it. First Rika and then you; he couldn’t bear to see your face. He covered your rigid cold body once more and slowly kissed your forehead. Tears streamed down his face as he made his way out. 

He walked out of the hospital into the night. He never did show up to the funeral. He didn’t think his heart could take it. You had managed to glue the pieces that Rika has shattered but how could he ever get over your death? You were his everything. He lost contact with the RFA, moving into a quiet rural area, practicing animal husbandry. He vowed that he would never fall in love again. It was much too painful and he simply couldn’t move on from you. You were his soul mate, his life partner. He just lived his life quietly and alone, waiting for the day he could meet you again.  


Jaehee:

She never really knew what her life would be without you. Honestly, everyone has a life but until the day Jaehee had met you she hadn’t really lived.

Her days previously were dull, focused on working and becoming a successful, thriving member of society. Now she looked forward to so many silly things. Waking up in the morning next to you, sharing a simple meal with you, stealing quick glances at you, your little inside jokes and so much more.

She found joy in everything that involved you. In the beginning, she was hesitant. She didn’t know if this was friendship but she knew it was something deeper. Never in her life, did she have such a connection with anyone and she was grateful that you had the patience to wait until she realized her true feelings.

She loved you. It was as simple as that. You two had tied the know two years ago and were celebrating your two year anniversary. You both didn’t like doing anything too extravagant. Just spending time with each other was more than enough.

Jaehee was lost in thought, as she walked alongside you. Admiring your beauty, she didn’t know how on earth she was able to live before. Looking back at how she used to be, she seemed so dull and serious. She was grateful having you in your life.

She heard skidding, and she saw a car barreling towards her. She froze, finding herself unable to move. “Jaehee” she heard you screech. To her surprise, she felt herself hurtle over and a sound of a crash behind her.

No,” she thought to herself. “Please, it can’t be” She turned to see your limp body lying on the side of the road, smoke coming out of the assaulting vehicle. A whirlwind of emotions flowed through her, but she got ahold of herself. She dialed 911 and reported and accident with casualties. She then sent a mass text out to the RFA, alerting them of what happened as she sidled up to you.

You appeared to be unconscious. That’s a lie. She didn’t need to be a doctor, but she knew there would be no way you could survive with your body laying like that. She had faith though. She knew life couldn’t be so cruel. 

She felt numb as she climbed into the ambulance with your body, not responding to the EMT. She couldn’t say anything. She couldn’t feel anything. She sat in the waiting room of the hospital as the members of the RFA hurriedly shuffled in. She looked up with blank eyes, “Everyone, it seems that MC is no longer with us,” she stated as calmly as she could. She heard the boys break down in tears, holding their heads in disbelief.

Jumin walked over to her, and bent down, “Assis- Jaehee, are you alright?” She wanted to laugh, how on earth could she be all right? What an asinine thing to ask? She looked up at him incredulously ready to fight, but her eyes met with his grey irises, his heart breaking in them.

He knew she wasn’t all right, he wanted her to stop pretending that she was. Her eyes filled with tears and her body shook as she let out a cry, “It’s not fair. It’s just not fair. First father and then mother, I tried so hard to protect my heart but she wheedled herself in and now she was taken from me as well. How can life be so utterly cruel?!”

She buried her face in her hands as she felt arms around her. Everyone loved MC and it broke their hearts to see such an abundant expression of sadness from Jaehee, the stoic ex-employee of Jumin.

She held the wake for the funeral for MC at the coffee shop, she knew its what you would’ve wanted. Your family and friends showed up, everyone loved you. Jaehee smiled bitterly, it was so hard for her. She was so used to having you in her life, being the center of her joy. She didn’t know what she was going to do. She was grateful. She was happy that she had the chance to get to know you and fall in love with you. She was grateful that you showed her how to truly live. She would never forget you as long as she lived, she felt eternally indebted to you. She closed her eyes as she slowly wiped the trickling tears from her eyes, “Goodbye MC, I love you.”


Zen:

He was handsome, that was common knowledge. What Zen loved the most about you was how down to earth you were. All his previous relationships were so incredibly shallow; it’s no wonder that they ended. Actually, that’s wrong, it was destiny. They ended because he was waiting for you.

You were always there for him and so supportive. When you had mysteriously joined the RFA, he had joked about being single. Sure, you piqued his interest. He thought you’d go running when you saw how narcissistic he was, to his pleasant surprise you saw right through him. You saw that it was simply a coping mechanism, seeing that he was actually really insecure and he just “faked it until he made it”.

Zen was sure he fell in love with you in the chat room, even to him that sounded silly. How on earth could you fall for someone you’ve never even met before? He just felt such a strong connection to you he couldn’t help you. When you had shown up to his apartment, he was absolutely floored. You were just as beautiful on the outside as you were in.

He knew he was moving fast, but when you were almost kidnapped he realized that he wanted to be with you. He knew, that he had gotten it right this time. Here you were celebrating your first year together as a married couple, two years together in total.

Everyone said you two were moving too fast, but you didn’t care. Zen loved you more than anything in the world and he knew you loved him just as much. He was still so insecure; you deserved everything in the world, the absolute best. He was still climbing the ladder to fame but you never ever voiced a complaint. Was he doing a good job loving you?

He made sure that your first anniversary together would be special. He picked you up on his bike and tossed you a helmet. You grinned as you put it on and hopped on the bike behind him, wrapping your arms around him tightly. He felt your warmth against his back as he revved up and drove.

He took you to your special place and you were pleased to see a blanket laid out with all your favorite foods and a bouquet of flowers. You looked up to your movie star as he bashfully laughed and lead you over to your feast. He loved this, these little moments, spending time together. He kissed you deeply as he asked you to close your eyes. You looked at him skeptically as you obeyed.

You felt him reach around you and move your hair to the side. He placed something around your neck and you opened your eyes. You held up your phone to get a better look at the necklace as you saw a simple pendant with a gold star.

He blushed, “I know it’s nothing too fancy, but when I’m a huge star I’ll get you a proper one. I just wanted to give you that so you know that no matter how famous I become, I am always your star first. ARGH, I’m being too cheesy” he said as he buried his face in his arms embarrassed.

You grabbed his face and kissed him deeply, smiling as he returned it appreciatively. “Zen, unfortunately ” you said breathlessly, “I love you more than anything, don’t ever forget it please.” He was on cloud nine, as he peppered you in kisses. You both cleaned up and started to head back.

He zoomed on his motorcycle, carefully maneuvering his way through traffic when he heard a loud honk and just silence.

Zen found himself gaining consciousness in a hospital room. He smelled the stale air in the hospital and he heard Jaehee stir as she cried out, “He’s finally awake.”

He groaned as he held his head and felt bandages. His leg was in a cast and his shoulders were throbbing. He opened his eyes to see the members of the RFA in front of him, well except-

“Where is MC guys?” he asked as he clutched his head once again, “Yoosung, why are you crying I’m fine?” he exclaimed lightheartedly.

Everyone was silent for a minute and then Zen heard Jumin break the silence, “Zen, I am sorry to in, unfortunately, did not make it. You two were struck by a drunk driver and she was pronounced dead at the scene,” he said stoically.

Zen snorted, “Very funny guys, where is she? Hiding in the hallway?” He started to get up from his bed. The RFA members just looked at him solemnly as it slowly dawned on him. They weren’t joking.

That’s not possible though, there is no way you could be gone. You two were destined for each other, made for each other. How could this happen? “I need to see her,” Zen said forcefully as he abruptly stood up, pushing the members away. 

Seven blocked his path. “Zen please, she’s gone,” he pleaded with her. Zen grew aggravated, “Get out of my way,” he roared as he shoved the red-head to the side. He found Jumin standing in front of him.

“Zen, I understand you are upset but please, you need to rest, you were also badly injured.” Zen couldn’t take it anymore, he felt all of this emotions and frustrations bubble over and he punched the chairman’s son in the face. “MOVE.”

Jumin gingerly touched his lip and swiftly raised his hands to calm his bodyguards down, “Let him go, he’s grieving” 

Zen hurriedly made his way down to the reception desk, “Excuse me, can you tell me where my wife MC is?” The nurse led him over to a room, void of any light. There you lay in the middle of the room, lifeless. Your body was covered in cuts and bruises but you were still as beautiful as ever. No wonder the room was dark, lifeless, you had taken it all when you passed. Just like this room, his life would be reflected like this dull, lifeless.

There was no him without you. He felt tears stream down his face as he began to sob. Everything that he had, it was thanks to you. All of his efforts it was for you, hell he even forgave his family for you. How could he possibly go on? He went to check out of the hospital. His wounds would heal, at least the ones that he obtained from the accident. However, his heart would never heal. Zen knew you were his one.

The funeral was small and quiet, just family and members of the RFA came to show support. Zen was devoid of all emotion; you had taken his heart. He approached your open casket to say some final words when he felt his breath hitch. You were wearing the necklace he had gifted you and everything flowed out of him. He lost energy in his legs as he fell to the ground sobbing. To his surprise Seven and Jumin came to his side, squeezing his shoulder supportively. He recollected himself as he held his fingers to his lips, kissing them tenderly and placing them on your cold blue ones, “Goodbye my love, until we meet again.”  


Jumin:

“Money can’t buy happiness” When Jumin had first heard that, he simply thought it was something commoners used to say to not feel so inferior to people like him who were better off. He foolishly believed that he had everything, and then he met you.

Sure at first he had his suspicions. Would you be another one of those gold diggers that liked him for his brand and money or would you be like his mother and break his heart. You see, he had very little faith in women. His stoic nature was a product of his upbringing; he couldn’t exactly help it.

Yet you understood him at a deeper level than anyone else had. When he lost his mind when Elizabeth the 3rd went missing you were there for him, you understood him and the pain he felt, the loneliness he felt, the fear he had of giving himself to someone just to have them break his heart. You accepted all of that and in turn loved him, the man he is today is all thanks to you.

For once in his life Jumin Han, could say he was actually happy. He had a beautiful wife that gave him everything, including a family. You two had gotten married pretty quickly and when you told him you were expecting twins he was ecstatic but terrified. He wanted to be an amazing father, fill the voids he felt when he was younger and you assured him that he would be amazing. Not only that but he wouldn’t be alone, Jumin had finally found a home.

You had been married for five years now; life was amazing. Jumin woke up every day with a smile. You had given birth to your youngest son two years ago and life was blossoming. Jumin felt blessed every day to wake up next to you. Sure your Elizabeth, your two sons, and daughter sprawled across your bed ruined the mood a tad, but he loved every second of his life.

Seeing you tackle being a mother to all three of his kids and be the poised collected wife of the C&R Heir, he was awestruck at how you managed to do it all. Every day he found himself falling deeper in love with you. 

Because it was your five-year anniversary, Jumin had made sure to have his father watch his children. He needed time with you alone and he loved his kids but this was his day with you. Money was never an issue with Jumin, but he knew you hated all the extravagant presents. So he took you to a suite in a hotel and made you dinner. Candles and all, the table filled with your favorite foods. 

He loved it because to him, the little things were what made your bond stronger. He rested his head in your lap and you just enjoyed each other’s company. Sure it wasn’t lavish and expensive but this was exactly how you two loved it.

Jumin abruptly sat up and turned to you, “MC, if you would please be honest with me my love. Have I done a good job as a husband, loving you, caring for you?” 

You grabbed the poor man’s face and hugged him tightly, reassuring him that yes, you were the luckiest girl in the entire world.

Jumin closed his eyes and breathed in your scent, his heart pounding, tears threatening to fall. It’s odd, everyone teased him for being robotic and stoic, but you stirred all types of emotions in him. 

It was getting late and you two knew that the Chairman had probably had his fill of his grandchildren. You two made your way down the stairs and settled next to each other in the car, cozying up to one another. The driver started up the car and made its way down a busy intersection when your vehicle was stuck.

Jumin felt his body fly forward as he lost his grip on you. He awoke outside the vehicle, lying on the cold hard ground. He groaned as he grabbed his head in agony, his skull was throbbing. He heard sirens in the distance and he looked around and finally spotted you.

He made his way over to you, but he knew. You had not made it. Not with your body at that angle. He clutched your lifeless body and sobs escaped him. He cried out your name over and over again. Screaming. “Please god, I’ll do anything, please don’t take her. She is the only thing I have ever truly wanted, PLEASE”. 

He cried out, but it was futile. You had left him. What was he going to do? How was he going to survive? You were his everything, his only reason to live, you understood him like no other. What was he going to do, oh mc? He let out another loud cry.

The funeral was painful. The magnitude of despair in his eyes was enormous. He took one last look at you. Hair, that you changed every day, always making you beautiful not matter how it was styled. Your eyes, that captivated him, the mischievous glint, how they sparkled when you smiled. Your smile, that gave him warmth and solace. Your arms which embraced him, finally giving himself a home after all these years of being alone. He couldn’t, he didn’t want to go back to the cold loneliness he felt before, the abyss of darkness he felt of being devoid of any emotions.

He turned; he was going to let Assistant Kang know that he was going to pour himself into work. Not to be bothered, he couldn’t deal with emotions they were too troublesome. He saw his three children, your three kids, in the arms of the RFA.

You hadn’t left him alone after all. He broke down once again as he embraced his children. How could he forget? How could he abandon them?

Emotions weren’t troublesome. After all, all three of your children were born from the love you two had. He wouldn’t regret a second, not one moment of him being with you. He wanted it all, the good, the bad, the heart-wrenching.

He kissed your forehead for the last time, “Thank you, my love, for everything you have done and everything you have given me. Words can’t begin to explain how much I love you, but just know that I do. Don’t worry, I will take care of the kids properly and love them just as much as I love you. Wait for me my love, for I will be forever yours.”


Saeyoung:

He didn’t deserve you. Seven knew that he knew it better than anyone in the world. The problem was he was madly in love with you. From the second he had laid his eyes on you on the security camera, he knew he was in trouble.

He also knew that he was no good for you. But the more you two talked the deeper he fell for you. You were perfect for him; he wanted you. This was him though; he didn’t get a happy ending. He was sentenced to a life of misery.

He pushed you away; it hurt him more than it hurt you. You, however, were as stubborn as ever and he was happy you were. Every step he took back from you, you took ten forward. He didn’t want to hurt you, he wanted you to be happy and safe, even if that meant that he had to be mean to you and show you better options.

He couldn’t do it though. At the end of the day, he loved you, more than anything in the world. To his disbelief, you loved him too. After the whole debacle with Mint eye and his brother, you two could finally be together.

Everyday Seven had to pinch himself, to make sure he wasn’t dreaming. Surely there wasn’t a catch, right? There was no way he could be this happy without any catch? There wasn’t though, it was simple you loved him and he loved you. 

You had gotten married after a year and were celebrating your two-year anniversary. He couldn’t believe it, he had spent two years with you as his beloved. To be with him through sickness and in health, through good and bad, he would do it all as long as it meant you would be by his side.

It was your two-year anniversary but he planned to do the same thing every year. He packed up a fulfilling lunch of HBC and Ph.D. pepper and you two hopped into one of his babies and made your way to the countryside. Stargazing was your favorite pastime, sure you weren’t able to get married at the space station, but you would take a look at the stars every anniversary.

You lay on the blanket giggling gazing at the stars, as Saeyoung looked at you. You were so beautiful; he couldn’t believe how lucky he was to find someone as amazing as you in his life. You were there for him when things were rough and he was so lucky. He felt his eyes fill with tears and drops trickle down. “Fuck,” he cursed.

You looked over at him, worried at his sudden sadness, “Saeyoung, what’s wrong babe?”

He pulled you into a tight embrace and kissed you. “Nothing, absolutely nothing is wrong as long as you are going to be with me forever.”

You giggled as you wiped the tears from your redhead’s face. “I plan on being here forever mister, so don’t try to get rid of my any time soon,” you joked. He laughed as he grabbed you to cuddle. 

It was nearly dawn; you two began packing your stuff to get ready to head back. In the distance, Seven saw a vehicle, which struck him as odd since this area was extremely deserted. He saw the vehicle zoom closer and recognized it, as someone from another intelligence agency.

He yelled at you to get down, as he sprinted towards you. It was too late, you turned and he saw the confusion etched on your face as your body was thrown into the air. You hit the ground with a sickening thud. He pulled out a gun from his car but it was too late, the perpetrator had gotten away.

He sprinted to your limp body, praying with everything he had, that you were ok. That God was not so cruel to take you from him. He pleaded, bargained, begged him, saying that he would leave your life forever, that he should take him instead of you.

It was too cruel. He was the target, why had they come after you. Why did this happen to everyone he loved? Was he cursed? Damned to roam this planet, forbidden to get close to anyone or anything. Please God, if you’re there, don’t take her away from me. She is all I have ever wanted. I will do anything, anything you want me to JUST PLEASE DON’T DO THIS. 

He sobbed ad he lifted your lifeless body into the car. He saw a tiny box wrapped up sitting on the passenger seat, which belonged to you. He opened the box carefully, wondering what on earth you could have gotten him.

He held the note and read it in disbelief, “Dearest Saeyoung, now my love you can make all the stupid dad jokes you want. I love you.”

His hands shook as he held up the positive pregnancy test. Tears flowed out of his eyes as he screamed. You were pregnant. How could the world be so cruel?

He cried and punched his seat until his throat was raw and his fist were bloody. There was only one emotion running through him now. He drove back to his house, contacted the RFA and held a small funeral; halfway through he disappeared, he couldn’t take it.  God damn it MC, I told you, I told you I was no good. Sure I would be heartbroken, but I’d rather that than have you dead. 

He went off the grid; his bloodlust was the only thing that he felt. He didn’t stop, he hunted day and night for the people who did this, for the people that took away his one source of happiness; the people who robbed him his wife and child.

Vengeance was the only thing that was on his mind. He finally found the perpetrators and exterminated them. He felt nothing; he had accomplished the final thing he had to do. MC, I can’t do it. I can’t live without you or our baby. I’ll see you soon.

He lifted the gun and held it to his head; he wasn’t scared. He was going to see you, and finally be happy. With a pull of the trigger, he made the ultimate profession of love for you.


Saeran:

He never said, “I love you” to you. Which seeing that you two had been married for a year, seems odd. Sure he felt it and you conveyed it verbally more times than he could count.

He did love you. He didn’t know why he couldn’t say it. It was your one year anniversary and Saeran was determined to say it to you today.

He chalked it up to nerves but honestly. Saeran had no idea why you were with him. You were beautiful, smart, kind and patient. It seemed that everyone in the RFA loved you, but you wanted to be with him. Was it because you felt bad for him? Did you pity him?

As pathetic as it was, even if that were the case, Saeran would take it. You made every day bearable. He loved how warm your embrace was. How your eyes seemed to light up when you spotted him in the crowd. How you always did all the talking but always remembered the little things he would say. He loved you. It was as simple as that.

Being with him wasn’t a walk in the park. Sure he had gotten better but you had been with him for five years. It took him four years to open up to you and even then he couldn’t say those three stupid words. He knew, that you knew how he felt. It was nice to hear it though, just like how his heart swooned every time you told him, he wanted you to melt as well.

He began walking over to your usual ice cream parlor for your annual date when he spotted you outside. He groaned inwardly, how was it possible for you to be this cute? You turned and spotted him, lighting up immediately, and he felt the heat rise to his face.

You excitedly grabbed his hand as you grabbed your ice cream and made your way to the park to cloud watch. You were happily chatting away as Saeran began feeling down. You deserved everything in the world, someone to tell you that he loves you every second of the day, someone affectionate and kind, someone that was the complete opposite of him.

He felt a pang in his chest. Maybe you deserved better, maybe he should let you be happy. Was he holding you back? He dropped your hand and began walking the other way 

“Wha- Saeran? Where are you going?” you called as you chased after him.

“I can’t do this. I need to go home. We need space,” he said as he began crossing the street.

“Saeran, a break? I love you! What do yo-” you were interrupted by a loud honking sound as you were flung into the air.

Saeran hearing the commotion, turned around only to see you sprawled on the ground. He broke out into a run, his feet pounding the pavement. No. NO. NO. This wasn’t supposed to happen. You deserved better. He was giving you a shot to be better. You were right behind him how did this happen. He shouldn’t have turned around.

He finally made his way to your body, as he lifted you onto his lap. His hands were wet and matted with blood, he let out a sob, “No, MC, babe I’m sorry you can’t leave me. I’m sorry please, say something anything please.”

Tears began flowing down his face. He called and ambulance and then his brother, “Saeyoung, I don’t know what happened she was right behind me and now she’s bleeding, please oh god.”

He broke down crying hysterically. He couldn’t do this. He had never loved anyone like you. He never wanted to love anyone else but you. He heard you groan, “Sae- Saeran? Don’t cry love, I’ll be fine.”

His body shook, even now you were tending to him. He cried, tears flowing freely down his face, a siren in the distance alerted him that help was near. He saw your eyes flutter lightly, “Hey no, no. MC stay with me. I love you. You hear me you idiot, I love you so you can’t leave me ever.”

Your eyes fluttered, the ghost of a smile played on your face, “You finally said it… I love you too Saeran. I lo-” and with that, your head lolled to the side. He kissed you, saying “I love you” chanting it like a mantra that could possibly bring you back to life. 

He watched as the EMT’s lifted your lifeless body into the ambulance. They pronounced you dead at the scene. He saw his brother and broke down in his embrace. Why didn’t I tell her that I loved her sooner? Why didn’t I tell her I loved her every second of every day? Why is life so cruel?

He couldn’t even attend the funeral. He saw your face and locked himself in the bathroom to cry. He spent his days at your grave, and he spent his nights awake, often crying himself to sleep, just to repeat the cycle the next day. He loved you more than anything in the world and he couldn’t believe you were gone. He didn’t know what to do without you. He was empty. The only thing he seemed to be able to say was, “I love you MC”. If only I had been able to say it to you before it was too late.


WOW. Holy shit this was a loooooong one and hella depressing. OMG, I like low-key cried a few times while writing this. Worse because I played this song on a loop while I wrote this D:  be warned kiddies. But um hello? Who is amazing for reading this long ass ficlet, that is a bit rusty because of this ol’ writer, YEAH DAS RIGHT YOU BABY GORILLA <3
Just a friendly PSA- so just like in the fic, driving can be super dangerous. Please make sure that you all drive safely and responsibly because it’s not only your life that can be affected. Let me know which fic broke your heart the most >:D As always I love you guys <33333333 MUAH <3

long distance bf! donghyuk

mHMhmHm leggo


- lets b real here

- donghyuk would be a great bf

- no matter the distance

- like he makes sure to skype u errday

- nd they always last like 83982 hours

- “babe,,,its been 6 hours,,,,its 3am and i have school,,”

- “shhh babe you know u don’t wanna leave me”

- “,,,,,,im not gonna deny that”

- and u were late 4 school that day

- pretty much everyday

- you always get texts throughout the day from him but sometimes the are like “good morning!” but its 2pm (time difference)

- u guys haven’t rly planned on meeting up

- i mean yes y'all miss each other sm but

- its not really ur first priority

- its not donghyuks either

- BAHA STORY TIME

- so once u were skyping rite

- but his 6 OTHER ROOMATES

- FUCKIN

- “oMG DONGHYUK IS THIS YOUR GF”

- “WOWOWO SHES SO PRETTY”

- OMG HYUNG CAN I HAVE HER”

- u were blushin but donghyuk wasn’t

- he looked so pissed off

- he was about to say something but-

- “hey!!!! have u seen donghyuk naked???” 

- “omG HE HAS THE STINKIEST FARTS BFJDMS YOURE LUCKY YOU ONLY SEE HIM THROUGH THE SCREEN”

- “SHUT. THE. PHUCK. UP”

- literally for the next 10 minutes all u heard was chenles dolphin screech n mark trying to calm donghyuk down

- and every 4 second or so someone would run across ur screen

- fun fact : this was ur first time meeting them ever 

- and probs ur only time tbh

- sometimes when ur studying 4 skool or smth

- donghyuk randomly texts u and u get carried away so fast and end up like never finishing whatever u doing but its gucci cause u have donghyuk

- once donghyuk was really sad

- like really sad

- and when u Skyped he would be super quiet

-and??this??wasnt???like??him???at???all??

- so ou were asking him what was wrong

- nd then he finally exploded

- and let out all his feelings

- “i really wish you were with me right now. here, in my room”

- your heart shattered 

u know donghyuk is loyal so you have no worries of him cheating on u

- but sometimes when u look t his social media, all deez girls start commenting about how good looking he is and how he should date them

- no!!way!!honey!!

- he shut them down so quickly 

- it was cute bOI

- oH bUt whEn yAALL mET uP agAinnN

- YOU DECIDED 2 SURPrSE HIM

- so like

- u secretly flew to korea

- and decided to call him (not Skype)

- and he was like “agh i rly miss u”

- and you were like me 2 but atlas we’ll see each other soon

- AND HE WAS SO CONFUSED BY THIS

- he didn’t know what u meant but its ok cause

- literally like 3 seconds later he heres a knock at his door and

- BAM

- THERE YOUA RE

- omgomgo he was so happy words cannot express

- he gave u this bone crushing hug and it was all fluffy n cute

- it was such a sweet moment 

- “wait- ew u look terrible whats up with those bags under your eyes and-”

- “hYUcK jFC SHUT UP”

- so den y'all cuddle for a long ass time

- AND THEN HIS ROOMATES COME IN

- “SHIT OMGOGOGHIFDKS”

- “jiSung lanGUAGE!!!” - taeyong lets b real

- there goes ur alone time wh00pz

- anyway

- any relationship with donghyuk is gr9

- donghyuk is gr9


ily 

what in the world

I hit 300?? bitch I didn’t even know I hit 200!! what the hell!!! Thank you beautiful creatures I love each and every single one of u

Originally posted by ungifable

anonymous asked:

*whispers* Spegg

💜~SPEGG IS LOVE SPEGG IS LIFE~ 💜

@ anon - i love you so much dear!!! i love that i can be here for everyone and i’m so glad you feel the same way! this fam warms my heart every single day and idk what i’d do without you guys ✨⭐️💜

@itisithecryptidmom LMAO GLAD U LIKED THAT ILYSM 😂💜

@ anon - oh ok lmao well i’m very happy and excited for you!! 💜 

@lovelygasmasks i use photoshop to make my posts! thanks so much for stopping by! 💜

@ pidge anon - awwww omg right????? honestly yall have melted my heart like 67 times tonight alone and i’m so happy i could cry god bless 😍

@rivoletta OMFG THIS IS SO CUTE THANK YOU I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MY CHILD 💜 kocham Cię!!! (i hope that’s correct omg)

@ anon - omg please don’t apologize you aren’t bothering me! and listen, i’m sure they miss you over at msparp but everyone understands that life happens!! everyone gets busy and you shouldn’t feel bad! we all love you and support you no matter what, so don’t feel obligated to do anything unless you want to and it makes you happy, alright?? ✨⭐️💜

@larytello i legit was laughing so hard i cried, no joke lmao… your brother was hilarious and we loved talking to him hahah. make sure to get some rest, spacedad was definitely right!! xD we all love you so much and love hearing from you on the server!! 💜

@lookatthestars98 omFG I LOVE YOU???? thank you so much you’re so precious i’m crying 💜

@wistfullthhinking yes my dear here’s the link ilysm 💜

@ pidge anon - omg my dear i’m so sorry yes HAVE ALL MY HUGS 🤗🤗🤗 

@ bumbooga - listen my dude, the most important thing is to make a blog about something you’re super interested in and passionate about! when i started this thing, i had exactly NO IDEA whatsoever if anyone would even like it, ya feel? i just did it because it made me happy. if your enjoyment shows through to others, they’ll probs like whatever you’re doing that much more if that makes sense?? ily and good luck!! 💜

@ anon - ok next guesses are…. spacey? or WAIT IS THIS HAM???? 👀

@rockyroadkylers lmao you are THE MOST TALENTED ILYSM 😂

 @ anon - JEALOUS ANON AND KEITH ANON ARE DATING, YES AND IT’S THE CUTEST CRAP I’VE EVER HEARD OF???? I WANT A LOVE LIKE JEITH TBH 👌👌

@ anon 2 - OMFG YES SUBMIT IT I WANT TO SEE WAIT HOLD UP WERE YOU THE SUBMITTED POST I JUST POSTED BEFORE THIS???? IF SO OMFG I LOVED UR PAINTINGS IM DYING 😍

@ swoofla - you aren’t annoying at all, my dear!! we would love to see you in the discord chat but i totally understand your anxiety!! only join if you really want to and we won’t ever pressure you to do anything you’re uncomfortable with! also, you might not know anyone when you first go in, but legit like the SECOND you say hello, there’s a huge group of loving people ready to accept you and be your friend!!! that’s what’s so great about this spacefam!! everyone is so great and friendly and i love them so much so please don’t be scared to come in and make friends! we all love you so much already! 💜💜

@quichekolgate lmfao quiche….. you legit always bring in the best stories i’m rollin dude i legit read this story out loud to a friend and we laughed for so long ilysm 😂💜

GOSH GUYS! This is the first time I’ve had this many followers on any blog! I just, you guys are amazing, you stick around even when I am posting ooc crap half the time ^^ <3 but really so far I have had NO TROUBLE playing this muse around this fandom, honestly you were all so welcoming and beautiful when I first started and now I am so glad I am able to call you guys friends! It’s crazy really! People who I never thought I would be able to talk to because of my shy nerdness are good friends and WOW it shows how much things have changed since the very start! Really guys, I just feel so lovely and warm when I am online. I feel ridiculously welcomed every time I am online and you all need to know how much I love you!! 

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is this the same guy who joked that jimin should stop pushing his hair back in 2016 credit: https://mobile.twitter.com/love_with_v/status/714750320774135808 ahh my phone is playing up and I can’t add tags… submissions are off anon so I guess you can tell I also sent an ask… but for all that it is an out of focus preview, his beauty shines so much no one should miss out ;)

OMG HIS HAIR, MY EYES ARE BLESSED HES SO BEAUTIFUL AND HE DID NOTHING

the-magic-chenchen  asked:

Omg hey! Just writing to let you know, that you aren't completely forgotten. You're still my favourite ff author and I miss you. I do understand that you would need a break, but when you come back, I'll welcome you with open arms. Love you<33

Hi! :o Thank you so much! That’s so sweet of you to say ;;;; I’m really not sure IF I’ll ever come back, but I’m so grateful for all my readers who have shown me love over the past 4 years ;;;; <3 i love u guys

anonymous asked:

omg u watch flash? i miss HR so much, i really loved him ;~;

yeeees, absolutely! oh man, i am right there with you, pal. HR was such a happy go lucky guy and he’s exactly the type of character we needed with all the darkness that the flash has become! he was a welcome bit of comedic relief and he played an important part in team flash. i’m gonna miss him a lot! </3

Being best friends with Jackson would include
  • Weird ass texts during the day ranging from playful and cute to sass theres no inbetween 
  • “where are you? I miss yooou”
  • “are you deaf? answer your phone” 
  • “i cant wait to come back home, no one gets my jokes here”
  • “you know what’s ridiculous?” “what?” “your face” “get out”
  • legit no inbetween 
  • him coming over to your place just to make jokes with your mum about how annoying you are 
  • “have you seen my snapbck?” “which one” 
  •  singing got7 songs together and him yelling when he cant hit the high notes 
  • you rapping and him being like looool no no this is how its done
  •  him proceeding to put on a fake serious face and say the words to the rap in ‘A’
  • “getupgetupgeupgetup we’re going to the gym” “its 5 am” “exactly GET UP" 
  • “im hungry what do you have” 
  • “nothing because you ate all my damn food, wang”
  • you going to his dance practices and making weird faces in the mirror so he laughs
  • “Jackson, focus!” “SHE STARTED IT” 
  • sitting with other members and joking and laughing when jackson intervenes 
  • “bambam go find another girl this ones mine”
  •  being super silly and pranking the members together and pissing them off but they ship you two so hard
  • “ill give you $5 if you put pictures of cucumbers all over youngjaes wall”
  • “would have done it for free”
  • when hes super tired from touring and you go over with food and a blanket and his fave movie
  • “i brought crispy chicken and extra fries” “will you marry me”
  •  him being the first one at your door the second you feel sad or youve had a bad day
  • “who did this to you? Was it that guy, Jeff? I’ll show him not to mess with you, no one messes with my best friend”
  • “Jackson, Jeff’s the old guy who lives next door with his wife”
  • “Ill give her a peice of my mind too then”
  • When hes touring and sees something that reminds him of you he spams your phone to no end
  • “omg”
  • “oi”
  • “look what I found”
  • “its you”
  • “pick up your phone idiot look”
  • “theyre pringles”
  • “get it”
  • “because youre a single pringle”
  • “#foreveralone”
  • “anyway i miss you”
  • throwing shade at each other so hard it makes the other members constantly confused about your relationship
  • but then constant texting about how much you miss each other when one of you two is away
  • “i hate u but i miss u” 
  • SO
  • MUCH
  • OF
  • SKINSHIP
  • seriously
  • are you a couple or are you enemies no one can tell
  • hand holding casually during movies
  • back hugs whenever you arent facing him
  • especially when youre sad omg all on board the train to cuddlesville
  •  “i just want you to be happy, you deserve to be happy”
  • super tight hugs out of nowhere
  • “what was that for?” “youre just really great”
  • “you look really beautiful”
  • “no no leave you hair as it is, it looks better that way”
  • *cries bc Jackson*
  • everytime you’re with a guy and jacksons around
  • *picks you up and spins you* “JAGIIII”
  • *glaring* “do you want me to be single for the rest of my life”
  • “you wouldnt be, you have me, the only man you need”
  • random cheek kisses literally anytime anywhere
  • you’d be studying on the couch and he’d just come and lie across your lap
  • “Jackson” “shhhhhhh its sleep time”
  • after lots of begging and aegyo, him teaching you (basic) mandarin
  • “can you teach me some swear words?” “why?” “so i can cuss you out in 2 languages”
  • you staying up and watching every live award show and every episode of ASC everything and anything hes on
  • screenshotting bits when he derps and saving them to show the boys and torment him with
  • texting him during ad breaks
  • “when did you become so hot???”
  • “since I was 2 years 6 months and 4 days old”
  • him arriving at your doorstep at 4 am straight after coming from the airport holding a box of pringles
  • “i missed you, pabo”
  • “missed you too”
husband!woozi

MY BABY MY CINNAMON ROLL MY PRODUCER THE LOVE OF MY LIFE:

  • i cant do this today i feel like im woozi biased right now
  • baby would be super happy that he is married to you <33333
  • like he freaks out throughout the wedding
  • the dad that would make his kids listen to music with him watch him compose and go to concerts yEs
  • and the kids will grew up with that tradition theyll just be like “dad have u heard justin’s new album!!!!!” and jihoon will get excited “YES OMG” and theyll go fanatic together cute sight!!!!
  • im sorry i just wanted jihoon to cover love yourself or the feeling or basically anything in general i cANT DO THIS
  • “ok where are u guys going”
  • “to brand new day vol.17!!!!! we’re watching uncle cheol wonwoo mingyu and vernon!!!!” i cant get over hip hop unit on bnd vol.8 someone send help
  • “and youre not taking me with you guys??????”
  • “eheheheh sorrY BABE WE BETTER GO NOW BYE LOVE U”
  • the reason he didnt take u waS BECAUSE THEYRE NOT GOING TO ANY CONCERT theyre just preparing a birthday party for u with the other 12 hOW FUCKIN CUTE
  • jihoon will always team up with their kids to tease u and surprise u and everything literally
  • ok when u tell him ur pregnant tho… . …. “omg….. …i need a moment.. ….ok”
  • and after a few minutes he’s just gonna hug u really tight and say that he is so happy!!!!!!!!!!! “omg im so bad at expressing my feelings bUT IM REALLY HAPPY RN BABY OK”
  • “mini me and you is soon gonna be running around the house”
  • and when you have ur first child he’s gonna cry so muCH OMG JIHOON DONT CRY WHAT ARE U DOING
  • the baby will eventually grow up and he’ll be taking them to the studio and made them sit on his lap that u cANT RESIST TO TAKE ONE PICTURE AND POST IT ON INSTAGRAM OR SOMEWHERE
  • and everyones gonna explode bc they look exactly like a mini version of jihoon
  • “ok dont tell mom im dying ur hair blonde”
  • “but she can see it”
  • “WEAR A HAT”
  • youll find out and tell him its actually ok but kinda mad on why didnt he tell you like you couldve help now all you could think of is how much this kid look like a mini jihoon
  • THE KIDS WILL INHERIT JIHOON’S EYE SMILE FUCK
  • im sorry for so many cursing in this im in so much pain writing this
  • jihoon will sing them to sleep and sometimes they’d all circle in bed and started making random beats and BOOM it turned into a song
  • he would actually turned it into a real song
  • when he is away he likes to call u for hours just put u on speaker and talk nonsense things like the old days
  • “u know i still want to go to mars”
  • “jihoon thats the 7th time youve said it”
  • “are the kids asleep?”
  • “yes”
  • “hm i wish i was there with u so we can…. .. .. “
  • “we can what”
  • “we can… .. ….you know” IF YOURE PICKING UP WHAT IM PUTTING DOWN ;;
  • youll think for a while and then it suddenly clicked and jihoon is just like “i miss you so much… …..”
  • “OMG IM NOT HVAING THIS CONVO WITH U IM HANGING UP”
  • “WAIT…… ..OMG ARE U THINKING IM GONNA DIRTY TALK TO U I CANT BELIEVE”
  • “BYE JI LOVE U”
  • loves to take photos of u and the kids and set it as his bg
  • likes to spoil his kids by buying so many toys when he’s away
  • and little dolls
  • you guys have a white and black cat in the house
  • hOT TIMES WITH JIHOON IS ALWAYS THERE ANYTIME not infront of the kids though
  • loves to kiss your knuckles and loves to recieve nose kisses from u and also neck kisses I CAN SEE IT
  • “youre so cut - “
  • “I AM A GROWN MAN!!! I AM NOT CUTE!!!! I AM MANLY!!!!”
  • likes to shower together with u bc its relaxing no sexual content happened
  • shy jihoon is gone ok maybe its still there a bit but like
  • REALLY LOVES IT WHEN U PLAY WITH HIS HAIR
  • AND WHEN U HUG HIM FROM BEHIND
  • “you know ive never been good at math but there is like a one in seven billion chance that i would get to meet someone asa perfect as you so that means i had a greater chance of winning the lottery or getting struck by lightning than being so lucky to be in love with you and i guess for once in my life the odds were in my favor omg crazy right?”
  • jihoon pls father my kids
  • ok are you crying yet????? bc i am
  • feel free to contact me anytime to fix anything above and to add things
  • IF U HAPPEN TO MARRY JIHOON PLS PROTECT HIM OMG PROTECT THIS LITTLE CINNAMON ROLL FOR ME

i got carried away now i am really sad fuck for more husband!au click here

So I reached 1k a little while ago and in the process of putting this together I actually reach 1.1k which is crazy ???? thank you so much wow i love you all a lot so I put together this follow forever which the majority of you wanted! Thank you to all of these special people who made me dash incredible and brighten up my day ILY ALL A LOT  <33333 

✧・゚:* FIRST OF HERE IS MY BIG ICON PACK TO THANK YOU GUYS *:・゚✧

Special shoutouts to:

  • octavlas : Breitil I honestly don’t know what I’d do without you, you are my spirit animal/bestie/one half of the otp and I just love you so much! Thanks for putting up with my weird crap and literally being the most wonderful person ever. I LOVE YOU A LOT ♥♥ p.s we should start working on that plan to take over the world soon ;)
  • skye-ofthe-skypeople : Andie you are literally the most talented person I’ve ever met and you are just so so incredible! You are so kind and lovely! Thanks for putting up with my caps haha xD
  • allisvnargent : Ginger I’m so glad that we started talking! You have become one of my most cherished people on here and I just love you a lot! you are just too precious and amazing <3

(you know I wanted to write all of that in caps lbr)

A | B | C |

agentbellamy agentswardz aggeofultron amourbellarke amyskhaleesi arkqueens arkstation axosomatic b-llarke badasslexa baereyes barriyallen belarked beliamy beliarke bellaarke bellamyblakeish bellamyblckes bellamyclarkess bellamycollins bellamycuddles bellamys-blakes bellblake bellcrkes belleark bellsarks bellslaw billieplper bllarke brave-clarke callligan carolineforbezs chaosclarke clarkegriffis clarkequeengriffin clarkeravens clarkeslight clarkesrebel cleexa commanderlexa

D | E | F | G | H | I |

dathlena deadgwen dobrevclarke doomsdayy dr-griffin dylanslilnugget emmajcnes felicitycaitlin finnscolllin fireborntargaryen fitzwardz fourfinick ganseytheking grangeirs greywaren grounderkingbellamy gwenstacys gwynstacie hailbarnes hailbellamy halecupcakes historianbellamy holybellamy hugvvarts incabeswater iwild-smile

J | K | L | M | N |

kestrels-trajans kingmontygreen kingsbellamy kirasyukimuralinctaviaslovegooodlyrnchmaliatatesmaraparkers marinafroot marthinski martym montying morganapendragons murhpystorturedsoul murqhy nemetons  

O  | P | Q | R | S |

octaviasblk octavlablake octiavablake ohclexas oktevia perfectlyolicity petermaximoff puppycisco pvreblooded pynch queensclarke ravenclow ravenreyese ravenwicks rcvenreyes rebelsblake reyesmechanic ronansgansey sansapond sanshastarks saveskye sethgeco sitlesstilinskis skyclarke skye-ofthe-skypeople skyejxhnson skyeswan smoakingriffin snowyallens starklys starqued steveogers 

T | U | V | W | X | Y | Z |

theyoungestzerogmechanic underbellamy vhenrietta warriorclarke warriorctavia wrenchmonkeyraven youreallysoldit

I’M SO SORRY IF I MISSED SOMEONE OMG SHOUT AT ME IN MY ASKBOX PLEASE AND YES I DIDN’T BOLD AND STUFF BC I LOVE YOU ALL <33333  THANK YOUUU 

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HAPPY BDAY WINDY QT!!! <333 AHHHHH I cant believe u, me and nighto share the same bday month hehehe <3

ilu very much ok!! omg i’m so glad i finally got to meet you in ohayocon!! that was a very surreal feeling aHHHHH ;-; i almost cried on the way back to my room! and riley and rachel are such lovely people!! I PROMISE I WILL VISIT YOU GUYS SOON AND WE WILL HAVE A LOVELY HANGOUT YES PLS <33 i miss you so much already!! I’M GUNNA GIVE YOU 100x THE RIA PAPS WHEN I SEE YOU AGAIN <3

so here are some punks on ur lovely special day <333 

Red

pairing: ashton x reader

here’s a lil ash christmas imagine !! i hope u like ^.^ lmao im like 2 hours late on posting this i was packing and got off track so sorry

((guys omg my birthday is sunday and i might puke im turning 16 this is too much))


“I miss you.”

You bit your lip, your fingers toying with the ends of the oversized sweater that draped over your shoulders, waiting for Ashton’s response. The TV was on in the background playing The Grinch Who Stole Christmas–your favorite Christmas movie. Your eyes concentrated on the steam coming from the cup of hot cocoa on the coffee table, still too hot for you to drink.

You heard Ashton sigh on the other end. “I miss you too baby.” He said in a guilty tone, probably so sorry for letting you down this year. 

There was a rustling sound on the other end, louder than you expected. You moved your phone away from your head, raising an eyebrow at the sudden noise. “What was that?” You inquired, sitting up and grabbing the cup of cocoa, taking a short sip from it and burning your tongue for the second time tonight. You mumbled a quiet fuck under your breath, resting it back down on the table.

You could hear Ashton talking, but it was very quiet, like he was talking to someone else. Just barely, you could make out him thanking someone, but he came back to you. “Sorry, babe, I just got out of an Uber.”

“Where are you headed again?” You asked, remembering him telling you about his plans for tonight, mainly involving a Christmas party somewhere.

“John’s house. He’s having me and the boys over for dinner to celebrate, remember?” 

You nodded to yourself. “Yeah, I forgot. Sorry.” There was a comfortable silence after he told you that you didn’t have to be sorry for anything. You continued to fumble with the end of your sweater. “Are you sure you won’t be home by tomorrow night?” 

“Afraid so, babe.” He said in a disappointed tone. “But hey, I’ll be there as soon as I can, okay?”

“Okay.” Your heart dropped, since you would be spending this Christmas alone this year. You had even bought a cute little lingerie set just for Ashton, knowing he loved seeing you in red and it was the perfect time of the year for it. Deciding you had nothing better to do, you got up and walked into your bedroom into the closet, searching for the little bag containing the delicate lace. “I have a surprise for you when you get home.”

“Oh really?” He asked. You could practically hear him smirking through the phone as you put him on speaker, resting it on your dresser.

“Yeah, you’re going to love it.” You pulled the sweater over your head, allowing it to fall to the ground so you were standing in only your underwear. Just for fun, you took the lingerie out and put it on, admiring yourself in the mirror. You giggled, twirling around and picking your phone up again. “You’re going to go crazy.”

The lace clung to your every curve, accentuating all your best features. You smiled at your appearance, taking him off speaker and holding the phone to your ear again. “You sure you can’t come home early? I’d hate to see you wait this long for your present.”

Ashton’s breathing increased, it seemed, and you furrowed your eyebrows just as the line went dead. 

“Hello? Ashton?” You asked, but there was no answer.

There was, however, a knock at the door. You quickly threw the sweater you previously had on over your head as you walked into the living room and opening the door cautiously. There he was, standing with his hands behind his back and grinning wildly. “Hey baby.”

“Oh my god!” You shouted, jumping into his arms and hugging him as tightly as you could. “You fucking liar!” 

“Hey, it’s not lying. I was surprising you.” He said. He held one of his hands above the two of you, where he held a little bundle of mistletoe. His eyes flickered up to it, then to your lips, and you happily crashed your lips onto his, savoring the taste of him you dearly missed. When you pulled away, he looked up at you cheekily. “You think I can, uh, get my surprise now?”

You smirking and bit your lip. “Hmm, I don’t know…”

He took a step into your apartment, setting you down and closing the door behind him. “What do you mean you don’t know?”

Shrugging, you decided to give him what he wanted, since you probably wanted it more than he did. So, you took the ends of your sweater between your fingers, pulling it over your head tantalizingly slow, Ashton drinking in your image as his breath hitched in his throat. “Merry Christmas, babe.” You said sweetly and smiling innocently. “I know how much you like red on me.”

“I love red.” He told you, taking a step towards you and connecting your lips, catching you off guard a bit. “But I love you more.”

hello hello today is the 31st!! 2017 is fast approaching and i just wanted to take the time to thank the people on tumblr who i met, befriended, and gained support from! there are so many people in this community who have given me love even when i was a much smaller studyblr, gave me advice, guided me and made studyblr such a fun and friendly place to be!! i cannot be thankful enough, so here’s a small note of appreciation to anyone who’s ever been kind enough to pay me any attention (◡‿◡ฺ✿)

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anonymous asked:

OMG HOW ARE YOU????? WE MISSED U A LOT.

I MISSED YOU GUYS SO MUCH TOO!!! IM A LOT BETTER NOW BUT

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I’m still sick :( fortunately im allowed to look at electronic surfaces now but this happened to me because I overworked myself with drawing digitally too much, my doctor banned me from drawing on the computer for a month until I go back for a check up

I will try and talk to him to allow me to draw one each week though, I hope he says its ok.

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I got cute glasses :)

anonymous asked:

Hi there! I really love your writing style!! God bless your hands and mind!! If you are not too busy, could I get a scenario where s/o is blow-drying and combing their hair while (Kuro and Shiro) Kaneki / Tsukiyama is watching. S/o notices it and asks them if they want to comb it? ^_^"

((thank you so much omg u guys are too sweet also wow this is actually adorable))

Kuro Kaneki: Mesmerized by his partner’s spindly hands running through their beautiful hair, Kaneki almost missed his partner’s airy chuckle. Almost. A deep red dusted his cheeks, and he stuttered out a weak “what”. His partner explained that he’d been staring for a while now, and was wondering if he’d do the honors of combing their hair. If Kaneki wasn’t red enough before, he certainly was now, but he managed to drag himself to his partner, hands shaking slightly as he took the comb and gently began to run it through their strands. His partner hummed, and the boy eventually grew bold enough to sit his partner down on his lap, asking them questions about their day as he combed their hair.

Shiro Kaneki: There was just something so elegant about the way his partner managed their hair, something so deliberate and slow and calming. His partner was speaking to him, but the words were drowned out by their actions. Kaneki began to feel his eyes close, but a sudden “hey!” from his partner jolted him. He noticed the barely noticeable blush on their cheeks, and cocked his head to the side in response. “Brush my hair?” they murmured, their blush deepening. Kaneki laughed and made his way over to them, kneeling behind them and taking the comb from their hands. “Of course,” he said sweetly, running his hands through their hair and then running the comb through their strands. He often checked in to make sure he wasn’t combing their hair too hard or hurting them in any way.

Tsukiyama: He smiled at his partner, admiring their soft tresses. He sauntered up to them and his partner gave them a questioning look. “May I do the honors, my dear?” he asked, holding his hand out for the comb. His partner smiled softly, placing the comb in his palm. He kissed their hand and began to untangle their hair, murmuring sweet nothings into their ear all the while. “You should really take care of your hair, my love, it’s beautiful.” Tsukiyama was kind and sweet, offering words of advice in regards to hair care and kissing the occasional strand of hair.